MrPopat.com |The Confession|Confeesions|Confeesion Nocturn|Madona Confession|Madona Confession Tour|Van Dar Sloot|Confession of Shopaholic|Confession Tour|Confession Intime|Last Confession|La confession|Write Confession| http://mrpopat.com/confession.php All Right Reserved 2010@ Mrpopat.Com http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1647 I guess, this isn't so much a confession, more something I truly need advice on, but don't know who to talk to. You see I was with my boyfriend for almost three years when he cheated on me, we broke up but I never truly moved on. Recently we mutally decided to give things another go, I love him and I know we can rebuild our realtionship and trust, my problem is that I just can't bring myself to be intimate with him again. Can this really work out He say's he's fine with taking things slowly and waiting, I can't help but have this nagging voice in my mind telling me if we don't start being intimate soon, he'll go find it elsewhere. Is it me being stupid Any help would be appriciated!
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Uploaded on 2012-05-18 10:24:37 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-18 10:24:37 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1646 I lie. A lot. And it comes so naturally. I've been lying about who I am ever since I was 14. I lied about me coming from a rich family, I bragged about things that did not happen. I wanted to be special, to be accepted; to be above your average joe. I wanted to befriend people who are "better".

And by lying about my family background, my past experiences, it made me feel..well, better about myself. I'm not good at anything, but a jack of all trades.

I am now 19, but lying about these things has just been so natural to me that I can't even stop myself anymore at times. I want people to have good lasting impressions on me, I want people to think of me as..well, perfect, more or less. I want approval. Somehow, by being the "real" me, with my average lifestyle, average everything, I don't feel confident at all.

I don't know if all this makes any sense at all, but yeah. I haven't told a single soul about this before, because I'm afraid that they might judge me. I'm sorry for being a liar all this time, I'm sorry for deceiving everybody around me about who I am.
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Uploaded on 2012-05-18 10:24:13 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-18 10:24:13 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1645 I had a very hot steamy sex session with my lover. We put everything on the table. We both realized is not lust, we love each other. We shared information about each others significant others, it felt great and weird at the same time. I felt like he was saying good bye to us and it makes me sad because I don't want to loose him.
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Uploaded on 2012-05-18 10:23:39 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-18 10:23:39 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1644 I told my gf i had to work a extra shift at work but instead of working i went to her best freinds house and had sex with her insted because the friend had been coming on to me for the whole 2 months we have been dating. i thought it would bother me but the sex was so good i totaly dont care and i will probaly go back to the friends house again tonight and this weekend after work. its all good.
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Uploaded on 2012-05-18 10:23:20 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-18 10:23:20 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1643 I miss you. We were two peas in a pod and now you won't talk to me. But I think it's better you never talk to me ever again, because the truth is I fell in love with you, and I hate you for making me do it. I don't know how much you liked me back but it doesn't matter now. I don't know if you love him or not but I want you to be happy so just stay with him. I'll try to forget you and all the times we had, that oath we swore to never be split apart, the times we shared our every deepest secrets and though I'll try forget it all even though I know that I'll never be able to. For the first time in a year I'm actually crying. I haven't been in love with anyone for 6 years and I'd given up hope of ever being in love ever again, but you've reminded me of what it's like to be in love with someone, but you've given me hope. Thank you, for everything.
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Uploaded on 2012-05-17 10:30:21 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-17 10:30:21 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1642 I have been dating a girl of age 15 and she is a virgin...she says that she wants me to be her first, I'm 18 and i feel like she is a young girl and i am abusing her. i don't know what to do. i guess i should be with her or not.
also i like her but i like another girl who is older than me by 2 years. i want to date her but the young girls is running trough my mind...it's hard to make a choose.

i met the girl's parents but i don't know to leave the young girl alone and to find someone better than me, i love to have sex and im not a guy that have a relationship for long....i don't wanna hurt her but fuck don't knw wat to fukin do...
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Uploaded on 2012-05-17 10:29:56 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-17 10:29:56 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1641 Okay so I have a boyfriend and the other day I met his friend and we have kinda been talking a lot since but he only talks to me at night and it's been a while though but I don't know, everyone says he's kinda a jerk and he wanted to be friends with benefits with this one girl and to fuck my friend, I asked him about it and he said he was messing with one and the other is like his sister, later that night he told me he thought he loved me, I didn't know what to say but he didn't push anything then he did tell me he loved me and I want to believe him, we talk about sex a lot and I'm not the innocent type sweet girl I want rough type naughty badness, but I don't want to be used, he has a girlfriend and I told my one friend who used to know him and she told me not to believe him and that guys just want to compete for his friends girl, I can't see me being with my boyfriend forever and I really like him and I have a lot of insecurities and I just want to believe he wants me so when he says he loves me I believe it but is it real or is he just like trying to fuck me and dump me so what is it Is he just some dick and doesn't really care What
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Uploaded on 2012-05-17 10:29:35 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-17 10:29:35 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1640 I never told the truth about dating a parolee to my friends. Nor, did I tell them when I married him. Nor, did I mentioned the two drug felonies he has on his record. I feel like a fraud, a deceiver. My friends love him but if the knew the truth about my lies...
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Uploaded on 2012-05-17 10:29:15 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-17 10:29:15 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1639 I had a dream that chubby Ragnor Thorhallson (See:Of Monsters And Men) came into my tent and seduced me while I was on vacation with my family. The worst part was, I liked it. X_X
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Uploaded on 2012-05-15 10:26:11 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-15 10:26:11 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1638 Im in 6th grade and i have a crush on this girl in my homeroom. the only problem, is that she's dating another boy who's also in my homeroom. in the beginning of the school year, she said hi to me every time she saw me, and even once walked to me and put her hand on my shoulder and smiled at me. she doesn't do that anymore, since shes dating the other kid. shes very pretty and nice and funny, what do i do does she still think about me sometimes
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Uploaded on 2012-05-15 10:25:53 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-15 10:25:53 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1637 I have slept with atleast 8 hookers simply because i cant get a gal of my age and status to do it with me. the bad thing is; most girls think am not interested.
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Uploaded on 2012-05-15 10:25:34 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-15 10:25:34 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1636 We met in 2008; I was 12, almost 13. We had a week with each other because of our part time, summer job and it was lovely. On the last day my brother mentioned my age and he was so surprised. He was only 15, but probably thought I was his age. I don't know why, but I felt so empty when I returned home and went back to school. Some nights I cried over him, I was so pathetic. We didn't date, nothing special had happened, I just missed what I could have had. I liked him and he liked me but nothing special. In about January or February I finally thought I was over him. I'll never forget that feeling I got when I saw him in the mall.
He talked to my brother and my father, while I couldn't even look at him.
I went back in 2009, different shift. I still saw him every once in awhile around the grounds. I longed for one word with him but we never spoke. I left, completely torn up about him. I cried again over him.
In 2010, I was ready. I brought my best friend. He had a different job, but he still was around. I remembered the exact words he said to me, joking and friendly. They meant the world to me. I cherished every smile he would send my way. Oh how beautiful he was when he smiled. I remember being across a long stretch of pavement from each other. We locked eyes and both pulled our eyes away at the same time.
I had a crush on his younger brother, since I wasn't able to see him as much and I actually talked to his brother. When I left, the only person I could think of was him and I forgot about his little brother as quickly as I started to like him.
Then 2011. My friend and I came back. He had a completely different job again. For the first few days, I knew he was working but I believed I wouldn't see him. I stopped to tie my shoes and glanced up and made eye contact with him. I had been walking past him the entire time. I loved when he would smile at me. But he never talked, we didn't have the chance. On the last day, after much convincing from my friend, I walked up to him. All I could manage was "Do you have the time". One year later; I still remember the time. 1:34.

I started this year, talking to him on the phone. I was dared to prank him after we looked up his number on the internet. He didn't know it was me, he thought I was his friend Rachel. I've done some crazy, stalkerish things that I'm ashamed of. Including creating a fake Facebook and chatting him up last year, somehow mentioning my real self. He moved on a long time ago, he has had a few girlfriends since then. I went on his Facebook last week and found he was finally single again.

I still sometimes drive by his house. I drive around the place where we met every once in awhile. But I'm done. I'm finally done. I'm not coming back this year. I'm so proud of myself.



But I still miss him sometimes.
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Uploaded on 2012-05-15 10:25:16 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-15 10:25:16 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1635 My exwife cheated on me. I found out and still took her back. We we're allegedly working things out when she filed for divorce behind my back. She was acutally still with this guy and never ended it. In the divorce she took me for everything. I had no independent third party cooberation of her cheating and could nothing. So, rather than admit she was a lying, cheating slut whore, she still used the system and got the kids, the house, my money and everything else.
I hate her so much. I look at her not even as a person anymore, but a "thing". I fantasize every day of her dying a horrible death. I used to feel guilty, but not anymore. I even fantasize about her being raped and used by numerous guys, used like the slut whore she is. If I could go back in time, when I was still living with her, I know I could have changed the course of things and had no regrets.
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Uploaded on 2012-05-15 10:24:55 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-15 10:24:55 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1634 Im a good person,i give free stuff to homeless people,am always generous to my friends and always pay my debts to whomever,i scorn stealing and betraying your friends. But sometimes I feel like an evil motherfucker, whenever i am standing next to someone that is obviously inferior to me when it comes to street fighting,such as an old lady or a toddler,i have thoughts of punching them as hard as i can and doing potentially lethal wrestling moves on them and just thinking of how awesomely devastating it would be to them if i did it,I have thoughts like this everywhere i go about all kinds of people,teachers,old crossing guards,wallmart greeters,middle aged moms strolling their babies,the babies in the stroller,the mail man,hot girls that work at JC pennies,the ice cream man,this retarded kid that lives down the street from me,little kids riding their bikes,my grandmas,my therapist. i just wanna beat the shit out of all of them!of course i have never acted upon these feelings as if i did i would be in prison for the rest of my life.I never have thoughts like this when it comes to my friends or girlfriends,i like a good old fight but i dont go around starting them.Its just whenever im around really weak or helpless people I feel like Pounding their skull in.Maybe i should get help for this,i fear that one day i may act upon these feelings and kill someone.Am I a psycho
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Uploaded on 2012-05-14 10:25:06 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-14 10:25:06 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1633 So this is me being desperate. I spend all my time on Tumblr looking up "thinspiration" and running. All of my friends are completely aware that I don't eat much of anything but they don't really say anything about it. My boyfriend says he wishes I'd eat normally but never pushes it any further. In a way, that upsets me more than the fact that I'm disgustingly fat.
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Uploaded on 2012-05-14 10:24:45 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-14 10:24:45 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1632 Every time I think of how to say what I feel when it comes to this, I always have a trillion thoughts racing at once, and this incredible sadness over power me.. I can never speak, because I find myself holding back tears.. And it's all because I miss you..
No one ever knows what to say, because most of them don't believe me when I say I genuinely will never find another person that is able to flow so effortlessly with me.
For the first time in months, I looked at my pictures of us. Watched videos we made.. Just because I missed your voice.. To see your smile. To see your face. To see the one person who can easily stop me in my foot steps and freeze my entire world.
I still cry for you and I hate it.. Because it's not going to bring you back. I know you don't want to think about me. Talk about me. Hear about me. Remember me.. Only want to forget me.
And that hurts me.. Hits me so deep inside.. Because I would give anything to be able to forget you, just for one day..
I know my friends don't ask, because they assume I'm okay.. I haven't been since the day we broke apart.
I've done so much thinking, and all I wanna do is tell you what I've realized and what I know.. This isn't easy for me, sweetheart. My world is dark without you.
I've tried to move on.. And at the end of the day, I always end up thinking how no one will ever make me laugh like you did.
Im tired of hearing that this is a phase, and that it takes time to get past this.. Because I know 20 years from now, you could enter my life once more and I'd drop everything at that moment for you.
You were suppose to be the one I grow old with.. Have the coolest little kids with.. Get that cute little house with a huge back yard..
Of course, living a full life is something I'm capable of.. But that doesn't mean I won't sit there and have the feeling that I somehow would be happier.. Settle easier.. If you were here.

My dearest,
I told you I would always love you.. And I never doubted those words for a second. I would give anything to wake up to you again. I would give anything to know I'm not in this alone.. Because all these pictures got me thinking.. We were happy. It didn't matter what we said, how loud we screamed, if we argued for hours or if we made a scene- i still got to kiss you goodnight. I still felt you hold me when we fell asleep. That's what mattered.. That's what kept me going. That pretty little smile of yours. Those perfect hands. That contagious laugh. The extraordinary love we shared.

It's difficult for me to believe it could go so fast.. That one night is being proven too power of an experience to forget.. I want to say you didn't, but actions always speak louder than words.. And it kills me every day that my mind says to move forward but my heart screams to stay put.

I know we said things we didn't mean.. I know we did things out of anger.. And that will never make me love you less. Or ever run your name in the dirt.

Until I have you here darling,
The sun won't shine as bright,
And all my nights will be cold.
My smile will always be a facade,
And my heart will always yearn for you.

If you ever read this, just know it's for you. I'm forever waiting.. Forever yours. F. A. M. I. L. Y
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Uploaded on 2012-05-14 10:24:20 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-14 10:24:20 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1631 Okay I am a teenage girl and my mother has been acting strange. She will take a bag into our shed and lock the door shut. One day iI was desperate to know what she was doing and I know it's wrong but my mum was depressed and i was woried what she was doing. I found her backpack and looked inside, inside I found the following things...a container with garden soil from our garden inside...half burnt cans... a lighter...I need to now what she's doing..burning cans releases poisonous fumes.....this could be bad....I needed a site were I could post anonymously and i have asked her before what she does but she ignores me
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Uploaded on 2012-05-12 10:24:45 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-12 10:24:45 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1630 RIGHT SO im in love with my history teacher. every time i see him my heart skips a beat and i start shaking and cant even speak. my friends always say, " i dont know what you see in him, or you have bad taste in men." i have tried several time to stop loving him but i just end up bouncing back. he even called me cute! he kinda tall and a little bit built and he likes the same things i do e.g batman,history etc...
sometimes i just feel so stupid when i say something i feel like i want the earth to bury me.
one time when i was walking down the school corridor i cought him looking at me evn my friend noticed.
my feeling are getting confused i dont know what to think anymore.
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Uploaded on 2012-05-12 10:24:21 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-12 10:24:21 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1629 Im 13 years old and I don't know how this started, but I masturbate myself sometimes. Is that weird or just plain gross. I try to stop but I can't help it.
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Uploaded on 2012-05-12 10:23:56 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-12 10:23:56 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1628 I'm still in love with my husband, even tho I left him for someone else. We were addicted to heroin, he was in jail, a work program, so I could see him everyday. In the end, he took me for granted, but he never hurt me, never abused me. Instead he did it to himself. I left to save myself from all of it. To get away from the drugs, the stress, the hopelessness..but I secretly don't want a divorce, because I hope it might work out someday. Even tho the one I'm with now is perfect. He is what every girl wants in a guy, and doesn't think exists. My life is better than its ever been, and it looks like I might have a decent future building up. I even love him...but my passion is somewhere else, with someone else. I fake it in bed, I fake being ok most days. Because inside, what is tearing me apart is that I want to throw all of it away for a jailbird, a junkie, a degenerate loser. I fantasize about going back to my old life, a step away from homeless, without to pennys to rub together, but with the love of my life. I want to cry until the world ends, but I can't shed a tear, for fear that my boyfriend will know. Or find out. And I did all of this because it's better for me, it healthy, it's responsible, it's part of being an adult...right Somehow, I'm not convinced its all worth it. I'm afraid of both eventualitys. That I will live forever with regret. So I stay here. Because its the adult thing to do...I don't like growing up like this. Young forever has always sounded much more fulfilling...but every day I deny my heart, I get a little colder, a little less vibrant. I feel like I'm dieting inside, simply from indecision. The worst thing is...I'm actually kinda happy with my life, proud of myself. And so lonely I could die..
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Uploaded on 2012-05-12 10:23:40 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-12 10:23:40 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1627 I'm really friendly and I like talking to new people. I also like making people feel better or laugh... but lately I've been finding out that some of my so called 'friends' have been talking behind my back. Saying things like that I'm a 'brat' and that I'm really 'annoying'... Some are people whom I barely talk to. What do have I done to make them dislike me I hate myself for annoying people, I don't know what I'm doing wrong... I'm just being myself, and I try to be someone else, but I always end up acting like myself and I hate it! because people obviously don't like me for who I am :( It really hurts that some of my friends talk behind my back... Friends I've know for a really long time, they just talk behind my back. I try being less hyper and happy, or less social, but I can't help it. My friends never stand up for me or ask me if I'm okay whenever I'm feeling down. I feel like no one likes me. I feel like I'm not enough. I don't know what to do anymore... I've been in depression a couple of times because of this, but I always end up faking a smile and pretending like everythings fine... but it hurts so much :(
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Uploaded on 2012-05-12 10:23:21 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-12 10:23:21 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1626 I dnt know why but im 15 and i love like crazy my friends older sister and shes like 22 23 or sumtin and i get pissed off when other guys touch her and shit i need some advice fast
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Uploaded on 2012-05-11 10:28:11 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-11 10:28:11 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1625 Im tried of putting a smile on my face. when really deep inside im crying and only feel pain . to know that ur black.. people make it seem so bad. i feel bad that i am somtimes . i sometimes think if god did create us all equal then why would he create people who say such mean things say " ur nothin but a piece of shit " " shut the fuck up bitch no one asked u" . i think about sucide which makes me feel better.
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Uploaded on 2012-05-11 10:27:52 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-11 10:27:52 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1624 That even though I'm living with my significant other I still think about my ex after 2 years. I've lost a lot of my friends because of my depression and it's slowly spiraling down. I've only got 3 real people left that will probably only be 2soon. Part of me wants to contact my ex but I'm sure she's forgotten about me. I've been trying to work out and continue my education but I just can't get it together. I'm getting tired of this pain. I don't know what to do.
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Uploaded on 2012-05-11 10:27:27 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-11 10:27:27 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1623 I'm a 17 year old girl.

In 7th grade I became close friends with a guy in band named Dylan. Dylan and I spent a lot of time together, and eventually people began assuming we were dating. No matter what we both denied everything. This continued up until the summer before 9th grade. One day he suddenly heard a rumor and assumed that I hated him for something stupid. I forget what. Either way another rumor was going around that we were sleeping together. At this time I had a ton of family issues as well; and didn't feel like dealing with all this. I didn't talk to him much, and I later found out that he assumed I also disliked him because of the rumor. I ended up becoming home schooled for other reasons. He was led to believe it was his fault.

In the second semester he suddenly moved in with his dad. I found out then that he'd put up with abuse from his drunk mother for two years because he didn't want to leave me. Since he left we barely spoke. This lasted about a year and a half until just a few months ago.

One Saturday I was supposed to go to a party with him. This would have been the first time I'd seen him in almost a year. I ended up getting extremely sick to the point where I couldn't leave my bed. My parents ditched me for the weekend and went away, leaving me all alone. When he found out I was sick he came over right away with movies and soup. Somehow we got to talking about the past, and he said that he loved me. He kissed me, and we spent the rest of the night cuddling and talking like old times. It was perfect. He was planning on leaving around midnight, but at some point before that we fell asleep. In the morning he had to wake me so he could get out of bed since I fell asleep in his arms. He tucked me back in, kissed my forehead and said he'd be right back and that he was just going to get me more medicine. I fell asleep again, and this time when I woke up I found a bowl of hot soup, medicine and a note. The note said that he had to go back home, and he didn't want to wake me since I needed my rest. It also said how happy he was that we got to spend the night together, and all this other cheesy but sweet stuff.


Later that night I tried texting him, but got no response. I tried calling him since I know he has issues with his dad and wanted to check up on him, but he sent me to his voice mail. After a month of this I gave up and figured he didn't want to talk to me. I felt so betrayed...

But then on Tuesday while I was at work he tried calling me. I was making phone calls, so I couldn't answer. He called a few times but I was making a sale so I figured it would have to wait. I also had information saved on my phone such as numbers to call. Dylan started texting me, but I didn't even open them so I wouldn't lose my info. When I finished my calls I planned on taking a break and was going to read the texts and call him. My boss ended up sending me to the front of the store instead for the next six hours. By then I had completely forgotten about the messages and calls.

Today I found out that he attempted suicide. I went back and read the messages, and he was explaining why he couldn't and didn't talk to me. He also apparently called on Wednesday and I didn't even notice. That's when he left a voice mail saying he couldn't stand me being upset with him. That's when he also said that he knows I'm his last friend, and he thought he lost me when I didn't reply. And he said he understood that I thought he was just being a jerk by ignoring me. Long story short last night he attempted suicide right after he called me.

He never said it was my fault. I feel like I'm responsible though. If I had only picked up the phone...thank God it didn't work...
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Uploaded on 2012-05-11 10:26:56 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-11 10:26:56 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1622 I couldn't take it anymore! His parents told me never to call bc he'd get in trouble but it's been five months! He didn't get in trouble and I feel better now. I just had to confess this to someone. Man I love him.
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Uploaded on 2012-05-10 10:41:04 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-10 10:41:04 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1621 I think I am bi but I have never had a go with a boy or a girl. I am 13 and would love to have a go with a girl and a boy. I have watched porn and I get really horny to the lesbian porn and I am do not get as horny watching straight porn.
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Uploaded on 2012-05-10 10:40:44 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-10 10:40:44 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1620 I just thought if i write this down it might make me see sense about how stupid was i earlier....basically had a really bad day and alot of things have been getting in top of me so much so i was very close to ending it all by taking a load of tablets....just thought life is hard to live and didnt have the energy anymore to fight...i still think that and need to make alot of changes in my life but i often wonder what life would like would be without me in it would people be happier and more importantly i wouldnt be in this pain anymore cuz to be me its very painful
i give this strong exterior but im tired of that facade and just want it to end only that i know it would hurt certain people thats what stopped me today
when im at traffic lights i wonder what it would be like to go straight through them but then that would involve another car and it wouldnt be fair
i still might go through with my thoughts today but as far as i feel at the moment it wont happen but i do hope i dont wake up in the morning end it naturally but its just my luck i wont and will still be alive
i really think i need help cuz this isnt normal to feel this way but i dont want to admit to people that i do and i know alot of people will be shocked
thanks for listening
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Uploaded on 2012-05-10 10:40:24 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-10 10:40:24 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1619 OK so 2 months ago, I fell in love with this guy because I thought he was attractive. I knew that he was a jerk (he is passively aggressive and sarcastic) and I suspected that he was gay (he looks like he and one of his friends would make excellent.....partners + his hair kinda makes him look gay from an angle). But still, he had a hot body so I was really attracted to him.

But then I decided to not-like him anymore because of something kinda...abnormal:

A couple of days ago, I sent him a friend request on facebook. He hasn't accepted my friend request yet and today I realized that he just made another facebook friend (public friend count increased) while he still left my request pending. So I was like, "He just doesn't wanna friend me on facebook for some reason." And then I was like, "To hell with it; I'm not gonna bother with him anymore." I then proceeded to rescind my friend request.

The thing about leaving a friend request pending is that:

1. The person can't send you another request

2. It's more defensive than rejecting it. When you reject a request, the person will have an option to send another request to you. So if they see a "Send Friend Request" or "Add as Friend" button (rather than a "Friend Request Pending" button) after they just sent you a friend request, they can tell that their request just got rejected. So when you leave a request pending, they have no way of telling if you're gonna accept it or not. |||

So that's why I decided to not-bother with him anymore. He's making fb friends right now, and most likely is consciously ignoring mine. I had this type of thing happen with people I'm kinda familiar with and then I end up just being like "uhh I guess they'd rather not be friends with me so I'ma go leave em alone now". Then I just take away the request. So it's all like a super repellent because you feel like people don't trust or want you, making you believe that you shouldn't waste time trying to be with them.

This is an odd story but I know that I shouldn't tell people at school about this. I don't want them to start friending me (even if they don't want to) because they know how much their facebook actions influence my perception of them.

Now that I don't love this jerk/suspected gay guy anymore, I guess I can be a lot happier with this other guy who I have a crush on (who is kinda cute + really nice and affectionate).
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Uploaded on 2012-05-10 10:40:03 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-10 10:40:03 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1618 I love you. i cant help it. i love you so much. you are the most beautiful person i have ever met. your laugh is amazing. your smile, makes me smile. your personality is wonderful...your perfect. but i will never be able to tell you. you are a girl. i am a girl. you have a boyfriend who you love.its so fucking unfair.i love you. i am happy that you are happy but it hurts too much....
i had never known what it meant. if i liked you. but now i know. i love you...i dont know what to do. i cant move on. i still love you and the problem is i want to.. i just dont want for it to be this hard, this complecated.
i am 14 by the way, any comments would be graetly appreciated. please dont say oh you might be confussed, i am not, belive me i have tryied to convince myself i am not but i am done dening it.
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Uploaded on 2012-05-09 10:38:02 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-09 10:38:02 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1617 I have had to go though my entire life being treated badly because I am ugly. When I was in elementary school, i would hang out with my so called friends at school but never invited me to come over to their houses and when I would invite them over to my house they always said they were busy. In middle school, I was bullied and called bad names and had awful rumors spread about me. My freshman year in high school was much the same. By my sophomore year, i moved to another school and hoped that my pain would end. This was no the case. People gave me disgusted looks, comment about my unattractiveness behind my back, or sometimes say it to my face. People would avoid me. I am a senior now and I have been depressed and have tried to end my life 16 times (no longer suicidal). Now I tend to resent attractive people because they have no mercy for my feelings. Sometimes the sight of them can get me depressed or very angry. I am about to go off to college but I am scared about my future where everybody will treat me badly because i am not remotely attractive. I think about the experiences that I will never have like hanging out with friends, getting married, or having kids.I have small hope for the future but I think that my life will end unfavorably for me.
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Uploaded on 2012-05-09 10:37:35 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-09 10:37:35 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1616 I loved you. I loved you so much. I can't explain why, or how I fell in love so fast, but I did. I'm pretty sure you loved me too. But then you and my friend started talking. You told her things that really shouldn't have come out of a taken man's mouth. It hurt so bad. I felt every piece of my heart falling. Every bone in my body felt like it broke. Now, we can barely look at each other. I don't know what to do. It's been months, and I'm still dead inside. I don't want you back though. What do I do
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Uploaded on 2012-05-09 10:37:04 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-09 10:37:04 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1615 There's this girl I know and when I say this I'm 100Percent serious she is amazing I mean just pure amazing she kind to every one sweet and unlike most people actually care about me and is always there. Thats why I love her but the thing is she doesn't like me back at all we're really good friends but she has no romantic interest in me she know how I feel about her but the fact the she isn't and will never be interested kinda crushes me I can cope but it just hurts and idk what to do.
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Uploaded on 2012-05-09 10:36:37 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-09 10:36:37 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1614 My parents are sending me to the hospital if I go below 110 pounds. I'm 5'6" and 110 pounds right now, I don't think it's fair if they send me to a hospital if I lose a few more pounds. I'm not sick so I don't see the harm of what I'm doing! Do you think this is fair I'm 16 btw and my doctor already suggested I go to the hospital. Ugh. THATS NOT EVEN UNDERWEIGHT! :(
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Uploaded on 2012-05-08 10:37:56 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-08 10:37:56 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1613 That I think of you today as much as any other. Today is your birthday, and I wish I could talk to you and tell you "happy birthday, baby". You will always be in my heart, even though you played with my emotions. I gave myself to you and you pushed me aside to be with her instead. You led me on for what seemed like half a lifetime, planning out our future, introducing me to your family, joking about buying me an engagement ring and finding our new home. I waited for you, stayed true and loyal for months at a time when you had to leave. I was given nothing in the end.
Though you hurt me so incredibly badly, I still wonder what we could have been. Were our plans just all in vain or could they have been made a reality if it wasn't for her
I am no longer in love with you, but I will always have love for you in my heart. You showed me what love could be, but it was just a taste, a tease, with an abrupt finish. Happy birthday. I'm sure I would be proud of you today and any other.
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Uploaded on 2012-05-08 10:37:15 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-08 10:37:15 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1612 We went camping with our school and the girl told us all that she fingered herself in the bathtub with her first finger and she got wet:L ahahha i pissed myself laughing!, and we all moved away from her because shes bisexual...
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Uploaded on 2012-05-08 10:36:50 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-08 10:36:50 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1611 Today, I took my water bottle and phone, went into the conference room and closed the door so it looks as if I just got on a conference call. Then, I sat down and watched futurama on my iPhone for an hour.
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Uploaded on 2012-05-08 10:36:34 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-08 10:36:34 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1610 I don't even know if this is a real confession, or problem at all. Just so you don't judge my mother, let me explain. I have a great life. I've never been raped, or had to ever feel like I'm in real danger. The closest I've ever been to even breaking a bone is when I spranged my ankle playing tag. I get almost everything I want like most spoiled American children. I'm a brat. But ever since I've had pimples on my face... Well my mother has picked/popped them. It doesn't seem like a big deal compared to being tramtically abused or anything like some children go through, and sometimes I feel like an idiot for even feeling bad about this. But I discovered a little after my first days of middle school nobody else had the blood patches on their faces like me. That was alright though, cause my mother always told me it would make them better. It's only started to bother me now. I've only seen one other person in my whole life that seems to have their pimples picked too. My grandmother noticed too... She told me if was bad for me and I should tell my mom it wasn't good but I chose to believe my mom, even though deep down I know I'll probably have scars from it later. It doesn't feel good either... And I know if anyone has read this far their probably grossed out, but I just needed to write something.... I've even started picking the pimples myself now though, because it hurts so bad when my mother picks at my face. Sometimes I wonder if she likes the pain, but that's a bad thought to have.... I just don't know if I should tell her... She's starting to pick my brothers pimples now too and I hate to see him cry from it... I just don't know what to do I guess. But there are worse problems in the world...
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Uploaded on 2012-05-07 11:04:54 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-07 11:04:54 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1609 My Grandmother almost died recently.... I felt bad because my parents didn't tell me about it until a week after it happend, but that's not the worst part. She was going into knee surgery, and the doctors gave her painkillers. The problem was, she had already taken painkillers. She went into a coma of some sort, and got very sick. It messed up her knee too. She almost died, but barely made it.
The problem is, I kinda wished she had died. It seems like a horrible thought, and I wish I could say I never thought it. But I did. I just don't like her... When my mother was young, her mother always made exscuses not to go to work, or take care of her children. She would even deliberately make herself get sick, and it caused my mother to feel like her mother could die any day... They also fought alot but that's all I could get from eavesdropping... So I don't really know my grandmother very much. Also, she's addicted to painkillers. That's why she had the problems with the knee surgery. And I've always hated her, I was even scarred of her because I had heard what she has done, and other things. The painkillers make her high, and mess with her brain, so she's always a little... Crazy, but that's a kind of mean word :/.... I am just so confused right now. The good part is she's suppose to go to rehab, but from overhearing phone conversations I heard she tried to sneak more pills.... I just hope my parents are telling the truth when they say she's doing better. I just hope I will never wish she would be dead again, because I honestly would and should never think like that.... It makes me scared of my self to even think like that. I also hope my mom wont ever call her a b behind her back again either :
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Uploaded on 2012-05-07 11:04:20 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-07 11:04:20 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1608 I have always had this fear of letting people get too close to me so I came up with a way to hide who I am, but in doing all this I have forgotten who I am. I can't take it anymore, I think I have something going on inside my head but I am scared to tell anyone because I'm scared they'll judge me not knowing what is going on inside my head. HELP ME PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!
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Uploaded on 2012-05-07 11:03:46 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-07 11:03:46 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1607 My boyfriend left me and so has the man i was cheating on him with. what now
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Uploaded on 2012-05-07 11:03:08 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-07 11:03:08 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1606 This may seem stupid, but here i go:
so in math me and my friend were playing with a very tiny ball, and the teacher picked it up and asked who is it and my friend is like it's mine. But I said that it was my friends, and she got really ticked because i said that it was her. I mean she is like my buddy since 6th grade. Even if the ball is mine, I said that it was her because i didn't want to get in trouble. So I think she's still kinda ticked,and i feel guilty, but still I think that she's a bit senative. She stopped taking to me, but still i feel kinda weird
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Uploaded on 2012-05-05 11:45:07 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-05 11:45:07 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1605 I'm a bisexual guy. I'm not making that up to make up something creepy, like a lot of fake confessions I see on this site, I'm really bisexual in real life (although I'm more into girls than boys). I've never been in a relationship I don't know any gay guys, and I've never met any of them, so having a boyfriend is completely out of the question. So I'm going to focus more on girlfriends.
I'm not unattractive, or mean, or unsocial. I hang out with a lot of girls, so don't tell me I need to "get out there" more. I've asked out a bunch of them, and I rarely try to go after anyone pretty, popular, etc. Everytime except for once when I ask a girl out they aren't very nice about saying "no". I usually end up loosing them as a friend, too.
I've waited a very long time, and it's not like I've always not had confidence. I'm the only person in my whole school - 6 through 12 grade - and I have checked, I've never had anyone, I don't now, and it's obvious I never will....!!
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Uploaded on 2012-05-05 11:43:31 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-05 11:43:31 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1604 Ok so umm . i made a facebook... and umm adding my friends when i noticed this cute dude.. that i was before.. so i added him to.. soo we started talking he likes me yay! but i kinda lied to him): hes like 14 im only 11 an i said i was 14 ..i told him i wanted to hav sex with him he said "ooo when we smash" i said dunno.. " you think u can handle it" yea yea i can.. but im scared i mean i lied but i like him hes older but if i tell him i was younger he wouldnt even talk to me!! i dunno wht to do.. i like him..
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Uploaded on 2012-05-05 11:42:37 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-05 11:42:37 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1603 Ok so I hate walking alone in the hallway and then someone starts coming the opposite way. It's so awkward and to make matters worse I begin to fidget and blink rapidly because air is getting in my eyes and I can't see.And right when I pass people in the hallway I put my head down. I hate being so insecure and so damaged. I hate that I feel so much younger than I am. I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate it. That is all.
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Uploaded on 2012-05-04 10:26:45 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-04 10:26:45 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1602 I got 178 wall posts on my birthday, but not one phonecall.

And I bought flowers from the boy on the traffic light. I brought them home. I said they were from my friends at work.

And I just wrote, "Dear friends, thank you all for the birthday wishes!" But what I really wanted to say was, dear "friends", please, please don't add to the visual pollution on my wall by wishing my a happy birthday. Save it. No, I don't appreciate it. In fact, it makes me angry. It hurts my eyes. The five a's or y's in "happy", the ugly smilies, the long row of exclamation marks.
It makes me sad.

I want a cake, not a picture of a cake.
I want cards and letters and gifts. I want things I can touch.

I wrote, "I had a lovely day", but I actually had a less-than-ordinary day, an almost sad day.

And it's my fault.
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Uploaded on 2012-05-04 10:26:28 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-04 10:26:28 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1601 I'm 21, in urban India, and after all that fantastic sexual liberation for women that emergency contraception was supposed to bring, I'm pregnant. We did it unprotected, but I knew there were no infections etc, and I had already planned to take the morning after pill. And I did. Except it didn't work. So now it's been exactly one month since the act (3rd/4th April) and my period hasn't come, and I'm nauseous everyday and the test just came positive. It's 4 am.

I have options, and I know them well. I don't want to have a baby, and one way or another I'm not going to. It's just the thought of facing all that The judging gynaecologists, trying to give a fake name at a huge hospital for the anonymity. At least the large international hospital's doctors will pretend to be professional. But god will that cost me!

WOW, I messed up my life. And for a girl who could've gone to Harvard. It's just sad. Karma's a bitch, ladies!
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Uploaded on 2012-05-04 10:26:08 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-04 10:26:08 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1600 Im a girl and want to fuck a girl.Its really wrong, i know. But i just... like girls. But i dont.. Am i bisexual Thats against my religion and im confused. I go to hell if im bi. If that wasnt true, i would be bi. Fuck. Im confused. Help
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Uploaded on 2012-05-04 10:25:47 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-04 10:25:47 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1599 I had a very intense vision.
I saw my teacher as a young man. At first I recognized him, and we kissed more passionately than I could imagine. I realized this was just a way i have learned to communicate love- was through kissing.
And as i realized this, he smiled and kissed my forehead. Oh, dear how he loved the very essence of my mind. How i longed to be loved like that.
I thought "maybe this guy lives in my town, maybe i will meet him, maybe he isn't my teacher and he has reached me in this vision.."

But it was in fact my teacher. He had a big smile on. I remembered how he told me the love he recieved from his guru was this ever-so-personal thing, for the longest time- so he thought. Until he realized he loved everyone this way.

It was then i realized how deeply he loves not only me but everyone. This is the same love Jesus spoke of.
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Uploaded on 2012-05-03 10:46:26 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-03 10:46:26 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1598 When my teen stepgirls are at school, I go into their rooms, take my clothes off, and masturbate in their beds while sniffing their used panties. Their mom has no idea and neither do they.
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Uploaded on 2012-05-03 10:46:06 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-03 10:46:06 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1597 Spoke absolute insane of my mother in law
she is not that bad, the way i said.
i feel she is very selfish and caused an unrepairable damage.
but i confess, may nbe i failed to love my husband to be able to surpass her care for him.
or i confess that i even thought of another men even if i didnt want to.
i confess that i love him a lot but keeps telling him that i hate him
i made his life a hell by troubling him whenever he needed a peaceful environment
i never offered him way to prosperity and i kept telling all false stories to get his attention.
I FAILED
i am not at all a good wife
not a worthy daughter in lwa
not a worthy human being also
i keep talking about doing good in society and never crossed the lines when it came to acting on talks
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Uploaded on 2012-05-03 10:45:45 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-03 10:45:45 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1596 I have been having an online affair for five months. I am flying out to meet this person in three weeks. I have been married for twelve years. How can I be doing this
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Uploaded on 2012-05-03 10:45:25 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-03 10:45:25 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1595 Not in a sexual kind of sleeping with someone... I mean that in the most sincere and innocent way.

Remember when you were a kid, and when you had a bad dream or you believed there was a monster in your closet, you would crawl right into bed with your mom and your dad, believing that the next day, it would be gone and everything would be okay

That's the kind of 'sleep with someone' I mean. I need to be next to somebody when I sleep tonight... I need to cuddle up with somebody as I cry while they tell me that it's okay, and that I'm safe now. I need to know that I'll be safe in a bed with someone, knowing that I'm not alone and that it will be okay. Maybe not tomorrow... but eventually.

I need somebody to sleep next to, to reassure me that the scary monsters in my closet will be gone.
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Uploaded on 2012-05-02 10:18:12 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-02 10:18:12 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1594 I lied... I lie to this man about being sick (something you shouldn't mess with) for him to give me money. He is in love with me and I just use him for the money while I'm in a relationship with someone I love and loves me back. I am actually engaged and will marry soon. My partner knows that I talk to this "sugar daddy" and doesn't encourage it but doesn't stop it because the ammounts of money I receive are outrageous.

I am horrible and I feel the guiltiest person but I also use that money to help my family who has a lot of money issues, my father has Alz Heimers and mom can't work... I feel so bad. I needed to confess.
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Uploaded on 2012-05-02 10:17:49 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-02 10:17:49 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1593 Karen,

Four years after we married in 1988 I had an affair with your mum, Molly. It was one of those sundays when you went to church and I made the breakfast at your mums. It was before she was married again. It just kind of happened that first time. She was feeling down and vulnerable. It started as a kiss in the kitchen and lead on to her bed where we had sex. She panicked afterwards, we hadn't used protection and she was still having periods. It happened again the sunday after, and again. We talked about it and she went on the pill. It was only supposed to be short term. Just a fling. Molly felt guilty but wouldn't stop. I couldn't stop myself. I think it was her maturity.
This lasted for 4 years and 8 months. Mostly Sundays, tuesdays and fridays. Some weekends when we could. That fortnight we went to Malta together, in Northumberland, in Cornwall, christmas. The 6 occasions you worked away I spent full weekends with Molly. We behaved like we were married at those times. She kissed me, told me she loved me, we spent the day together, went to bed together, made love, woke up together. She dressed for me, wore FMB's for me, smoked a cigarette for me, did some things she had never done before. 20 months in she thought she was pregnant. We talked about what we would do. Admit everything, move away together. It was a false alarm. We were almost caught twice. Once by Heather. If she had come upstairs she would have found us but she didn't. In the end Molly decided it had to stop and she would marry. Its never been the end though. Sometimes we still do have sex, when the mood is there. You ought to know but you never will.
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Uploaded on 2012-05-02 10:17:22 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-02 10:17:22 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1592 Ok so I was looking up character development for my writing and it said that I had to love the character so much that I would hate for anything to happen to them. Well I tried and I found out that, I can't love. Well I know I love my family and a few close friends but, I don't know it kind of seems impossible for me to do like how could I love something that I can't see It just really frustrates me because it feels like my characters are never real enough to me. They don't have their own voice. It really bums me out :(
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Uploaded on 2012-05-02 10:16:55 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-02 10:16:55 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1591 Was to love and be loved in return and I never fucking get it. I love others so fucking much and they never give a flying fuck about me. All they do is criticize me for being a survivor and only care about them fucking selves and their so-called “drama”.

I can’t even say my boyfriend loves me. I don’t fucking feel it and I hate so badly that I don’t ‘cause I fucking love him and he isn’t aware of all the fucking sacrifices I’ve made for his fucking sake and what does he do Write a fucking hate song about me for no fucking good reason and call me a fat cabbage patch bitch when I have a fucking thyroid condition and work my ass off every day just to prevent getting fucking fat.

Yeah I’ve done gross shit to make Dollar and survive and pay my bills and stay fucking afloat but that doesn’t mean I’m not good inside. I’m not a fucking whore.

I just wanna be loved for me, imperfections and all, just like I love and accept others more fucked up than I am…

My mom was only one to but she left long ago. I just want and need that again.

Maybe someday. And I’m praying and begging God wherever the FUCK he is to just let me have it. Whoever it fucking is.
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Uploaded on 2012-05-01 10:35:10 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-01 10:35:10 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1590 Im fifteen and never kissed anyone, i told my best friend and he pretty much laugh at my face and called me a loser. I rarly ever date and only dated two guys although i didn't really date them. one guy named chase i really liked but he dated alot of girls so i was too afraid to kiss him. im in a grade where everyones one year younger then me because i stayed back in kindergarden(longStory). And i dont date people younger then me. I was just wondering... is it normal And or is there someone out there with the same problem Please help!
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Uploaded on 2012-05-01 10:34:50 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-01 10:34:50 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1589 In the name of god i start my confession.. the last few months have been pretty saddening and gloomy for me.. nothing's going well, be it on the professional front, with my family..well this is about my father who i think is suffering from a drinking problem.. had a tiff with him, got a bit personal.. mother was the mute spectator.. at the end of all it she was crying and i couldn't stand it!
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Uploaded on 2012-05-01 10:34:31 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-01 10:34:31 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1588 Well, lets see. first of all, i'll tell you a little about myself. i'm fourteen. i'm a girl. i consider myself pretty. and, skinny. but, that's not why i'm here. i'm here to confess. because i need to get a few things off my chest. first; my mom. my mom smokes weed. in our house. with me in it. not only that, but, she's growing it. in my basement. the only person i've told is my bestfriend. my mom does not know that i know this. i'm scared.. for my life. the second thing is, that well, my life sucks. i never have any food to eat, my house, obviousley smells like smoke all the time. along with my clothes. and, i have nothing to do. recently i accidentally left my lights to my room on, and my mom took everything electrical out. we have no tv. my mom has a job. but, she gets paid minimum wage. my mom has a boyfriend, who doesn't have a job, but, decided to eat all of our food. my mom can't pay for me. i may not seem like it, but, i'm a pretty depressed person. i'd say more. but, i have no room left..
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Uploaded on 2012-05-01 10:34:12 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-05-01 10:34:12 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1587 Im a 15 year old girl.. and never kissed a guy. I asked my friend if it was normal and he pretty much laughed in my face about it.He's pretty much the only person i trust in the whole world.. now i feel like a loser because i haven't.. i've only had two boyfriends, they didn't even count as boyfriends cause i never really saw them because i lived in the boon docks. Im in a grade that everones younger then me because i stayed back in kindergaden(longStory). and i have this thing that i can't stand dating anyone younger then me. so tell me.. is this normal.. or am i just a pathetic loser
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Uploaded on 2012-04-30 10:58:02 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-30 10:58:02 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1586 My boyfriend will only sleep with me once a month even though I'd prefer once a day on average. I love him with all my heart but I can't live like this anymore - I NEED SEX - so I've decided to have an affair with my ex boyfriend who has the smallest penis of any guy I'd ever slept with. This way I don't risk falling for him or getting attached (I barely was when we were dating) and he'll never satisfy me as much as my boyfriend can, and the once a month my bf and I DO have sex it won't raise any suspicions because I won't be stretched out. In a way I'm punishing myself because I get the sex I crave and am so starved for but just the bare minimum and no more. I'm hoping the sex pheromones will cause my boyfriend's libido to rise. This guy doesn't even have me on Facebook so it feels 'safe.' I have no intention of getting caught.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-30 10:57:42 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-30 10:57:42 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1585 I showed some random guy on Omegle who's face I couldn't even see my bra.. :( I feel like crap, and i feel super guilty. It happened March 18th and I still think about it every day at least twice and I still am not 100Percent happy yet. I just want these thoughts and feelings to go away. i gt that i messed up but that doesn't mean I have to think about it everyday....:( - girl,14,April 29th 2012
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Uploaded on 2012-04-30 10:57:25 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-30 10:57:25 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1584 I am a junior in Highschool and I'll admit that this stuff is lame, but I need to get it off my chest so...

I've never dated anyone. There was this One guy that liked me but when I finally got the guts to tell him I liked him, which is REALLY hard for an extremely shy girl to do, he decided the NEXT DAY that it wouldn't work out.

I have been fighting non stop with my parents for 3 months, about nothing. I actually have an emergency kit in my trunk in case I leave, which I have thought about a lot.

My best friend died about a month ago. I had to miss the funeral because my parents wouldn't take me.

I have been struggling with depression for about 3 months, but I refuse to go to therapy so I have to talk to my counselor once a week.

I am pretty smart, so a lot of my friends take advantage of me because of this. I dot do anything because last time I refused to do someones homework I lost who I thought was one of my best friends.

I basically hate my life right now, and I'm struggling withmy faith because of this. I know God hears me, and I know he loves me, but I feel like I'm not a priority in His, or anyone's, life.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-30 10:57:03 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-30 10:57:03 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1583 Im a girl, im 13. I think guys with accents are soo cute. I love guys with accents!
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Uploaded on 2012-04-30 10:56:40 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-30 10:56:40 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1582 Mom 'n dad, i just wanted to say that i maybe i won't be able to complete my grads this year also.. I am so sorry whatever you expected of me, 'm afraid, is all going to vain.. I couldn't keep my promises.. 'n now i hate myself.. I dnt even know what to do.. I think i'll feel better a lot if u just scold me, or punish me, like u did when i was a child.. 'n 'm still your child, 'n i deserve to be punished.. 'm so lost rite now..
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Uploaded on 2012-04-28 10:21:54 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-28 10:21:54 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1581 That after so many years, being twenty years old now, that i have my first true crush. I confess that it's difficult for me to right this to actually admit it point blank as he is my best friend and likes a different kind of girl that me that is not as big in the waist. I wish I could be what he wants, but for now I cannot even say this to any of my friends because they will pressure me to tell them who it is nonstop. I hope for now my feelings don't show until I can get my weight down. I'm not trying to change my weight for him, as this is what I've wanted to do for a while now... but it hurts me to see him liking other girls that are more attractive than me. All I can do is put on a smile while he gushes about other girls or comments "wow" when he sees a beautiful girl pass by. It doesn't help when he constantly compliments me to make me feel good, knowing sometimes I reject compliments.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-28 10:21:38 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-28 10:21:38 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1580 I fall asleep sometimes crying softly into my pillow because sometimes I feel that my mother and everyone else favors my sister over me. Even though my sister has been abusive physically and verbally, everyone seems to choose her over me. I know my mother does not mean to, or I hope she doesn't, but it seems my opinion or my feels come second to my sister's. It hurts because I've stood by her during all the rough times while my mom has gone through while my sister has deserted her. This feeling has resided in me for years as my sister has stolen friends from me and turned them against me to bully me. It also becomes a reality when our close, old family friend confessed he likes my sister more than me... even though she has abused him too. I feel sick to my stomach, asking myself "why am I trying to be a good friend and daughter"
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Uploaded on 2012-04-28 10:21:17 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-28 10:21:17 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1579 I'm 22 yrs old and have been in a few relationships. Idk if it's just me but i'm having a hard time finding long lasting relationships strictly because i don't like playing games. Girls who play hard-to-get and are confused when i walk away, hint at things and get mad when i dont pick up on it, and listen to friends about tips and tricks to manipulate me into doing what she wants I HAVE NO TIME FOR IT. If u want something from me just ask.

Call me old fashion but I STRICTLY believe communication is key to a relationship. The last relationship i was in ended horribly. She heard from friends that if she wants me to want her more, she has to make me jealous. Now, like i said i'm 22 and she's 21. I believe we're grownups right So y is she playing these little games instead of acting like a grown woman and TELL ME I thought i was dating a woman not a little girl..

I understand women want excitement in their relationship but how come one side has to be left out I'm not an action figure, i'm not to be played with..
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Uploaded on 2012-04-28 10:20:56 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-28 10:20:56 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1578 I have been married a very, very long time and I still think about HIM. I loved him so much, but he was not ready for the next level of our relationship, and it hurt me too much to continue that way. But even though I have been unable to find him or even determine if he is still alive, I will always love him and miss him. I guess most of us have a 'HIM' in our lives.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-27 10:31:39 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-27 10:31:39 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1577 Alright, im a really ''sensitive'' guy, but my friends act like big douches, i once tried to be myself, and i got bullied for a month, my girlfriend thinks im a douche now, and she went away, but i really dont want to lose my friends, ive known them since like forever.

Whenever i say things like, ''Hey guys, shes more than boobs y'know, she has feelings!'' or ''Stay away from that chicklett, dont frikking hurt it!'' they say im a faggot...
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Uploaded on 2012-04-27 10:31:19 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-27 10:31:19 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1576 Everytime I told you it had always been you, that I didn't still like him, I lied. It was always him and still is, it always will be. I've never loved anyone more than him, even when I was with you I still loved him so much more, I'm even sure as to how much I loved you, I just know it was less than him.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-27 10:31:02 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-27 10:31:02 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1575 Ok so I have this little brother and he is 8 he still wets the bed so my parents have him wear these like diapers, Underjams they're called. I make fun of him all the time for this and one day my parents caught me and made me apologize. Then they made me wear the diapers for whole month to bed!!! So humiliating...
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Uploaded on 2012-04-27 10:30:45 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-27 10:30:45 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1574 I'm in love with a fictional character. In a way, it hurts for me to say " fictional " because it's obvious he's not here, he's just not real. I would really like to talk to someone about this but it wouldn't work.. because I know I'd be looked down as " weird ". There are others like me but not finding someone like me in real life, it's lonely.
I wish he was real, or better yet, traveling to where he is. I would do anything to make it real. I'm holding this so dear to me because there is nothing else to live for. If it wasn't for him and everything related, I wouldn't be here. He basically makes me feel like there is something to live for. He's the first thing I think of when I wake up, and the last thing I think of before I sleep.
Call me " insane ". But this is how I feel. What can I do I love him.

Well maybe one day, I can finally meet him.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-26 10:29:50 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-26 10:29:50 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1573 I go to my public library and when i see a girl or woman with boots on i eather try to unzip them without them nowing or i put my hand down the boot or up there pants without them nowing and smtime i steal boots and wear them then put them back
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Uploaded on 2012-04-26 10:29:26 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-26 10:29:26 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1572 Its strange how the place is no longer taking any new confessions.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-26 10:29:11 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-26 10:29:11 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1571 Busted in my step daughters panties, they smelled so good. Shes 15.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-26 10:28:56 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-26 10:28:56 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1570 I confess to being weird. Getting sexual pleasures out of birth. I FEEL, SOOOOOOO GUILTY. IM SUCH A GROSS GIRL.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-26 10:28:16 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-26 10:28:16 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1569 I'm 13. I'm a physically fit guy who loves sports. I have a 4.0 GPA, and I am especially good at Language Arts and Social Studies. I am 5'6 and weigh 127 lbs. I'm very good at soccer and good at hockey. I'm from St. Petersburg, Russia. I'm sorta popular, just dont hang with the popular kids. I can be lazy but easily motivated. I'm patient, and is good at helping people. I want to impact the world positivly. Maybe CIA, or a writer...i dont know. Any ideas
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Uploaded on 2012-04-25 10:27:49 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-25 10:27:49 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1568 I met the most amazing woman ever four years ago, but due to a messed up set of circumstances I ended up coming off as a total creep. We were friends before I asked her out senior year and I thought it was going to work out for sure. Now she doesen't even want to talk to me. I'm still sorta friends with one of her brothers, but we don't talk much anymore either. I know I should let her go, but I have thought of her every moment of every day for the past four years and it's driving me insane. I don't know what to call the feeling exactly, but it feels terrible. Any help would be welcome. And if you read this post, know that I had only the best of intentions.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-25 10:27:13 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-25 10:27:13 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1567 My girlfriend soon to be my wife :) we have a beautiful baby she's 4 months we live together we r 17yo and 20yo (me) my advice here is how can I make her understand that I really do love her!! She thinks I'm Guna leave her or I'm Guna cheat on her but I'm not that kind of guy we have Ben together for almost 3 years the good thing we have an open minded relationship but just need an advice I want to be with her she's my everything!
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Uploaded on 2012-04-25 10:26:49 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-25 10:26:49 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1566 My ex gf had a sister n when i was alone in their house i'd wander into her sisters room, she had slippers n id strip and sit on her bed n put my dick in it and masturbate/fuck it , this felt great to know my dick was rubbing off bits of her coz her sexy sweaty foot had been in it! there was even the imprint of her foot inside so i could tell she really wore them alot and this made me want in them badly. id cum inside the slipper then have the task of drying it out, it was great to get this close to her sister coz i wanted to fuck her real bad! cumming in her slipper was almost as if i was cumming in her...it was very satifying and satisfied my urges greatly. i done this a few time and wore her pants. im so naughty and i can say all this coz no1 will know who i am on here :D ive never told anyone but thanks to this site i can share my secrets and it feels great thankyou :)
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Uploaded on 2012-04-25 10:26:27 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-25 10:26:27 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1565 This happened a few months ago. I am a middle-aged man, and was at my girlfriends one weekend. I was in the living room alone when my girlfriends 21 yr. old daughter walked through the room wearing short shorts. I made a woo hoo sound,and she turned her head and her mouth half smiling dropped her jaw in disbelief as I was smiling at her. It was an impulsive action from me, as I have up to that point been nice and proper to my girlfriends kids. I forgot about the event, and weeks passed with everything seeming like usual at my girlfriends. Then a couple events made me wonder At a Christmas gathering with my girlfriends family, another one her daughters (they are twins) boyfriends attempted to intimidate me a little bit in private. He is a karate instructor. He didnt say anything to me. He just displayed to me how fast he was. Then a few weeks ago the girl I flirted with best friend stopped by my girlfriends, and when no one was looking she batted her eyes at me twice. It was very obvious. I thought maybe she was put up to it to test me This has caused me much remorse and guilt by what I did. Should I just be good from now on, or should I apologize to the girl, and confess to my girlfriend Am I overreacting and my guilt getting the best of me The whole family like to flirt, but I may be held to higher standard cuz I'm just the boyfriend I don't want to hurt my girlfriend, or cause disturbances in her family, but I'm afraid I may already have
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Uploaded on 2012-04-24 10:35:01 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-24 10:35:01 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1564 My life is so pathetic. I matriculated in 2009,never had I imagined my life being so sad.I have an amazing bf who loves me a lot,I should be happy but yet I feel so depressed because I am doing nothing with my life.I recently left my previous job(too much drama at the work place)and now I am just sitting at home.I dropped my cv around but nobody has called me back yet!I compare myself to friends from high school and feel so worthless.Most of them studied further (a dream of mine but never got the chance)or have cool jobs. I honestly need motivation,I wish for a miracle. I really want to get married soon to my bf and I know he wants to aswell but I need to get my life in order first.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-24 10:34:41 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-24 10:34:41 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1563 Hello. its me again. if you have seen the "My Terrible Habit." confession, im the one that posted it. i am head overheels in love with this girl. (just a reminder im a boy.) i think she likes me for the way i am. (which is shocking becausei am like the weirdest person on earth.) she is nice sweet and caring. whenever people tease me about my weirdness she comes to my defense saying that it isnt nice and that im not that weird. maybe she actually accepts me for who i am. can anybody help me see if she likes me or not. if you can i would be very happy and pleased. i hope you have read my other confession/post "my terrible habit." thank you
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Uploaded on 2012-04-24 10:34:27 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-24 10:34:27 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1562 About a year ago, i was trying to draw a My Little Pony to show my dad how good an artist i was. But, when I couldn't get it right, I asked my mom, who used to be an art teacher. She told me to tape the paper to my computer(I was trying to draw the shape from somethig online), and trace it. I made about 20 changes to the real work, so I assumed it was okay. But, my dad still wasn't too proud of me. I tried to draw a cat, but it just didn't look right. So I traced again. But, like before, i made several changes. I brought the pictures I drew that weekend to shcool with me to show my friends, but others from my class saw it and asked me to draw them stuff too. They acted so proud of me, I couldn't say 'no' to them. I still draw now, but... I make so many changes, not just in coloring... But now I can't help but think... Am I An Art Thief
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Uploaded on 2012-04-24 10:34:06 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-24 10:34:06 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1561 I can't leave my house. I am 27 and had a heart attack thanks to bulimia and anxiety. All I want to do is move away. That or stab stake knives through my wrists and saw until I have no more blood left.

Nothing is helping. Therapy isn't. Friends aren't. And the platitudes of strangers just make me more unhappy.

I'm not sure how I'm going to make it until my birthday. I'm not sure what I would do if I did.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-23 10:28:51 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-23 10:28:51 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1560 I'm a 55 year old married guy and I'd just like to say that I really love my wife. She's the best thing that ever happened to me. My confession concerns webcam chat rooms.
My wife went away for 3 months last year to visit family in China. I'm English and she's Chinese. After 2 weeks I was bored alone so I went online just surfing and I came across a webcam site. I'd never visited one of these before so I was curious. As you can maybe guess I like Asian women, I think they are beautiful! At first I just looked and then the more I looked the more I wanted to chat to these girls so I bought tokens and started to tip one or two. Then after a few weeks i happened to go into this chat room and I saw the most gorgeous, pretty and cute girl I'd ever seen. So I chatted to her and I tipped her some tokens. She was very cool and aloof and I left after 10 mins. Next night I went back and started to talk more and told her what a clever girl she was she only had to lay there with her clothes on and she got tips. She was so alluring. As I visited more I found that she was actually new to this and was frightened, she wasn't aloof at all! She was just a poor innocent 18 year old Philippine girl trying to make some money for school.
So, I decided to help her. With her agreement we made a plan to entice guys to tip her. I instructed her on what guys like and how to tease to get more tips. I taught her how to dress and how to move and touch her body to excite guys. She became very good at it we would discuss what costumes to wear and I would make suggestions to make her room more enticing for visitors. I taught her about her body and about sexual things as she is still a virgin this was all very new to her. I helped her to discover herself and her sexuality. I would help her choose music and we both thought of games she could play with guys to get tokens. Games like roulette where guys would tip her then choose a number and with that number came a prize like show off boobs or dance sexy. She started to make good money. One year later she is now the most popular Asian girl on the site and has guys eating out of her hand. She is now getting really big tips and has nearly 4000 fans with a hardcore of followers who look after and protect her from the abusers and disrespectful visitors. But sometimes I worry she trusts the wrong people because she is so naive. She is so good at what she does. She now gives me tokens to tip her and I wind the guys up to tip more. We are a good team together and she is doing well and paying for school.
Yes, I love her. But this will never be. I am 55 and she is 19. There never will be anything more between us. I'd feel bad if there was. I just want her to go to college so that she can have a good life and get away from this business. To meet a nice guy and settle down with a good career. She is like a daughter to me and I feel very protective towards her. I will always be there for her no matter what she needs I will help with. She means the world to me and I often get jealous when she talks to other guys more than me but that is her job and I accept that. I just want to know that I have done something good that will help someone in the future.
She is my best friend and I hope I'm hers. Am I bad
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Uploaded on 2012-04-23 10:28:33 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-23 10:28:33 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1559 ... in a very prestigious program.
I know I don't deserve it.
I know it's way out of my league and that I was accepted because of where I'm from, to add a exotic flavor to the school's international population.

And I totally want to go for it- I mean I don't care, I'll work so hard, I'll make the best of it, but I'm still ashamed of sharing it with people.
I'm dying to write to a friend who goes there now to ask him more about it, but I know he'd think what the hell You're coming here And I can't imagine being in the same place as him. He's monstrously talented. He's many years ahead of me in experience.
I'm terrified of meeting him again.

And I'm even more scared to share it with a teacher I met in the summer and who's been trying to get me to his school. He made me feel like he was the savior from the west who discovered me and gave me an opportunity that I wouldn't have dreamed about. I never told him I had plans to go to the US anyway- I felt too small, too scared of sounding too confident. He made me feel that way. Then I went and applied to something better, and got in. And he would never understand. He would laugh at it. He said I would have no reason to think twice about coming to his school. He praised it by telling me one student graduated from there and got into X. Now I want to go straight to X. He'll laugh. He'll sigh. He'll think I'm childish and unrealistic.

And he's right.

But I hated the way he only allowed me small dreams, thought I shouldn't want more, thought maybe I didn't deserve more.
I hated the way he assumed things before experiencing answers.

Will the competition suffocate and paralyze me Do I deserve it Will I ever catch up Or should I go for the smaller, warmer program in a great cultural city over the highly ranked, super competitive program in a conservative, comparatively boring midwestern/ southern city

I'm so confused and so sad and so suffocated I could cry.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-23 10:28:08 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-23 10:28:08 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1558 That i was abused by my dad as a kid, for two years. I never spoke to anyone about it. Not my family not even my mum. I'm 25 now and i repressed it all for all these years and it's now eating away at me. I don't know how to deal with it.

Im to scared to tell anybody now because its been so many years, what if they don't believe me. I don't want to feel like this anymore.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-23 10:27:43 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-23 10:27:43 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1557 That I act cocky to hide it. I'm just an ugly 14 year old girl that is really shy and insecure and the only way I know how to cope with it is by acting cocky and arrogant. I am rude to people and I give people dirty looks and say "eww" to them. I don't respond when someone greets me. I just scorn them. I act as if everyone is contaminated. I know I'm wrong and I am a really big cold-hearted bitch. I feel very guilty about it and I deserve to go to hell. So you can insult me all you want because I know it's true. I hope one day I can change.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-23 10:27:18 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-23 10:27:18 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1556 I have a choice between studying and going to gym. I dont know what to do. I'm kinda nerdy and people told me to be social but I cant seem to find time. I'm in the last days of college, or highschool if ur in US, and I cant really find the time to make muscles and do all that social stuff. Im just too busy. The truth really is that when I do get time, I prefer to watch porn or a horror movie. What should I do Should I just concentrate on making my future cause its a high time to decide what I gotta do. Should I study or go to gym. U tell... (And plz dont give me that "Its all about balance crap, I've seen guys who go to gym, I know) Im 18 by the way.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-21 10:21:55 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-21 10:21:55 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1555 LAll my friends use me one day I took some weed and he saw me but didn't say anything until everyone left he said can I talk to you I said ok he said lock that door and come here so he said I saw you take some weed I don't want it back but you are going to pay for it I said I don't have no money he said I know what you can do put on my sisters panties and come here pull them down a little lay across my legs he said unzip me and take my dick out ok now suck it so he would spank me hard he said he was going to keep spanking me until he cums he would spank me hard and fast he told me to take my belt off and give it to me he said lay on the sofa with your head in the pillow he put his hand back and let me have it he gave me 10 hits on that belt I was crying so he told me to shut up and he hit me again suck my dick you fucken fag he cumed about 3 mouths full I just keeped on swallowing his cum he said pull your painties up and when I call you to come over you tell me you are on the way you got it yes you fucken fag the next day he called me and told me he was going to fuck my ass and he was going to have some friens over so I can do them all I said ok after I was done with them all on guy told me to go in the basement bathroom ok he said take everything off but your panties ok he got some rope and tied me to the toilet he put a pair of dirty uderwear over my head and started to piss on me he called the other guys to do it also so they all pissed on me everytime they went one guy pulled my panties down a took a shiit on my dick and pulled up my pantieswith his shit still in my panties and one guy said I going to do the same thing they all took a shit on me told me. To lay down one guy started to shit on my face he took the dirty underwear off and shit on my face and put the dirty uderwear back on he told me to lick it ok he said take a bite of it do it no I said he took his belt off and hit me hard ok I took a bite out of it he said spit it on you dick ok so he said good I had a little bit still in my mouth I. Ate it like it was candy I swollowed it and one guy said he was going to take a shit on me I told him to shit on my face and make me eat some ok I was looking at his ass and I saw the shit coming out I opend my mouth and got a mouth full of shit I swallowed what I can and spit it on my dick he told me to lick his ass clean so I did its nice and ceaned now good fag
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Uploaded on 2012-04-21 10:21:23 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-21 10:21:23 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1554 This isn't so much as a confession, but in need of advice. I'm friends with who I believe is attractive. I don't know if she feels that same way as I do about her. I'm 33 and her 21st bday is coming up. I know it's a large age difference but my patents ate ten yrs apart. We have been friends for about two yrs now, I wanna ask her out and not lose our friendship. Not sure how to find out how or if she is even interested in me.......
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Uploaded on 2012-04-21 10:20:59 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-21 10:20:59 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1553 Okay, so I think I may have a thing for a teacher in my school… and I need help on telling if he likes me in that way too.Here is all the evidence I've wrapped up so far in the year….
- He's 36 and I'm 14, he teaches math, has a wife and 3 kids
- Whenever he sees me he smiles
- He teases me for liking older guys
- Whenever I say an older guy is hot, he'll make jokes about me and that guy hooking up and stuff
- He's the basketball coach, and we had a game yesterday, and he was yelling at everyone because we kinda sucked that game…..and he decided to call my house last night to tell me that he's sorry for yelling at me and he was regreting it on the car ride home and couldnt srtop thinking about it.
- He makes fun of me and another teacher, and how he thinks that I have a thing for that teacher…

please tell me what you guys think… please I really need to know.thanks!
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Uploaded on 2012-04-21 10:20:33 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-21 10:20:33 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1552 It was my first day in a totally new school district. I guess I was looking for my new crush. That's all it was supposed to be anyways. But now its been over a year. I still love you. I know its love. It's not going away soon.. trust me, I've tried. Do you see me Do you know I'm there Do you like me back, even just a little People make jokes about how you usually only date short Asian chicks. I know they are only jokes, but I wonder if there's any bit of truth to them. I love you.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-20 10:22:24 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-20 10:22:24 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1551 I really like my step cousin and he did tell me he liked me back, but i know we will never date again because everyone is like "Eww, your dated your step cousin!" and such....but were not related by blood at all, just through marriage!! And I just want to know is it that bad to like your step-cousin!
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Uploaded on 2012-04-20 10:22:06 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-20 10:22:06 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1550 Oh i am always looking out for you. I am looking at you in the morning. and at recess. You are the most perfect girl i ever see. Oh how i wish you can talk to me in recess or in homeroom. Please look at me or talk to me
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Uploaded on 2012-04-20 10:21:44 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-20 10:21:44 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1549 Three years ago, I married an older woman. I knew she was beyond wild, and that she was far better in bed and knew far more about sex than anybody I'd ever been with. I thought I'd hit the jackpot, finding somebody so skilled and who wanted to settle down and have a family, neither of us having been married before. Last year, through a series of unbelievable coincidences, I discovered that she had worked for over twenty years as a prostitute. First, at a brothel in Nevada, and then at two secret call-out services in Florida. I exploded and moved out of the house, and then filed for and got a divorce. I wanted an annulment, because I thought the marriage had been conceived in fraud and consummated in deceit, but the factual circumstances didn't allow for that, so I settled for divorce, which was finalized in December.

Since then, I've learned that, while I can certainly find another wife, I can't possibly replace the sex. And I realize just how important sex was, and is, to me. The women I've had since I left home are pitiable by comparison to my ex, and it is as if they've never made love to a man, or had a man make love to them. It's not just what they don't know how to please a man: they don't even know how to let a man please THEM. It's awful. So, I regret having left my wife, who knew how to please a man and how to BE pleased by one. I want her back, but she won't have me. I can't say I blame her: I said some awful things about her and her past, and though I meant them at the time, I no longer feel that way. I just want her back, no matter what kind of nastiness and perversion and deviancy she may have been involved in before we met. I've never made a mistake so huge, and I would take her back right this minute, and maybe even let her do her former job on the side if she wanted to.

I miss her, and I love her.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-20 10:21:29 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-20 10:21:29 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1548 I don't miss you, but I do miss having someone to hold.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-20 10:21:03 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-20 10:21:03 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1547 And I try to tell him. My mom and I try to hint at it. But he's got this horrible pride issue- he never gets it. He gets angry if we're in any way implying it's him. He says he "doesn't sweat", doesn't need to shower more. Some people do, some people need to take care of their hygiene, but not him. And I know it's putting off some of his potential clients. He is incredibly smart and great at his work, but I know, I know, people can smell it. It makes me want to cry to think about it. He WON'T get it, won't believe it, won't accept it. He's that proud.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-19 10:19:05 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-19 10:19:05 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1546 I've seen porn and I hated it. The girl was sucking a guy. His balls were huge and he was just so wet. It made me sick. I dont know if Im a lesbian. I like guys emotional but I could never do anything physical with them
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Uploaded on 2012-04-19 10:18:38 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-19 10:18:38 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1545 I lie. I lie like a snake in the grass and I manipulate. I hate myself for it, but it comes so easily. I push everyone away. My parents think that I'm living with room mates when I'm living with a boy I don't love, with his parents. I like him well enough, but it isn't love. I make myself look and act together when I see no point in living. I have to set arbitrary dates to live till, just as motivation. I lie through my teeth. I don't trust myself enough to trust anyone else. I don't love myself enough to love anyone else. I'm alone and I don't feel like I have hope to be happy, so I get angry at myself. I have this rage and I keep it bottled up tight because it scares me. I smile and nod and fight myself every day. I wake up feeling desolate, because I have to endure thousands of breaths, thousands of heartbeats each day. I'm intelligent but I'm pathetic. I have no job. I confess that I do not know what to do, I have no future, and I do not know if I /want/ one. I confess that I have no hope. I confess that I'm too fucking cowardly to kill myself. That's all I want to say.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-19 10:18:18 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-19 10:18:18 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1544 Ever since I was in the 2nd grade I have been terribly afraid of Ronald McDonald...

I remember how four 3 nights in a row I had the exact same dream. Well, kinda. Each time I had this dream it began exactly the same but the end of each dream was very much diff. 2 sum up what all happened in the dreams... Ronald McDonald would come crashing through the location with freaky robot forces and every1 would always run. Each time I had this dream I hid some place new... Only, the 3rd time I was found and Ronald McDonald and his freaky robots were surely gonna kill me but Im not sure b/c I was woken by my own fear at this point.

Im now 14 and I just told my bf about this silly fear of mine. He laughed a bit... okay, it was a lott... but regardless //- He still loves me and my strange and childish ways.

Saddly he only believed me once he had seen me freakkk after running into the real Ronald McDonald... I think I may have cried •
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Uploaded on 2012-04-19 10:17:57 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-19 10:17:57 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1543 My name is...well it doesn't matter. Im 18. Anyway, my story is that...I feel kind of embarrased writing this but I really like my cousin. I dont have such feelings for any other girl in my college. I havent had sex with her though. As I said before, I'm 18 and she's 20 (yes shes 2 years older). Damn, those neighbour cats are really annoying.

Anyways, so she gave me her cell no. We chatted a bit (Not about love or anything). We met at parties and I didn't think of her that way until one day, that was about a year ago, we met at this wedding and she looked...amazing, i mean im talking total freakin blackout amazing. C, thats when it happened, u know u must be thinking the guys an idiot when I say this, but I think it was love at first sight(Or that one sight specifically). And for a second there I couldn't speak to her. And after a while I decided to be a man(though im not completely), tell her that I love her. So I texted her "I like You". And she was like "You are like a brother to me". And so I backed off immediately and told her I was joking. We don't have the same relationship after that.

So, the sad part here is that she was getting married to my(And yes hers) other cousin and now the wedding is canceled. I think I should go say to her face that I love her. I still c that she wants me to, my im too chicken shit. So what should I do Should I talk to her like a cousin and be happy Or tell her I love her to her face Or a third option would be appreciated. Thx in advance.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-18 10:14:43 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-18 10:14:43 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1542 I am normal guy but i cant wash my head without latex/resin gloves, i better die than i touch my wet head with my bear fingers, it is very annoying i tried it but no hope
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Uploaded on 2012-04-18 10:14:20 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-18 10:14:20 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1541 When I was going through a really hard time in my life, id just break down and cry the only one who i could talk to was/is Greame the music teacher.
He isnt my teacher im 17 and dont Take music, but I havent talked to him before and now for 2 month I talk to him we are really good friends he is like more than a teacher! We will stand real close to each other when talking arm to arm and we always have a laugh, most thing we do together involve us touching, we have such a good friend relationship together but is it going to far
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Uploaded on 2012-04-18 10:14:07 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-18 10:14:07 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1540 My bf can be a total dick at school time.i think just because hes a jock it gives him a free pass to act stupid. its like he has two different personalities one at school one after school.he usually a sweet nice listener and he always gives me piggy back rides an let me ride on his skateboard. i met him during the summer so when i knew he was goin to my school i was so exicted. but then i noticed he acted like a total dick head . like one day at lunch he was sitting with the other football players and then as i was coming out the line i heard him say " heyy bitch come over here and give daddy a kiss" i was shocked an i turned around cause i thought he was talking to me. then this whorey slut came over and came over and kissed him ! like not kiss kiss like all with tongue and everything an he was giving her tongue back! i was so fuckin sad. i decided to just ignore him. so when school was over he came over to where i was an tried to kiss me. i put my hand in his face an said " go kiss ur bitch" he laughed an said " you are my bitch(; bad ass bitch " i tried not to smile cause i was mad but i did anyway . then he asked " sooo my kiss" an i told him " ..go wash out yo mouth and maybe " . then he rode off on his skateboard. another time he was in class and he called me over to sit with him and then he told me to get lost so some other chick could sit their i was like " what the fuck " i slapped him. and ran out the class. and ran out the school sat under a tree. and cried . again he did that same thing and said " im sorry baby, i had a rep before i met u and i gotta keep that rep, ok i still love u though". i was just furious down right mad! i said ok and then we hugged i cried in his lap . he made me laugh then left to go hang out with his friends. again my boyfriend is a total dick i want back that dude i met in the summer . the nice fun cuddly sweet dude:( not some stupid motherfuckin dick headed jock. i know he goes on this so im posting this to say . " QUIT BEING A DICK DRAKE!!!! " OR YOU WILL LOSE ME "
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Uploaded on 2012-04-16 10:15:32 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-16 10:15:32 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1539 I divorced my exwife. I blamed her for all my problems and shut her out. She told me, the night before I told her I didn't love her, that she wanted to spend more time together and get to know each other again. I ignored her. What I've realized is that problems don't go away when you break your promises. I left her and all the problems I had became more difficult because she isn't there. I'm ashamed. I've started seeing someone else and we talk about going to Disney world sometimes. Every time we talk about it, all I can think about is the time my exwife and I went. We were on the "it's a small world ride" and we looked at all the pennies in the water and both said aloud "I wonder how much money is in here." she reached into her purse and pulled out two quarters, handed one to me and kept one for herself, and told me to "make a wish because we are about to be part of this ride forever." I wished that her and I could do this every year for the rest of our lives and when I asked what she wished she said "cant tell you or it won't come true." I really want to know what she wished for. I miss her and it's my fault :(
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Uploaded on 2012-04-16 10:14:44 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-16 10:14:44 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1538 The only time i'm happy is when i pretend all those problems don't exist. i just want to forget everything. start fresh. be someone new. who doesn't fuck everything up. i genuinely can't think of any good attributes i have that aren't fake or out on. i keep waiting for things to get better or for the strength to become a better person but i know these things won't happen because i'm a lying cheating selfish bitch who can't save herself.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-16 10:14:22 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-16 10:14:22 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1537 When I was 12 years old I asked this guy out I really liked Dylan. I asked him out and he said its the not the right time. What I didnt realize that he had a crush on my best friend Serena. So I completely humiliated myself and so I'm 14 now and I still love him. Any suggestions on how to stop
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Uploaded on 2012-04-16 10:13:48 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-16 10:13:48 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1536 On this site, trolling is super easy. I believe it should be used for real problems. My friend Nadia is a total troll, and so am I, I feel I should stop but fuck that I am gonna troll til my heart stops! See you then!
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Uploaded on 2012-04-14 10:24:58 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-14 10:24:58 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1535 Mrs sihota I want to make sweet soft passionate love to you I would love for you to catch me staring at your boobs and keep me after class to confront me and I wanna take you right there on your desk and go down on you while I grab your tits and give you the best orgasm of your life then I'll go inside you and we'll go until our bodies are trembling from how intense our orgasms were.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-14 10:24:39 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-14 10:24:39 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1534 When I was 12, I used to go to my dad's work and look at his playboy's. I would ogle at the boobies. I am 24 now and have a huge collection, I don't jack off, but i look at the playboy's boobies
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Uploaded on 2012-04-14 10:24:08 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-14 10:24:08 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1533 My mum is somewhat mental and occasionally after work she makes me ride my pet turtle and try to hunt rabbits while riding the turtle and i dont know what the hell to do...
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Uploaded on 2012-04-14 10:23:53 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-14 10:23:53 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1532 I am looking for long distance relationship he doesnt only have to be girls but that would be perfered. If you are interested comment on this post and I'll give you my email
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Uploaded on 2012-04-13 10:32:54 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-13 10:32:54 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1531 I am a 14-year-old, shy boy. I like a girl named Julianne. She has very bad vision, and a better hearing than most, resulting in her being very silent and withdrawn. But when she allows you to see it, she has a great personality.

We are both very shy, and I'm terrified of how she'd react if I told her, and I'm way too much of a coward to do so. It just ends up with me doing things that hint, both afraid and hoping that she'll notice them. Most, maybe all, of our common best friends know, but I've made them promise not to tell anyone, especially not her. I secretly hope that one of them breaks the promise, but as they are all good friends, I'm pretty sure that won't happen.

I am very confused and uncertain, both self-confident and shy. That is self-confident on the outside (at least I like to think I am, but I guess it's quite transparent), but shy on the inside. Also, I don't know whether or not she likes me. There seem to be signs of it, like when she looks at me, or the fact that I (quite correctly) was her first guess when I sent her an anonymous Valentine's card last year. When she asked (I'm not sure if she was serious) if it was me, I couldn't lie. I said yes, and instantly regretted it. However, the card was sent to give her a hint, and if I'd said no, it would be pointless. It hasn't been mentioned since. Maybe she has forgotten it. That is the only time I ever admitted to it in front of her. But as I said, I don't know if she took it seriously.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-13 10:32:35 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-13 10:32:35 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1530 Im absolutely terrified of my boyfriend. I cant look him in the face. I feel extremely uncomfortable when he holds my hand or puts his arm around ms. I like him a lot but because of past relationships i cannot trust guys who i date. At. All. I close off and shut down to them at that point.

I may be 16 but abusive relationships can happen at a young age. For me it was 14. He raped me almost ever single day. And i didnt do anything to stop it
But now that ive finally left him for good im still so scarred from him i dont know if i ever will really recover. Its ruining any relationship i have romantically. Im so scared right now. Even to the point where i had a panic attack earlier. I need help. Its killing me inside and i dont want to go back to my old ways of handling the pain.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-13 10:32:07 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-13 10:32:07 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1529 One night me and my girlfriend went to a friends wedding. We drank way too much but had a good time. Got home and got into a bad argument. I left angry. Got to my mother's house and got on the computer and went on the site POF. Started talking to a guy on there with the intention to hook up.... he picked me up downtown and drove out of town down a dirt road. Pulled down his pants and I sucked his dick and his balls. Not gay but I loved it.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-13 10:31:34 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-13 10:31:34 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1528 So me and my Mate go out at night and we are both 14 and we sneak out and do shit so this one night we were bored as fuck and we fucked hahah Jokes! We went to this school and you guys will probably say you guys are stupid who would do that well some of u guys have done worse so yeah dont critisize me
So we went out one night and we walked to this school and found this bin with paper recycling in it so anyway my mate being a Lad buys a lighter and sets in it 3 different places anyway we wait for it and bolt for the oval and we see it smoking and all that and we see the chopper go past and we laugh and keep walking and we hear sirens and talk about it and just go home
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Uploaded on 2012-04-12 10:52:50 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-12 10:52:50 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1527 I personally think it's funny when I'm thinking about fucking my crush at school and it gets me hot and I start to touch myself and pinch my boobs and shit and they randomly walk by or tap me for something. Only if they knew what I was thinking, only if that knew! Well actualy I almost got caught once... It was in homeroom and I was thinking about fucking him and I decided to be brave and stuck my hand down my underwear and finger fucked myself. Obviously I started to look funny and the kid I have a crush on called me over to him but I wasn't paying attention and he came over to my desk. I was terrified cuzz Wen he saw me he looked like he knew wut I was Doing but in the end he was looking at me funny because of my facial expression due to the finger fuck
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Uploaded on 2012-04-12 10:52:13 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-12 10:52:13 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1526 I approve all confession posts made on this site (short of spam), even though most of the "confessions" are obviously from trolls.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-12 10:51:44 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-12 10:51:44 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1525 WHEN WAS WANTED TO BE A LAWYER SO DAT CAN SEW MY MOM DAD TO COURT COS DEY BIT ME A LOT.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-12 10:51:26 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-12 10:51:26 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1524 I don't understand this! For years I been having the same nightmare. In every dream I'm getting shot and majority of the times I die. I'm getting shot by diff men. Sometimes I see myself dying. Sometimes I feel myself drifting away. I'll lay there dead with blood everywhere! It even got to the point where I'm jumping out my sleep or screaming. Another weird thing is most of the time. I'm getting murdered by the same gun. In the same spot. The gun is a silver .38 revolver. I'll get shot point black in the middle of my forehead or in the back of my head. And its always by diff women. Idk if its a warning becuz I been having this dream since I was 12 and now I'm 20 almost 21. The older I get the more violent my dreams get. I had this dream again last week.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-12 10:50:50 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-12 10:50:50 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1523 I'm 26 and have a crush on someone who's 19.
He's so mature and always comes across as older. But he's also charming, and older women are attracted to him very often. He makes them want to act silly and act young. He makes them self-conscious. And I really hate the thought of being just another.

We're really good friends, and I don't want to ruin it and disappoint him by turning out to be just another.

And just when I was just thinking that maybe it wasn't such a bad idea to share with him the way I felt about him, a 28 year old co-worker of mine (who's such a flirt) started throwing herself at him in a way that made me reconsider.
I don't wanna be like her.
But I really like him.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-12 10:50:30 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-12 10:50:30 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1522 I'm seriously obsessed with a girl that doesn't want to be with me. I've tried everything to get her out of my mind but nothing is working. I try to be interested in other girls but I just don't care. I only have eyes for her. I'm not really sure how I can convince myself to let go and move on.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-12 10:50:10 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-12 10:50:10 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1521 I feel odd, as I usually stick to the human My Little Pony porn and I'm usually disgusted by the full-on pony porn, but last night I decided to. DAMN IT INTERNET, YOU'VE TURNED ME INTO A PONY FUCKER! (pee ess: I don't use the term "clopping" because I think it's rather silly)
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Uploaded on 2012-04-11 10:49:02 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-11 10:49:02 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1520 I am 16 years old name is April and my bf turned 18 his name is Seth last week. we've been dating for at least 3 and a half years. and just starting a few months ago we started well not sex but doing little tiny parts of sex each day.we did this because well i am still a virgin and only he knows that . and im way totally scared of his dick its big :( i saw alot. i sucked it a few times . but after we did steps i noticed that when ever he fingered me i didnt really feel anything and not a moan or a scream came out . so i started faking like i was hurting. i also noticed he cant even make me have a orgasm but yet i can make myself have one. i do NOT masterbate but i looked up how would i know if i had a orgasm and from what the other people said an the internet i didnt have anything close to one. i also noticed the only thing hes good at is eating out my pussy. so a couple of weeks after i was faking it he asked " are you ready now" i answered " yes!!!" hoping it would be better then the steps . and turns out it was horrible!.and again i faked the screaming an moanin. the only time i didnt was when he was sticking his big ass dick in my cunt and eating my cunt out. i lost my virginty for that!! is wht i think sometimes but i love him so i guess that was all that matters. ever since then hes been wanting to do it again an again because he thought he really made me scream that loud an made me sore. i feel so terrible that i faked the screaming and moanin but if i told him he was a bad fucker he would be even more pissed! we have had it 7 times after the first. and i am sorry its just hard to tell him hes so sweet he acts so tough sometimes cuz hes a jock but im pretty sure he would cry if he knew. should i tell him or keep faking . i feel like im lying to my soul mate D:
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Uploaded on 2012-04-11 10:48:17 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-11 10:48:17 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1519 I hate when girls or women "complain" about how they look just to get complements. grow up people, there has to be a better way of getting attention. If your pretty you know it. just becuase you have a wrinkle of 3oz ok extra weight dont mean your ugly. it takes away from the ugly girls when they do complain.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-11 10:47:35 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-11 10:47:35 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1518 I met a guy online and he said he didn't want a long distance thing. He lives in Northern California and I live in Southern (8 hours apart). I'm going to San Francisco which is in Northern California next week and I told him and we're planning on meeting up. I have portrayed myself as a good girl but I REALLY want to just make out and have him touch me ALL over. I can't stop thinking about him. I want him so so so bad. I've never had a one night stand with a guy. I want to hang out with him everyday I'm there and I want to make out with him. I don't know how to tell him I want to hook up with him. I guess I'm still hoping he'll want to start a relationship and if I hook up with him then he'll view me as easy. Then again he said he didn't want an LDR so I shouldn't even be worrying UGH.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-11 10:47:17 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-11 10:47:17 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1517 Ok. Here it goes...

I'm a good guy. Clever, well managed. Fun, friendly and most, if not everyone, likes me.

Problem I have a dark side... I think.

I tend to get people whom i want to get back at's, mobile number. I add them via a chat application and chat as if i'm a girl. Then i get them to buy me airtime or free minutes or so. I get them to send me their naked pix, then i blackmail them. Mostly i do it to guys that fool around their girls' backs.

In this one case, this guy whom i currently am scamming, has a wife. He told me, (fake girl on chat app), that he single and wants to meet her. He's wanting to give her a phone and money etc, etc. Once i have enough ammo, i'll expose him.


What is wrong with me My close friends that know what i do, call me The Spy.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-10 10:52:00 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-10 10:52:00 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1516 I fantasize about committing murder.

I love the idea of holding a gun to someone's head and experiencing the thrill of knowing I have all the power.

Every time somebody does something to hurt me I fantasize about torturing and maiming them until they're crying and apologizing profusely. I want to watch people beg me for mercy. I want them to rue the day they fucked with me.

I often think that I could be a hit man if offered enough money. Dollar50,000.00 a pop, minimum. Dollar500,000.00 for someone high
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Uploaded on 2012-04-10 10:51:33 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-10 10:51:33 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1515 I'm a young female teacher everybody says looks too nice to be a bitch. I do look sort of innocent, and I'm told I'm very pretty, but I have the payback bitch inside of me.

Here's what I mean. A month ago a male student put a tack under my chair and I sat on it. When I found out who did it, I took him to the Principals Office and he got kicked out of school for a week.

Now some teachers would have been satisfied with that. Not me. I talked to my younger brothers, who took a different path in life than me and got into a lot of trouble, and asked them to kick the shit out of that male student and break one of his arms to teach him a school of hard knocks lesson.

Long story short, they caught the kid when it was dark outside, and they had masks on, like a robbery, and they kicked the kid's ass and broke his left arm. I loved it.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-10 10:51:09 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-10 10:51:09 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1514 I have a gf named Rachael and i love her. At school some peeps were teasing me on how i have never kissed a girl and i hate it. So i want to ask rachael if she wants to kiss but i dont want her to say no. If she says no i will be embarassed as heck. I hate the jerks at my school.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-10 10:50:48 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-10 10:50:48 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1513 I like the feeling when i have to go poop badly. It puts me on the edge. I just feel that that feeling is an awesome one. Then out comes a second awesome feeling when you actually go No.2, and it FEELS GREAT!!!
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Uploaded on 2012-04-09 11:31:14 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-09 11:31:14 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1512 Ok this started when i was at a school and i noticed a group of girls looking at me and when i look at them they start giggeling i sort of turn red and i have to get to my locker which is right next to the group of girls and when i do Paige asks me "do you want to go out with me" and i say "Ill think about it," but im so not thinking about it because I ALREADY HAVE A GF! and if i go out that would kind of be concidered two-timing.
But i dont want to hirt Paige's feelings! WHAT DO I DO
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Uploaded on 2012-04-09 11:30:57 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-09 11:30:57 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1511 I just want her to tell me that I'm pretty without my make-up, that it's okay to hug or kiss her, that it's okay to dance like little Forrest Gump and to tell her whatever I want.
I know she won't mind, whatever I do, but... I'm scared. Scared, for no discernable reason. Scared, scared of... nothing. Nothing at all. I'm just scared.

If anything, I'm scared my dormancy will bore her.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-09 11:30:27 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-09 11:30:27 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1510 I've made friends with this girl who i liked right off the bat. The reason we can't date is because her family is racist. She's literally a "guy's girl" beer, sports, guns, sex jokes u name it plus she's in great shape and hold a nice figure. She's a VERY cool person to be around and i'm liking her more and more. She doesnt want to cause tension in her family by bringing home a guy who's not white and i understand.

A few months ago she got a boyfriend. He's also cool but i've never hung out with him. They are deep in love and are thinking about moving in with each other. For some reason i started wanting to hang out with her less and less because it hurts knowing that i'm in love with her but cant have her. I know the more i hang out with her the more i'll fall into love that i cant have.

Does that make me selfish or shallow I mean, idk if the feeling i have for her will die down or just get stronger and i really dont want neither to happen.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-09 11:30:07 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-09 11:30:07 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1509 I'm 20 going 21 still living with mom and hate it! I try my best to find a job. I fill out job applications and still don't get a call for a interview. If I do get call for an interview, I still don't get the job! I'm tired of hearing my mom complain like I'm not even trying! I would love to have my own place and be independent. I pray about it and everything. Still no luck. I got to the point where I'm thinking about having sex for money. I never felt this low and helpless. My boyfriend been to prison and still get multiple jobs b4 me. I have a diploma and trying to go bk to school but still have college credits and still no luck. Having sex for Money is the only thing that sounds good righ now.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-09 11:29:35 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-09 11:29:35 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1508 This is pretty weird but I just had a dream and it was..interesting. I was in the woods and I saw a beautiful woman who happened to be like 8 ft tall, nonetheless beautiful. Then, we just started wrestling, out of nowhere and I don't mean sexual wrestling or anything like that. I wasn't going easy on her. But it's like it was fun for both of us even though we were really fighting each other MMA style almost, just no punching. But that's pretty much all the dream was and I'm like...What I have no reason to dream anything like that. It was just plain Weird.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-07 11:09:39 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-07 11:09:39 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1507 I'm a girl, I don't think I'm gay but I have a crush on my English teacher. only because she helped me a lot with my problems at home. she is caring funny kind and went through the same horrible problems I'm going through and I think I see her more as a mother figure but I think that's still a "girl crush" i think...

I enjoy English now which is good but every time my mum screams abuse at me or hits me i wish I was with her so she could care for me, hold me and tell me everything will be ok because she knows what it feels like.

it's weird I know and I could never tell any of my friends but that's the way I feel and I can't help it.

is it wrong am I a bad person

(I re posted this in another category because I want to know if you guys think I'm a bad person and I didn't sy that in the other one)
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Uploaded on 2012-04-07 11:09:06 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-07 11:09:06 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1506 I can barely put into words how alone and cut off from the wrold I feel. There is this bottomless pit inside me. Nothing I do can fill it. I make no difference in the world. I don't really matter to anyone. I dream about having someone special, someone close. Even if not a lover than a close friend. Someone who I could spill my guys out to. I am surrounded by stupidity and banality. What's the purpose of life What am I here for What is it like to be cared about Loved It's not fair. I am a good person. I try to do the right thing and not hurt anyone. In the end I'm always alone. I just wish I had someone to hug and hold. Someone who really knew me. Someone who loved me. Is love real What does it really feel like I want to really feel love. To be in love. To be loved back. I know I'm capable of it. For whatever reason God made it so that I can't be loved. Sometimes it feels like I'm just meant to be alone. I can't go through life like this. Even just someone to have an intelligent conversation with. Why are people so materialistic Why can't people understand what really matters in life Why am I so alone The walls I've built around me are there for a reason. But if the right person comes alone I'll open the gates. I'm just so tired of being alone. I secretly desire someone to come along and rescue me. Someone to take care of me better than I take care of myself. I wish I could take care of myself. Life isn't fair. I don't ask for riches or material things. I just want to be loved.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-07 11:08:38 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-07 11:08:38 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1505 So, my parents are divorced, and one lives in Virginia, the other in South Carolina. There's a boy I really like in both states, but I'm already dating one. Is it ok to still like both
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Uploaded on 2012-04-07 11:07:51 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-07 11:07:51 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1504 I have this really good friend and she might be moving to cumbria, I don't want her to go and she doesn't either, I love her so much and couldn't bear it if she left, I think I'd want to kill myself if she did, I'm making a plan to runaway with her, I hate my life so much, I just want tot kill myself.we've had so many good memories and even thoughh she has a bf I kinda still have feelings for her. We've been out before :/// we hug and things and it isn't awkward, she is so pretty and has really nice personality and we give each other loads of nice things, were only 12, not even teens yet, and my feelings towards her are so strong, I'd do anything for her, she flirts with other boys and I get so angry, she doesn't realise it though, she thinks she is only being friendly, but she doesn't know how upset I get :'(, we both have dreams that we buy a house in america and get married and have really happy lives and that we should always keep in touch, we'ed both do anything for each other, we have only known each other for a year and half, yet I'd kill people to be with her, she thinks were just better as friends, I don't, I can tell her anything and we never fall out, we understand each other and even though we don't go to the same high schools we see each other nearly every night, I walk from howrich to adlington just to see her for a coulple of hours, we have such good times on the ramps on scooters and mega cool sleepovers :p, I just wanted to express my feelings for her.ILY
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Uploaded on 2012-04-06 11:54:11 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-06 11:54:11 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1503 Your horrible wife actually believes i cant take you away from her and your daughter. shes wrong. i can take you away and im gonna do exactly that. and im gonna do that next week. so tell her for me ....... have a happy fucking easter, bitch. coz after that im taking you away from them. permanent.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-06 11:51:55 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-06 11:51:55 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1502 I'm "hot", or so I am told. I am not a narcissist - I do not think I am hot: just others. It disgusts me that strangers will slow down their cars, whistle, make obnoxious noises and gestures at me, and so on. I have never had a guy friend, because I have yet to find a guy who can be friends with me without letting the way I look get in the way. I gained weight intentionally, and even this didn't stop the comments. I am disgusted with society. But most of all, I'm lonely. Boys just see me as an object: girls often resent me. I do not mean to sound ungrateful, but I truly wish I looked "average", whatever that is. Then, perhaps, I'd have some true friends.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-06 11:50:41 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-06 11:50:41 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1501 You said I would move on. You said one day I would stop loving you. You were wrong. Dead wrong. I haven't seen you in years and still I think of you every day. I still love you with all my heart.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-06 11:48:28 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-06 11:48:28 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1500 I moved in with my boyfriend recently. He has (uhh, had) this stupid cat who he never got fixed. Recently it started pissing EVERYWHERE in the house. It STINKS. SO I put the filthy thing in a laundry basket, put the basket in my car, drove fifteen minutes and chucked the little bugger in front of someones house.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-05 10:45:56 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-05 10:45:56 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1499 I'm in love with a man who is the head pastor of his church! We are both in love with each other and have had intimate relations. I am struggling with the fact that first he's a man of God! and second that he's married and says he loves his wife. Yet he loves me too and the sex is awesome! His wife recently found out about me and he is now pulling away from me. I'm an educated person. Meaning I have several advanced deegrees, I just can't stop thinking about him and loving him. I don't want him to leave his wife and hurt his family. But, I also want to continue to be part of his life. I realize what I need to do, and that is to simply walk away and never have any type of communication with him, but I just can't seem to will my way to do this.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-05 10:45:36 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-05 10:45:36 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1498 It was so many years ago. I was a child. I'm an adult now. Relatively normal. Seemingly well adjusted. People who don't know me assume at my age that my parents are still alive. But they're not. When I was a kid my father shot himself in the head. I found his body. A few years later my mother's drug addiction finally consumed her and she overdosed. I guess it's an indirect suicide. The few people who know how my parents died think it doesn't bother me. Even the ones who do know have no idea of how many nightmares I had where my father's body was lying there and the blood was gushing from his head. I spent the last few years of my youth in foster homes under the care of people who told me they only let me live there because they felt sorry for me. Or because they wanted to feel good about themselves by helping the poor foster children that nobody wanted. I sometimes wonder if I'm meant to just end it all too. I just don't know what the point of living is anyway. Yet I'm the one who listens to everyone else's problems and gives advice. People think I'm the wise one. So together. I'm not. If I ever thought I was I was kidding myself. What's the point I can't tell everyone everything will be alright when I don't believe it myself. I keep telling myself that one day things will be better, that I'm my own person. But I have no one to live for but myself. If the future is nothing but emptiness and pain then why torture myself
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Uploaded on 2012-04-05 10:45:14 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-05 10:45:14 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1497 OK, I'm a 16 year old guy and my stepbro is 14. My mom and his dad got married a few months ago and we all been livin in the same house ever since. Him and me share a room cuz our house is small. We get along but not really like brothers like we're not close but we're kinda friends. Anyway when we started sharin the room we talked like about changing in front of each other and stuff. We dont have much privacy I'm like yeah that's fine we're both guys and my older bros and I used to share a room and saw each other naked all the time. Well cuz we get up at diffrent times and because I try to keep my back turned when getting changed my stepbro and i havent seen each other naked until a few days ago we was in the room and he was gettign dressed. I was still in my sweats and just happenned to look at him and saw his dick and it was like a lot larger then mine. Like at least 2 inches longer i wont say how big mine izs. I'm a kind of shorter smaller guy and my stepbro is about an inch taller than me even tho he is 2 years younger. I just didnt think he wud be that large. I was shocked and couldnt help it i was staring like my mouth open in shock. He jus looked at me and said "what" I'm like nothing and turned my head. Now i know i can never change in front of him if he ever sees how small i am he might laugh he might tell everyone. Now its been awkward he keeps lookin at me strange. I hope he doenst think I'm gay or something I just was shocked and felt so embarrassed being so much small but being older. I'm glad i never let him see me.
What do I say to him I dont want him to yhink I'm gay and i know he wass wondering why i was staring I'm older he supposed to respect me bt how can he ever respect me if he ever finds out i have a smaller dick I wish i had my own room. With my odler bros it was ok we are bors I am the youngest. What if my stepbro teases me I'm surpised he hasnt said aything about him being taller than me. This is so embarssing, What do I do
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Uploaded on 2012-04-04 12:06:29 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-04 12:06:29 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1496 Im a 14 year old girl. Im in 8th grade, and ill be going to high school in august. I really feel embarrased to say, but i dont sleep alone. I honestly just cant. In my little brothers room, there are 2 beds. 1 for my 5 year old brother, and the other for my 11 year old brother. At night , when I go to sleep, I automaticly go to my 5 year olds brothers' bed, and go to sleep with him. He doesnt mind at all , actually. As a matter of fact, he likes when i sleep with him. A couple nights ago, i tried sleeping in my own room, but i chickened out and went back to my brothers bed. I stay up the whole night staring at my door if i try. I've already prayed that I could change my ways, and be a normal teenager. I've actually cried through the night, asking God why im not normal... But sadly, i dont know what to do anymore.
So ive come here to ask.. If its okay if i sleep with my little brother. Not in a sexual way, but just sleep in the same bed. My moms already said its okay, that i'll grow out of it... but , im going to high school next year. I feel like i have a mental issue, but my mom says im fine..
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Uploaded on 2012-04-04 12:06:05 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-04 12:06:05 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1495 I absolutely hate my job and my life right now. I'm stuck here for at least a year in a profession that makes me sick to my stomach everyday, that causes me unbelievable stress and countless hours of work, and often times leaves my crying on my way home in the car at night...sometimes even in the morning going to work. I'm getting paid nowhere close to my level of worth and they know it, and I absolutely hate it here (city, atmosphere, culture, etc.). I gave up a lot of promising opportunities within my field of study that pay twice what I'm making now because I knew I needed to grow and challenge myself. And while it is challenging and I've learned a great deal and my colleagues truly appreciate my work, I still can't help but hear my alarm go off in the morning and have my first thought be dreading the day ahead...dreading every second of wasting my life right now not doing something I have interest in. I can't even talk to anyone about how I feel or how frustrating it is to absolutely hate having to stomach each day of work when my colleagues went to school for this field of study/profession - I honestly don't know how they do it or how they would ever want this for themselves. I'm almost to the point where I can't even focus anymore on the tasks at hand at work (and my god they have abused the hell out of my incredible work ethic to say the least) because I'm getting stuck on how much I truly despise every second I'm wasting. Meanwhile my friends are in fields they enjoy, they have lives they enjoy, they laugh and have fun and I feel like I'm stuck hating every move I make until I can part ways with my contract. I still have 5 more months until I've fulfilled my initial one year agreement, but I feel like crap everyday coming to work and smiling at my colleagues knowing that they have no idea how much I hate all of it and being there. I just feel so alone, so lost, stuck, angry, frustrated, stressed, annoyed, unhappy and regretful.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-04 12:05:39 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-04 12:05:39 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1494 I like Pizza, in the morning.
I like Pizza, every day.
I like Pizza, in the evening.
I like Pizza, any way.

It's really hard for me to admit this to anyone in my life, honestly.
I'm in the depths of Siberia, enslaved by Stalin and just waiting for his reign to end, for I haven't seen civilisation (or pizza) since 1945. What is it now Probably like 3022. Idk. I can't count. All I know is Pizza.
And I'm not even meant to like Pizza, for I am a Russian, and I'm meant to eat bears and tears, not Pizza.
I think, though I'm not sure, being enslaved all my life, that perhaps my grandmother was Italian, for none of my friends (whom are rocks, snowflakes, penguins, and polar bears) have such extreme cravings for Pizza.
I'm practically rabid. I can't withhold myself every time I think of Pizza.
I rip all my clothes right off my body and throw them to the Heavens, just wishing for a small slice. I ravage my igloo and sometimes inflict harm upon my acquaintances.
I just need help. How do I control these blind fits of horrifying, disastrous rage
I just need Pizza!

I like pizza, pepperoni, mozzarella, and anchovy...
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Uploaded on 2012-04-04 12:05:14 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-04 12:05:14 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1493 I hate the legitimate world. The shitty jobs with the lousy pay and some asshole boss breathing down your neck...kissing interviewer's asses so that you can be hired for a position you might not even want.

But "legitimate" is a relative term in the straight world: I've worked for above-ground businesses that had no fucking ethics whatsoever and some of their practices I'm sure were technically illegal. Politicians lie, cheat and defraud us all. Every corporation fucks people in the ass in some way. If you think there's nothing criminal about the conditions Asian sweatshop workers have to contend with on a daily basis, you are truly naive.

If you have learning disabilities or have been unable to access a post-secondary education for any other reason you're consigned to poverty and debt for the rest of your life. You'll have demeaning jobs and worry about your finances all the time. You'll feel like a loser and people will treat you as such.

I could steal all kinds of shit and not lose a wink of sleep at night. Law of the jungle, baby; get what you need by any means necessary.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-04 12:04:50 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-04 12:04:50 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1492 Not sure if it's love or lust, but man she makes me feel great.

First off, she's married so I try and keep my distance. I get to spend a little time with her through out the week and I love every moment of it. No it's not in a sexual nature, it's professional.

I know it's wrong to even wonder about it, but I do think about her all the time, and wonder if maybe she's into me.

She'll say things like, "I love you Mr. ", and i'll say I love you too, or feelings mutual. She'll walk up to me and rub my shoulder, or lower back. She's given me thank you cards, and always writes my first name, and ends it with her first name.
She's introduced me to her kids, never mentions her husband, makes fun of me in a flirting way.

Every thing about our interactions tells me she's into me, but at the same time she could just be flirtatious like I am, or maybe she doesn't notice it, and i'm just making it into something else.

She is gorgeous, but I keep having to remind myself that she's married and to keep my distance. I really don't want to be one of those guys, but if she's into me, and made it clear as day, I don't know if I could hold back.

For now I guess I just need to keep doing what i'm doing, or not doing for that matter. Last thing I want is to push the issue, have her become uncomfortable, and then ruin the possibility of being around her at all.

Any thoughts on this, other than the typical, "you're a piece of shit for even thinking about this", etc, etc. Think she might be in to me
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Uploaded on 2012-04-02 10:27:16 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-02 10:27:16 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1491 I am spending my summer abroad with my best friend. I'm going for lots of different reasons, but the main one is that I'm hoping I will get over my ex and come back feeling nothing for him.
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Uploaded on 2012-04-02 10:26:52 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-02 10:26:52 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1490 Up until I was 10, I thought lots of kissing got you pregnant!
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Uploaded on 2012-04-02 10:26:15 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-02 10:26:15 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1489 I'm a girl, I don't think I'm gay but I have a crush on my English teacher. only because she helped me a lot with my problems at home. she is caring funny kind and went through the same horrible problems I'm going through and I think I see her more as a mother figure but I think that's still a "girl crush" i think…..

I enjoy English now which is good but every time my mum screams abuse at me or hits me i wish I was with her so she could care for me, hold me and tell me everything will be ok because she knows what it feels like.

it's weird I know and I could never tell any of my friends but that's the way I feel and I can't help it………
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Uploaded on 2012-04-02 10:25:53 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-04-02 10:25:53 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1488 How can i be so stupid!! If you love someone fight for it!!
When i was a child i had a teddy bear, I loved him so much and where I went he was with me all the time! Then one day we went to a baby shower an i was just a kid! The mother of the baby just took my teddy bear away saying that i was too old for a teddy bear anyway! I was stunned and froze and didnt do anything! In stead I should have fought for my Teddy bear! Crying or just grap it away from her again! Thats how my life is all te time now.. I dont fight enough for what I love! And I feel bad when its taken away from me! Just like that musician I love! I just let it slip away again! suppose someone takes your child away or kipdnap, then you would fight too right
Well, I should have fight for my teddy bear and now i will fight for love too!!
Also i always got second hand toys..never made a scene in shops when my Mom and Dad didnt buy what I wanted..so i always get second choice things now in life. When a kid starts to make a scene in a toystore at least he or she is trying to get what he wants! That means when he is an adult he will fight to be the best, or achieve things or become a bussiness
guy!
So to everybody here! Fight for what or whom you love!! I know I am
not there yet and need to fight too for the one I love even though he is taken. But every cell in my body says that we belong to each other! Ive never experienced that before and I am not a teenager anymore!
But teddy bear made me realize now that it was my fault i just let him go!!
Hope this makes sense...
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Uploaded on 2012-03-31 10:43:10 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-31 10:43:10 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1487 We used to have sex all the time but now I can be standing alone in our room with you naked and you don't even notice. I fear you are cheating.....
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Uploaded on 2012-03-31 10:42:40 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-31 10:42:40 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1486 I never want to lose my parents. I treat them like shit, yet I never change it. They are turning older, and I'm just being more of a bitch. If anything happens to them, I promise I will kill myself. They are my everything, and I love them so fucking much.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-31 10:35:28 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-31 10:35:28 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1485 I like to cut myself but Im not quite proud and i dont tell people, but i love the warm feeling you get after it.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-31 10:35:05 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-31 10:35:05 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1484 We don't work like a group even if the company believes we do I see we clearly don't there's no clear communication there's no help when you require it especially when it's required urgently then higher positions question Why
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Uploaded on 2012-03-30 10:42:16 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-30 10:42:16 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1483 I'm Single White Male age 44 from Penn Usa
i love hairy vaginas and the smell of vaginal odors
Mmmm!! This is my true fetish,I'm looking for a younger
Single White female ha ha ha !!! Who would like to
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Obessessed With Hairy Vaginas And Vaginal Odors.......!!!
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Uploaded on 2012-03-30 10:41:31 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-30 10:41:31 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1482 I ate your son's cookies while you both were sleeping. It was a long flight. I was hungry
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Uploaded on 2012-03-30 10:41:00 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-30 10:41:00 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1481 So, I have a crossdressing fetish. And, I went out driving today for about an hour or so on a busy road wearing a custom made, pvc, french maid costume! I had everything on, including heels, fishnets, petticoats underneath the dress, and a bra and a thong, with water balloons in the bra. I had my sunroof open, but couldn't bring myself to put my windows down. I believe plenty of people saw me through my windshield though! I wanted to do more, like go through a drive through, but I couldn't do it. I have a female friend that was aware of what I was doing, but I just had to tell someone else!
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Uploaded on 2012-03-30 10:40:37 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-30 10:40:37 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1480 Dear Katie, I am so sorry for the way I have behaved towards you. I know now that you would have felt uncomfortable from the unwanted attention I gave you. I would give anything to have you back in my life. It's been almost four years now, please forgive me.

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Uploaded on 2012-03-29 10:42:21 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-29 10:42:21 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1479 My weakness is beautiful girls.. doesn't matter if they're only beautiful outside ... once im talking to beautiful girl i become the biggest retard on earth ... i cant speak correctly... and ill do anything they ask me...i literally become their bitch.... but what can i do ... im a strong believer in "not hittin girls"... if i ever do ..ill never forgive my self... i would consider my self as the biggest coward in this world...and never talk to a girl in my life...practically im the nicest guy to girls ...but still this isn't enough for girls...i've been nice to girls for most of my life and no girl want me as their bf...they just want me as their friend ...:(..basically ill never find the girl im lookin for in this world..the ones im looking for are just too damn scarse...


sorry for english structure... is so shit... i FAIL my ESL class.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-29 10:42:06 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-29 10:42:06 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1478 Ive been married for almost 20 yrs to a great guy and great dad for our 2 kids but hes never ever ever been good in bed so ive almost always cheated a little bit here and there with differrent guys just so i can get the sex that a woman like me needs. but last year i found something that really lit me up in ways i cant explain but just want to see if anybody else has done it and gotten turned on by it. early last year i found out i was pregnant and then found out it probably belonged to one of the guys i was flinging with at the time and definitely not my husbands. i was totaly freaked but after a few days i started to like being pregnant for a man i wasnt married to. i didnt tell anybody but i just loved the feeling of walking around my husbands house and laying in bed with him and going to family functions and even to our church while i was carrying an illegitimate child inside me. i aborted it before i started showing but i couldnt get that feeling out of my mind. so last summer i went out and got myself knocked up again and i kept that baby even after i started to show and lied to everybody about who it belonged to but my husband never remembers when we fuck so it wasnt a big deal. but that baby might have been black so i had another abortion to keep anybody from knowing and told my husband i had miscarried. after that i wanted another illegitimate feeling and started timing my ovulations and went out the whole weekend before valentines day with my new LTR boyfriend while my husband was out of town and got pregnant again this time totally on purpose. this time i think i want to keep it all the way and raise it like it belongs to my husband. the feeling of being pregnant with another mans baby and telling lies to my husband and kids and parents about it is just way too fucking exciting to describe but i totally love the idea and i think that raising a child like that would be even more exciting, knowing that i got pregnant outside my marriage the way i did.

has anybody else ever done this i know its weird and probably sick but i just wanna know if anybody else loves this way sooooooo much like i do.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-29 10:41:41 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-29 10:41:41 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1477 People think I'm pretty and smart and successful. I've been single since August 2009. I haven't had even a fling since. People think I'm cool and independent and conservative and don't need men. I masturbate every day. I am so lonely. I want men, and women. And I would. I would. I would. And it disgusts me to confess this.

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Uploaded on 2012-03-29 10:41:20 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-29 10:41:20 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1476 I'm 14 , I look older than my age people say . I wanna be a stripper for older men just because I need money and I want nice looking clothes I will not be topless bottom less yeah but dancing and stuff of course I'm planning to do this when I'm 16 cause I'm too young right now .. my family will hatee me if I do this but I gotta do what I gotta do .. btw I live in C.A and just tell me where and ill do it ..
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Uploaded on 2012-03-28 10:33:20 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-28 10:33:20 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1475 I loved you. You said you loved me too, after all that happened between me and you you were the main one who slanders my name.
I'm a WHORE
SLUT
FAT
UGLY
You always build me up just to break me down.
You watched me cry numerous times and told me I was the one. The only one you wanted. I was only a game. I was willing to give you all I had and more. But I was STUPID
DESPERATE
NOT CONFIDENT
Someday you will regret what you did to me.

Watch your back because Karma a bitch.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-28 10:32:59 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-28 10:32:59 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1474 I loved talking to you, and it was brilliant to speak to a complete stranger the other side of the world who knew exactly how it felt to be depressed and considering suicide. It really helped me, but then you told me you were going to do it that very same evening. I should have told you I didn't want you to, but I didn't want to come across like some kind of do-gooder. I hope you're okay, and I hope you watched the movie I suggested.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-28 10:32:38 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-28 10:32:38 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1473 I've realised, if I do it right, I could make a small living out of selling my used underwear to perverts. I have already sold one and I fantasise about building an entire career out of it. In real life I hold a professional job caring for the sick.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-28 10:32:21 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-28 10:32:21 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1472 I've had some weird hallucinations. It only happens when I just wake up in the middle of the night. Like this one time when I woke up late at night I hallucinated that there was a monk floating in the air spinning in circles! And he was about 1 foot tall and it looked like he was praying. Then he just disappeared after like 10 seconds. And I had another hallucination that a man and a skeleton were doing the tango together in the hallway! Then they went down the stairs. And once I hallucinated that there were a bunch of spiders hanging off of the ceiling from spider-webs and they were on me! I freaked out and got out of the bed and went on my sisters bed. And I hallucinated once that there was either a giant cricket or spider, I don't remember which, was on the wall. It looked so scary. So, yeah, that's pretty much all of the hallucinations I had.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-27 10:39:04 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-27 10:39:04 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1471 I'm addicted to toast. Seriously, I can't control my desire for toast. I crave it so much. It's just sooo good, I can't help it. Especially when the butter melts on the bread and then with jelly on top is so good. I eat it all the time. I always make it and eat it over and over and over again. I eat it at least 10 times a day. When it comes to toast, I just can't resist. I can't get enough of it. I never get tired of eating toast. If I couldn't eat toast anymore then I'd go crazy! I need it! I stuff myself with toast until I'm completely full and on the verge of puking if I eat anymore. I love toast. I love it so much.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-27 10:38:32 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-27 10:38:32 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1470 Ok. Here it goes...

I'm a good guy. Clever, well managed. Fun, friendly and most, if not everyone, likes me.

Problem I have a dark side... I think.

I tend to get people whom i want to get back at's, mobile number. I add them via a chat application and chat as if i'm a girl. Then i get them to buy me airtime or free minutes or so. I get them to send me their naked pix, then i blackmail them. Mostly i do it to guys that fool around their girls' backs.

In this one case, this guy whom i currently am scamming, has a wife. He told me, (fake girl on chat app), that he single and wants to meet her. He's wanting to give her a phone and money etc, etc. Once i have enough ammo, i'll expose him.


What is wrong with me My close friends that know what i do, call me The Spy.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-26 10:49:21 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-26 10:49:21 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1469 I am lying consistently and I'm pretty sure the noose is coming up. I don't tell anybody how bad I feel because I know nothing will happen. I really wish I had the courage to suicide. Or access to a gun.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-26 10:48:43 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-26 10:48:43 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1468 I'm overstress by the homework load up to the point where I consider maybe I should just go and kill myself. I am so sick of my school life. I only have one friend in my grade and every one else bullies me. And everyday when I go home, its work work again. Lack of sleep, stress, I can feel myself going crazy. ahahhahhh
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Uploaded on 2012-03-26 10:48:14 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-26 10:48:14 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1467 I've never been in any relationship. I don't even have any friends at the moment. Pretty much, my life has been full of family issues and loneliness. When I tell people that I don't want to be alone, they act like I'm weak or a wimp or something. But look at them, They have been in relationships. They have girlfriends and people to just hang out with. I don't even have that. People act like it's my fault but the truth is that people just don't want to be my friend, let alone girlfriend. People are attracted to confidence and because that's true I guess I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life because I'm not confident at all. It's not like I chose to be this way. People just don't see me. It's not that they don't like me. It's that they don't care either way. They couldn't care less whether or not I have people to talk to. They couldn't care less whether or not I have a girlfriend or have people that love me. There are two ways that people get confidence. One way is to be in denial of who they really are. The other way is to get confidence from other people. I don't want to be in denial and at the same time I haven't had anyone to give me confidence. It's kind of hard to be confident when you've never had a girlfriend.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-26 10:47:36 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-26 10:47:36 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1466 I am 14 yrs old. I have a paper route and people have been complaining about stuff I didn't do like deliver the paper one day late. I don't know what would happen if I told the circulation manager that I did no such thing. However, if I said I did I would be lying and it would embarras me. Nobody knows this but I hope somebody has a useful suggestion.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-24 10:38:08 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-24 10:38:08 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1465 I found the greatest woman ever! We have so much in common. She is beautiful, intelligent, witty, funny, and did I say beautiful. She is not married. The problem is that she lives with someone and has for 18 years. However, this relationship in not very good. She has told me that see wants to move out. But she never takes the big leap. I want her so. I'd never ask her to cheat. We have been out together many times and I have always been a perfect gentleman. Rachel, dump him! Please! I can make you soooooo happy.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-24 10:37:45 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-24 10:37:45 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1464 After we were dating for more than four years, on st. paddys day i finally got my boyfriend to agree to leave his wife and kids and marry me. i really thought he would never do it because he's 46 and I'm 22 and that bothers him some, so i finally got off my b/c pills and got myself knocked up and thats what made him decide to come to me even though he always loved me more than her, and i'm so much prettier and hotter and younger than her, and we had so much better sex than they ever did. i found out for sure that i was pregnant in the end of February, and i told him right away and made him decide and told him i would make serious fucking trouble if he didn't choose me, but he eventualy did choose me on st paddys because he loves me more than her and he loves our baby than all the kids she gave him. the problem is that i found out this week what the real conception date is and i realize that my fiancee can't actually be the daddy because he was out of the country when that date was. i knew he was telling his wife about us this week and moving out of his house and moving in with me and so i didnt tell him. he is moving his stuff this weekend and now i've decided not to tell him ever because the real father was a guy i knew from the stip club i worked at some until last year and i used to do free house calls for him when his wife was at work because i liked the sex with him because of him being so fucking BIG. he doesnt even know i'm knocked up and i wont tell him. anyway hes broke and my fiancee has plenty plenty money and has been paying all my bills ever since we first hooked up, and i truly truly truly do love him so i'm just never going to tell anybody who the real daddy is and just make everybody including myself think that the father is the guy i'm marrying so there won't be any negativity toward our new family or our baby. i guess i should feel bad or something, but i just dont because we love each other and i think we'll be real good parents and have a better family than he has now. i know i'm better for him than his wife and i know our baby will be better than his kids ever.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-24 10:37:26 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-24 10:37:26 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1463 During my middle school wrestling match (second period) i noticed i had a boner... Although no one noticed i was embarreced cause im not sure if it was random. And i am not gay.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-24 10:37:03 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-24 10:37:03 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1462 I'm noticing other women. Not meaning to, not staring, just noticing.

Last night a classmate came over and hung out at my place with some friends, lets call her C. I knew C was into me and confronted her about it after everyone left, politely but directly. I said exactly how I felt - I love my girlfriend (first college gf, of 6 months, lets call her L) but I think it may not be working out. L is super clingy, which is understandable - I am her first everything and firsts are huge. But sometimes I feel L wants something else. L and I have also seen each other through some fairly rough things already in each other's family lives.

C responded that she had feelings for me, but that she wasn't comfortable with doing anything wrong. I grew up in a VERY catholic (and by that I mean my dad is a preacher) household, so neither was I. We didn't touch, we just talked about it. She ended up staying until 6am when it was light out - I didn't want her to walk back alone, but I'm really sick and we both didn't feel comfortable having her sleep in my bed (I would have taken the floor). I enjoyed the honesty and being able to say how I felt, and then we parted ways. Even so, I have confused feelings about L and C now, and I think C wants to see me again after spring break.

I feel like a jackass for enjoying last night so much. I like C. Feels good to write it out. L and C are both sharp, have attractive, warm personalities, and like video games and cooking. They're beautiful, inside and out. I'm trying to handle the situation like a gentleman, but I don't know if I trust myself around C.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-23 11:20:01 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-23 11:20:01 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1461 I was so much in love during my high school that my once A+ grades transformed into Ds and Es and i scored real badly and got into college to pursue something that I love only cuz my dad is ready to spend half his earnings on me. i wish I'd studied well and got top marks cuz I am capable of that - and by now i could have reached heights.. and I wouldnt have felt lost and small and full of regrets.
I wish I'd listened to mom and dad and kept my stupid boyfriend out of my way. :( :( Damn
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Uploaded on 2012-03-23 11:19:28 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-23 11:19:28 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1460 Last night you told me you had a crush on me. The thrill of sitting and talking to you, not breaking any rules but bending them, tons of them, so I could talk to you honestly.

Its ironic that I lost my voice the more we talked last night, because I can't think of another thing I would say to you. Last night was...perfect.

Perfect.

You are a warm wonder. I had no idea so much sweetness and strength of character could form the curves of any woman quite like you. I haven't felt - REALLY felt - such sheer attraction - and I don't mean purely sexual - in years. I wish every woman were like you, that is - you and my girlfriend. I wish I didn't feel for you both.

So here I am, alone in the dorms on spring break, with strep throat. And you're both out of town.

Looks like I'll have a lot of time to think.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-23 11:19:05 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-23 11:19:05 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1459 I'm in a relationship most of my friends are jealous of. Why Me and my boyfriend, him living in Europe and me living in Cal., have such a close bond and we get along like a married couple, yet we live 4,000 miles away! We've been together for 3 years. So is it bad that if I could get the chance, I'd leave everything (as in friends and such) behind just to be with him Of course I couldn't leave my mom, who has been in my life when my dad hasn't, but I love him soooo much. Like, I never believed I was important in this world before he came and showed me who I really am. Is it also bad that, me being 14 and him being 16, I would marry him in a heart beat That's all I ever wanted to be growing up, married, not anything else;not a teacher, vet, or even a nurse.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-23 11:18:27 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-23 11:18:27 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1458 I'm Single White Male age 44 from Penn Usa
i love hairy vaginas and the smell of vaginal odors
Mmmm!! This is my true fetish,I'm looking for a younger
Single White female ha ha ha !!! Who would like to
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Uploaded on 2012-03-22 10:47:27 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-22 10:47:27 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1457 I'm a straight girl BUT I recently stumbled on this yaoi (anime boy on boy) and... I'm in love with it. It's like consuming me. I can't go a minute without thinking about it and if I'm not thinking about it it's because I'm watching it. It sounds absurd but I think I'm getting into...animated gay porn :O
Something must seriously be wrong with me. I've never gotten any romantic attention before or had a physical relationship with anyone and it never really bothered me until...well, now. I just... I don't know... do you think I should stop watching it or it's okay
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Uploaded on 2012-03-22 10:46:52 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-22 10:46:52 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1456 Today I put the facts together that my girl friend don't want kids. She told me that by having kids she will sacrifice her body, 9 months of her life, most likely her career plus years of sleep. She told me she don't want kids. She said she will have kids because I want kids. And I do want kids. She said that will be wat she will sacrifice be cause she wants me.

That right there Made my love for her falling off because she dont want to have my kids. Her telling me that say if I go on she will be a bad mother. She ask if I would consider a surrogate. That was a slap in my face.

This all started because her friend and husband are fighting over having there baby boy getting circumcised. And I said no and she's pulling the whole family tradition shit on me. I'm not and no guy in ma family is. But for her its a big deal.

What you think

I want my wife to have my kids.
She should not feel its will be a sa
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Uploaded on 2012-03-22 10:46:26 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-22 10:46:26 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1455 We only just started dating, but I'm crazy about her. I spent a whole day writing a poem about her, all in French. I can't give it to her now because she'll think I'm moving too fast. Maybe I'll give it to her on her birthday, but that's so far away!
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Uploaded on 2012-03-22 10:45:53 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-22 10:45:53 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1454 I got married about three years ago which is when i started having an affair with my wife's married aunt liz who is totally hot and who is only 11 years older than my wife. things were unbelievably great until they started to get weird last summer and and i wanted to end it then but liz threatend to tell my wife if i did and to show her some really dirty sex and watersports vids we made. she got worse and worse and more crazy and she started saying we need to leave our spouses and move away together and start a separate family with kids of our own. finally on sunday night she went completely batshit while we were at our secret apartment and i left without fucking her even a little which i've almost never done before but i did it because i know it drives her even more insane and i was mad and i wanted to hurt her like she was hurting me with her craziness. and then i called her last night and told her i was out. so now i'm just waiting to see if she calls my wife or sends her one or more of the videos and hoping that she doesn't because the shit will totally be in the fan if she does that.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-21 10:39:01 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-21 10:39:01 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1453 I used to think about killing myself a lot when i was a teenager...then as i got older i began to think 'get over yourself, its a big beautiful world and you must have something to give'. now i've got older again, made some mistakes that will be part of me forever and i want to kill myself again. this time i don't think i'll change my mind.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-21 10:38:38 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-21 10:38:38 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1452 It all started 6 months ago it started off as some fun i mean we were both going through a rough patch in out realtionships and one thing lead to another, i have always been attracted to him they are almost the same person, same personailty and almost look alike! except he knows how to treat a girl better then my partner, i really want to stop but i love the attention please help!!! btw we have never engadged in anything more then a kiss and some touching!!
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Uploaded on 2012-03-21 10:38:20 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-21 10:38:20 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1451 Okay here's the thing my best friend is mean. Ever since we've been friends she doesn't do anything but insult me. "I have horrible hair, I wear too much black, I can't sing, my boyfriends fat." that's all I hear day after day. The other day at lunch my other friend sat in her seat and she got all pissed that I wouldn't make him move or move with her because all she would do was bitch and moan and we're not really allowed to move after we get there, I knew she would blame me and she did. Now all the little wench does is run her mouth about me telling people horrible things about me and trying to turn people against me. Sadly this isn't even the first time she did something like this, she did it last time because I didn't tell her I liked a guy. I don't know what to do I see her all the fucking time and I have already resorted to tears because of the shit she's saying. I hate school now and I didn't used to. This bitch won't stop every time I try to talk to someone she interupts me talks shit about me and screws with my friendships even though she hates most of these people. At school all I want to do is cry or puke and I don't know what to do. Yeah yeah, I know if you're reading this you probably think who the fuck cares but I'm upset about it even though I know it's a stupid fucking problem but I HATE THE BITCH and don't know what to do.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-20 11:15:55 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-20 11:15:55 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1450 I am an alcoholic attempting recovery. when i was 13, i was drinking in my house. i was a fat kid and got ridiculed. i never had a girlfriend and i was very horny. i wanted so badly to know what a womans pussy felt like i got drunk and snuck into my moms bedroom and felt her pussy while she was asleep with my finger.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-20 11:15:27 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-20 11:15:27 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1449 When I was in the 4th grade, I fell for this guy.I mean like hardcore fall. I obsessed over him 4th and 5th grade.Though, he never paid attention to me. We were just friends. Then, when we went to middle school and he fell head of heels for this one girl. I got so jealous because she was beautiful. Luckily, i never saw him. So I thought I was over him. I had several "boyfriends" and liked many different guys. The guy and me had the same circle of friends by the 8th grade, so I saw him a lot more. and the feelings returned, not as strong though. 9th grade came along and we had almost all of our classes together. OF course I fell hardcore all over again. It drove me crazy because right when I'd like someone or about to date another guy. He would flirt with me and I'd want him all over. I know he's still "in love" with this one girl. They're like constantly together. Plus, he's like consumed with "this sport" he has. He's like famous for it or something. He loves "this sport" more than anything. He's suppose to being moving to California (all the way across the country) before senior year for "his sport" maybe before. I want him to know that I like him (more like love) but I'm scared. I don't want to lose his friendship and I'm scared he'd laugh. I know I'd get rejected. I just don't know what to do. Everyone says tell him, tell him. I just want HIM to be like, "I"m in love with you." wishful thinking i guess.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-20 11:15:11 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-20 11:15:11 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1448 I dumped the only girl that ever loved me 6 months ago...for very superficial reasons, basically I didn't like how riddled with cellulite her ass was. Apart from that she was the perfect girlfriend, we understood each other perfectly and she loved and accepted me despite my many faults.
Unfortunately I didn't appreciate her and couldn't stop thinking about her best friend who, as it happens, is the girlfriend of my best buddy. Even if she wasn't she still wouldn't go out with me.
Now my ex has a new boyfriend and I miss her a lot but am afraid if I told her how I feel and she did give me a second chance I would end up not fully appreciating her again and sabotage the relationship a second time.
However, I can't help but feel that she is the love of my life as in the only person who will ever understand me and still love me. So basically I have fucked up a chance of happiness and I have no one to blame but myself.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-20 11:14:51 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-20 11:14:51 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1447 You don't know it yet but when your birthday comes, I will be finally through with you. That's my way of celebrating your birthday. Bye bye to you. Have a nice fucking life, jerk.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-20 11:14:26 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-20 11:14:26 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1446 Like lots of girls, I dream of having the perfect wedding. I imagine my dream dress, the ceremony, the music, etc. It's a silly fantasy, and it's all in good fun when I'm bored.
But when I really think seriously about getting married, I think about just eloping with a few witnesses (or none). So many members of my family don't like or hold grudges with each other, it'd be way too awkward or even risky to have a nice, traditional wedding.
Even worse, I don't think I'm even going to be able to get married at all. My family is full of divorces and separations, and I'm afraid I'll be headed there too if I get married.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-17 10:24:24 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-17 10:24:24 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1445 I confess that about 2 months ago, my boyfriend and I was having an intense argument. I stepped out of line and said something I wasn't suposse to. he lost it and pushed me, I pushed him back. He then pushed me agaisnt the wall. I was soooooooooo turned on. we started screaming at each other, after a few minutes we started really fighting. somehow he ended up on top , I went for it and kissed him. Turns out he was turned on by this as well. That was the best fuking we've ever did. we fought to see who'd get on top. at a point He pinned me down and fucked me hard, I moaned so fucking loud. He covered my mouth with his hand which only turned me on more. when it was time for me to climax he removed his hand and I could hear my voice feel the entire room. He whispered the filthiest things in my ears, Usually we made sweet slow love, but that time it was all rough, he had complete control and I loved it. I confess I liked being pined down and that was the best sex I've ever had. :x
I confess that ever since then I'd say stupid things that I know will get him mad to get a reaction. Sadly still no reaction from him.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-17 10:24:00 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-17 10:24:00 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1444 I don't know what to do anymore. He does a lot for me and we're having a baby but he comes with so much drama from his past... And he is so controlling but when I confront him he's not I feel like he does a lot for me but is it worth having my whole life controlled and constantly being accused of diong things that I'm not doing and not being allowed to do anything without being talked badly to. I don't think this is how love is supposed to be but I don't know how to leave... I've never been so weak.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-17 10:23:33 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-17 10:23:33 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1443 I don't really know how it happened, but I started to crush on a boy that I know for a fact I cannot have. I met him online through association of a few other friends, and I knew from the getgo that he had a girlfriend. For a while, I actually thought he was pretty annoying and couldn't really stand him, but we started talking more often and I started to realize that he's very sweet, very talented and he's really cute, too.

I realized about a week ago I had started to have a small crush on him--not a HUGE crush but just like a little puppy crush, like I want to talk to him more and get to know him better. I figured I would just ignore it because as I said, he's got a girlfriend and I JUST met him. I tried talking to him less too because I didn't want to get too attached or anything but of course, he started talking to me more and I was stupid and didn't ignore it...

It's kind of a tricky situation because I've always been the kind of person who really, really looked down on "crushing" on people online--I think people who can do long distance relationships are cool and I don't judge them! But I think it's really silly to "crush" on somebody from the internet unless you've known them for a VERY long time and have REALLY gotten to know them. So, because of this, I can't really talk to my friends about it because I'll look like a flaming hypocrite and really I look pretty silly crushing on a boy like this so quickly in the first place...

I've been doing a really good job keeping it to myself and ignoring it, though what's concerning me about all of this is that jealousy starts getting pent up really deep inside of me whenever I see him talking to his girlfriend (who I'm also friends with) and even one of the friends we met each other through (who likes him now and he used to like in the past.) I feel really stupid because I have no RIGHT to be jealous, he and I have only known each other a few months and I shouldn't have a crush on him at all, but I keep feeling really envious, to the point where I have to stop talking to his girlfriend and our mutual friend for a while or I'm afraid I'll say something nasty.

I'm not really looking for advice on pursuing him or advice on how to wait it out, but rather advice on how to get over this little crush phase before it becomes something bigger and without telling any of my friends about it. I keep reminding myself that 1) I barely know him and 2) he's taken, but somehow this isn't really helping. I just want this phase to be over because it's really silly.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-17 10:23:13 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-17 10:23:13 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1442 I know you talk to heaps of girls, i know you say the exact same things to them all. You go out of your way to find them on fb trying to strike up convos with randoms whenever u get a response.
Is it because it makes you feel good about yourself to get attention from girls or you're just hoping to find another fuck buddy or at least someone to send u naughty pictures...i don't understand how u can do it when you love someone so much...
All these girls u talk about or have pictures of, u say too much i've put 2 and 2 together a lot and worked out who they are...i know they had bfs and who they were to you or they weren't just a root they were ur ex-gf (y not just say).
You can send
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Uploaded on 2012-03-16 10:41:37 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-16 10:41:37 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1441 I work in an office for a small account company On Monday we had two staff members not come in to work due to sickness, This left me and my boss in the office He had to go out to meeting across town in the afternoon and left me to catch up with some work. I went in to the toilet and took off my underwear I was alone in the office and i masterbated under my desk while sitting on my chair,I was so turned on and wet my pussy was calling out for more afterwards it was such a turn on knowing someone could walk in our small office at anytime i then finished myself off causing a small squirt on my bosses chair..he has no idea
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Uploaded on 2012-03-16 10:41:08 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-16 10:41:08 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1440 This confession site sucks ass. Turn the lights off on your way out, truu-ers.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-16 10:40:51 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-16 10:40:51 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1439 I think im falling for my bestfriend, shes so cute. The only thing is, im also a girl. I dont know if i should just fess up or leave it to die down. I get butterflies when i see herandsometimes i think she feels the same but shes to embarrassed to admit. I really dont know what to do. Our academy is full of straight people and all have boyfriends and girlfriends, I seem different but i cant to anything but love her!
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Uploaded on 2012-03-16 10:40:32 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-16 10:40:32 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1438 We see each other less and less now. And its' beginning to look like I call, text, email, and come over more often than he does. The other day, after not having seen each other for 1 or 2 weeks, he comes over (knowing I'm studying for an exam), has sex and falls asleep. I'm sitting there feeling like a total idiot. Why am I even doing this
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Uploaded on 2012-03-15 10:39:05 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-15 10:39:05 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1437 Im a girl(still pretty much in the closet) and I have a crush on my girl best friend. I dont know why though. most likely it will fade away like another crush of mine did but as for now i just really wanna try things with her.. its unlike me but for some reason i just really need to know. i dont even know if im bi but i wanna find out and i just think trying it with her would be like kind of nice.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-15 10:38:48 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-15 10:38:48 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1436 I used to have this dream boy. I wanted to have a boyfriend that is tall, handsome, smart, and someone that is just so perfect. It took years to find this guy. And when I did, I thought I was so in love with him. Then I realized, I don't deserve him. He is just too perfect. I reasons why I liked him are also the same reasons why I don't deserve him. Damn!
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Uploaded on 2012-03-15 10:38:23 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-15 10:38:23 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1435 I had a dream, yes its just a dream, hugging this random guy in school. I don't know why of all people I dreamed about hugging this guy. I'm pretty sure I wasn't thinking about him before I go to sleep. It's so weird,in my dream, I felt safe when I hugged him, damn! I don't even know this guy.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-15 10:38:01 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-15 10:38:01 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1434 All my life people have gone on about how intelligent I am, how I will succeed in life, get a decent career and have enough money to get by.
Now I'm in my mid 20s and I've realized I don't want that life. I've been miserable for years trying to make everyone else happy. I don't want a career, I just want to have my own family and be happy, but I'm terrified of disappointing everyone.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-14 10:40:41 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-14 10:40:41 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1433 When Charles was a little boy, probably 6 or 7. He lay in bed looking out the window into the night sky wondering if God was out
there. He clasped his little hands together and prayed that if there was somebody out there who was being hurt or who was lonely so much,that they couldn't
bare that pain that God would send that pain to Charles for as long as he could stand it,because Charles was already being hurt by a bad man every day and was lonely already.
Charles didn't want anyone else to go through that. And if God would watch out for those poor souls, Charles promised to be as good as he could.
As Charles grew up he watched as all the other people do as they pleased. Stealing lying and so on. What confused him was that he saw those bad
people getting rewarded but not Charles, he always came last. He was always the bigger man and put other people first. He wanted to do what
his friends were doing but he knew if he did wrong God would be unhappy. After years of seeing other people happy He began to doubt.
Year after year that doubt grew in the back of his mind. Until today. At the age of 34 Charles stopped believing.God could not possibly
be this cruel,right Why would god take away the only person that I was ever close to. The only real friend That was correct as far as Charles could tell, no god could . No deal was struck that night all those
years ago because god does not exist. If god does not exist love does not exist. If neither god nor love exist nothing is worth fighting for because
it would all be for fairy tails. God and love are for children to believe in like the Easter bunny and unicorns. It also means bad people get
what they want and good people wast their lives.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-14 10:40:11 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-14 10:40:11 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1432 I laughed so hard at these first few phaagraprs. although, I already knew the story, it is so funny to read you retell it and to picture you in that moment. As far as confessing goes, I really believe that if we had a confessional time in church with one another or our small groups, many less people would be held in bondage. Yes, it would be very difficult as I've held secrets in for years but we must set the example of brokeness in our relationships so that others can feel the freedom to be themselves and share honestly. A friend told me this morning that she admired me for how positive I have been through this whole injury and that my blog is inspiring b/c of that. I had to let her know that even though I do find the humor in it and I do see the positive side, there have also been many moments of darkness where I have sulked and taken my anger out on my family. I have been fearful and depressed. So, I think just talking those things out with people is a first step. Thanks for this post. I love reading the well of wisdom that is hidden in your spirit. Not to make you prideful, but it is very humbling, convicting and inspiring to read the words that are imprinted in your heart.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-14 10:39:42 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-14 10:39:42 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1431 Me and my girlfriend have been going out for 6 months. Yet known each other about 2 years. She asked me to move in with her, I'm 17 and she's 16, her mum has no problems with it and I would love nothing more than to spend as much time as possible with her.
She is still at 6th form as I am currently unemployed and looking for work. Where I live at the Monet is in town ad where she lives is in the middle of nowhere, however my girlfriends mum says there are job prospects at her work so as says she is pretty adamant she can get me some work. What do I do My mum as dad are completely against the idea
They say it's the biggest mistake of my life, someone help D x
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Uploaded on 2012-03-13 10:29:51 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-13 10:29:51 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1430 The woman my ex cheated on me with and dumped me for killed herself when he did the same thing to her. She knew we were engaged, even spray painted my car to let me know she had been there. I know it's sick to be glad someone is dead, but I am. Now, if only he would do the same thing. I Can't wait to dance and piss on her grave.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-13 10:29:30 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-13 10:29:30 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1429 I believe that when I was five or six years old I may have been sexually molested by my uncle's wife. I am not sure of this, but it's something that's bugged me ever since something my mom said, something that really makes me think I was a victim of child molestation (at the hands of No.No.No.ogreNo.No.No.). She is a vile woman in every way possible, so I would not put it past her. I'm lost on this one.
Thank you for reading.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-13 10:29:12 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-13 10:29:12 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1428 The last year, and this year had been completely downhill for me. I usually don't like writing about it on the internet, because I think "somebody else is probably having an even worse time than me, I should be grateful for what I have and shut up". But... I just need to talk about it. Share it.

In the past months I slowly pushed almost everyone away from my life (out of my own pride, fear, bitterness, stupidity, immaturity...). After long days at work I came home feeling miserable but still my dog came to greet me with happiness, it made me smile and I usually told her "Well, at least you're still happy to see me...". My dog passed away a couple of weeks ago, after half my life with me. When she died it was very difficult. It still is.

Last week I spent some days at the hospital. Nobody knew, nobody came to visit, nobody called. Only the people from my office, who I had to tell I wasn't going to be able to go for a couple of days. It was then I realized how far away I have pushed everybody.

Yesterday, feeling lonely, I went to a public chatroom (which I haven't done since junior highschool). Ignoring the "I'm horny" guys, I met someone who just wanted to chat. It was a high schooler, a girl from Tunisia. We talked about our countries, about the curiousity of timezones, about what we do with our lives. She told me she wanted to get an scholarship to go to college in Japan. That made me smile. I used to have exactly the same dream. I studied japanese two years in highschool in hopes I could go to Japan, but every year the money was not enough, the time was just not right... Every year through college my dreams shrunk in size. Maybe... Maybe not Japan, maybe Canada, maybe the States, maybe somewhere inside my own country... maybe I should just stay at home and study from distance. I told the tunisian girl I sincerily hoped she got her scholarship, she told me she hoped I could find the job opportunity I had been dreaming for. My internet connection failed and our conversation was lost, I didn't even knew her real name, but the conversation really got me thinking.

I talked about this with a cousin who is older than me. He told me that when he heard me talking about my life, it was like hearing himself a few years ago. He told me that for some time in his early twenties, life appeared dull, his job appeared pointless and his dreams appeared to fly further away everyday. But he also told me that he no longer feel like this, he is very happy now. He had traveled to other countries, he's married and he found a job in which he feels very fulfilled.

That gave me some hope.

I feel like I have forgotten how to reach out to other people, I no longer remember how to make friends... I was never very good at it, actually.

If there's hope, I want to change my life. I just don't know where to start.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-12 10:44:09 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-12 10:44:09 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1427 I think people are a blight. small children are ok for a while but then they get ruined too. when the human race is wiped out the world will be a better place. In the mean time I will do my best to pretend to give a shit.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-12 10:43:27 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-12 10:43:27 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1426 I cant believe im here crying myself to sleep for a third night in less then a week. Dumb thing is my so called boyfriend is here but choses to walk away. What makes it worse is im 26 weeks pregnant. And i just found out when i move into an apt with my mom to save money for the newborn he plans on only being a part of the babies life and not mine. I would have rather been ditched at the beginning of the pregnancy not almost 7 months in. I wouldnt want this for any pregnant woman. Its a horrible feeling.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-12 10:43:10 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-12 10:43:10 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1425 To keep it short im 6 months pregnant and do meth. No one around me knows except my so called boyfriend who wants nothing do to with me who only keeps me around cuz he cant get rid of me cuz i always go back. I am scared to death my baby wont be ok when he is born. Im scared im going to raise this child on my own. I feel ashamed and guilty for my actions but i cant stop. I feel more alone now then before i was p.renant
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Uploaded on 2012-03-10 10:41:42 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-10 10:41:42 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1424 I just recently got into a relationship about 6 or 7 months ago. I've been typically interested in this guy ever since my Junior year in High school. I can never seem to get him out of my head and he just proposed to me. Now he's wanting me to move in with him. It's just so hard to go from dating to practically married and now taking a HUGE step to moving in with him. Just yesterday, we had our first kiss. then we ended up in his appartment having sex. i cant believe this is happening. i just dont want to loose him. his name is Michael Anthony Lee Mattern. hes got brown hair brown eyes and a country accent for a country girl. Whenever he smiles, He gets a sparkle in his eyes and it makes me smile. I love him with all my heart!!!
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Uploaded on 2012-03-10 10:40:47 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-10 10:40:47 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1423 I constantly think about killing people who have wronged me or who could possibly black mail me in the future. I try and imagine myself as the new serial killer of the decade, a cool costume and name, weapon of choice. I think about these killing sprees for hours at a time, usually at night when I'm trying to go to sleep. It's getting to a point where I am seriously considering following through, although I'm sure I'd get caught.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-10 10:40:03 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-10 10:40:03 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1422 This is the nastiest site I have ever seen...a bunch of perverts this site is dangerous the confessions are real and the worst case scenarios are just getting started ....they are encouraging each other to believe this way of thinking is norming fueling each others desires through continuous talking of little girls hate and murder....there is inde a hell and you all will explain your anonymous desires to our maker who can see your face clear as day...hope you all get locked away with the key thrown out of space
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Uploaded on 2012-03-07 10:57:00 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-07 10:57:00 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1421 My deepest darkest most horrible secret is the fact that i've had a crush on the same rock-star for almost 7 years and compare every guy i meet to him. It's the most humiliating secret i've ever kept.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-07 10:56:32 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-07 10:56:32 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1420 I love my sister dearly, but finding out that she cheated on her more than loyal boyfriend (who is also the father of their child), makes me so angry. It's like she doesn't even care about the people who love her and her innocent baby. And for that, I have lost some respect for her.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-07 10:56:02 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-07 10:56:02 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1419 Because my pastor thinks I'm a great Christian he let me pass the collection plate at our big church. Little does he know I always take some of the money for myself. Sometimes I feel God wanted me to do that because He got me in a position to pass the collection plate and he hasn't punished me for sort of tipping myself for my work. At other times I feel maybe God will send me to Hell for robbing the church of some of its money. Maybe he gets real mad when you steal from one of his churches. I don't know.

I'm in too deep to tell anybody and I've only taken about Dollar500 over the past two years. To tell the truth I like the excitement of taking the money and the thrill of not getting caught. And I believe if God didn't want me taking that money he would have stopped me by now. Maybe with some lightning bolts, or by telling the pastor in a dream or giving him a hunch about my stealing.

But that ain't happened and I'm just too damn good at stealing to ever get caught except by a miracle from God, which if it ain't happened in two years I don't see it happening ever.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-06 11:33:28 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-06 11:33:28 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1418 I sort of grew into it. I had a dominant girlfriend or two but it's different now and I have to tell someone so here goes.
A few years ago I met this gorgeous, very young and very controlling girl. She bossed me around all the time and more and more I let her away with it. Eventually it turned into mainly financial domination and her younger sister started to show an interest. She began by making me buy her makeup and underwear as well as making me wear her old stuff. The older sister slowly lost interest but the younger sister is completely dominating me now. She has pictures of me nude and crossdressed and makes me watch helplessly as she shows her friends. She has even made me undress completely in front of her while she teased and took pictures. I have an agreement to obey her completely and she holds me to it by almost blackmailing me with my pictures and by making me buy her more and more things, especially panties to embarrass me. She also enjoys making me go alone to buy her makeup, bras, panties and even dresses which is very hard for a guy to do.
Recently she moved to an apartment but makes me pay her rent. Each month after I send money she totally makes fun of me for being such a sissy and obeying her all the time. Usually right after she makes fun of me she makes me go buy her some new panties to embarrass me all over again and show her control over me. She has now decided that since her roommate knows all about me I will have to buy all of her bras and panties too and as a "reward" for doing so I will have to go visit them soon and I have been warned that when I do, she will insist on me undressing in front of her roommate while they tease me, take pictures and probably clean out my wallet to go shopping. Oh, currently I'm 48 and she is 19 in case you are wondering.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-06 11:32:44 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-06 11:32:44 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1417 Why do they marry and cheat and claim they love their partners Or why do they accept violence and stay with partners who hurt their children Why do they only think of themselves, and ignore what they do to other people Why do people do that How can they think it's OK to be that way, how can they still look in the mirror at morning
Why would you marry someone who is violent How could you do that to your kids How can you still do that
Why would you stay with someone you don't truly love
Why would you have a girlfriend/boyfriend if you lust over someone else
Selfish pieces of shit. I'm glad I'm not like that, and I hope I will never be.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-06 11:31:53 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-06 11:31:53 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1416 This morning my 14 year old brother was in the lot by the barn playing with the neighbors big black dog. I know the dogs a male, cause I watched him mate with the other neighbors female. My brother dropped his jeans and got down on all fours and the dog mounted him rather quickly and started humping him. About 30 seconds later he stopped and got off, but they didn't move apart, the dog had hung him just like the female I'd watched him with. I didn't go over there, but when he came in later I could tell that he was walking kind of funny.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-05 10:30:30 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-05 10:30:30 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1415 I personally think it's funny when I'm thinking about fucking my crush at school and it gets me hot and I start to touch myself and pinch my boobs and shit and they randomly walk by or tap me for something. Only if they knew what I was thinking, only if that knew! Well actualy I almost got caught once... It was in homeroom and I was thinking about.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-05 10:29:49 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-05 10:29:49 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1414 I logged into my gf's email and checked her past mails and came to know she is a whore ..I have fucking spent so much money on her.. I hate this bitch so much..
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Uploaded on 2012-03-05 10:28:24 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-05 10:28:24 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1413 I love everyone in my family a little to much I've molested my cousin. dreamed of sex with relatives i have felt up my mother on many occasions. i even look at incest porn. I have a therapist, but i could never tell her i molest children she would of never lit me meet her little girl.I think about naked little boys all the time, sorry... Jesus.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-03 10:25:47 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-03 10:25:47 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1412 Hi I'm a full time business major in NYC. I'm 18 years old. I've only ever slept with 4 men in my life time. 3 of them have been over 50yrs old. All of my living costs are payed for by others and I currently make 6000 a month. How do I do it Well I'm a whore. Some call it prostituting, being a Sugar Baby, escorting, being a courtesan and the most creative I've heard: being an entrepreneur. Here are the details....

I got kicked out of my house when I was 17 because my mom got a new husband and she wanted to get rid of my sister and I to start her new life which did not include us. So I had to move to New York and live with my dad. My dad is pretty much a bachelor/playboy and has 3 houses in which he floats around from each one. I live in one of his houses by myself and try not to ask him for anything. I started a job at a department store in the city to help pay for things but it was just not cutting it. The pay and commission were alright but I still needed my dad to pay my major bills and I just despise asking him for anything. I started my first year of college in the city and I needed more money for books.. and to pay my next semesters tuition. One day I was on my computer researching things for my paper when I saw an article on yahoo about how more and more college students are entering the sex industry to pay for school. I thought it was disgusting and sad that kids my age would ever be so desperate that they would do something like that. A month later my dad got into a car wreck and told me that he couldn't pay my next semester's tuition. Needless to say I felt the desperation of the many college kids I read about. Then, next thing I knew I was responding to e-mails from men looking for a "good time". The first guy I met was 54 very sweet and married. I made 200 dollars in an hour and he wanted to see me again the next day. I went home and showered so hard I felt so disgusting, but at the same time victorious. Normally I'd have to work 25 hours to make 200 dollars and I just made that much in an hour. We started seeing each other much more and he was very helpful thoughtful and pretty much became like a guardian to me. As I made plans to see other guys he gave me advice on how to stay in control and how to be safe. The next guy I met was a high profile NYC attorney who had many clients in the music industry. I told him about my whole college situation and he made arrangements for me to meet him in his office where he'd be more than happy to give me half the money for my tuition which was 2500 dollars. I felt it was too good to be true so I blew off the appointment. Two days later he e-mailed me telling me how upset he was that I didn't come and meet him because he wasn't looking for a sexual encounter and just to talk and help me out. So we rescheduled and I met with him.
We talked. He gave me a sealed envelope with exactly what he promised and asked if he could see me again in a more private setting. I agreed, and he was my first sugar daddy. After our first sexual encounter which honestly lasted 6 minutes.. or three thrusts I found out that he was married... and 76. The announcement of his nuptials wasn't surprising... but he looked much younger than 76. My first guess at his age would be no older than 47, He still had all of his hair and was in very great shape. He ended up paying for my tuition, my phone, cable and grocery bill, taking me shopping when ever I wanted and giving me an allowance of 500 a week which would total 2000 a month. I quit my job at the department store and started to get used to getting what I want. If ever I saw something in the window of a store, online, or in a magazine that I couldn't afford all I would have to do is send him a text and within a day.. hour or minute (depending on his schedule) it would be mine. The thing about money is.. once you start to get more of it you begin to need even more and anyone whose had a taste of the riches knows this to be true. My first search for another guy was honestly just a search for someone who could satisfy my sexual appetite and could afford my time. However what I found was a Wall Street executive who was married and looking for an exotic mistress to wine and dine. He wanted me to see him exclusively and told me he could give me whatever I wanted as long as I was always and only available to him. He had a very trust worthy feel to him and was offering me something I pretty much couldn't refuse. So we met at Starbucks. He was 64 but looked like 50. He immediately complimented me on my looks and said I was exactly what he wanted. So we worked out a deal. Remember how I said the lawyer was my first sugar daddy Well this guy was my first extreme sugar daddy. That seems like a stupid phrase but give me a chance to explain. He first said he would give me 600 a week which would work out to 2400 a month. But I told him I had a job and other expenses and if he gave me more then it would free up my schedule so I could see him more often. We came to an agreement of 4000 a month or 1000 a week plus shopping and birth control money. Currently I still see all three guys. But I no longer charge my first guy. We've built a friendly and romantic relationship and he knows more about me than any of the other guys, and sometimes I think he knows me better than I know myself. As of now I go to school full time. I keep my grades up... and after school, and on weekends I go and see these guys. I currently make 6000 a month and if all is well by next November I will have made 72000 without taxes. Keep in mind I'm still only 18. What I do for a living isn't something I pride myself in or something I would recommend but other than the first guy I've ever met while doing this I've never told anyone this whole story. But honestly it feels good to know that I don't have to worry about asking my dad for anything... or trying to figure out how I'm going to pay my tuition. If all you had to do to get everything you've always wanted was open your legs kiss and cuddle every now and then would you Plenty of girls give it away for free and end up with heartache. Is it so bad that I charge for mine and get everlasting happiness in return
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Uploaded on 2012-03-03 10:25:24 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-03 10:25:24 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1411 I love my husband a lot but he cannot satisfy my needs.
There is this other guy who is mad for me.He loves me and is ready to leave his wife for me.This guy drives me crazy and wants to have sex with me.
At times, I have urge to make love to him. But I love my husband so much that I am not able to take this step.I really don't know what to do.
I am in extreme confused state of mind.I am going mad because of physical needs and I see an option. But something is stopping me. I would ask for suggestion here, what should I do
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Uploaded on 2012-03-03 10:24:54 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-03 10:24:54 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1410 I Cheated on my husband..more then one time, and for the past year I was seeing another man and have ended it. I have even cheated on him few times before we got married :( I feel really bad about it, he caught me once and I lied about having sex with the guy. I know it was wrong and feel really bad about it.I don't know whats wrong with me, I love my husband with all my heart and he very good to me and sweet but we just do not have sex a lot anymore and he just never wants to do much of anything.. am I that bad of a person I feel like such a whore and I stop I never wanna cheat on him again.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-03 10:24:29 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-03 10:24:29 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1409 Me and my boyfriend of a year on and off have for the first time officially ended. I can't sleep with the thought of him being gone, he fights so hard to keep me and then decided in the course of an hour he didnt love me and in fact didnt even think he liked me as more than a friend. This completely crushed me, he's the only guy who has ever loved me through everything, who stood by me in my worst moment and then just decided he didnt love me anymore i cant think of anything that i did and can't understand how he can just forget about me like this Everytime i try to sleep i just want to break down and cry, i've been tossing and turning over an overdose all night and the more i think the better it sounds, the only reason i can't do it is because i want him to relise he still loves me which can't happen if im dead...but he made it clear he will NEVER love me again...
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Uploaded on 2012-03-02 10:26:18 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-02 10:26:18 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1408 I've sniffed panties for years. My girlfriends, my friends, my friends mom's. I always feel bad and ashamed about it too. I think it's because I really want to have sex with these people, but I know I never will.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-02 10:25:49 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-02 10:25:49 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1407 I'm a bit screwed in the head.

My real father I never knew was diagnosed as being bi-polar from what my mom told me. My older brother is also diagnosed bi-polar with grandiose thoughts, and manic depressive.

Since I was 18 I questioned if I was, but my mom would always tell me no no no you're nothing like your brother and real father.

I have mood swings like you wouldn't believe, I can be happy as can be 1 second, and the very next second for no reason at all, i'm pissed off, don't want to talk to anyone, and just want to go into a room lock the door and be left alone for days.

The weirdest thing about me is I live like 10 different lives inside my head. This is hard to explain, but i'll try.

You know how the average person day dreams here and there Well, I do this constantly, and I continue it inside my head everyday. I have 3 lives where i'm married to a different woman, have kids and everything. In some lives i'm very rich, and powerful, another life where i'm a hitman, another life where i'm an athlete.

I know people day dream about being rich, and think about things they would buy, etc. But can you actually envision it, and keep living it every single day, like I do In my head it's so real!

The worst part about this is, I have a family (a real family, with a 9 year old child). And I seem to space out real life to live in my head instead on most days. If you met me you wouldn't even notice I was like this, i'm your average guy, watch sports, talk about sports, do nice things for people, I manage to be normal in public but behind closed doors, it's something else.

I have conversations out loud with people from the lives inside my head. My wife has walked into the room to see me starring intently at the wall, or throwing my hands around like i'm fighting, or even witness me talking to no one there, and she has this really puzzled look on her face, and I snap out of it, and act like i'm just playing around, when really I was engulfed in another life at the moment.

But all of this creates havoc. As I spend money we don't have, because in some of my lives i'm rich, and feel like money isn't shit, but I tend to put us in bad financial situations at time. Alcohol seems to really enhance the situation, and I scare myself of what could possibly happen when i'm under the influence.

The miraculous thing is I've always been able to hold a steady job, never show up late, never call in sick, and have handled my business very well without medication. I so want to go talk to a psychiatrist or something and get all of this worked out and see if i'm diagnosed with any particular disorder, but like most people I just don't have money to do so. So here I am 35 years old and am just trying to hope I can keep dealing with it on my own.

If you have any comments on this feel free to let them be known.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-02 10:25:25 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-02 10:25:25 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1406 The trolls are loose! They're on the rampage! I let them out. I feel much better about it now.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-02 10:24:51 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-02 10:24:51 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1405 I love the smell of ass. I scratch mine and sniff my fingers at work and while I'm driving. I especially love it when it smells like sharp cheese and kind of spicy. I often wonder if everyone's ass smells like mine. I wish I could find out, but asking a random stranger or even my boyfriend what their butts smell like would really make me look nuts. So, I guess I will go on wondering.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-02 10:24:31 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-02 10:24:31 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1404 So I meant to send a text to my best friend. Out of context it sounds like I was making a serious drug deal. Instead I accidentally hit the guy I like's name...to make matters worse he "smokes" every now and then; and I just know he's going to invite me to do it with him some time. Oh, and I offered to cover for a girl who's sick tonight. Then I find out her boyfriend (who was supposed to work with her) is also sick, and the guy I like offered to cover for him. Meaning one, he's driving me home (he always does when we work together), and two I'll have to explain myself sooner than I expected. Yeah...this'll be a fun night.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-01 10:29:12 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-01 10:29:12 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1403 Let me start this post by saying that we did not want to resort to revenge of any sort, We wanted to sort the small problem out like adults.

we need some good revenge ideas to bring someone who is bad mouthing us on Facebook, to our neighbors and around the small community we live in. We have been the victims for the last 5 months and need some help on turning the tables.

we know where this persons lives
we know where this person works
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Uploaded on 2012-03-01 10:26:19 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-01 10:26:19 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1402 I want a threeway with my wife and daughter. both are very sexy to me. hows the best ways to approach them both My wife hasn't ever done a threeway i have had 5 and yes i love threeways . should i approach my wife or daughter first im really needing to know. asap.
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Uploaded on 2012-03-01 10:25:48 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-03-01 10:25:48 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1401 Okay well, I really like this boy but we haven't met but I know him through a friend. We skype like every single day! I have had 3 dreams of him and I think of him all day. He says he loves me and the problem is that we haven't met! By the way, I am a 12. Anyway, I am planning to meet up with him and my mum knows and she doesn't care. Is there anything I should know before I meet him
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Uploaded on 2012-02-29 11:43:41 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-29 11:43:41 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1400 I confess that I want a married man. I think he wants me too. We have shared some pretty intense eye contact over the past 6 months. He is married and tries to avoid any unnecessary contact with me. When we do have to interact, he makes constant eye contact with me. And sometimes when we aren't interacting, he has a hard time keeping his eyes off of me. I feel bad because he is married and has kids. But my heart wants him. He has the most beautiful eyes. I hurt because I can't get my mind off of him. I want him.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-29 11:43:23 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-29 11:43:23 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1399 I realize all my coworkers love me more than my own family. My boss tells me all the time that I work too hard knowing that I barely eat or sleep. Usually I work straight through my breaks. Lately he's forced me to actually take a break. A few times he's made me food or bought some for me and told me to eat it. Also I've run into him at the gym and he's seen me running my heart out. Any time this happens he always comes over and tells me to calm down and relax a bit because I don't need to be doing all this. Of course I turn the treadmill back on as soon as he walks away. It's just so weird hearing this vs. my parents who always call me fat and lazy.

Then there's this guy there I work with who does the same. Any time a guest is rude to me he'll always defend me. For example one day my mom was there and called me fat. He didn't know it was my mom at the time (they hadn't met yet) and he put his hand on my stomach and said "Excuse me, ma'am, were you talking to her or the baby". He knows about my family situation and I can tell him anything. Every time we work together he says he'll drive me home. Even last night when I was there just to see a manager who works once a month he tried convincing me to stay another four hours saying that I'd be better off there anyway and it's be more time away from my family.

Everyone else, even those who don't know always great me with hugs. All my coworkers will say how much they love me and how sweet I am. The sad thing is they're like a better family than my own is. I just love them all and the relationships we've all built so much. Outside of work at least once or twice a week we all get together and go out. They really are my best friends.

I just feel so guilty that I'm begining to love them more than my real family. Plus I also feel like I don't deserve them at all.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-29 11:42:48 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-29 11:42:48 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1398 I confess that I want a married man. I think he wants me too. We have shared some pretty intense eye contact over the past 6 months. He is married and tries to avoid any unnecessary contact with me. When we do have to interact, he makes constant eye contact with me. And sometimes when we aren't interacting, he has a hard time keeping his eyes off of me. I feel bad because he is married and has kids. But my heart wants him. He has the most beautiful eyes. I hurt because I can't get my mind off of him. I want him.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-28 11:55:08 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-28 11:55:08 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1397 I'm a closet bisexual girl that is in love with a girl in my photography class. My parents don't know about me, I kind of want them to but I'm scared because they hate everything gay. I feel like I'm lying about myself to them. Also the girl I like doesn't know about me either because I'm too afraid she won't want to be my friend. I'm happy to get this off my chest.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-28 11:54:32 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-28 11:54:32 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1396 So i'm in my college's cafeteria and i notice this pretty girl. I casually walk over to her and start up a conversation. I ask her what her name is and she tells me Jamiqua and that it means beautiful in "african".

Bitch let's be clear..Africa doesnt have an "african" language because so many of the countries speak a different tongue. Two I know this because i'm half nigerian and was raised around Nigerians, Algerians, Kenyans, etc. Third I knew ur name was ghetto as fuck and was hoping u'd atleast be honest and tell me it didn't have a meaning LIKE ALL GHETTO NAMES.

On another note, u were a major turn off when u opened ur mouth to reveal black ass gums, a big ass gap, the capacity to only speak ebonics despite being in a college environment, and looking at me wierd when i walked off on u mid sentence in a hurry with u wondering why.

Educated black men despise ANY and ALL things ghetto...
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Uploaded on 2012-02-28 11:53:54 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-28 11:53:54 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1395 Im a nice boy and everything but i make up stories so people would pay alittle bit more attention to me it works but im just lying to my friends i feel dumb
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Uploaded on 2012-02-27 10:57:05 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-27 10:57:05 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1394 Im a 16 year old half hispanic half black boy and theres some girl that likes me but she not showing me any love back I say I love her she says she loves me to we kiss but were werent going out So i wanted to seal the deal on Valentines day but when i asked she yelled at me and sais leave me alone so i left her alone and she would always walk away from me never talk to me flirt with other guys in front of me it did get me jealous alot but i said to myself i this what she wants but then about a week later she keeps staring at me on the bus i thought it was outta hate until my friend told me she mad at me for not talking to me and that i havent texting her yet i thought she was wanted me to leave her alone but im happy the day i saw her again i said she was beautiful and she started to cry on my shoulder and gave me kiss on the cheek but still whenever we get off the bus she acts like im a ghost and is just on her phone for the longest time i keeping wondering if i matter to her at all.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-27 10:56:43 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-27 10:56:43 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1393 Caught by my daughter jerking off to what she thoughts was porn . my 11 year old daughter turned away asking daddy what are you doing. I looked at her tight little ass and shot a load. I told her that dads do things like this and never to be embarrassed if she wanted to watch. she slowly shook her head and left . totally embarrassed but feel great too .
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Uploaded on 2012-02-27 10:39:54 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-27 10:39:54 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1392 I need help before I deterate faster. I miss her so much it physically hurts. I just want her so badly back in my life, and it probably won't ever happen. I'm sorry. I'm so fucking sorry.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-24 10:15:44 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-24 10:15:44 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1391 One day this last summer of 2011 I ran out of toilet paper and had to use a wash cloth. Since then I have used it everyday to wipe my ass. I find it cleans me way better then paper, saves me money, and helps the environment. I wash it out with soap after using it. I don't get hemorrhoids anymore from having to wipe my ass with handful after handful of paper to get myself clean until my ass feels like it's on fire...!!
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Uploaded on 2012-02-24 10:15:17 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-24 10:15:17 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1390 To whomever may read this.

My past mistakes have caught up with me as lately I cannot stop thinking about them. In 2007 I had just turned 18 and I did something crazy and to this day I do not know why I did it.

I went out on a date with a friend of my brothers, who I wasn't very interested in but I thought it could be fun. We had a few drinks and it was a decent evening. I was walking back to my dorm quite drunk and I decided to put tiny cuts all over my body, enough to draw blood. I then called through the security phone and said I needed help. An ambulance came and so did the police, I was taken to the hospital and they asked me what happened. I didn't say anything except that someone hurt me (I know this is crazy) and the police asked me to show me where it happened. I made up the place and they took me home. The next day I was supposed to go see them, and I came clean and told them I did it to myself.

Now, 5 years later I cannot understand why I did this. I know no one got hurt and I should just forget it an move on. But I feel so much remorse and guilt, wishing I could go back to that time and stop myself from doing something so crazy.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-24 10:14:27 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-24 10:14:27 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1389 I'm 20 and I'm a bed wetter. Not intentionally, I just have been all my life. But I actually like it, I love wearing diapers to bed. Whenever anybody stay over at my house or if i stay at a friends I love 'accidently' letting them see that Im wearing a diaper

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Uploaded on 2012-02-24 10:14:06 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-24 10:14:06 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1388 That i am a recovering alcoholic/adct who is finally puttng the peices of my life back together. my family accepts me and knows i am working to improve. i thought my problem was only pertinent to addiction. now i know otherwise. i still have this deep need and desire to be with a teen girl. any pretty, sexy, little teen between 12-16 would do. i dont know where the desire came frm but its still there. i want to wake up with one, spendthe day doing things ad even make love to her. the thought of a sweet young pussy wrapped around me is overwhelming. i get so jelous of reading confessions from others who have done so. any young teens out there who want to be with a man
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Uploaded on 2012-02-23 10:42:09 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-23 10:42:09 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1387 I love you so much words can't even begin to describe it. I imagine my life with you every single day and I can't stand the thought of you not in it. I miss your humor, your cute romantic side even though you don't think you have one, you do. I miss your kisses, your touch. I miss everything about you. Even though we havent had much to talk about lately, just being around you satisfies me. I can't stand the fact that you're with another girl. But I'm so scared of telling you my feelings cause you're such a chicken when it comes to emotions. You run at the mention of the future and try to avoid any and all talk about love and being serious. I honestly don't know what to do with myself anymore. I've tried so many other guys but none of them can compare to you. I ALWAYS think to my self "but he was this and that" I always wish they were you. I wish you were the one going on dates with me and making random trips with me to the middle of nowhere. I wish you would be my best friend and we could have all the spontaneous trips you want together. I just want to live my life with you and no other guy. No guy can be you. You are the only guy I ever think about or crave. I always wish you are by my side. I hate the whole dating scene. I only do it to keep my mind off of you but honestly it just makes me think about you even more cause none of these random guys i try out are like you. You are my match. I just wish one day I could tell you all of this without freaking you out or making you feel awkward. Sometimes I just want to tell you anyways cause I want you to know how I feel about you and how real my feelings are for you. But I'm too afraid of you being out of my life for good. At least for now I can see you when we all hang out and it won't be awkward. But one day, I will tell you how I feel. I will tell you that I love you with all of my heart. I just hope that one say is soon, cause its killing me inside that you don't know how strongly I feel for you....
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Uploaded on 2012-02-23 10:40:50 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-23 10:40:50 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1386 So my BFF's boyfriend is also my best friend, we talk A LOT about sex and dirty things. In the other day we were at history class and it was dark because we were watching a documentary. He slowly stars to touching my breast and actually let him, because felt good and his my friend, then he starts to rubbing my vagina ( without anyone knows) and i was feeling sooo horny! Was so good! Then he asked me: Do u wanna touch it and i said : well...ok..,than i massage his penis, he had a boner. So there were we, I was horny, he had a boner! we were smiling a lot. In the end of the class i was feeling a little gilt
because of my bbf. Then he ask me if a want to go to his house that afternoon, i said yes. We were at his room, i was at youtube and he starts to grabbing and massage my boobs, a let him because it felt really good. Then we went to his bed , i started to rubb his penis ( we were with the closes on) and he starts to touch me boobs and vagina. It was AWESOME! I really like him and he really likes me too. ( has friends). But i don't know what to do!! His my BBF boyfriend!!! Should I stop!!!, i really like feeling horny! and he likes too! (PS: he really loves his girlfriend, i like him but not in that way.) PS x2 : sorry for the bad english :Dollar )
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Uploaded on 2012-02-23 10:40:24 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-23 10:40:24 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1385 One day this last summer of 2011 I ran out of toilet paper and had to use a wash cloth. Since then I have used it everyday to wipe my ass. I find it cleans me way better then paper, saves me money, and helps the environment. I wash it out with soap after using it. I don't get hemorrhoids anymore from having to wipe my ass with handful after handful of paper to get myself clean until my ass feels like it's on fire.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-23 10:39:24 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-23 10:39:24 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1384 I'm in love with a man and I'm pretty sure he loves me too, but he won't let himself go farther than friends. The thing is, he's very sick and has a short life expectancy. That doesn't matter to me at all... We can be happy now and I could always have those happy memories to cherish. We also happen to live on opposite ends of the Earth, but that shouldn't matter either, though it seems to matter to him.... The worst of it is that..... he's unable to be intimate.... I'm not really sure how to tell him that I'm a virgin so I can't really miss something that I've never had. I don't need intimacy to love him, but I know he's afraid of making a connection with someone and then leaving them behind. He wants me to find someone else, but I just don't know if I could ever give up on him.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-21 10:15:42 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-21 10:15:42 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1383 I like this guy........how should I tell him or show him I do.....we don't talk much but he has cute eyes and the most remarkable smile! I text his friend all the time(I will NEVER like that friend) and that guy and him probably already know no matter I tell them. It scares me to find out if he likes me back.....he might not. 3 of my friends think we would look good together. My best friend might like him though. She won't even tell me who she likes...she always says "nobody" sometimes with a straight face and sometimes with a nervous look....help!
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Uploaded on 2012-02-21 10:15:15 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-21 10:15:15 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1382 I'm 16 years old my names Tiffany, me and my friend
was horse playing around ,Her dad was sitting
on this kitchen chair with his legs a apart
my ass kept going into his lap as he sat on the
kitchen chair it was all accidental i didn't mean it
for it to happen i'm pretty sure i gave him a hard on
the last time I fell into his lap i gets up and
the front of his pants were all wet and I know i had
to make him cum ,After i came went home from my
friends house days later, her dad kept asking when
i was coming back now i'm thinking about it i wonder
if i made that guy cum with my ass landing into his lap also when i go to bed i play with my pussy
it makes me so wet to think if this is true cause
when i seen his cock anc balls he had a nice package
in his pants Lol
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Uploaded on 2012-02-21 10:14:42 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-21 10:14:42 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1381 I love you so much words can't even begin to describe it. I imagine my life with you every single day and I can't stand the thought of you not in it. I miss your humor, your cute romantic side even though you don't think you have one, you do. I miss your kisses, your touch. I miss everything about you. Even though we havent had much to talk about lately, just being around you satisfies me. I can't stand the fact that you're with another girl. But I'm so scared of telling you my feelings cause you're such a chicken when it comes to emotions. You run at the mention of the future and try to avoid any and all talk about love and being serious. I honestly don't know what to do with myself anymore. I've tried so many other guys but none of them can compare to you. I ALWAYS think to my self "but he was this and that" I always wish they were you. I wish you were the one going on dates with me and making random trips with me to the middle of nowhere. I wish you would be my best friend and we could have all the spontaneous trips you want together. I just want to live my life with you and no other guy. No guy can be you. You are the only guy I ever think about or crave. I always wish you are by my side. I hate the whole dating scene. I only do it to keep my mind off of you but honestly it just makes me think about you even more cause none of these random guys i try out are like you. You are my match. I just wish one day I could tell you all of this without freaking you out or making you feel awkward. Sometimes I just want to tell you anyways cause I want you to know how I feel about you and how real my feelings are for you. But I'm too afraid of you being out of my life for good. At least for now I can see you when we all hang out and it won't be awkward. But one day, I will tell you how I feel. I will tell you that I love you with all of my heart. I just hope that one say is soon, cause its killing me inside that you don't know how strongly I feel for you....
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Uploaded on 2012-02-20 10:42:45 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-20 10:42:45 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1380 Im 18 yo and I kissed a guy for the first time last night. It was a 24 yo guy at his apartment and he tried to have sex with me but I told him no. He did finger me and suck on my boobs though. Im just relieved I dont have to lie anymore about kissing guys to my friends. Ive lied to them alot about my sexual experiences due to the fact that Im the only virgin among my friends. Im contemplating having sex with this guy. I mean I want to but Ive been holding on to my virginity for so long I want it to be with someone I love. Idk is it even worth it
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Uploaded on 2012-02-20 10:42:23 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-20 10:42:23 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1379 I couldnt even find the right category to put this in . I've messed up , real bad . i was in a relationship with a guy for 2-3 months (the last one was all messed up , break/back together ) and he had told me he was going to move to another far away place for a year . i was heartbroken blah blah blah and crying and his friend had picked me up from my tears . he was so sweet and wwas always there for me . he was a rebound for my ex because he was always such an asshole . I couldnt see myself in a relationhip with him , so i broke up with him . then my ex boyfriend came back two weeks later . i stayed calm doing me when my ex's friend Best friend hit me up and flirted with me and he was cute so i fell for him . me and him were in a relationship but it downfell because he only used me for sex . I had to tell my ex's friend i slept with his best friend , and i feel terrible . I feel discusted but Damn i dont know what to do . i never done this and im a really good hearted persona dn i have a really bad guilty conscience and i havent eaten for 2 days . i need help
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Uploaded on 2012-02-20 10:42:01 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-20 10:42:01 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1378 I fucked my "cousins" boyfriend who she had given her virginity to . but she told all my secrets to the world so we're even right
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Uploaded on 2012-02-20 10:41:39 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-20 10:41:39 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1377 THAT I AM A VERY LONLY 13 YEAR OLD I AM ABOUT 20POUND OVER WEGHT AND IM NOT THE BEST LOOKING IN THE WORLD BUT I CAN LOVE ANYBODY IF THEY LOVED ME BACK SO IF ANY GIRLS OUT THERE ARE FEELING THE SAME WAY WELL THEN IM HERE 4 U SEND ME COMMENT ANY TIME ;] (NO GUYS NO OFENS)
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Uploaded on 2012-02-20 10:41:22 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-20 10:41:22 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1376 I feel like a freak for saying this, but I find Mormon missionaries EXTREMELY attractive! Whenever I see them riding on their bikes around town, I blush a little because they look so cute. I live near the LDS church in my city, so whenever we drive by, I take quick peek to see if there are any outside.
Last month, there were two at WalMart and they mistook me for an employee. Because I was so smitten, I went along with it and led them to what they were looking for. I even gave them my name!
I have no plans to convert at all, so I don't know why I like them so much. I think it's because they're so charming and innocent unlike the many sleazy, perverted boys that go to my school.
I'm so weird...
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Uploaded on 2012-02-18 10:22:29 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-18 10:22:29 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1375 Last night i broke down crying because of him--he would say because of my depression-- in a way that I did all the time in the past, and often enough now that it can almost be called a regular thing, although it's gotten much better with time. it's fair enough that he attributes last night just to my tendency to pick out the worst and dwell on it, but i'm well enough acquainted with these episodes to know when there is absolutely no real (that is, not purely emotional) basis for my sadness, and to know when things are different, and there is something real sparking this tendency to break down that i'm trying to overcome.

and something real was hidden below the surface, although it was sparked by things that would seem trivial to him. it's not the fact that he's away all the time campaigning and i never see him, not the fact that he had meetings all valentines day and I was just penciled in with the promise of a day to make up for it. it's the feeling i keep getting that he is choosing to be away from me.

in some sense, of course, he isn't. he feels like he has to go to all of these functions, to be fair to the rest of his campaigning team, to have some chance of winning the election; because it's important to him.

i get that, but in the very real sense of choice he can always choose instead to show me that he loves me. i just found out that he doesn't even want to have our belated 'valentines day' until after the runoffs. i.e., he can't give up just one night of campaigning to make me happy, and to make me feel like i come first.

he used to say that, at the beginning of the campaign: that i come first and he would give up the campaign in a heartbeat if i wanted him to. he doesn't say that anymore. he says not to compete with it. what he's not saying is that now, i'm not first anymore. maybe he doesn't feel that way, either. but i do.

i feel like i have to ask to spend time with him, ask to have sex, ask for him to help me out around the house, or to help me at all. i have to ask for any show of love that isn't a few moments of rushed physical affection, which men who haven't loved me have just as easily given, or say that he loves me, which at least one man has told me and not meant. so our relationship starts to feel superficial to me, one-sided. sometimes, no-sided.

or at least almost so: it makes me want to take back my side, take back the time i always make for him, take back all the things i do for him without being asked, take back the love that is making this painful, a dull ache that is liable to hit me with its full force if i'm too tired or vulnerable.

i do have some reason to cry, although i don't deny that i also have the choice not to cry. but to choose not to care about how things have been is the choice to take back some part of my love that is very real and meaningful. i'm afraid that if i do, nothing will be left.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-18 10:22:12 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-18 10:22:12 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1374 I'm part of a group sworn to protect the young from internet pedos. We are ispired by Chris Hansen and select our targets by posing as young boys/girls on the internet. When we confirms that they are sick pedos we arrange to meet them, slit their throats, incase their bodies in cincrete and dump them out at sea or in a large lake. That is all.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-18 10:20:40 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-18 10:20:40 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1373 I know this sounds crazy, but when I was younger and lived at home, I was the last to leave of the six kids. I would watch my mom thought the keyhole in the bathroom when she took her shower, then go jackoff. She had the biggest tits, and back then no one shaved their pussy. I even set it up one time when I was about 15 that she would be able to see my cock. I was getting dressed, and I pretended to catch my cock in my zipper, and I called for help. She came in, looked at me, and told me to lay down on the bed. She then helped free my cock, she held it in her hand, and looked at it closely, I got hard, she looked at me and said everything looks fine and left. I wanted to her suck my cock or jack me off so bad. I still to this day jackoff thinking about that and watching her.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-18 10:20:23 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-18 10:20:23 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1372 I want to want to live so badly, but my parents are the only reason. Fuck I wish I had someone to hold and love; I will always love everyone more than myself, I just want someone who cares and wants to cuddle with me, I don't give a shit about looks
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Uploaded on 2012-02-17 10:28:32 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-17 10:28:32 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1371 I love my boyfriend because of the things he does for me... I stopped loving him a long time ago.. the only reason I stopped its because he has really bad tartar build up on his teeth. hes bottom teeth have changed color and his breath is horrible... we sleep together on the same bed and his drool stinks horrible. ive told him several times about his dental hygiene but he is so ignorant that he gets mad at me when I address him about it. his breath gives me nausea. I strongly believe that if he fixes his mouth ill love him again. I dont wana have sex with him because he likes to kiss,i dont wana kiss him it turns me off. then if I dont kiss him he complains that our sex was wack boring and mechanical. if this guy doesnt fix his teeth im going to leave him. im tired of being a supporting girlfriend and he cant even get his teeth fixed, I can deal with alot but this is too damn much.then he tells me that I dont love him for him I do but seriously how much am I suppose to take im fed up. I might need some help
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Uploaded on 2012-02-17 10:28:14 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-17 10:28:14 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1370 I am a 40 year old white man and I am very attracted to black women! I have never been with one but think about it all the time. I like all different kinds of black woman and dream of them all. I know alot of white women fantasize about black men. I hear alot once you go black you dont go back. I wonder if it is true for white men. I love black women and really want to find one. If anyone can help please e-mail me! Leave your e-mail address in your comments and I will get back to you! I live in Iowa. I am a leg man and I find black legs very sexy! Anyway I am not sure this is a confession but not something I can tell just anyone!
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Uploaded on 2012-02-17 10:27:49 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-17 10:27:49 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1369 I must say if you haven't read the confession "little big guy" you needed too lol. I think the guy who wrote it is funny cause he's a bitch!!!! Haha what a pussy little cock he has lmao!
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Uploaded on 2012-02-17 10:27:31 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-17 10:27:31 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1368 I never want to go to Hawaii because he was stationed there for five years. He fucked all kinds of bitches and an admirals daughter on some lawn. How the fuck could I ever be as good as that Can't be done. Thanks for telling me all about it, asshole. He knows every fucking thing about the islands. It's a total turnout to me to even think about ever going there. I don't want to go to Australia either. Apparently he had a fantastic time fucking some whore on the beach. Nice. I hate it that he told me especially since he doesn't want to have sex with me. Dickhead.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-17 10:27:07 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-17 10:27:07 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1367 When I was 15 I had a sister that was 16 and she had the biggest ass and most beautiful body and at nite time around 245 I would sneak in to her room and pull back her blanket and she only slept in her panties and a big t shirt. She was a light sleep her so some times she would wake up but one nite put a sleeping pill in her drink and that shit knocked her out and I then took off her see through pantie and fingered her and ate her out she wasn't waking up for nothing so I did every thing with her I troat fucked her and I fliped her over and pulled her fat ass up into the air and was lubeing up her asshole I sleded my dick in to her tight tight asshole and fucked the hell out of her I came in her asshole 4 times then finally. Pulled out and now I was gonvna fuck her pussy I started to stick my dick in it was so fuckin wet and warm and gewwy I loved it I was fuckin her so god damn hard I had her mowning in her sleep and I kno she had some orgamsem bc she came everywhere 3 times I loved it the nexted morning she woke u and sed I had the most crazys dream and when I woke up every thing was wet and gewwy and my ass hole felt weird and my pussy feels raw she sed that dream felt real lol.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-16 10:27:12 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-16 10:27:12 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1366 I'm a Mormon guy, and I got a girl pregnant while on my mission in Texas. I want to go back before my daughter is born, but my parents are putting pressure on me to find a girl and get married. How do I tell them that they're going to be grandparents
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Uploaded on 2012-02-16 10:26:47 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-16 10:26:47 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1365 Sometimes I wish I had the willpower to be anorexic. I'm 17, 5'3", and 165 pounds. I don't think it would hurt for me to stop eating. Who knows It might actually do me some good.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-16 10:26:29 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-16 10:26:29 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1364 About 3 years ago I went to a Halloween party with my best friend at the time who happened to be a lesbian. I am straight male in my late 20's who had no GF at the time. I realized that nothing would ever happen between us sexually/relationship wise, but in the back of my mind always longed for it.

So we go to this party that is 45 minutes away from where we live. We ended up in town about 2 hours before the party even starts. So we sat in a Popeye's Chicken parking lot as she started drinking some whiskey and Coke. She brought like two pints for herself. So she was pretty buzzed before we even get there. So we wait for the party to start and we get over there and start having a good time. Needless to say, there was a lot of booze and weed smoking going on. About 2 hours later I'm chilling inside and the hostess of the party comes up to me and says "She's getting out of control and causing a scene".

So I go outside and she's wanting to fight this girl because "the girl slapped her for no reason". This isn't the first time someone "has hit her for no reason". She get drunk and starts talking mad shit to people she doesn't even know, which turns out is exactly what happened here. It was like she turned into a fucking 4 year old with behavioral problems. She kept trying to drive home (without me!) and we were able to get her keys away from her. This shit went on for like two hours and I was totally embarrassed by her behavior. I finally asked her if she wants to go home and that I would drive her back and she said yes.

So we start driving back and about 3 blacks down the street she says "Pull over". I'm asked her why and she said that I can't drive her car. She tried telling me that "if I get pulled over, the cops would arrest me because her car has dealer plates and they would aromatically consider it a stolen car". I told her "if you got pulled over you're getting a DUI". I told her she was way to fucking drunk to drive home and she's going to kill herself, me, and any other people out on the road. She kept threatening me that she would never talk to me again and kept talking shit. I tried to to reason with her, but you really can't reason with drunks.

I finally had enough and pulled over in the first town on our way home and told her if she wants to drive she can, but I'm not going with her. Without batting an eye, she fucking drove away without me. Remember this is Halloween night, I have no winter jacket, I'm forty miles from home, and it's about 32 degrees outside. I stood there and couldn't believe she left me like that. Then my sadness turned to anger. Maybe it was more then a felling of betrayal, perhaps it was deep seeded anger over her not wanting me more then a friend and that she would rather be with a underage 15 year old girl( that's a whole another story). About 3 minutes pass after I cry my eyes out in frustration, I get on my phone and call the Illinois State Police to report a drunk driver. I then called my folks to come get me (which I have never had to do before) and I tell them the whole story.

On the drive back home we saw a cruiser with someone pulled over and it was her. Not only did she get a DUI that night, she also got popped with possession of cannabis and paraphernalia and spent the rest of the night in jail. The next morning I get a text from her saying " Fucking called the cops on me Fuck you!". I didn't even write anything back. I've never talked to her since.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-16 10:26:06 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-16 10:26:06 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1363 I think i was studying eighth or ninth on those days in our house my cousin sister and aunty used to sleep with me in my room.i was really attracted by her from childhood but one day i woke up at midnight ,she was sleeping i noticed it and slowly put my leg on her feet wow it was really good touching her feet by mine i rubbed my leg on it wooo it was like something from that day i began to do it if i woke up at nights.another day i slowly lifted her pant by my leg upto her knees and i also lifted my pants and put leg on hers wow it was amazing feeling i also sucked her feet one day it tastes good.surprisingly one day when sleeping at midnight i woke up and pulled my pants and underwear upto knees and lifted her blanket she was sleeping facing opposite to me i saw her chudidhar was lifted while sleeping and pant ws there i slowly went near her and just hugged az if its normal oh god i couldnt control my penis it was happy happily so it cummed out in few seconds only i cum on her pants suddenly i closed her blanket and slept but it felt good so i was waiting for my cousin sis to sleep with as they got new house she became rare to oir house but one night during winter so many relatives were sleeping in our home this time she slept beside me i was really happy and waiting for the midnight this time we had to share the blanket so i was in high.i woke up and saw the time it was two midnight i lifted her pants by leg and started my action i really enjoyed her legs more than two hours she was also wake up but she used to sleep not noticing my action as if it is normal when so many are sleeping in little hall but i was enjoying it and she woke up this time and i felt she would scold me but she didnt say anything and turned towards me and slept actually she was in her deep sleep she was not yet wake up this time she slept by lifting her leg towards me that fingers touched my hand i was really happy she was still in deep sleep i touched every bit of her leg till knees and i touched my penis tip to her toes wow realy great
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Uploaded on 2012-02-16 10:25:34 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-16 10:25:34 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1362 Congratulations To All The Winners ....

Best Film: Zindagi Na Milegi Dobara
Best Director: Zoya Akhtar for Zindagi Na Milegi Dobara
Best Actor (Male): Ranbir Kapoor for Rockstar
Best Actor (Female): Vidya Balan for The Dirty Picture
Best Dialogue: Farhan Akthar for Zindagi Na Milegi Dobara
Best Screenplay: Akshat Verrma for Delhi Belly
Best Story: Sanjay Chauhan for I Am Kalam
Best Actor (Critics): Ranbir Kapoor for Rockstar
Best Film (Critics): Zindagi Na Milegi Dobara
Best Actor Female (Critics): Priyanka Chopra for 7 Khoon Maaf
Best Supporting Actor (Female): Rani Mukerji for No One Killed Jessica
Best Supporting Actor (Male): Farhan Akthar for Zindagi Na Milegi Dobara
Special Jury Certificate mention: Partho Gupte for Stanley Ka Dabba
Scene of the Year Award: The Dirty Picture
Best Debut (Female): Parineeti Chopra (Ladies vs Ricky Bahl)
Best Debut (Male): Vidyut Jhamwal (Force)
Best Debut Director: Abhinay Deo (Delhi Belly)
RD Burman Award for upcoming talent in field of music: Krsna (Tanu Weds Manu)
Best playback singer (Female): Usha Uthap and Rekha Bhardwaj for Darling (7 Khoon Maaf)
Best playback singer (Male): Mohit Chauhan for Jo bhi mein (Rockstar)
Best Lyrics: Irshad Kamil for Nadaan Parindey (Rockstar)
Best Music Director: AR Rahman for Rockstar
Lifetime Achievement Award: Aruna Irani
Best Production Design: Shashank Tere (Delhi Belly)
Best Editing: Huzefa Lokhandwala (Delhi Belly)
Best Cinematography: Carlos Catalan (Zindagi Na Milegi Dobara)
Best Action: Action Concepts (Don 2)
Best Background Score: Ranjit Barot (Shaitan)
Best VFX: Red Chillies VFX (Ra.One)
Best Choreography: Bosco-Caesar for Senorita (Zindagi Na Milegi Dobara)
Best Costume: Niharika Khan (The Dirty Picture)
Best Sound Design: Nakul Kamte (Don 2)
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Uploaded on 2012-02-15 10:55:16 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Aditya 60 2012-02-15 10:55:16 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1361 I dye my hair a lot of different colors, currently lilac. The reason I do this is because amongst my anxiety and worry and depression, I can sit there and think about what wonderful colors I can make my hair, and it gets my mind off things. The world could use a little bit more color in it anyway.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-15 10:12:14 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-15 10:12:14 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1360 Ive tried to kill myself 13 times and every day i fight to keep from making it 14, just to give you a small glimpse into what makes me this way, my dad left when i was only 5 and my mom was a drug addict, so i didn't have a great home, i was raped when i was 9, my dad popped back into my life when i was 17 i thought it was gonna be great but nope, he was a piece of shit, he would drink so much and black out and one night he rapped me, he is a big guy so i couldn't do anything, Ive been homeless on and off since i was 13, so yeah please don't think I'm just one of those kids who hurt themselves for no reason
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Uploaded on 2012-02-15 10:11:50 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-15 10:11:50 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1359 Nobody knows it was me that turned my boss into the cops for using underage girl for sex and to make cp. videos . I broke into his house to rob him and found videos . im a criminal i know but this crossed the line . funny how the cops thanked me knowing what id done just told me to let them know if i find anymore and where ! Told guys inside . I may be a theif but im no child molester the girl was only 10 .
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Uploaded on 2012-02-15 10:11:12 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-15 10:11:12 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1358 I am going to confess my whole life in front of you, being born an indian, discriminated for not being white, with an agony deep within that we were treated slaves just a half century before, i have been inferior in the last 30 years of existence, i always wanted my counry to be given the respect for what it was has been and will be, but i am not yet with a shoulder high enough to say, what w are now, is something that can be respected, for a 30 good things we have the remaining 70 are bad, i am sad about the state, and i know i can help, but being an indian i still feel inferior to head and do that help.

i try to do a good job, i do my best, but i am still scared of my boss, i don't think i should be afraid of my boss. as long as i am not hurting him, but now i think i will hurt him, so as to justify the fear i have.

i am having a wife, who i feel is very faithful to me, i am faithful to her too, to an extent, as not a day goes away without me having lustful thots of other woman, and if i get a chance good enough, i am sure i will sleep with another woman. and before i married i guess i have had more number of sex than what i have had after marriage. i have had so much sex, i don't even remember the names of many of the women i slept with.

I have lost a lot of money, trying to make my friends happy, even today, when i have the green i am the one who spends, but when i don't have the green, i am so scared to ask anyone even the money for food, oh i am not poor, in the country where i live, i guess i earn around 2000 dollars a month, and that's good money here, at least for me.

I have some dreams, but i am still scared deep whether i will be able to acheieve them, i don't know when the rolls will ride up my driveway, but i wish to buy a rolls, and when i say it, people think i can, i don't know whether i can.

finally i think being born an indian is really great, and its only the inferiority we must get done with, other than that everything is fine i believe. i don't know who all will read this, but i hope, some anonymous, will help me understand me.

i love the world and i love you too..
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Uploaded on 2012-02-15 10:10:48 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-15 10:10:48 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1357 I got with a much older man and at first it was just a bit of fun but I started to develop feelings. He's moved away now and at first it was easier but it got harder and harder and I think about him all the time. We are still family friends and we talk every now and then. But I think I'm in love with him and he still loves his ex and he will only ever "desire" me not love me. I'm constantly doing things and saying things to make him happy, even when it makes me miserable. I miss him and I don't know how to get over him. I've tried so hard but have gotten no where.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-14 10:58:08 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-14 10:58:08 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1356 Went down to visit a female friend in Montana. I knew she was with another guy and I also knew she had a crush on me. We all went on a night out. He's a really nice guy and I got on well with him.

At about 6am she woke me up while her boyfriend was sleeping and started feeding me alcohol. We kissed. I knew it was wrong but did it anyway.

It probably would have gone further but I had to get up to throw up and smoke a cigarette. It was messy and it was an asshole thing to do. I feel bad for the guy.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-14 10:57:39 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-14 10:57:39 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1355 I buy myself things that I would want my boyfriend to buy me, if I had one. When someone asks me where I got it, I say my boyfriend. I know it's sad and crazy to do that, but I hate looking like the old spinster.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-14 10:57:11 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-14 10:57:11 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1354 I'm in love with a man I met online who lives on the other side of the world. I'll probably never meet him in person, but I'm scared I'll never find anyone as great as him.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-14 10:56:56 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-14 10:56:56 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1353 I'm a 23 year old gay male and the only real goal I've ever really had in my adult life was to find love and spend the rest of my life with the one I love. What do have to show for it A long distance relationship where I never even met the guy in person, a crippling shyness and pessemism that prevents me from talking to any guys I'm interested in (they would more likely be gay-bashers anyway), and jaded feeling that grows just as fast as my lonliness. It's getting to the point where I no longer really have the desire to search, because the only results that I have seen and will likely see from the effort is rejection.

To quote Gendou Ikari from "End of Evangelion": "I don't think anyone could ever love me. I don't deserve to be loved."
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Uploaded on 2012-02-14 10:56:03 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-14 10:56:03 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1352 Having my heart played with 3 times in a row really hurts. I need someone that can be truthfull to me and wont hide from me. Not anyone that uses me to get other girls or uses me for their temporary lonely moments. I know i sound desperate but looking for my first love at age 18 is tough
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Uploaded on 2012-02-13 11:14:24 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-13 11:14:24 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1351 I just can't seem to like humans;
and they dont like me,
im kinda sad noone understands:
they'd pick a fight with me.
not likin my own race, thats how i roll!
it aint bad,thats for damn sure.
ya know what,i only got a few goals,
but it'd be nice if humans had no allure.
I hate prostitutes,
you are a bunch of morons.
just keep outta the gene pool
NOBODY Wants ya there.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-13 11:14:01 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-13 11:14:01 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1350 I have regular sex with one of my best friends at least 4 times a week, we have been making love for over 4 months now and we try all sort of things, the thing is I really like him and I think he is just doing it for the pleasure, also If we had a relationship I wouldn't want it to be just about sex,I don't think he loves me back, what should I do Because I don't want to stop the sex and things!
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Uploaded on 2012-02-13 11:13:40 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-13 11:13:40 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1349 I hate going home. Hate the look of everyone at home. Hate the prefrencial treatment they give to others except me. Hate the look of my dad. Hate the way my mother puts all concentration only on her work. Hate my sister isolated perfect life. But now i am going back their for a special mission. Am not the boy you all use to know, am a man now. You dont need to order me around. I am not the good boy you use to know i will do things never to please you all any more. It's war.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-13 11:13:03 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-13 11:13:03 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1348 Three years ago I found my sister passed out after she has attempted suicide. I called the police and they took her away. I haven't seen her since. She is locked up in a horrible hospital suffering from schizophrenia, bipolar, epilepsy, depression, M.S. and so much more. Doctors can't find the right medication so she is in terrible condition. What no one knows about me is I wish my sister was dead. If she had passed away three years ago, she wouldn't be scared or in pain. She would be in total peace forever. If only I hadn't walked into her room that evening...
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Uploaded on 2012-02-13 11:12:30 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-13 11:12:30 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1347 I didn't care what he did to me i wanted to die . I went to him naked . he used me that evening i didn't care what he did to me i just did what he wanted to do . Im my brothers lover now . I can feel his baby in my belly.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-11 11:09:03 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-11 11:09:03 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1346 Whenever I see a girl that I fantasise about, my cock involuntarily twitches - before I've even had time to think. So for example, there's this one girl at work, Pipa, and whenever she passes by my office, my cock twitches, and I couldn't stop it if I tried.

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Uploaded on 2012-02-11 11:08:38 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-11 11:08:38 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1345 That lied to my ex bf to make him break up with his girlfriend. It had some truth in it, i guess. The girl was sleeping with his good friend 2 weeks before they got together. I would admit i was disgusted at the fact that he wanted her and not me. He kissed me a week before he told he liked her and wanted to be with her. So i hatched a plan with all his friends..It worked but i would admit i dont think i like him that way anymore nor can i see him in that way. So what was the point of me doing that...i doubt he would want to come with me anyway and i doubt i can look at him the same..nor can he if he finds out what i did
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Uploaded on 2012-02-11 11:08:19 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-11 11:08:19 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1344 I confess that I am in love/lust with a married man. We work together and I am wildly attracted to him. I feel his attraction to me. We've shared some pretty intense eye contact. From the very first moment we met, I have felt that he wanted to have me as a side dish. Now, however, he has decided that he doesn't want to cheat. He is trying to do the right thing and it hurts. I want him so badly. I miss his beautiful blue eyes on me. I want his attention, his love. I don't want him to leave his wife and family. I just want him.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-11 11:07:54 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-11 11:07:54 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1343 You will probably never know how in love I am with you.
You are part of the "popular" crowd, but I can tell you don't belong with those jerks. Your lunch table is next to mine, and whenever I look over there, you are never talking with them, just kind of... thinking.
The first time I noticed, really noticed, you was in gym one day. It was running day and I was in a horrible mood, and when I saw you, I don't know... something clicked. I looked at the name on your uniform and I recognized the name, but I had never actually seen you before. Later that day, I added you on facebook.
A few days later, my friend was talking about something funny you said. I lied kind of, and asked who you were. She said you were really nice and funny, and I trust my friend.
I didn't realize how right she was until when you and your friend were talking by the water fountain. I kind of went in front of you for a drink, and I guess your friend was about to take a drink because he started to call me out, but you told him it was fine. When I looked up you smiled.
The other day we made eye contact in the hallway, and I swear there was something there. Your eyes are such a beautiful blue. Whenever you are around I get butterflies in my stomach, and when you are near and of my friends lockers, I go over there.
I have no idea how to tell you how I feel, so I write this confession.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-11 11:07:30 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-11 11:07:30 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1342 Hey, I'm 19 and and Aussie, I have a little bit of an obsession with old men at the moment. When I say old, most of my friends are thinking I mean like 40-60.. I actually mean like 80-90. I would kinda like to have sex with a man 90 I think. Provided he was nice ofcourse :)
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Uploaded on 2012-02-10 11:37:09 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-10 11:37:09 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1341 Okay so I had a boyfriend of two years and we started distancing from each other, and stopped having sex pretty much altogether. I met a guy, who I was insanely attracted to and who was equally as attracted to me. We hung out once and he seemed really cool, fun to talk to. One night I got drunk and sent him a text telling him I was naked and horny. He started telling me how he'd go wild on me and eat my pussy like no one ever has. It got out of control and he ended up coming over and we had sex. I told him I didn't have a boyfriend because I liked him and wanted him to like me. I didn't ever imagine it'd turn into something serious at first. We kept having sex, and hanging out on a daily basis for about a two weeks and then my boyfriend broke up with me. He didn't find out I was cheating, but he just thought we weren't close anymore, and we weren't. I kept messing out with the other guy and he eventually told me one night that he was in love with me. I started falling for him, too and we ended up together. We've been together for a long time now, and we're engaged to be married. I feel horrible for not being honest with him in the beginning about having a boyfriend. Even though we weren't together at the time, we are now. I also feel horrible for cheating on my ex because even though we distanced from each other he was still good to me, and we're still friends. I couldn't admit what I'd done to either of them, and I'd never done anything like that before =/ I know for a fact if I told my fiance now that I had a boyfriend when I was having sex with him that he'd flip out. Things are so good between us and I don't want to ruin it. Everyone makes mistakes, and I try to tell myself what he doesn't know won't hurt him and at this point I'd do anything for him. I love him so much. Should I feel completely horrible =/
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Uploaded on 2012-02-10 11:36:55 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-10 11:36:55 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1340 I was raped by my boss 39 years older than me and now I think about suicide every day. Thanks for reading
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Uploaded on 2012-02-10 11:36:30 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-10 11:36:30 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1339 I love to cheat on my partner who I love VERY much because it's so exciting. Is there a way to kick the habit PS I know I'm a whorish bitch
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Uploaded on 2012-02-10 11:36:13 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-10 11:36:13 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1338 At school this guy I like tryed to grab my pussy at first I said no but he Kept trying so i gave in I was a little horrny and when he grabed me I moaned just the little touch sent me over my peak and he knew we ran To the bathroom I gave him a BJ and he fingered me it was awesome Am I a slut ps I really like this guy
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Uploaded on 2012-02-10 11:35:58 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-10 11:35:58 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1337 If I could call the cops on you without her getting arrested too, I would. You're a fucking asshole, and nothing but a self centered prick who thinks his shit don't stink. Fuck you, you stupid, cock sucking, faggot. So go ahead and sit there and smoke pot all day long, risk her life and freedom when you make her go get your weed for you. But one day, when she's not living there anymore, I'm gonna call the cops on you, and you're gonna go to jail for a long time. You can say goodbye to that career being a translator.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-09 11:09:33 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-09 11:09:33 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1336 Every night and waking morning i want to rip your body and soul apart. Each day i live in fear due to anxiety from you stealing my soul. So i envision pricking your eyes with needles, ripping your nails off with pliers, tying you up and stretching your limbs beyond a breaking point. With razors, i'd indulge to cut until you died of shock, if only....But i would never let you die so soon.
i want to kick in your skull, feed you acid and suffocate you until you're retarded, i want to cut off your genitals and make you eat them. i want you to die in the worst way possible, every which way. You better hope i never find you alone with opportunity.
P.S
Let this be a warning to ALL child molesters
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Uploaded on 2012-02-09 11:09:11 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-09 11:09:11 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1335 I WANT TO KILL PRESIDENT KENNEDY, THEN WASHINGTON. NOT THE REAL LIFE ONES, THE ONES THAT ALWAYS TALK IN MY HEAD.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-09 11:08:50 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-09 11:08:50 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1334 When i was in this mental ward 13 years ago
this teen girl came over to sit by me in this
community room that the hospital had , I was like age 30 and She was like age 16 it made me so hard
just looking at her sitting with her legs a apart
I could not believe how this girl had such big
vagina lips,now i think about things i bet she
her vagina was hairy than again it might be that
she just actually did have a camel toe
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Uploaded on 2012-02-09 11:08:12 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-09 11:08:12 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1333 This morning my 14 year old brother was in the lot by the barn playing with the neighbors big black dog. I know the dogs a male, cause I watched him mate with the other neighbors female. My brother dropped his jeans and got down on all fours and the dog mounted him rather quickly and started humping him. About 30 seconds later he stopped and got off, but they didn't move apart, the dog had hung him just like the female I'd watched him with. I didn't go over there, but when he came in later I could tell that he was walking kind of funny.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-09 11:07:52 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-09 11:07:52 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1332 I find it funny when a 18 year old girl
calls a truthful nice older guy soon age 44 a
creep on the internet than she turns around
gets offline and comes back online and ask a
another guy, how old he is, he lies about his age and says oh 22 than when it all boils down
the guy suppose to be 22 is like 63 years old,
some girls are so gullible they are hard to
understand but they are real dolls
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Uploaded on 2012-02-09 11:07:29 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-09 11:07:29 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1331 I was feeling horny, i have no boyfriend so i thought i could use someone else........ or something else... i used a carrot after about 5 minutes of penetration i felt a small pain which lasted about half a second, i went to the toilet, to check, and i also went for a piss, there was a small amount of light blood....... i had lost my virginity.... to a carrot. how gay is that
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Uploaded on 2012-02-08 11:33:22 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-08 11:33:22 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1330 I think I hate myself but I've been pretending to be happy so long reality is hard to separate from the lie. I end up more angry and confused the more I think about it.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-08 11:33:01 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-08 11:33:01 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1329 I love my fiancé with all my heart and want to spend the rest of my life but I've never climaxed during sex and always fake orgasms when he goes down on me or fingers me because I don't feel I'm worth the effort he'd have to put in. I love and want him so much why do I have such a mental block about him pleasuring me I'm a loser.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-08 11:32:45 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-08 11:32:45 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1328 I HATE CHEMISTRY

1. Everyone get's C's on there tests and u jus have to put in so much complicated math and those darn SIG FIGS!

2. Teacher=boring. Lights off, teaches at desk w/ a laptop being projected, speaks w/ a boring voice --> who the hell wants to listen or actually has interest in this stuff

3. POLYATOMIC IONS and SPECIAL IONIC METALS---memorize all tat!!!

4. Sometimes, I have to reteach myself stuff b/c the teacher is too vague on concepts or is just too boring to pay attention to.

Difficult subject taught by a borrinnnggg teacher I'm so freakin' unenthusiastic in that class

-You have to realize: sitting at a desk for like 45 minutes in a dark room w/ only a single screen to look at (and the screen just projects someone drawing, very boring...) is just too depressing for learning!


Whenever I go to that class, my day starts to go from pretty happy to not happy! I hate how I transition from a class I LOVE to a class I hate so much!

Sure, my teacher is pretty nice, but boring class and teaching method!!!

I get happy from time to time but when I see my chem grade go down it ruins my day!!! I just don't like Chem! Last year, I ended the day w/ a happy mood! This year, I end the day w/ a not-so-happy/sleepy/kinda depressed mood (like that dark classroom).

And then ppl say that the OTHER chem teacher who teaches the same course sucks even more! Well, I gotta say our grade is screwed w/ those boring boring chem teachers!
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Uploaded on 2012-02-08 11:32:29 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-08 11:32:29 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1327 I confess that I want to meet every single person that posts on this site. Not to judge, but so that I KNOW that these are real people like me, and not just some people posting fake stories to get people off... I mean, I know most if not all of them are true, but I want to SEE them... all of them... because every. single. one. of these stories relates to me in some way...

And you're probably thinking the exact same thing...
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Uploaded on 2012-02-08 11:32:08 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-08 11:32:08 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1326 This morning my 14 year old brother was in the lot by the barn playing with the neighbors big black dog. I know the dogs a male, cause I watched him mate with the other neighbors female. My brother dropped his jeans and got down on all fours and the dog mounted him rather quickly and started humping him. About 30 seconds later he stopped and got off, but they didn't move apart, the dog had hung him just like the female I'd watched him with. I didn't go over there, but when he came in later I could tell that he was walking kind of funny.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-07 00:56:23 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-07 00:56:23 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1325 I hve got a problem with porn of aal kinds if its on the web on in a book im on it and its goten so bad that i sneek in to my sisters room at night and wach it and i jerk it at the same time and i cant help it man i need help. (not from u pleaz). =[ but i gess its cuz im 13 go figure. (comment on that)
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Uploaded on 2012-02-07 00:55:56 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-07 00:55:56 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1324 I'm a liar. I can't change it, I lie to family, my friends. I lie to be someone I'm not. And now when I finally want to show who I really am, I can't. I feel trapped in someone elses body.
None of my friends know I'm depressed, how much I cut. They still think I have a fucking cat.
I'm 120 pounds, but I see myself as 200. I have always wanted to be anorexic, to complete that goal I have stopped eating.
I see people that shouldn't be, I hear things that are not there.
I am convinced, I must die. I want to die. I need to die. I just can't, I would miss my few friends. My Alex and my Anna.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-07 00:55:40 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-07 00:55:40 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1323 I have a fantasy that I'd love to fulfill. One of my friend's is incredibly attractive - she's the most beautiful woman I've seen. For one night I would love to pleasure her. I want to taste every square inch of her body - her toes, arse, armpits - everywhere... I want to know what each area of her body tastes like by licking it with my tongue. I want to make her so wet that she squirts inside my mouth - then I want to swirl her juices around in my mouth as if they were the finest of wines. To have my face between her legs as she orgasms on my mouth would be pure heaven for me. I dream about this fantasy all the time - she is so hot. Sometimes I find myself envying her clothes - God I would give anything to be that close to her body. She is so delicious!
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Uploaded on 2012-02-07 00:55:17 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-07 00:55:17 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1322 My dog gives me oral every time I masterbate!We're both females so I don't have sex with her ovbiously. But I love it so much! However I"m afraid I'm going to get infections because she goes from my Anus to Vagina, and I know that's not good. Also instead of being wet when she's done, I'm completely dry... but I still love the feeling! Mmmm Feels good!
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Uploaded on 2012-02-06 00:36:49 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-06 00:36:49 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1321 I'm going to be age 44 a singled guy, I know this
is strange but I want a girl,who is hairy or neatly trimmed and likes being fingered and giving oral sex but i don't want nothing in return from a girl just for her to have wonderful orgasms and let her vagina cum all over me also I like to take my time with a girl also I don't mind vagina odors, taste,smell
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Uploaded on 2012-02-06 00:36:18 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-06 00:36:18 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1320 An Other confession

I cry at night because I cant let other people see how much pain im in. I come off as a strong person... but im not. The truth is that I plan on committing suicide when Im 18, since im only 16 (will be 17 in four months). Im waiting until then so I can move away from this town and somewhere no one knows me and then I'll just disappear like I was never there. I dont want to be another person to committe suicide in my town and they tell everyone over the annoucements and people wonder who was that and question if I was ever in one of there classes since they probably would'nt have noticed me if i was there. I just want to disappear and excape this pain......
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Uploaded on 2012-02-06 00:35:47 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-06 00:35:47 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1319 When i was in this mental ward 13 years ago
this teen girl came over to sit by me in this
community room that the hospital had , I was like age 30 and She was like age 16 it made me so hard
just looking at her sitting with her legs a apart
I could not believe how this girl had such big
vagina lips,now i think about things i bet she
her vagina was hairy than again it might be that
she just actually did have a camel toe
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Uploaded on 2012-02-06 00:35:23 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-06 00:35:23 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1318 I'm a 13 year old girl with a great social life and a lot of friends. Except I have an ugly secret-I still suck my thumb. I do it nonstop except for when I'm at school. I can't go overnight without sucking it. When I go to sleepovers, I have to make excuses to sleep under the covers so my friends won't see me doing it. It always gets on my mom and dad's nerves, and it's stressing us all out. Not to mention, it's totally ruining my teeth. I'm almost buck-toothed at this point. It's an addiction and I can't stop. I've tried everything from thumbguards to psychologists, with no luck. Please help me before it's too late.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-06 00:35:06 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-06 00:35:06 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1317 I am a white guy..and I have alot of thoughts of being a sub to black women. A white sex slave for any black woman that will have me. Would love to be used by black women. Strange I know. Any black woen want to help please let me know!
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Uploaded on 2012-02-04 10:44:46 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-04 10:44:46 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1316 My husband has a friend who stays with us when he's in town on business. And my husband forbids me to wear bras or panties when his friend is at our house. I was uncomfortable with that at first. His friend's eyes were all over me and I knew he could tell I didn't have any underwear on.

I told my husband but he didn't care and insisted I remain braless and pantyless when his friend visited, and as a punishment for my complaining, he made me wear low cut blouses and short skirts.

After about a year of my husband's friend staying with us, my husband started telling him I was good in bed and loved doing oral sex. That embarrassed me and I said stop it, but it turned me on later when I thought about it.

Now when we're in bed my husband tells me he's going to make me sleep with his friend and I get aroused thinking about having sex with his friend. It doesn't help matters that my husband's friend is a good looking guy with a nice body, and I know he'd jump at the chance to go to bed with me.

But I don't want to risk ruining my marriage, and I'm afraid my husband will order me to sleep with his friend and turn me into a slut.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-04 10:44:21 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-04 10:44:21 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1315 I've had it with guys. They are all jerks. From now on I'm just going to hang around with my girlfriends. It's chicks before dicks for me.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-04 10:43:45 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-04 10:43:45 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1314 I dunno why, but i had a history with a guy who used to touch me after i show him my soft ass i used to have, the last time i was with him he licked my face slightly and nothing else happened. Sometimes i want to do it with him, i have never seen his dick nor ass, and he only has seen my ass and touched it. I think it's not fair and that i have to take a credit from him and get a full night with him. But sometimes.. I want to be normal.. And only love girls.. So please people help me.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-04 10:43:03 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-04 10:43:03 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1313 I'm a 22 yo female. A really nice guy had a big german shepherd at the park I jog in...we chatted for a few minutes, and then he flat out asked me if his dog, Rocky, could fuck me. I was shocked, but he said the Rocky really liked girls and it would be worth my time. A few days later, my best girlfriend and I went to his home in the country...just in case, her boyfriend waited outside in the car. In a nutshell, I got on all fours, and Rocky knew what to do! The dog licked my vagina and ass for a few minutes, and I was sloppy wet! The dog mounted me while the owner held his collar to make sure he didn't try to get off, and go end-to-end. His owner said that his dog's penis is about 8 inches long, and that dog was so warm...a very hot penis. The dog thrusted in my pussy right away, and then something strange happened...his shaft started swelling so fast...as big as an orange at the base! The owner told me to not move, and to just lay still on the stack of pillows that supported me. But, I was panting and shuttering with ecstasy! Rocky squirted loads of clear cum in my pussy for like 30 minutes...locked in place by his knot! I would swear that Rocky's pointed penis tip was lodged in my cervix...injecting dog cum directly into my womb! I was constantly orgasming the whole time, in waves, since the dog's cock was pulsing with cum! It was leaking by the knot and dripping on towels down my legs! The shepherd's knot was pushing on my g-spot so hard that I felt like I was going to explode...but Rocky just hung his head over my shoulder and drooled lazily... After about 20 minutes I was done but Rocky lasted about 10 more minutes, finally his knot slipping past my pussy opening...then Rocky licked me for a few minutes and laid down to sleep. Needless to say, I was added to the owner's list of about 10 women (some married) that Rocky regularly mounts...I get it about every 2 weeks...it's my little secret and I really love Rocky, the 8 inch stud very much!
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Uploaded on 2012-02-04 10:42:42 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-04 10:42:42 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1312 ..tears of joy because i just realize how fucking sexy I am !
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Uploaded on 2012-02-04 10:00:31 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-04 10:00:31 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1311 I tried watching it for the first time.... and I honestly found it a turn off. It was wierd.... slutty... and fake. I tried hentai.... that was just whack and badly plotted. Or maybe I"m asexual... whatever. It was boring. I rather my own fantasies ty very much- much more interesting.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-03 11:02:34 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-03 11:02:34 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1310 Because I wanted a little more spending money to buy nice clothes and Starbucks coffee, I started working part time as a stripper. My husband doesn't know. He thinks I do tupperware parties with my girlfriend who got me into stripping. I got envious when I saw how much money she made for just taking off her clothes. How hard is that So I let her talk me into stripping. It was a little embarrassing at first having strange men seeing me naked, and putting their hands on me in private lap dances, but after I got used to it it made me feel more like a woman to be so admired and wanted. It gave my self image a huge boost along with my secret bank account. It's also made me better in bed. I'm in the mood more often and my husband loves that benefit. So it's a win win. I have more money for clothes and Starbucks coffee and my husband gets more sex. What's not to love
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Uploaded on 2012-02-03 11:02:16 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-03 11:02:16 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1309 Sometimes while alone I really have an urge to watch porn. I'm a girl. I go from wanting to watch gay porn to girl on boy porn and I've really been trying to find some little kid porn but I can't find any non download ones. And to lesbian porn and during if it's good I really have an urge to finger my self or play with my clit.i usually finger my self 3 times then rub my flit as hard as I can. I'm 14 I'm sacred for sex because I'm scared it'll hurt but I masturbate in the shower to and it feels so good. My parents don't know but god I played with myself so much today while watching porn I have never done this before.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-03 11:01:54 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-03 11:01:54 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1308 When I was in sixth grade a boy from my class offered me two dollars if I showed him my boobs. Two dollars and I did it!!! He told a friend and he offered the same deal. After a few days, about 20 boys from my school had seen my boobs this way. I didn't even know many of them. Eventually my teacher found out and told my mom. I was grounded for weeks and I had to give my profit to charity.

I am a shy person. Looking back, I don't know where that came from. If my husband found out, I'm sure he would be very disappointed. He's a pastor.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-03 11:01:31 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-03 11:01:31 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1307 It was 100Percent my idea. We broke up months ago. We never did it while we were together. I really wanted to but I was too scared to ask him. He admited he wanted it to, but he never wanted to push me into it. I just really wanted to do it. I felt so abnormal being a virgin at 22. I was sick of being the godd girl. I decided to ask him and I'm glad I did. It felt really good. He went slow and did everything I asked. I don't feel any different as a person per say. There was no grand ephiany or anything. I'm glad I did it with someone I trust. He's my best friend. I know it's one of those things you're not supposed to do, but I want to do it again. I don't know what to do or how to feel.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-03 11:01:14 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-03 11:01:14 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1306 Im bisexual i love giving and getting dick . i love sucking dick while fucking a girl . i also like doing it with the young girls . i love doing it with a daddy and his young daughters . many dads would do their young daughters if the wife would behave .
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Uploaded on 2012-02-03 11:00:51 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-03 11:00:51 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1305 I'm a Taiwanese woman. I grew up in a very secluded environment. I had my first sexual relation when I was 22 and even then the only nude people I had seen were my two sisters. We all have very long nipples so I always thought that all women had them like that.

I moved to the US at the age of 23 and like many people who come from other cultures, I opened myself to sex for a few years. Once here, I had a total of 8 sexual partners including my now-husband. Often I was told that they really liked my breasts which was strange to me because they're very small (I'm a size A).

It wasn't until I was 25 that I found out that my nipples were actually special. :) I started going to the gym in my local YMCA and the first time I took a shower there, I was shocked to discover that I was the one who looked different. I finally understood why guys found my breasts attractive.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-03 11:00:34 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-03 11:00:34 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1304 One night I went out and brought this girl home. We had sex and then I thought it would be over because I didn't really want a relationship. Like a week later my roommate and her started talking and within a couple weeks they begin dating. I was like whatever until she started giving me weird looks and texting me. I ignored her at first but one night I was really drunk had sex with her again. She promised she wouldn't tell my roommate. Now I have sex with her a couple times a week. Its great because she is dating him and always hangs out with him. We just have sex. I feel bad though. Do you think I should stop
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Uploaded on 2012-02-02 11:01:34 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-02 11:01:34 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1303 I just ate a family size chips, a large piece of battered fish, two potato cakes, two cinnamon donuts, two jam donuts, a mini tiramisu, a hot buttered roll, two packets of instant noodles with cheese, and two bars of chocolate.

I'll vomit it all up again in a couple of minutes once I've drank enough water. My stomach is grotesquely distended. I'm a law masters student in the best university in the country, I have many wonderful friends, I'm a published writer and am attractive- but I absolutely despise myself and I can't stop this. Day four in a row now of revolting, expensive binges; have been going since I was 14. I'm 25 now. I have spent thousands of dollars on food I vomit up. I have thrown up dinners cooked by loved ones in their toilets, have used the bathrooms in cafes while boyfriends wait at the register.

I turn on fans and play music to cover the sounds from my housemates. I steal their food. I spray perfume in the toilets.

I am terrified this is my brain and this is my life; that I'm stuck with this selfish, wasteful, revolting impulse. I disgust myself and I can't stop.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-02 11:01:13 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-02 11:01:13 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1302 He's one of my good friends. I trust him and I'm pretty sure he trusts me. I know I'm still young but I've never met a guy like him. He could be so sweet, and funny, and be such a boy sometimes! Ive fallen for him for more than a year ago, and I haven't stop falling yet. I can't get him out of my head. I feel so comfortable being myself around him. I wish he knows how I feel. At the end of the school year he's moving...I just don't know what to do! This boy is making me crazy!
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Uploaded on 2012-02-02 11:00:43 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-02 11:00:43 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1301 That i really want to have an intimacy with my friends wife ,i just feel it in my chest like right know i cant help it.
this feeling in the chest just want to go to her house, cuz i know he aint there and tell her i want to be with her but i just wont.....once i touched her on her hips when we were with our partners in the thermal waters cuz i kney it was my chance to feel her body as she passed by me.
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Uploaded on 2012-02-01 00:12:43 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-01 00:12:43 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1300 Im a teacher.my student who is 14yrs made me love him by blackmailing such as cutting(not deeply) his hand nd saying he vil drink acid.i too loved him as he is loving me deeply.he came to my home as for asking doubts.but actually not for that.we both kissed each others in lips.but nothing beyond our limit.v hugged each other tight.this happened before 1 year.now im married to another person and i came from my town.and that student is also living peacefully.im happy with my husband.but my inner heart is killing me that have cheated two persons in my life.pls help me to relieve from this problem
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Uploaded on 2012-02-01 00:12:20 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-01 00:12:20 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1299 Ek baar socha tha humne ki alag aashiyana banaye,
Alag alag rang me na hoke sabko pyar ke rang me milaye,

Talash hui fir hame aise humsafar ki,
Jo har such dukh me hamara saath de,
Is dunia se alag ho soch uski,
Apni khushi se apna haath mere haath me de,

Rehm aaya khuda ko fir hamari fariyaad par,
Dena chahiye ise vo dost jo khada hai iske safar ki buniyaad par,
Mile fir hum usse pyar ka fasana shuru hua,
Baat chalti rhi dono ki dil ka najrana shuru hua,

Thodi masoom thodi chanchal thodi ziddi thi vo,
Tumse kya chupana mere dost meri zindagi thi vo,
Choti choti baato par naraj hoti thi vo,
Apni jaan se jyada hame pyar karti thi vo,

Bahut dino tak chala silsila mahobbat ka,
Aage dekhna mere dost krishma kudrat ka,
Manjoor na tha hamara pyar prvrdigaar ko,
Bedardi se chin liya usne hamare pyar ko,

Bahut kosis kin a jane paye pyar hamara humse door,
khuda ki naftar ke samne ho gye hum bahut majboor,
koi bhi nagma likhne ke baat na jane kalam kyo toot jati hai,
na chahte hue bhi pta nai uski yaad itni kyo aati hai,

mere dost uski maut ke gunhagar hai hum,
magar aaj bhi usse milne ko be-kraar hai hum,
tadapte rahenge uska pyar pane ke liye sada,
ummid nahi thi hum ho jaenge itni jaldi juda,

Ek baar socha tha humne ki alag aashiyana banaye,
Na manga tha khuda se isliye ki, safar me hi saath chod jae…



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Uploaded on 2012-02-01 00:11:29 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-02-01 00:11:29 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1298 This is a long confession because it took place over a long time. It started in the spring of 2001. I was 16 and my cousin was 10, he had seen one of my playboys and I let him look at it. He asked if I had more so I pulled out some of my dads porn tapes I had stolen and turned the volume down on my tv. We watched for a bit and he asked why his penis was hard. I told him that when you watch porn you get horny and have to jerk off. He asked if I could show him so I told him to pull his pants down and pull out his penis. He did and so did I he told me that mine was really big. He had maybe 2 inches and a little thicker than a pencil. I was 5 inches long and about as thick as roll of quarters, I thought I was huge by the way. We started stroking and after a few minutes both came. Me about a half shot glass full and him a little bead out the tip. I gave him a sock and we cleaned up. We went to dinner down stairs with my mom dad and two sisters. My sisters were 14 and 13. He asked to stay the night and we watched porn all night and jacked off. He asked if mine was big or normal because of the porn dicks. I told him, fully believing my answer, that only about 2Percent of men had penises bigger then 5 1/2 inches. This went on for about a year and half, he tell me that he was cumming more or getting bigger and show me and we just kept being sneaky in my bedroom. We didn't get chances after that year and a half for maybe another 8 months. Then one summer he stayed with me for a week. The first night he finally asked if we could watch porn. I was 18 1/2 and he was 13 we watched the porn and decided to jerk off. I was curious so I looked at his penis, and saw all 6 1/2 inches of it. I was in shock and came. He trooped on for another 10 minutes. I never told him he was an inch longer than me. This ate away at me for weeks thinking that I must have been mistaken. So I drove to his house after about three weeks and after beating around the bush asked to compare dicks. He said ok but asked me to not laugh after I beat him. Then he saw and said wow I'm bigger. And he was super stoked. At this point I told him he was huge. About a year later I called him and asked him to hangout and told him that he was normal sized and I was a little smaller. He told me that he got bigger and then I admitted that I was turned on by his dick. He said really Why I didn't know. He asked me to pick him up for the night and I did. He showed me a 7 inch man dick on a 14 year old boy. I asked to compare and we did. He was so much bigger I joked that I should be his bitch and he asked if I would for a bit. I agreed. I started by sucking his dick and then letting him fuck me in the ass. It hurt so bad but I came really hard. Then he pulled out and cam in my mouth and I swallowed. To him it was fun to me the start of dark days. Over the last 8 years I've become a small cock humiliation fetish guy and he became a kid with an 8 1/2 inch bull cock. I've been his sissy bitch and even watched as he fucked my super satisfied girlfriends.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-31 11:06:57 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-31 11:06:57 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1297 I feel like my girlfriend doesn't even like me anymore. She's so hard on me and I hate when she calls me names. She seems constantly annoyed by me. I'm on a diet because I know that when I was a size 0, at least she was nice to me. I can't say this to her, but I have to say it somewhere or I'm going to implode.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-31 11:06:24 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-31 11:06:24 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1296 I have seriously violent thoughts. While I've never acted on them, they can be quite compelling. Some are sexual (no, I won't detail them), some involve physical violence. But all are sadistic.

I find myself often struggling to control these urges, these cravings. Most of the time, I just want to rear back and drive a knife into someone's jugular.

Of course, I don't own a knife, so that would be hard to do. But that's beside the point. The point is, I want either want to kill you or sadistically sexually assault you, and then kill you.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-31 11:05:59 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-31 11:05:59 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1295 When I get bored I punch a hole in the wall and fuck it with my dick....there are 22 holes in my wall.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-31 11:05:31 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-31 11:05:31 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1294 1-Im agressive (in a good way) (;
2-Im quiet, but in no way am i good (;
3-I shave down their
4-Im extremely horny right now
5-I often fantasize about being fucked by 5 different older guys
6-I watch porn to get myself in the mood
7-I touch myself and use a hairbrush to masturbate
8-I love talking dirty
9-Football players are the sexiest
10-I think braces are cute
11-I would love to give a blow job
12-I also fantasize about being tied up or gagged and chained while being penetrated by mutiple guy
13-I would never cheat on a guy
14-I would fuck a girl
15-I would swallow cumm if i guy blew a load in my mouth
16-Im a virgin so im open to anything and im really tight
17-I swear alot
18-You wanna hit me up my yahoo id is Daina Says Rawr
19-If i like you ill give you my number, maybe ill sext
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Uploaded on 2012-01-30 11:07:59 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-30 11:07:59 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1293 Sometimes I wish I had cancer or heart disease instead of depression. Then maybe people would stop yelling at me for being unable to finish my senior year before I was 17 and stop telling me that I'm selfish or seeking attention. Or maybe not blame me if I suddenly just can't wake up one morning because my body has just had enough...
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Uploaded on 2012-01-30 11:06:03 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-30 11:06:03 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1292 I'm quite confused to be honest. I text my friend all day everyday. Were both girls and were both 16. When we text we act like were together and when were around each other (which isn't often) we either just look at each other or not really talk much. I do cuddle with her and kiss her on the cheek and stuff. I feel like I'm in love with her. i really really do love her a lot and i think that she loves me back. Im confused because I don't know if I'm in love with the way we text and that side of her or if I'm really in love with her.

i want to tell her this but I'm also scared to. we have talked about our feeling a few times but I'm just not sure where i stand with her. She's breaking up with her boyfriend and I'm not sure if its so she can be with me. she did also say that she would pretend to be with her boyfriend but really be with me.

this is just making me confused. Help
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Uploaded on 2012-01-30 11:05:42 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-30 11:05:42 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1291 There's a few things I have to get off my chest.
It all started around the age of 7, when my mother would allow me to drink beer. Me and my cousin would get drunk, go in the room and "touch each other" Then when I got a little bit older we started doing it again only this time having intercourse. When I was around 13 I feel in love with this 20 year old guy, who I couldn't seem to make love me back. So as a young teenager I thought sex would be the answer. We had sex multiple times and he done some pretty mean things to me, such as being very rough when I told him I was a virgin, shoving his penis down my throat and spraying his bodily fluids all over my face. 2 years later I finally recovered from that mistake to find myself with boyfriend No.2. Everything was perfect just how i wanted it to be. Then I found out I was pregnant. He moved across the country and wanted nothing to do with me. I wouldn't dare to tell my mom. Anyway I ended up having a miscariage. To this day, nobody knows about that. Then when I was ready to move on again I hated my life so bad I got very wild. I slept with 20+ guys from sept-feb. I was on the road to recovery and I met a guy, a nice guy. We were together for 2 months when I found out he was cheating on me. depression arouse again. determined not to fall in love again I stumbled across a guy one day. He was perfect. and he still is. We have been through a lot together. 1 abortion (not my choice but was forced to because of my medication) 1. huge lie. 1.cheater(that was me with boyfriend No.1..HUGE mistake. As of right now I'm on anti depressants to help make myself better. And me and my boyfriend are still together celebrating our 2 year! IloveyouAforever!
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Uploaded on 2012-01-30 11:04:33 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-30 11:04:33 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1290 I love meagan>3 on twiter we went 2 the same church she is 17 and i am 12 please help me!
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Uploaded on 2012-01-30 11:03:51 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-30 11:03:51 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1289 I hope someday, I'll get back a small part of someone who I lost. Even if it's the day I die, I pray that I'll see just a moment of what was, and live a second or pure serenity.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-28 10:56:26 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-28 10:56:26 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1288 Since you I've changed. I used to open my heart to people, be a romantic, loving devoted man. Since you, I'm closed off. None of my relationships last, because I can't let anyone in. I'm numb to love, affection, and kindness. I've hurt some really good, honest women because of it, and it tears me up, but I never show it, on the surface atleast. Something flipped inside my head when I finally left you, when I couldn't take all the emotional abuse, drunken screaming and you throwing things at me and trying to get a reaction out of me. I don't know what's wrong with you, and I know I didn't deserve it. I drove, 450 miles away from you and started over. I changed my number, and disappeared. You, and your family still try to get ahold of me. I hope one day, I soften up again, because I know I can love someone who deserves it in amazing and true ways. You just never appreciated it, never showed me once that it meant anything. I know I can make someone smile everyday, someone who deserves it. I know karma will get you for the things you did to me, I just hope it gets me, for the good things I did to you. I want to be me again..
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Uploaded on 2012-01-28 10:56:00 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-28 10:56:00 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1287 My blood of course.... noone elses.... the exchange the payment for my mistakes.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-28 10:55:28 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-28 10:55:28 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1286 That im only 19 and I already feel like im in a dead end rut in life stalling out while everyone else is racing by. I have dropped out of college, quit my job, and dumped my girlfriend (who i now realize was perfect for me). All because I was lulled into a false sense of a better life by moving away from my town to go live with my Dad. It took me three months to realize what I had done so I moved back with my Mom and Brother blaming it all on my Dad because I felt like he did this to me but deep down I feel guilty and a severe sense of self loathing for shooting my foot off; why Because I did this to myself all of it. Guilty for leaving my mom and brother and hurting them even more on top of the fact that my dad left us and therefore we lost our childhood house. But honestly what tears me apart the most is how I single handedly destroyed the best thing thats ever happened to me its like theres someone else inside of me that always managed to say/do the wrong thing to her when in my heart I've never loved anyone or anything else more. And I've hurt her so bad that she won't talk to me anymore and she is off with her new boyfriend ...in love and I can't look away. Every time I see her I can't let go of the thoughts and feelings I can't move on I love her so much and I would do anything if i could just have her back in my arms again to hold, kiss, and love. But I can't and shes gone and now I have no one no friends (I've managed to destroy all those relationships too), a shattered family, no love. I feel cold and alone. All I want is a genuine friend someone who loves me for who I am. And maybe a sign.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-28 10:54:57 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-28 10:54:57 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1285 I am of consenting age (trust me) I am 21 and I have always been interested in older men, I have a sex with one older man and it was so hot and just intense he was 32 and I was 18 and dear god it was the greatest! I am also interested in more than sex with them like more of a relationship as well like I am talking in his late 30's to 50's but I find there more mature and willing to be with a women emotionally as well as sexually....... That felt good, have wanted to let that out for so long!
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Uploaded on 2012-01-28 10:54:26 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-28 10:54:26 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1284 So that I'm worth something.... because I'm not worth anything more than this shell.

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Uploaded on 2012-01-28 10:53:47 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-28 10:53:47 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1283 My girlfriend likes this thing called "wrestling sex". At first I didn't like it. Then after a while of doing it I started to fantasize about rape. Then I loved it...
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Uploaded on 2012-01-27 11:40:16 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-27 11:40:16 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1282 A while ago me and my girlfriend went to a friends house and drank with him and his girlfriend. We got hammered and they ended up going into there bedroom and we had sex in the living room. But in the morning, they told us to take a shower with them and they looked serious. My girlfriend acted creeped out. I got turned on just cause I want to have sex with someone other than my girlfriend.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-27 11:40:01 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-27 11:40:01 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1281 I'm a MtF trans girl living in dublin,ireland.I came out last november and i'm living as a woman ever since.i'm 21,i have a bf but i got no actual friends. I'd give anything to have a female friend,around my age just to hang out with,go shopping,socalise but finding a chick who understands is so damn hard! theres people i know who i ask to hang out more with and never show any interest.so where do i go from here how to u make friends like that.I just want a bff for a girly giggle...its really lonley :(
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Uploaded on 2012-01-27 11:39:39 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-27 11:39:39 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1280 For a long time when I was younger we'd fuck I know it's wrong but I liked it and he even licked my pussy and I sucked his dick. I am a seriously fucked up person but well sex feels good what am I supposed to do. It doesn't happen anymore but I've thought about it he's older than me FYI.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-27 11:39:23 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-27 11:39:23 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1279 Yes im a child lover ! i love children the way they look feel smell thats why i think if anyone hurts just one hair on a child they should be shot dead . and you thought this was another sick pedo post .
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Uploaded on 2012-01-27 11:39:03 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-27 11:39:03 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1278 I am one of those people that was supposed to die young. Except I didn't. I was supposed to be that girl that died in High School that everyone looks back upon fondly. The one that went before her time. I never planned for life past the age of eighteen, because I never thought I would make it past eighteen. Now I have a shitty college degree that I can't do anything with and wasted all my money on. I can't find a job or a place of my own. I am 22 and living with my mom and younger brothers who constantly remind me of how much of a low-life I am. I think about my future now and see nothing but misery on the road ahead. Yes, I have some great days now and then that seem to make the meaning of life suddenly clear, but they are few and very far between. I just can't make myself believe that it is worth it. I know they say that "it gets better" but does that really apply to every one Are some people not just miserable their whole lives while constantly waiting for it to get better
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Uploaded on 2012-01-27 11:38:31 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-27 11:38:31 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1277 Mila wo bi nahi krte.
mila hum bi nahi krte.
Wafa wo bi nahi krte.
daga hum bi nahi krte.
Unhe ruswai ka dar
hume tanhai ka dar.
Gila wo bi nahi krte
shikwa hum b nahi krte,
Kisi mod pe mulakat ho jati hai aksar,
Ruka wo b nahi krte,
Thehra hum b nahi krte,
Jb b dekhte hai unhe,sochte hai kuch kahen unse,
Suna wo b nahi krte ,kha hum b nahi krte,
Lekin ye b sach hai ki,unhe b hai mohabbat humse,
Inkar wo b ahi krte.
Izhar hum b nai krte

Happy repubic Day

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Uploaded on 2012-01-26 14:05:07 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-26 14:05:07 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1276 Republic Day

We Indians are very proud to celebrate Republic day
Protected by soldiers in the border who never sway
Hear me, I just have few things to say
Reading this you may decide your own way

Over the years that has past
’26th Jan is just another holiday’, I thought
With the very recent wisdom I have got
I salute the leaders who had fought

I hear the media ‘flash news’ and end up in tear
‘Will there be more news on bomb blasts’, I fear
Horrible living in the midst of terrorism and war
Is this what the great Mahatma dreamt for

Why blame the Politicians and Government who don’t repent
Hey! As an individual I wont relent
For the election freebies and compliments they recommend
I shall say ‘NO’ and will not bend

Let’s not watch the cricketer’s zeroes
And stay away from the Corruption bureaus
Our great Jawans have nothing but only sorrows
Let us bow our heads for those real life heroes

Pay your tax, be very brave, take the wise decision today
Don’t you wish your grand children to happily play
We Indians are very proud to celebrate Republic day
Protected by soldiers in the border who never sway

We the youth, let’s speak the truth
Sathya Meva Jayathe!

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Uploaded on 2012-01-26 14:04:25 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-26 14:04:25 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1275 I confess ive done some bad things in my life ive shoplifted beaten up a few pepole just for fun stolen money .! those crimes were kids stuff but my sex crimes is what i do now its nothing for me to grab a young girl from her momma and do oral sex with her. most young girls dont tell anyone about it . most young moms get too scared to stop me even say just hurry up before someone comes . it turns them on watching their daughters getting fingered and sucking a mans dick !
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Uploaded on 2012-01-25 11:25:11 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-25 11:25:11 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1274 Ever since I've been 15 ive always wanted for really old men to fuck me , I'm 19 now and I finger myself tight little pussy thinking of an old perv licking me all over . Especially men pretending to be my dad or grandpa . Is this weird :(
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Uploaded on 2012-01-25 11:24:49 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-25 11:24:49 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1273 My fiance had a very bad situation happen on his 18th birthday. His girlfriend who was 15 or so decided to call rape on him after he dumped her. Before the trials started and whatnot this girl and him had a one last time hook up where she became pregnant. He ended up going away to jail after the girl testified against him (Her now being 6 months along).

This girl from what I heard (From many people) She's a compulsive liar, she sleeps around etc. Over all my opinion about her is horrible. This girl now has a restraining order on him. she comes to his work almost every month and says hi to people that work there.

My fiance's family hates her completely and has stopped all communication since his conviction except him brother who is 1 year older then him. This brother still talks and hangs out like normal with her. (THIS I FIND VERY VERY SKETCHY)


Anyways this girl now has a 4 years old boy. My fiance wants the to know if the kid and if it is he wants to step up and be the kids life. (THERE IS STILL A RESTRAINING ORDER ON HIM) I feel like this is the worst choice he's going to make if the kid really is his. I think if the girl was crazy enough to call rape on him that she's gonna be crazy enough to call abuse on him to or worse! I don't want his whole life to be destroyed by this girl anymore. He's such a amazing guy and I have seen the pain this has caused him and the changes he has made to brighten up his future. This causes many arguments between us.

AM I RIGHT IS MY FIANCE RIGHT AM I OVER STEPPING MY BOUNCE TELL ME A OPINION PLEASE...
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Uploaded on 2012-01-25 11:24:30 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-25 11:24:30 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1272 My cousin live with me and my mom and she sleep next to my room,she never close the door when she sleep.if god can give me a girl i always wish she can be..she is all i love prett,puffy nipple,vary curvy....i always sneak to her room and watch her when she sleep wishing i might see her boobs but never did.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-25 11:23:54 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-25 11:23:54 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1271 I am only capable of feeling sexually attracted to older men... and I'm only 16. They have to be at least 40, but preferably closer to 55 or 60.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-25 11:23:36 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-25 11:23:36 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1270 Im not sure if I should tell my bf of almost 9 months about my sexual past he thinks I have only had 2 sexual partners when in reality its been 10+ men and 5 females I have done porn I have made money selling items requested from men such as photoes panties shoes etc I havent done anything in months I never cheated on my bf I truly love this man but im noy sure if my secret will ruin our relationship
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Uploaded on 2012-01-25 11:22:56 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-25 11:22:56 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1269 and I think I am doing better. I am recovering from the worst year of my ENTIRE life. I can smile today without feeling that nagging feeling. I can tell myself, "Oh, that That was sooo last year!"
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Uploaded on 2012-01-24 10:59:27 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-24 10:59:27 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1268 I miss hearing the sound of your voice I miss hearing from you. a message of any kind. i want to take your hand and kiss you for hours hours to make up for so much time lost. what is your kiss like how would we be together we would be amazing together.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-24 10:58:46 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-24 10:58:46 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1267 Sometimes, I have to stop and ask myself, what is it you did to me How did I manage to fall that hard, to be that sure, that you and only you were the one I would love like this forever.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-24 10:57:44 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-24 10:57:44 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1266 Take my hand, my soul is yours.
Side by side as our love matures
Take this love I give to you
Always and forever just us two
Kiss these lips and hold me close
Don't let bad memories be your ghost
Take my heart, it beats for you
Forever yours, forever true
A life with you is what I choose
Winners now can never lose
All of me I give to you
Together we will see it through
I love you girl with all my heart
Into the future a brand new start
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Uploaded on 2012-01-24 10:57:12 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-24 10:57:12 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1265 Getting into a relationship is just inviting someone to break your heart.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-24 10:56:45 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-24 10:56:45 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1264 So me and my Mate go out at night and we are both 14 and we sneak out and do shit so this one night we were bored as fuck and we fucked hahah Jokes! We went to this school and you guys will probably say you guys are stupid who would do that well some of u guys have done worse so yeah dont critisize me
So we went out one night and we walked to this school and found this bin with paper recycling in it so anyway my mate being a Lad buys a lighter and sets in it 3 different places anyway we wait for it and bolt for the oval and we see it smoking and all that and we see the chopper go past and we laugh and keep walking and we hear sirens and talk about it and just go home
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Uploaded on 2012-01-23 11:03:07 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-23 11:03:07 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1263 There's this guy and he wants to fuck me but we're only friends and I think I'm too young to have sex but I kinda want to. We've done sex text messages and even technically had phone sex and I masturbate a lot thinking about him but I don't want a boyfriend and he wants to date me and it's weird.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-23 11:01:22 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-23 11:01:22 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1262 I HAVE BEEN WITH THIS GUY FOR ALMOST 5 YEARS. I AM CLEARLY INVISIBLE TO HIM. HE DOESN'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ME AND MAKES THAT READILY APPARENT TO ME. WE ONLY FUCK WHEN HE WANTS TO AND USUALLY HE BLOWS HIS LOAD AND THAT'S IT, BOOM WE'RE DONE. HE DOESN'T GIVE EMOTIONALLY, PHYSICALLY OR SPIRITUALLY I AM TIRED OF THIS DEAD END. ON TO BRIGHTER THINGS AND MEN WHO KNOW WHEN THEY HAVE A GOOD WOMAN AND HOW TO TREAT HER.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-23 11:00:30 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-23 11:00:30 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1261 I have a drinking problem. I tell people I don't and when they bring it up they get mad. I have a stomach ulcer from drinking, but I can't stop. I feel like I need help but I dont want help because I know that means I'll eventually have to stop drinking. drinking is the only thing that makes me happy or motivates me anymore.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-23 11:00:12 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-23 11:00:12 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1260 I watched a stranger stab and rob a man and I never reported it because the dead guy had raped me. I'm glad he's dead.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-23 10:59:51 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-23 10:59:51 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1259 I have so much hate for life right now. I fought in Afghanistan many times and they believe I have severe PTSD. I have no love for nothing not even my wife and kids. I have found one thing in life that makes me happy and it drives me crazy. Her name is Ingrid and I work with her everyday. I wish I could be with her, just to touch her. I know nothing like that will ever happen because we are both married. I want to tell her how much she makes me happy and forget about all my problems. When I am not having nightmares, I am having wonderful dreams with me and her in it. These dreams aren't even sex dreams, they're just us two touching and being together. It is a damn shame that my kids and my wife don't make me happy. I sometimes think about just ending it all and have an eternal dream of me and her together forever. I wish I could tell her how I fell without consequences, but soon it will be over anyways because I am sick and don't have much longer.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-23 10:59:31 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-23 10:59:31 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1258 I still love the girl who broke my heart, she was everything to me, the only person I ever let in. It's been almost 2 years since she left me, and my feelings for her only seem to be growing stronger, I'd do anything she asked of me if I hadn't had to break off contact. I would have remained friends with her if it wasn't so painful, and potentially awkward(me unintentionally making things awkward between us, which wouldn't be fair if it affected her.)Though, if ever it comes to my attention that she's in need, I'd drop everything for her, no-one has ever meant so much to me, not even my family members, be they living or deceased. She's the only person in my life who has ever made me truly happy, the one girl who I've genuinely enjoyed my relationship with. While we were together, I would always wake up with a smile on my face. She wasn't my usual kinda girl, but she was everything I could ever have wanted in a girlfriend. I'll probably never get close to her ever again, but if ever I hear she's in need in any way, I'll be there, I'll find a way. I love her, I just wish her happiness in life, even if that means I can't have her in mine.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-21 09:23:16 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-21 09:23:16 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1257 I photoshop pictures of my friends and family and then I masturbate while looking at their naked pictures. I've photoshopped my wife, her sister, her mom, two of her cousins, and a lot of friends.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-21 09:22:03 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-21 09:22:03 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1256 When I was a young boy of 12 I often stayed with my 60 year old grandmother.

She washed me nightly and gradually started playing with me after she dried me off.

She was fat and would go topless inspecting my penis after the bath when my grandfather was not around. It gradually lead to stroking me over a time then rubbing me, she said I need it. I was getting red and hard and feeling funny.

After a few months one night she finally sucked me off and I ejaculated my first load at 12 in her mouth. I did not know what was happening as it was my first time.

It felt so good to cum and it was erotic for her to lick my sperm down her throat. We did that act for many months almost daily while I fingered her fish smelling vagina.

Today I am 70 and still remember my grandmother doing me and wish she was here to eat my cum again! No I never felt molested just loved!

I now often masturbate and think I am cuming in her mouth when I ejaculate! I confess, I liked it at 12!
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Uploaded on 2012-01-21 09:21:43 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-21 09:21:43 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1255 I'm sorry I ever let you go thought you were never mine. I had you in my grasp you were always more then my bestfriend you were brilliant and so amazing so complex and astonishing that is why you are my sirius beautiful and bold I wish you could stumble on this and somehow know who i am or even that it's for you as such little was said. If i could tell you something it would be that no hes not you ... and that you will always have a place in my heart you filled my sky with brilliance ... I guess it's true that you don't know what you have until you can see it in a different perspective all i know is that I can surly see it now .. now that it's all to late. You are everything that is wonderful and complex about humanity and I thankyou for sharing it with me....

Love ... your adrift comet completely lost without you

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Uploaded on 2012-01-21 09:19:17 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-21 09:19:17 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1254 I was invited at a party, i stole my boss panties and played with them at home. I also found her high heels collection and fucked one of her shoes till i blew my load on them. What do you think
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Uploaded on 2012-01-20 10:56:27 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-20 10:56:27 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1253 My friend and i were drunk, i came up with the idea of fucking my wife. We had a great time. We both cummed in her, that was fun. Now , i found out she is pregnant, im hoping its my kid. I feel horrible.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-20 10:56:04 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-20 10:56:04 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1252 I take her lipstick and rub my dick on them, i cum in her lotion bottles and tickle my balls with her make up brush.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-20 10:55:36 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-20 10:55:36 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1251 The only reason I'm wearing pink is because I want boys to think I'm feminine after all. Not the friendzoned or one of the guys kind of girl. I'm sick of not being noticed.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-20 10:54:40 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-20 10:54:40 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1250 Okay so I'm 13 and I just want to have sex it's like all I think about so what the hell is wrong with me I get horny at the worst freaking times and I don't know why I just want to
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Uploaded on 2012-01-20 10:54:22 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-20 10:54:22 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1249 I really wanna have sex with another girl ,i always get super horny when i see some girl w another one and i really wanna try i think im bisexual but just cant tell this to anyone !
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Uploaded on 2012-01-20 10:54:00 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-20 10:54:00 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1248 Oh my darling, let my arms wrap around you and feel the smooth skin of your back against my chest as my lips caress the side of your neck to feel your body shiver from my touch, eager in anticipation for what else my affections will bring. My hands moving over your bosom, thumbs lightly stroking your peaks making you gasp in such sweet bliss while the soft glow of the candle light casts our sensual shadows on the wall of each movement of our loving making, so slow that we are absorbed in the pleasure never wanting it to end. Loving each other with all that we are. Lips meeting lips in a sweet ecstasy no longer caring about the world outside or of anything that life could bring about. For there is only you and I at this moment of sweet bliss when we are sharing our bodies with each other as well as our spirits... souls... and let our hearts entwine together forever.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-19 10:57:24 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-19 10:57:24 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1247 You are to me a goddess, an angel I have longed to touch with my heart to bring you to me so that these arms of mine could hold you so close and near. While others look upon you with eyes of luNo.t and deceit, all that I can see is the true woman inside crying out to be loved and cherished, to be taken away from this world of such anguish, and bask in the warmth of my heart where that eternal affection will last forever. Yet, you my angel have run from me and I continue to search for you wanting you back into these arms of mine, for my lips to gently taste your sweet kiss and gaze into your heavenly eyes so that you will know that you are home and will not have to fear anymore. That the home you seek is right here in my heart, waiting for your to return to protect you, cherish you, honour you, respect and love you forevermore. Oh where are you Angel of mine Where can you be to fill this emptiness in my heart
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Uploaded on 2012-01-19 10:57:03 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-19 10:57:03 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1246 That moment my heart declared you it's inspiration after not feeling love or desire for anyone in ages times ages, I had forgotten what feeling anything was like. So I remember precisely the overwhelming rush that came over me when new life was given to me.

It's been some time since I awoke from a self induced emotional and physical coma. Seems each passing day and night, each word I read written to others serves to turn up the fire under my love and desire for you. I have reached a fever pitch.

To actually touch your skin, look deeply into your eyes, feel your lips, your hands caress my body knowing I'm finally ready to open the door of my inner most passions and desires for you and only you. The thought of losing control, being so overwhelmed with such raw and hungry emotions, desires and concentrated energy, is a thought I came hardly restrain from taking me over with nothing more than remembering your smile. I have never loved or wanted anyone as deeply and fiercely as I do you.

The thought of each night spent alone is a nightmere and the feeling of hopelessness that I'll never actually be in your arms, set free to actually feel what I can only dream of, is for me, enough to make me to turn all my frustration on my heart for playing such a mean joke on my mind and body. Wanting, loving and needing someone this much knowing you don't think of me like this is such a cruel fate.

I've waited such a long, long time, another minute, hour or day is more than I can stand. The word 'never' for us is just inhuman... At least for me.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-19 10:56:38 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-19 10:56:38 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1245 Oh my darling, open yourself to me. Let me give you exquisite pleasure to you. Can you feel my fingers trace every inch of your body, and my lips taste the sweetness of your skin while I hear your soft moans and whispers from your lips Oh to know that I am pleasing you so much arouses my heart and soul making me want to push your pleasure to the limits of your mind and beyond, and give to you all that my heart, soul and spirit can provide at this brief moment where passions are burning like an intense inferno, making your body shiver in the sweet ecstasy that brings to your skin. Just to show how much my love and desire for you is so great that I could do anything to make you happy every way I can.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-19 10:56:12 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-19 10:56:12 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1244 I don't know what my DGAF mood is all about today, but I am pissed! Everytime I hear a customers voice, I cringe and want to scream! I am pmsing so bad. Just ate 3 hersheys bars...Can't find motivation...Hope my mood changes soo. I have no reason but pmdd...
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Uploaded on 2012-01-18 11:40:41 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-18 11:40:41 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1243 Well it all stated in 5th grade when i lived in south chicago. i was getting high every day. then in six grade i moved to columbus, IN where i became a dealer known by everybody even my teachers, parent and friends parents as smokey. one year later i had been suspended from school three times for suspision of drugs and then finally expelled when they found spice on a kid. before getting expelled i met a girl who changed my world. in eight grade 2011-2012 i came back and we fell in love. one day she was at my house after school we watched tv then i asked her out and she giggled and kissed me and grabbed my cock and gave me a bj. i told this as a yes. we had sex twice in her bed once in my bathroom and 3 times in my bed after that. then i got arrested and it kinda just was over after that. we got in several fights since that now she's dating a nerd. today jan. 17, 2012 i called her a skanke cunt whore. she cried for hours and then told everybody where my house is and drugs are and told them what we did in detail . any advice what i should do should i let her back in my pants or what
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Uploaded on 2012-01-18 11:39:57 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-18 11:39:57 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1242 I am now 31 years old, but something happened with my step father when I was 14. I have never told anyone this, not even my husband. Our family used to go up north for the summer to rent a cottage and do summer things like fishing and hiking etc. One year (when I was 14) my mom got a really bad stomch flu while we were there. My step dad had to sleep on the couch. He is a big guy and the couch really wasn't. So my mom asked if I would mind if he slept in my room and if I would sleep on the couch. I reluctantly said ok. Well the second night of sleeping on the couch, I was very uncomfortable, so I just got in bed with my stepdad. It was a double bed and I've never been very big, so I got under the covers with him and dozed off. It was the middle of the night when I woke up with him spooning me! I was pretty wierded out but I noticed that he had an erection, and it was pressed against my ass. I tried to move, and he started humping me! I didn't know what to do. I just layed there for a bit then he stopped. He rolled on his back. When he did he pulled all the covers off of both of us. His penis was sticking out the leg hole of his boxers. I was in shock. Never saw a real one before. And knowing what I do now about cocks, his was quite large. I was pulsing and bobbing with his pulse. I just layed there staring. Then it went soft. So I got comfortable and tried to fall asleep. I couldn't cause I got horny seeing his cock and I could see if if I just opened my eyes. He was still laying on the blankets. It started getting hard again. I had to touch myself, it was driving me crazy. I have never had the hots for him. Not that he was bad looking. Back then he was in great shape and he was attractive. But I never saw him like that. Well tonight he was a sexy piece of meat to me. I was masturbating and got a nasty idea and put his hand on my pussy and moved it around like he was doing it for me. I came hard. Then I got dirty. I put my wet fingers under his nose. His cock jumped as he inhaled deeply. I was stuck about what to do next. He rolled back on his side. I layed on my side and slid up against him like before. I grabbed his cock (which was so incredible to me at the time) and put it between my legs and closed my legs on it. It was resting right on my wet pussy. He just layed there so I started rocking back and forth. He must have got the hint cause he started humping again. Only this time he was rubbing his cock along my pussy and was rubbing my clit.I looked down and I could see his cock sliding in and out from between my legs. I was in heaven. I came again! The he started breathing heavy and moaning. I was hoping my mom didn't hear. Then he came! I saw it shooting out of his cock and landind on the bed infront of me. Then he woke up. Confussed and wondering what happened. I was scared so I pretended to be asleep. He then said "oh shit! " And some other stuff under his breathe. After all he woke up spooning his step daughter, with his cock between my legs, and come all over us. He went to the washroom and grabbed a clothe. He was wiping the bed in front of me muttering. I pretended to be sleeping. The next morning he took the sheets off the bed and took them to the laundry mat. I know he never told my mom. She would have killed him. It never happened again, but over the years I thought about it a lot and wanted to do it again, but never had that opportunity. Kind of glad I didn't, because as I got older, I wouldn't have been satisfied unless I got that large cock inside of me. That would be a whole other can of worms! I hope I get some feed back here. I know some people will be harsh, but I want to know if someone has ever had a similar experience. Man or woman. Or am I the only wierd chick in the world. Lol. Thanks for reading...
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Uploaded on 2012-01-18 11:38:54 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-18 11:38:54 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1241 My boyfriends never given me an orgasm and I think it's because I'm not sexually attracted to him. I'm very frustrated because he really enjoys it and I'm just bored out of my mind. What should I do Any tips to spice things up
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Uploaded on 2012-01-18 11:38:20 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-18 11:38:20 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1240 Im a 15 year old guy that uses pot, spice, and pills n a daily basis but i tried to quit on my birthday because im sick of this causing bad relationships. ive used only spice since my birthday on nov 13 2011 never anything else since then. i met a girl that i wannt to have a drug free relationship with but i cant even promise myself this exspecially whenry my twin sister smokes to please i need advice what to do.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-18 11:37:56 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-18 11:37:56 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1239 Recently, my boss gave me his camera to upload some work related photographs. He failed to delete the picture of his penis... I had to look at it for a few moments to accept the reality. thank god no one was around. things will never be the same.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-16 11:40:09 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-16 11:40:09 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1238 Embarrassing is being a 19 year old guy, spending the afternoon at your dads best friends place with him, and havind him catch you getting fucked dog fashion in the garage by his friends 15 year old son.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-16 11:39:42 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-16 11:39:42 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1237 I am an older guy who should know better. I got confronted by two young girls who work at Claire's for taking an ankle bracelet. I didn't think anyone was looking! They took me to the back of the store to fill out a report. I offered to pay for it (only a few bucks), but they said it was to late and they were detaining me for the police and filling out a report. I pleaded for them to just let me ztgo but it was no use!
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Uploaded on 2012-01-16 11:39:21 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-16 11:39:21 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1236 I remember when I was 6 years old, me and my male cousin (who was 5 at that time) was playing "jumping" on their bed. The style of the house is elevated on the ground and the floor is made of bamboo and there are little gaps on the floor.

The housemaid was 16 or 18 at that time and was cleaning the room at that time as we were playing.

There was a little vase full of tiny sea shells sitting on the table when suddenly something hit it. It fell on the floor and the tiny shells fell under the house. I don't remember if I was the who accidentally hit it or it was intentionally hit by the maid.

The housemaid ask my cousin to collect all the shells underneath so he left the room and went outside the house. As my cousin was collecting the shells, the maid suddenly lie down the bed and ask me to remove my shorts.

I did what she asked me to do. She then lowered her shorts down to her knee and ask me to come on top of her. I did and I remember I was so excited at that time. I'm so young and didn't know what I was doing.

She asked me to kiss her on her lips. I did, but I didn't know how to kiss at that time so I just kind'a pressed my lips on her. I remember her body was hot, like she's having a fever and her lips and her breath is hot too.

I felt my penis got hard and she asked me to insert it to her vagina. I did what she asked me to do. I didn't know how to do it but she guided me. I remember the it felt like warm, moist and a bit rough like sand.

While we're doing that, I could hear my little cousin downstairs asking what we were doing. Just now I suspect she was doing it with him too.

We did it for 5 minutes and I remember to have not ejaculated.

Ever since that day, I couldn't what happened between us.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-16 11:38:50 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-16 11:38:50 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1235 Sometimes I want to be at my best but you pretty much put me into the mindset of contradictory thoughts. That I can be fantastic but that I am empty and nothing. I can't help but think that sometimes you're doing this on purpose to break me or get me to think that I am horrible. I've never thought I was such a horrible person but you've made me seen the light. I have seen it, acknowledged it, and now I'm taking steps to improve myself.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-16 11:38:16 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-16 11:38:16 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1234 Q:
Jab Apko Koi Na Dekh Rha Ho
Or Ap Naak Me Ungli Dal Rahe Hon
Or 1 Bohat Mota Lais Daar Naak Ka Chuha
Apki Ungli Pr Lag Jai To
Ap Kahan Malna Pasand Krenge
A:Bed K Kone Pr
B:Sofay Pr
C:Kisi Dewar Pr
D:Ya Uski Boll Banain Gy
Reply,
Wrna Ma Samjhun Ga K
Ap Usy Kha Lete Hen.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-15 13:39:16 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-15 13:39:16 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1233 Veena:Bachoon ko Parha rahi thi . Alif: Anar Bay: Bakri Pay: Pankha Tay: Takhti Laam: Lorra . Sory Monh say Nikal gaya tha . Bacha: miss monh mein dala Q Tha
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Uploaded on 2012-01-15 13:38:12 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-15 13:38:12 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1232 Have you ever asked yourself why is it that I love you so Have you ever wondered what true love is
Read my eyes, just so you know. What do I see when I look at you What do I feel when I'm by your side Why does the world around me stand still every time you pass me by The fragrance of youth, your sweet perfume. The deepest ocean, your hazel eyes. Even the gods wish they could be mortal for once. Even angels are jealous of your heavenly smile. Your candid laughter reaches every corner of my heart. There's nothing on earth that's unfeeling enough to keep us part. I long so much for your warm embrace and I spend my days looking for a place that is beautiful enough for us to be, with no one else - just you and me. A place where the nights are bathed in the moonlight blue, where the skies are sprayed in a delicate colour, where the flowers bloom, and valleys echo your name from within.
But deep down somewhere I still do wonder if this love can ever be for real. False promises, broken trust, foregone conclusions and unjust pride - these are the only things you've faced, I know, in return for all the love you once gave. Now the windows to your heart are close and you do not answer when I knock at your door.
But I shall keep going, on this road to nowhere, blowing pipe dreams, building castles in air. For just the thought you being close to me is solace enough for my desperate heart, and hearing every word you speak is like the distant sound of a Spanish guitar. I can only wait for that special day when the clouds do part and the sun does shine, when the sky paints a rainbow above and time stands still, so you can forever be mine.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-14 11:01:56 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-14 11:01:56 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1231 I never thought to make eye contact with my husband while giving him a . After reading on here that it is a turn on I decided it was something I should try.
We went to bed and I climbed on top of him. I pulled his pants down and started getting busy. I licked his shaft from his balls to the tip and that's when I looked up. I teased the tip with my tongue as his eyes met mine. Bastard pulled the covers over my head...
True story. I guess eye contact isn't for everyone. hahah!
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Uploaded on 2012-01-14 11:01:34 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-14 11:01:34 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1230 i love to have a grown man or woman suck my breast for my delicious milk while getting all wet inbetween my thighs then once i cant handle it anymore ride them while they suck at my breast till i come then let them suck on me till they fall asleep
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Uploaded on 2012-01-14 11:01:15 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-14 11:01:15 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1229 i am having a discret affair with my neighbour. I sleep with him when my husband is way!!
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Uploaded on 2012-01-14 11:00:53 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-14 11:00:53 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1228 I started dating my boyfriend when I was 15, I am now nearly 17. It's been a year and four months. He is the sweetest Guy. but in the begging he commented on girls " i'd tap that" " she's so hot" " nice " u know what I'm talking about. every chance he got to not pay attention to the women right beside him. I'm curvy, or rather WAS curvy, because of him I lost weight, he wanted me to change, he didn't like my body and still isn't completely satisfied. My bf was a hockey player up until This school year. U know what else he did. tell me I'm not pretty, acted like I was an ugly girl who didnt matter. Just shallow , like looks is all that matters. He told me things he did while watchin. , how he " pretends he's the guy " okay buddy u don't need to break it down for me I get it I'm not attractive! Oh and then I got mad he said that and he made a "joke" and said "okay I pretend it's you is that better Like it's the last thing he would do.. I have a pretty face and thanks to him is very insecure about my body.
I would almost cry and would cry hiding myself while he pulled off my pants to have sex. I felt like he was the last women he would look at. And i probably was... He's said before " oh I just prefer skinny" I see him, how he looks at girls. This beautiful blonde tall curvy babe was walking and he looked at her saw she was " chubby" and got turned off.
I have OCD so this makes me go crazy. He's changed so much and I've lost so much weight but I still see that same guy in the back of my head, he says he likes my body but I don't believe him. I see the way he looks at me. Whenever he tells me I'm pretty I just look away. I know most of u r thinking "normal" but there r some things I'm leaving out coz it's to long a text

He hurt me so bad. I hate him, deep down I'm still so anger at him. Sometimes I don't want to matter sexually to him, I want him to focus on other women, I feel like it's all or nothing. I want to cheat. And already have. I want fkn revenage but I could never hurt him with the words he Did with me.

I wanna cheat but I don't. I just want him to notice, he looks at other girls so much in front of me too. Even if their not in his view, he will turn around and check them out while I look at him.

I hate men. I hate him. I wish he could feel my pain.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-14 11:00:31 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-14 11:00:31 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1227 I don't wanna see you and your husbands homemade !
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Uploaded on 2012-01-14 11:00:01 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-14 11:00:01 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1226 My heart was closed, a blank canvas, like a virgin..... untouched.
Though I loved....no one ever painted their soul on mine.
Until you...with the brush of your passions
painted my heart with joy reserved for angels.
With the hues of love, and with the soft touch of an artist,
your loving hands moved the colors of my soul and
blended them with yours.
Creating in me sunsets and moonlight, oceans and shores,
my eyes get lost in yours...Like a painter lost in her art.
You will never know the masterpiece you've created.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-14 10:59:29 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-14 10:59:29 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1225 There are 3 guys walking down the beach ones a white guy ones a black guy and the others a mexican. their walking along and they find a lamp in the sand they rub the lamp and a genie pops out and says you each get one wish. the nigger says "i want all my people to go back to africa and be happy and prosperous and the nigger disapears with all the other niggers. the mexican says "i want all my people to go back to mexico and be happy and prosperous" and the beaner dissapears along with all the other beaners. the white guy says "wait all the beaners and niggers are out of america" the genie says yes then the white guy says "i`ll have a coke".
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Uploaded on 2012-01-13 11:29:35 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-13 11:29:35 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1224 I am 11 and have started masturbating. I have also stolen my parents sex toys and use them for myself. I also fantasize about friends at school.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-13 11:29:10 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-13 11:29:10 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1223 Please dont hurt me. I understand that most relationships have to end. But dont cheat on me, i have been hurt too many times by too many people. If you do it too it will just break me. You make me cry, and over think and guess and i just dont want to hurt anymore. I have hurt myself enough, i dont need u adding anymore scars on my heart.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-13 11:28:49 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-13 11:28:49 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1222 Umm so I fell in love with this guy on a pet site xD He doesn't know about it :(
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Uploaded on 2012-01-13 11:28:32 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-13 11:28:32 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1221 I love with every partical of my being. I hold nothing back, and I give every part of myself to the men I love. I will do almost anything for them, tell them almost anything about myself and don't know how to be more reserved. I always get my heart shattered when they reject me, and I just want someone to appreciate the depth of my love for them. The worst part is that my love never dies. I lost my virginity to my first love 9 years ago and haven't seen him in 7 years but would still love to be near him. All the guys I've ever loved still turn me inside out when I see them.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-13 11:28:03 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-13 11:28:03 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1220 I work with several women, and im the only guy there. There is some cuties that i like to check out. One day during lunch time, i noticed that one of my co worker had put her lunch in the microwave. I was the only one in the lunch room and everyone was busy working. I opened the microwave, grabbed her tupper ware with my left hand and pulled my dick out with my right. My adrenaline was pumping and i got instant boner. I start by shoving my dick right into her food and started stroking real hard fearing someone could walk in on me yet i couldnt stop. I blew my load all over her lunch, felt so good. I had to smear it around, to blend it in. I put her lunch back in the microwave and headed out. I started to feel horrible and told myself what did i just do Well anyways, my co worker went to get her lunch.... as she crosses me, she asks if i want to go to lunch with her... i said sure! As she take that first bite, im sitting there across from her, watching her eat my load.... i asked if it was good she said yes. Her lips were so sexy, if she only knew i rubbed my dick all over her lunch and blew a load..... ;)
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Uploaded on 2012-01-12 14:25:40 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-12 14:25:40 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1219 My boss is so sexy, she's very petite, black long hair, 115lbs, 5'4. She always wears high heels, and has sexy toes. Sometimes, she takes her heels off and put some comfortable shoes on. One day she went to run some errands, i saw her heels and i couldnt help but rub my cock on them, it felt so good. I started beating off and next thing i know i bust all over her shoes, spreading it around with my dick.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-12 14:25:20 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-12 14:25:20 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1218 So my best friend went to college this year. I started hanging out with his other friend while he was away and we ended up hooking up. My best friend got really angry and in a middle of a fight we both confessed to having feelings for each other. I really love him (not necessarily in love), and it's been a couple of months. We always act like a couple when we are together but we are still just friends. I know he doesn't want to be anything more because he doesn't want to risk our friendship.. and I agree, but it hurts. I'm talking to other guys and he is talking to other girls but it's killing me, and doesn't seem to bother him. How do I move on with him still around all the time Help please!
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Uploaded on 2012-01-12 14:24:57 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-12 14:24:57 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1217 I'm supposed to be a singer. Or a musician. I'm not sure why. Just, whenever I sing along to songs that really speak to me, even if it's by myself, I feel like this is what I'm supposed to be doing with my life. I never even thought I had a fantastic voice or anything, and it's probably too late to consider voice lessons, especially since I'm pursuing another major in college. Also, I get terrible stage fright when I try to sing in front of others. I guess I just wish I had the balls to get up there and belt it out.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-12 14:24:32 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-12 14:24:32 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1216 3 weeks too late. Too late to tell you how I feel about you. I had the whole year to tell you that I like you and I was planning to tell you when I got back from my holiday. But then you dropped the bomb and said that you had been going out with her for 3 weeks. My heart regrets my indecision and now regrets a life of what could have been. Family, travel, kids. I know that you will marry her out of desperation. Desperation for you have been lonley for so long. Longing to have someone to hold you and love you for who you are. All I did was play-hard to get and teaseed you too many times. You wanted reassurance and I gave you mixed signals. You wanted me to confess and I only escaped. It's too late now. All I can wish you is the best with her. I hope she makes you happy. You are a wonderful guy and deserve the best wife to make you happy. Have beautiful children and wonderful life together. If it was not meant to be, I suppose it wasn't. No use kicking myself now. She who cannot decide will end up alone with nothing. You have everything to look forward to now. I only have myself to blame. This is my only form of release and maybe just maybe one day I might havce the chance and courage to confess " I like you Heinrich." Things would have been different now.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-11 10:21:11 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-11 10:21:11 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1215 Why is it all the nice guys are either unattractive or bad in bed Im not tryin to be shallow here but seriously. Why is it the guys we are interested in end up turning into total dbags and these nice guys we are totally not interested in.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-11 10:20:08 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-11 10:20:08 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1214 I think I am a sociopath! Coz all I do is think of ruining someones day. I love to hear rape stories and masturbate to them I'm only 16 and this makes me feel like crap! If my friends get hurt I don't feel bad, I say I love you to everyone but I don't mean it. The only person I love is my mom and a few other familt members. I am addicted to porn and masturbating and when I think of it long enough it makes me feel like shit basically. I hate myself! Whenever I see a naked woman I start masturbating. I hate that because these disgusting thoughts haunt me.

Oh my gosh that felt good to let go.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-11 10:19:41 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-11 10:19:41 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1213 My roommate is scum. He told my girlfriend, Christie, that I had other girls over and slept with them. Now he's dating my girl , sticking his dirty cock in her.
I got partial payback last night. He came home sloppy drunk and passed out on his bed. I was thinking about Christie and was really horny. I went into his room and shook him. No response. I pulled out my hard dick and rubbed the swollen head across his lips. Those lips that should not be kissing Christie, that deserved cock more.
He had flopped face-first onto the bed, his head turned toward me. I wiped my precum on his upper lip, then started pushing my meat into his mouth, fucking it like he deserved.
I pulled out and finished jacking off, shooting my thick cum onto his tongue. My load flowed out of his mouth onto his pillow, creating a large wet circle. He may have my girl, but now he'll go to sleep every night on my cumstain. I hope he woke up with a foul taste in his mouth.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-11 10:19:22 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-11 10:19:22 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1212 Its not very christian like but i wanna punch your fucking face. I hate you you ruin everything . bitch.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-11 10:19:03 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-11 10:19:03 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1211 This is my second marriage and a little over 10 years. Ive never been accepted by his family and they still communicate with his ex fiance. They u se to take our daughter around here, but I stopped that. I caught him cheating several times over the years and ive planned to leave over and over. My husband has no relationship with my girls from my previous marriage. He walks in and out the house saying nothing. The only time we talk is when he's horny or has done someting wrong. He stays gone from home 8-10 hours on his off days. My confession is that I have been with 6 different men over the course of my marriage with other married men. It pacifies me because of the attention, feeling and support, but im really not happy either way. These guys treay me sooo good. Ive gone on trips, dinner, family gatherings, and just riding and conversation. Intimately ive been with alk, at different times and protected. Theres no rush and for the moment I felt special. I want just one guy that I can give respect and be respected. Im a really good person with an awesome family. I just want that one person to love and truely love me. My heartand soul cant take anymore of being unfaithful. I need major help.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-11 10:18:37 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-11 10:18:37 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1210 I am a senior in highschool and during my 11th year my friend had a boyfriend, as did I. Truth be told my boyfriend was a LOT cuter then hers. When I started dating him she immediately dumped her boyfriend. One day I made plans to head to the arcade with him and he didnt show up and he wouldn't pick up his cellphone. I went to my friends house only to be greeted in her room with two sweating panting moaning teenagers, my boy friend and friend. I left running home and decided to have revenge on her and him. For him to this day I taunt him with my hot body,lol. And for her every time she meets a boy she likes I always step in the way and take them for myself. I know I'm a bitch !!! Serves their asses right lol!
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Uploaded on 2012-01-11 10:18:01 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-11 10:18:01 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1209 I like this girl a lot we have the same interest like anime, manga and video games but problem is she is taken at least i think she is, i don't know i was told by her friend and im too nervous to ask her face to face and today well, i was told by this friend that "im not her type" now i dont always let what this friend says get to me but this one in perticular has me because she could be right i hate to admit it but that could be my problem. ive been trying to talk to this girl for quite sometime, but now...i just don't know what i shoul do....
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Uploaded on 2012-01-10 16:30:08 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anil kumar 60 2012-01-10 16:30:08 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1208 I am talking to my friends Crush. She doesn't know and if she did she would kill me. He started hitting on me first and I just went with it. I know its wrong but the part of him lusting after me makes me want to keep talking to him.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-10 11:15:34 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-10 11:15:34 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1207 Recently i confessed one of my many sins. I have no Church to go to, I have no Pastor to talk to. So i found this site and i thought that I would recieve some positive feed back from true God loving individuals . There are people that are so miserable that they pray off our confessions , They try to make u feel bad , make u feel wrothless but hide behind an aynonomous name. To whom ever it may be if ur not a Preacher Or Pastor Fuck Off ur comment are not needed . If u mattered to the world u wouldnt attack people in confession. Maybe u hate women or maybe u have been a victim of a broken heart, or maybe he or she was just sick of u . Like i am and dont even know u. Miseray loves company and i will find somewhere else to confess I apollogize to everyone but the comments i received were inappropriate.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-10 11:14:44 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-10 11:14:44 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1206 I have been with my gf for 1 year and I love her to death but when we have sex I think of other people. So then I went out and met up with this girl I was talking to on an online site and we like hit it off, kissed held hands and sex. We are now a couple and I have 2 gfs now. I love one but like the other a lot. I'm screwed
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Uploaded on 2012-01-10 11:14:05 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-10 11:14:05 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1205 I'm 20 years old and three weeks ago my boyfriend of 8 months, Lachlan, left for a nine week trip to Europe to visit family. I had become pretty close with his father, Mark, in the past 8 months. The day Lachie left I was pretty upset, so his father said he would take me to the rent-a-movie store and we'd rent a couple good films to watch with him and his wife. We got back to his place and he received a call from his wife saying that she had met with a few friends from "college days" and she was going to the club to have a few drinks and she wouldn't make it home to the next morning. So we decided to put on a movie anyway. Mark had chosen a really romantic one for his wife and him. We pressed play and it started with a really hot, steamy sex scene. Mark and I were sitting next to each other on the sofa and he put his hand on my leg, moving up to my thigh and inner thigh. I didn't really know what to do, all I knew was that it felt so exhilerating! He started playing with my privates through my knickers and then moved to my breasts. We were making out at this stage, he removed my shirt then my jeans. I took off his shirt and his jeans also. I then took off my bra and knickers and he started playing with my breasts and fingering me and eating me out. It felt so good! I sucked his cock then I sat on him for a rough ride, we had sexy for such a long time and it felt so good! Best sex I have ever had! Every second night since then we have found an excuse to get together and have sex again. He wants to keep it a secret from his wife, but I feel so terrible. I want to break up with my Lachie for his dad. But I don't know how to, because Mark has a wife! Help me please!
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Uploaded on 2012-01-10 11:13:44 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-10 11:13:44 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1204 Please just someone tell me if life is worth living if all you ever felt was complete suffering. Since I was little, I was hurt and abused and my health is ruined and this is not gonna change for me because it seems that life doesnt give me a chance to be happy.. So I think I should just get rid of all my pain and take my life away. I TRIED so much to fight but apparently nothing ever changes because I'm still the same, only it gets worse and worse and worse as the time passes (its the truth). Can someone tell me if its okay to kill myself Sticking around just to go through hell everyday doesnt sound fun at all...
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Uploaded on 2012-01-10 11:13:19 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-10 11:13:19 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1203 My dick is perfectly straight and uncercomcised. its 7.5 inches long and 3 inches around. compare and be honest no trolls talking on how there dick is 17 inches long. lets see how we stack up honest measurements. measure from tip to base.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-09 11:06:05 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-09 11:06:05 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1202 My fat friend came over during a party and got drunk and started singing "thriller" his voice got really high and he can actualy sing great. after the song he passed out and my friend drew a michael jackson doodle on his face so funny.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-09 11:05:37 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-09 11:05:37 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1201 Your a moron if you think that 2012 is actualy gonna happen. over time there has been almost 100 doomsday theories that all failed this ones no different. all thats gonna happen on 2012 is some riots and some violent rapes by desperate virgins. all im gonna do is go loot the best buy with my brother and go home and watch all the stupidity of other people on the news. its not gonna happen people wake up. and if your a religous person you should know that when god destroys the earth we wont know its coming.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-09 11:05:19 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-09 11:05:19 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1200 I get off texting men and woman and having them lust after me and send me dirty dirty fucked up pictures. I would never meet them but the fact that they want me keeps me going after more.I don't like females but when i even text a female it makes me wet.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-09 10:58:58 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-09 10:58:58 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1199 My heart literally hurts. There's this guy that I really like but he's three years older and lives in London. My family went there on vacation during the summer and he was my dad's friend from college's son. I instantly fell for him and I've been thinking about him ever since. On Formspring, someone was speaking in a rude manner to his maybe/maybe not girlfriend that's his best friend and he stood up for her in the most benevolent way. I just know that I'll never be able to be her (not literally). Tears are streaming down my face… I don't know what the hell is wrong with me.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-09 10:58:34 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-09 10:58:34 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1198 I don't love my girlfriend of 20 months anymore.
The worst thing about my sistuation is, she's 8 months pregnant.
The last time I tried to break up with her, she threatened to kill herself. She actually took a butchers knife out of the drawer and pressed it firmly against her 4 week pregnant belly.
When I tried to get the knife off of her, she swung for me with it.
I got it off of her eventually.

I feel like Im being imprisoned in this relationship.
If I tell her how I truely feel, she makes threats against herself.

I feel like I'm only with her at the moment in order to ensure that the child is born and gets a chance to live. I feel that if I break up with her now, we will have an even worse off situation to that of the knife incident.

I tried to break up with her but I'm just not strong enough. Im miserable. Im not happy. Im not sexually attracted to her anymore.

And when I come home after a long day of work, I find her voice is the last thing I want to hear.

Don't get me wrong, I care for her. Very deeply. But I don't love her anymore. I just want to be on my own. I'm only 22 and I don't want to be tied down from now on until the rest of my life.

She wants an engagement ring, but I don't want to buy it. I don't even believe in marriage.

I just want out. Im miserable, sad, lonely, stressed and tired.

I moved about 70 miles from my hometown for her (when I loved her). I just want to move back to my hometown where my friends are. I don't have any friends down here.
I work 40 hours a week and then I just go home and clean the house, make the dinner, etc.
I need a break. A long one. Before I snap.

I don't cry very often, but I'm welling up as I write this.
I really need advice on what to do. I just want out. I want to be free and be me again. I know I can't because Im about to have a son but I can still live happily outside of our relationship and be involved with my son.

please.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-08 01:18:26 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-08 01:18:26 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1197 There is this guy. He's a friend of a friend, and I've only actually met him once, but we've been talking almost nonstop for about four days and I already think I might like him more than I've ever liked a guy. It definitely seems like he likes me too, but I don't know whether he does or the flirting is just part of his personality. I feel like I'm twelve or something, I just can't stop thinking about him.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-08 01:18:05 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-08 01:18:05 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1196 That I love her, but I no longer want to be in a relationship with a woman. I feel I have wasted my 20s dating women just because it is easier then getting over the broken pieces my first boyfriend left. I don't feel I am a lesbians and wondering if I ever was. I want to move on with my life get married and have children but I feel it may be to late. I feel bad because the woman I am dating is kinda my best friend and I don't know how to tell her without breaking her heart.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-08 01:17:42 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-08 01:17:42 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1195 I dont know where to start i am so shocked i just dont know what to do about it. i caught my 12 yr old son licking my 7 yr old daughters private part my husband nearly killed him. Please help me what can i do about it.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-07 11:31:05 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-07 11:31:05 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1194 This is really embarrassing for a 22-year old female...I want to hold my favorite actor tight and sleep with him for one night only...then I will depart forever.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-07 11:30:47 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-07 11:30:47 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1193 If I did not finish my work and my h.w I starve myself, stop myself from going to the toilet, don't speak or cry until all the work is over...I can't tell anyone that I abuse myself this way
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Uploaded on 2012-01-07 11:30:28 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-07 11:30:28 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1192 I'm 19, married and have a house. My 17 year old sister in law lives with us atm too, I came home from work early one day and I hear the shower, I walk to the bathroom, the doors open. Thinking its the missus I go to walk in but I see a tight perfect and unfamiliar arse staring back at me.. realising who it was I quickly step out before she turns. Heart racing I move slowly so I can see her showering and I wath her for the next 10 minutes till she gets out.. I wait for her to go to her room to get dressed and I go into the bathroom and grab her underwear. I shut the door and turn theshower on. I bury my face in her panties and sniff her sweetz pussy and sank till I cum all over myself....
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Uploaded on 2012-01-07 11:30:09 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-07 11:30:09 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1191 I love my boyfriend more than anything in the world but for some reason I can't stop myself from cheating. Most of the time I don't even want to but I just let it happen. I've brought someone home with me, didn't want to sleep with him (or do anything to be honest) but didn't have the balls to kick him out so something happened. Then I went home with a friend from school, didn't sleep with him, but think I would have if he had a condom. And worst of all, I had sex with a complete stranger in the back of his car. I don't remember how it started, or if I even said yes to having sex, but that doesn't change that it did happen. Apart from these times I have kissed guys before, I've even lost count now of how many. I know I'm a horrible person and he deserves better than me, but I don't know why I do it. My life would be over if he ever found out.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-07 11:29:45 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-07 11:29:45 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1190 One night when I was out drinking, I blacked out and woke up in a flat with about 5 guys, two of which were doing me at the time (one at the front, one at the back). As I realised what was going on I freaked out a bit and asked where my clothes were because I wanted to get dressed. I felt disgusting at the time and it made me depressed for a while. One of the guys text me about a week later and I told him to f off, and he replied that I wasn't complaining so much when he was fucking me from behind whilst I was sucking his mates cock, and for some reason this turned me on. Now I have fantasies about being taken by men and being dominated. I watch porn of girls getting used and abused and get off to it. I've even stripped and touched myself on webcam to complete strangers.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-07 11:29:22 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-07 11:29:22 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1189 Lots of guys say they dont believe in god and that religion is for idiots. but how many actualy understand religion and its teachings. you say you think religion is only for the stupid and ignorant then i have this to say to become apart of a religion you must first learn of the religion. and to learn a religion is an effort to gain knowledge and if you dont learn from a a religion then you are openly refusing to learn therefore making you ignorant. so if you say you are athiest and have not studied religion then you are telling others that your a dumbass who likes to feel like hes cool because he is unhappy with his situation. now if you have studied and you still dont believe then you have a very depressing look on life and you probably dont have many friends who actualy enjoy your depressing sense of reality. p.s if you are an athiest dont go around talking down to others because by trying to break down someones beliefs because if their stupid enough to be discouraged then they might kill you for it.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-05 16:44:48 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-05 16:44:48 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1188 Well I'm 13 and i always uh... Jack off with my sisters panties and bra.. And cum all over the bra... and i lick her panties when shes not here.. I always do it when I'm alone. Shes fricken hot thats why..
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Uploaded on 2012-01-05 16:44:20 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-05 16:44:20 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1187 I fantasize about fucking my sister. ive jacked off to her panties numerous times. we used to play when we were younger she is divorsed now and she is hot i want to do her bad any help on how to approach her!!
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Uploaded on 2012-01-05 16:44:03 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-05 16:44:03 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1186 Who else wants a new love in 2012 Who else wants to get re-married in 2012 I do and I admit it. All because I am very deeply in love with someone I have never really been with, but its a long story. Who here has faith of getting married for the first time or to get re-married this year I know I am not crazy, I am in love and anything is possible. I have faith, and I have hope although I feel like losing faith and hope, anything can happen at anytime. You never know what's around the corner. Happy New Year to everyone and may you all find new love this year if you do not have it already!
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Uploaded on 2012-01-04 11:16:58 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-04 11:16:58 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1185 this may not come from someone you desire, but you are a sweet woman with a beautiful spirit. witty and smart.. that someone is very fortunate. :)
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Uploaded on 2012-01-04 11:16:31 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-04 11:16:31 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1184 Tempt me, my angel, with your beauty as I watch you lying there in your bare innocence, your eyes staring up at me while I am listening to your soft whispers of love and passion, knowing how you are tempting me so much. Wanting to feel your skin against mine and to taste the sweet ecstasy of your kiss as we let our passion guide us into the paradise of our love and living out the fantasies that we keep inside. Yes my darling, let me be your lover in the small hours of the night, sharing all that I am with you for a moment or forever - that is your choice - and I will respect your wishes. For all that I long for is to please you and give the pleasures of my soul, my heart and body that I want to share with you. Let me be your lover and you be mine in the ecstasy of our carnal desires, our arms holding each other tight, sweaty and spent, absorbed within the bliss of each other…
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Uploaded on 2012-01-04 11:16:08 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-04 11:16:08 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1183 Ever be more brave on the internet than anywhere else thats me.im a huge coward, but here where the critics stones have little weight, I can be me.i can say my ideas and not be scared.i can say that I'm athiest, pro-choice, against homophobia, pro-rights, and this comunism could work if people weren't selfish.i think that love is forever, sex for when you feel its right, and age doesnt matter.i beleve we should bolth be leaving a better world for our children and better children for our world.i think you should have rights to anything you work hard for, regardless of who you are.i think that promises should be kept, and you shouldnt make ones you cant keep.i beleve that we are all entitled to beleving our own religion, as long as you dont wish harm onto others.i think that things shoud be used and people loved, not the other way.and best of all, I think that we should all be able to say how we feel to anyone and everyone without fear of persecution.that is all, ill take my freedom of speech and leave now.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-04 11:15:39 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-04 11:15:39 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1182 I think I might be afraid of being alone.
In the past 15 months I have slept with 15 guys.
Something is wrong with me.
I was with a guy for 3 years.
He betrayed me by cheating. I still stayed for awhile.
Until the my hatred for him built way up I couldnt look at him anymore.
Everytime I sleep with someone I could give a care less about I feel sick.
I am the cause of my own depression.
I want it to stop. I dont want to be this person anymore.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-04 11:15:16 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-04 11:15:16 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1181 Shall I go see my ex before I move away
I think we'd probably end up having sex. No, I know we will end up having sex.
Is it alright for old times To just have a bit of fun
I'm tempted because his sex is like fireeeeeee!
But it might spark those feelings up again that I once had for him, and the is trying to convince me not to leave, which I am doing so anyways. Mwhehe :)

I don't know if I should think with my head or vagina.
My golly gosh, I know how it feels to think like a man now.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-04 11:14:54 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-04 11:14:54 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1180 I intensely detest women who have the "Its just sex" attitude. They ARE disgusting
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Uploaded on 2012-01-04 11:14:21 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-04 11:14:21 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1179 How, you ask Why intuition of course!

The snow started to fall a few hours ago and I thought of you. I wondered how much snow you have there. You'll be glad to know that you no longer inundate my thoughts as you once did, but I do think of you every so often when something beautiful, something serene happens. There's a quiet that fills the air when the snow begins to fall. It sends my soul to a tranquil place. I know you would understand. And I know you would appreciate the peacefulness of it all. I hope you are well. I hope you are happy. I hope 2012 brings amazing things for you.

I decided on a graduate school .....finally! Wyoming. It's the other side of the country, but when I'm there it feels like I'm on the other side of the world. It's so different from the east coast. I feel confident that my education and my writing will flourish there. I know you would say it's too cold, but you really would love it. It's beautiful. I wonder if all those miles between us will make you think different of me. I wonder if you still think of me from time to time. I miss you my dear friend. I hope our "connection" allows you to feel that, to feel me. The camaraderie, the alliance, the passion, the intelligence, the wit, the love, the friendship, the power that we share has stood the test of time. It was there then, I am reminded of it now and in its steadfast form it will always remain. Until we meet again.....
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Uploaded on 2012-01-03 11:41:43 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-03 11:41:43 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1178 Let me pull you close to me… your back against my chest as my lips caress the side of your face. I want to hear your soft moans and breath becoming rapid as we open ourselves to the passion we yearn to feel with each other when you are sitting on my lap, your head tilted against me, my hand touching your bosom through your dress while the hunger of our passion, which exists in our hearts, is burning so greatly. Let us yield to this fiery passion expressing the need in our hearts to feel the loving touch, to hear the soft whispers of desire and love, even though it might be just for just a moment. Don't we all need to be able to escape in to that moment together where the world is shut away and the expression of physical passion can give us an escape for a brief moment from the world around us all. That is as long as you my darling, agree to sharing yourself with me tonight knowing I think of you more than what most men would with their lNo.stful minds and false illusions of lNo.st to you. But I see you with my heart, the woman you truly are. For that man should really see a woman, but not everyone can be open to the true beauty of a woman.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-03 11:41:16 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-03 11:41:16 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1177 I'm kinda up at the moment cause I popped some good pills and for some reason when I was trying to move my mouse over I thought I saw the mouse icon move from inside my closet all the way through the wall and back on the to computer.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-03 11:40:46 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-03 11:40:46 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1176 but i think if a female gave me time i could make a woman have a squirting without using my do anyone think this is weird or bad
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Uploaded on 2012-01-03 11:40:22 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-03 11:40:22 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1175 I seldom tell this story, but I want people to know this is OK. It is such a beautiful thing to share.
I was in Nettuno, Italy in 1987 for a remembrance ceremony- the anniversary of D-Day. I was 19 and my ship was the first one to dock in the tiny port since WWII. It is a beautiful seaside village. On the surrounding hillsides are thousands and thousands of crosses, the bodies of American servicemen who gave their lives to free that region from German occupation. I was overcome with the most intense emotion during my stay, and I was well aware that the people of Nettuno lived with the day to day reminder of what happened on their beach so many years ago.

After the ceremony, sailors were paired with host families and I was treated to an amazing hospitality, the closest thing to family outside of family I have ever known. Little English was spoken, but my liaison was a 26 year old Italian princess who did her best to help me communicate with the 50 or so friends there. She held tight to my elbow and took me from table to table... Me with my little French and her with her little English. It was comical and beautiful.

In our first three weeks together, we fell in love... and I learned she had a 3 year old at home, the father absent. We made love all over the town, as the mood struck us. When it was time for my ship to depart for Africa, it was heartbreaking for us both. We wrote long letters and promised to try to be together again. Three months later, I was able to fly from Spain to meet her in Rome and we had another week together there. I still had 4 more years left in the Navy and she told me she was not interested in a life outside Italy. Still, we had an amazing passionate week, all the while struggling to communicate. One night, she broke down crying, saying that the man who was the father of her son had stolen my place and that she wished she could take it back so I could have her virginity. We kissed and were both covered in her tears. She pressed my head into her breasts and asked my to drink from her. Those were her exact words: "drink from me"

I cannot begin to tell you what I was feeling. I have never been so in touch with someone. I don't think we spoke the rest of the night. We would make love and then she would give me her breasts again. It was her amazing gift to me
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Uploaded on 2012-01-03 11:40:00 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-03 11:40:00 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1174 There's a harem of invisible women sucking my right now.
They exist in another dimension, and therefore cannot be seen.
Their voices' frequency makes my dog's tail wobble like mad.

//This is what happens when the manic minds of LordNothing and CarnivorouS collide
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Uploaded on 2012-01-03 11:39:28 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-03 11:39:28 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1173 About three months ago I tripped over the E.P. quite by accident. In the addition to having some very interesting people, its the stories and comments on whiteboards that are shared I find fascinating.

Generally speaking... If I drop by to say "Hi" the intent is not to have sex with you on your whiteboard, or somehow suck you through the Internet and eat you, I would much rather Flirt and make you laugh or smile.

Flirting is healthy. No matter if you are single or married, tall, skinny, black, white or even a Smurf! Flirting brings out feelings within that are good for the body and soul.

In the short period of time I have been committed here, It has been a pleasure to get to know some of the most beautiful people and exchange thoughts, flirt, laugh and have some fun. Thanks E.P. World
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Uploaded on 2012-01-03 11:39:07 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-03 11:39:07 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1172 To assume makes an arse out of you and me. You've done well.

I added you as a favour, I also read your stories to gain insight about what makes you tick. It appears you did not in my case however. Whilst it's admirable that you trust the opinion of another so soundly it's sad that you can drop and block in an instant without just cause other that "Oh dear that looks like me".

To know me is to love me. Whether or not you do has never been that big of an issue, I can stand up and announce to the world who I am with pride and confidence. I don't require hazardous materials to cover it up like cheap perfume.

If at all you gain the gumption to read and find out who I am and what I stand for would be a miracle of which I don't think you're apt. I'd have a battle of the wits, but you appear unarmed.

For those who know me, they have seen first hand what cards life has dealt. I have chosen to find out why, and how to stand above the issues and find a better way of doing so. Those with that insight also know I do not suffer fools gladly.

So I send you nothing but kind wishes, and streamers to decorate. A pity party alone is a sad sad thing.

If nothing else in life I have learned empathy for dealing with the lesser pathetic natures of society. It appears I have yet to meet my match.

Mwah's and tainted loves.
Little Miss Somebody.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-02 11:10:57 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-02 11:10:57 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1171 Entranced by the innocence of your skin that is never shown to anyone but me. Lips touch lips so softly and gently. Tasting the sweetness of a passionate kiss, my fingers trace every sultry curve of your frame feeling your body tremble in exhilaration as the sensation of our skin rubbing against skin. Whispering words of passion, absorbed in the feelings of this moment are two lonely souls finding each other for a moment of passion to cast away the sorrow of their isolation. Just to feel a moment of appreciation by someone else, who can share a moment with each other... making them feel needed... wanted... even if it would be only for one moment in time.
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Uploaded on 2012-01-02 11:10:26 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-02 11:10:26 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1170 I can be somewhat vindictive at times. One of my professors tried to fail me this semester, simply because she does not like me. That was a big mistake on her part, especially since one day in class she chose to bad mouth her boss, whose class I will be taking next semester. I think that it would be unfortunate if I had a "word vomit" moment, where I accidentally repeated some of the things that she said about her boss.

Stupid .
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Uploaded on 2012-01-02 11:09:59 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-02 11:09:59 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1169 please for the love of GOD take a pill!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! if u know this he/she/it whatever may be...get this person on their medication they need there meds get them help if u care abt them something is seriously wrong with this person!!!!!!!!!!! this person is a nosy stalker type who after being told no numerous times continues to play psychic games with ppl enraging others and causing lunatic behavior in his/her victimsl. i will continue to rant abt this until this person is stopped. give them pills, feed them let them go outside i dont know, something!!!!!!!!!!!!!! whoever is in charge of this person if thats how yous do that needs to keep better watch on this inconsiderate loon. they need to be loved not put on the ppl monitor. u ungerous bastards
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Uploaded on 2012-01-02 11:09:33 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-02 11:09:33 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1168 So I don't like my ex.
He's been a real jerk off through the whole separation and custody. He's accused me of all sorts of awful things and I've not gone to the depths he's gone to... cept for tonight I may have.

For the first time in a long time I talked with him on the phone and he told me he had broken up with his girlfriend and then invited me over for dinner with wine and that he'd treat me like a princess... yadda, yadda, yadda.....

I replied by telling him had I know what I really wanted, how to set boundaries and enforce them I NEVER would have chosen him to marry. I went on to say that I'd rather chew off one of my own fingers then ever have a relationship with him that resembled 'dating' although I do have to co-parent with him now. I told him that had I not gotten pregnant we wouldn't be in this position right now.

He kinda went calm - psycho on me after that.. I didn't stop to think at the time about what I was saying but clearly he is still attached to me somehow and me telling him how I felt in such vivid details ... didn't sit well with him.

I feel a lil bad about it now.

Just a lil....
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Uploaded on 2012-01-02 11:09:06 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-02 11:09:06 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1167 The midnight hour seconds away as our eyes stare lovingly at each other, feeling the attraction between us stronger than anything we ever felt. Our arms are holding each other so tight, lips hovering centimeters from each other. I can feel your hot breath hitting the skin of my face, the faint scent of your perfume enchanting me so much as we both long for that one kiss that will free the love in our hearts and bring about a romance we long to embrace. The cheer of the crowd welcomes in the new year as our lips meet in a soft and gentle kiss. Feeling our hearts sing out in joyous bliss starting the new year off right by expressing the love we found for each other that has started with a single, sensuous embrace
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Uploaded on 2012-01-02 11:08:31 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2012-01-02 11:08:31 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1166 Oh how the heart longs for the girl of my dreams whose passion could entice my soul with her sweet affections absorbed in pleasure to the heart so extreme and a bond with strength of love's eternal connection. The feel of her sultry body against mine, my fingers tracing the curves of her bare sensual frame, lips meet to taste her embrace so sweet and divine, letting us become enveloped within love's eternal flame. She deftly removes her silken robe, revealing her naked beauty to me as we hold each other so close and tight, letting all our desires now roam free and embrace the carnal pleasures between us with such delight. Bodies join as one, limbs entwine, moving in such perfect slow rhythmic motion. Our souls now perfectly combine imbibed in our fiery sweet devotion. Making love to her on these soft satin sheets, I give her... my Lady is all I need to feel so complete. Oh my Lady, come to me make my dreams come true, so I may show you with all my heart how much I love you.

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Uploaded on 2011-12-31 11:02:06 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-31 11:02:06 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1165 They say if you love someone let them go. But if I lose you, I'll lose my soul. You were my entire world and reason for being. Loving you is as vital to me as breathing. I made the mistake of pushing you away. Only because I caused you too much pain. But I now that if given another chance I can be everything that you need and want me to be. I know you have no reason to trust the words I say but I can't, I won't just let you walk away. The only thing I want in this life is for me to spend it by your side. I know it’s not fair for me to ask but please give me one more chance. You are everything I want and need. I need for you to be with me. No matter what it takes, allow me to fix my mistakes because I love you with me heart and soul. I can't bear the pain of letting you go.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-31 10:59:55 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-31 10:59:55 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1164 that would lead in to sentences, that would make an
eloquent paragraph describing exactly how I feel
about this empty quiet space between us now...
But all that really needs to be said is this...
I love you.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-31 10:59:28 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-31 10:59:28 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1163 I want to sleep with you.
I don`t mean have sex.
I mean sleep. Together.
Under my blankets. In my bed.
With my hand on your chest.
And your arm around me.
With the window cracked.
So it`s chilly and we have to cuddle closer.
No talking.
Justly sleepy, blissfully happy, silence.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-31 10:58:43 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-31 10:58:43 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1162 Let me thrill you my darling with all my passion to let you feel the fiery desires I have for you as I pull you close to me entering into your garden as you moan so soft and sweetly moving to the rhythm to out hearts, friction burning with white fire letting all we feel be released. Let me drive deeper into the passion of your womanhood holding onto you as we continue the ride. Feeling the friction burning between us melts the skin as one. One body... one spirit... one soul... with two hearts entwined beating for our untied soul. We are the two lost souls that now found each other and joined with the unity of our hearts and lust in perfect connection that will last for an eternity.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-31 10:58:01 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-31 10:58:01 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1161 I feel guilty. my parents make me use my own money to buy a lot of things, i get an allowance- 10Dollar a week, so i understand. but lately i've been stealing money from my mom's wallet usually 20 or 40 dollars. i feel bad but i want to be forgiven.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-30 13:25:14 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-30 13:25:14 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1160 I shave my face and my junk almost everyday. but the hair grows back full the next day i mean completely full the next morning. why is this happening how do i stop this hair growth. im 16 and im pretty buff because i exercise alot for off season training. i think it might be a excess of hormones but i dont know how to fix it.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-30 13:24:50 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-30 13:24:50 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1159 I want to know what Sex is really like, I want to know the hard truth about the first time. I'm a girl thinking about having it for the first time, but I'm scared. I want to know what its like, how much it hurts and the emotions it brings.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-30 13:24:30 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-30 13:24:30 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1158 I hate being called ugly. His new bitch told me the reason he dumped me was because I'm fat and ugly. Tomorrow will be my forth day of not eating anything so hopefully I can reach my goal weight of 180 and not be turned down by guys anymore. I've had it with being fat.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-30 13:24:01 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-30 13:24:01 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1157 I was watching porn and I burst into tears when it reminded me of my ex. This is the 3rd time this happened. I'm so pathetic.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-30 13:22:33 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-30 13:22:33 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1156 that would lead in to sentences, that would make an
eloquent paragraph describing exactly how I feel
about this empty quiet space between us now...
But all that really needs to be said is this...
I love you.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-30 13:22:03 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-30 13:22:03 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1155 I thought I was pretty much over him, until a new girl in our group started flirting with him at my party last week.
I know it's stupd to be jealous of this situation, as she is only 16 and he's 20, and he gave no hint of reciprication, and he's not the sort to be ok going out with a 16 year old, but still, i could barely suppress the urge to leap over the couch and throttle her for leaning on him and snuggling up to him.
And now I'm wishing i had a girlfriend close enough who could be horrible with me and make a plot so she doesn't come to the next gathering (such as organising to pick her up, then "forgetting" so she has no way to get to the party).
I'm a horrible and jealous person, and i can still only think that i wish i could still flirt with him and snuggle up to him and that she would piss off.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-29 11:28:54 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-29 11:28:54 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1154 I feel I've emotionally moved on from this guy, but ever since we sort of hooked up 2 months ago I've barely been able to think about anything else but sleeping with him.
It's completely distracting, and i feel like a bit of a whore since i just want to bed him and most of my thoughts are solely lustful - and even more so since I'm a virgin and give hardly a second thought to giving that up to/for him, i just want to sleep with him so badly.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-29 11:28:26 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-29 11:28:26 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1153 I love her so fucking much. and i used to have her. i used to talk to her everyday and id make her laugh and smile and i almost had her. and now everything's fucked up and messed up. now i barely get to see her and i get the impression that she hates me. i want her back. we used to be so close and i loved her and i think she loved me back. im a girl and shes a girl too. i dont know what to do. i would ask her out, but as far as i know shes "straight" but shes never come out and said her sexuality, i dont know what to do. its so hard to just talk to her. i wish i could just go up to her and tell her, "i love you, sabrina"
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Uploaded on 2011-12-29 11:28:00 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-29 11:28:00 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1152 If you are a man and you expect your gf to have a shaved pus then you better be clean shaved yourself!
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Uploaded on 2011-12-29 11:27:35 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-29 11:27:35 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1151 I've been away for ten days and I can't stop thinking about you. I know you probably don't even like me as much, and you've prObably realized it by now. You'll most likely break up with me when I get back. Which is why I'm dreading coming back home, even though I want to go back so much! This is stupid. You probably never even thought about me while I was gone. All my friends said it was stupid too, but I didn't listen because I thought you were different. I've got the book you gave me for my birthday in my bag. I feel stupid reading it because it reminds me of you and the inevitable break up. Fuck.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-29 11:27:06 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-29 11:27:06 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1150 A girl I hooked up with from a club last night licked my ass and even pushed her tongue inside. This has me kinda freaked. Have any guys had this done and do any girls do this or are into it I'm kinda curious now.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-29 11:26:42 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-29 11:26:42 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1149 You know that you love someone when you want that person to be happy. Even if that means you're not a part of their happiness! Love is never lost. If not reciprocated, it will flow back and soften and purify the heart. The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost. True Love is not without problems, it has many obstacles, true love is working through all of your problems and coming out happy with that someone!
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Uploaded on 2011-12-28 11:02:29 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-28 11:02:29 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1148 Her image lingers within my mind while my heart and soul cries out for her to return to me, to feel the touch of her lips against mine as my fingers trace the sultry curves of her frame feeling her body shiver under my touch and intensify the desire. The soul envelopes the warmth of her skin against mine. Our limbs entwine, we whisper words of passion while my whole essence worships her and I show her the strength of my devotion for her while each second of the night we let go of all inhibitions and fears, letting the world outside fade away and we share the sweet pleasure our bodies give to each other. She offers herself to me letting her body open life flower in bloom, giving me her body, her heart her soul, with such trust and affection while we share each other's passion throughout the night. Oh how I yearn for that Lady to come to me again, the Lady who can release my passion and desires and lift me into a world which I only write about but never experience. Where are you my Passionate Girl of my dreams Your knight.. .your lover eagerly awaits your loving kiss…
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Uploaded on 2011-12-28 11:01:52 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-28 11:01:52 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1147 Let me whisper the truth of my heart, words of such intense passion and love that can no longer be held back, my Princess. Come closer to me, let me feel the warmth of your skin gently pressed against mine, the sweet scent of your perfume intoxicating me so much. Your beauty is what I cannot resist as my fingers explore your mounds of womanly flesh and then down to your valley where your sacred rose bud longs to bloom from my loving touch. I give all that I am to you my darling, to share this moment where nothing in the world matters but that which we share for each other. Our lips touch so gently, tasting the sweetness of each other’s kiss as your hands roam my body and your soft voice begs to lift your heart even higher into the ecstasy of our love making which will be engraved in our mind forever - a sweet memory of our love making that our hearts will cherish forever.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-28 11:01:23 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-28 11:01:23 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1146 i have been for soooo many more days. but ive decided to wait. even though i crave sex sooo much. i mist wait. i truly just want one guy. ill wait for him, and him alone. if he wants me back, he can have my me and my body.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-28 10:59:17 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-28 10:59:17 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1145 EP is starting to make me think monogamy and this whole marriage thing really is b.s. With the dozens of wife swapping, swinging, open marriages stories on here I'm really starting to believe monogamy is not most people's natural state if the circumstances are right. I've never been a big marriage person, but I still thought it was what most people wanted. Now, I'm not so sure ...
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Uploaded on 2011-12-28 10:58:30 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-28 10:58:30 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1144 I don’t know what I am afraid of. I asked God for someone to love; and then suddenly and unexpectedly, God sends someone into my life. There's no doubt that there’s a spiritual connection. There’s no doubt I love this person. Deeply love this person. I think I am afraid to be wrong or afraid to be right. I know that if it is not God’s will, this person would not have entered my life. I know this because God is infinitely wise, and He knows through which gifts will be most productive for His kingdom. Can this person really be my gift from God Walk by faith and not by sight! i know what you are thinking. If this person is really my gift then I would know it. But what if I am so confused so insecure that I doubt most of the things that are good in my life. For I must be mindful that the enemy doesn't want me blessed! The enemy wants me to feel disappointed, lonely, unhappy, afraid, depressed, and bound and makes me see and think about all the bad and not the good. I want to be good. I want to be good towards others.
I ask myself:
Does this person help me be a better person
Does this person help me in my struggles
Does this person help me heal the deepest of my wounds
Yes to all three. so did God really answer my prayers when He sent me this person Who am I to have my prayers answered Who am I to be this lucky. Maybe it is not them but me. Maybe God sent me to them or is it that God sent both of us to each other. I don not want to struggle with it. God will lead and guide me by the power of His Holy Spirit and help me make the right decision.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-28 10:57:48 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-28 10:57:48 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1143 Nope! Its not a chore but a huge pleasure I like to engage in as often as possible. Why should I hint and play games when simply asking for what I want gets me to it sooner
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Uploaded on 2011-12-27 11:17:55 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-27 11:17:55 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1142 I just don't understand myself right now and the way i feel, see i think i maybe bi but not 100Percent sure i have had many offers from other girls around me at school and such but find myself wonder now what it would be like cause i did make out with a girl once but didn't think anything of it at the time other then gross but some girls now i find myself looking at and thinking of stuff and feel like such a perv for it cause that is just something i am not used to ever doing... guys are more my thing and i guess in a way i kind a feel a little ashamed about it.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-27 11:17:26 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-27 11:17:26 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1141 I used to need a good reason to be happy. Something like a handsome/rich boyfriend, a gorgeous night out, a big salary increase, etc.

Lately I find I am feeling happy just because ... I have no reason to be unhappy, given these difficult times.

Are you with me or am I getting... old
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Uploaded on 2011-12-27 11:16:58 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-27 11:16:58 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1140 Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow, said Einstein.
But ... Is there hope for tomorrow I wish there is!

We used to wish for health, love, happiness, prosperity, money... Not any more. The best wish for 2012 seems to be

The Wish for Hope
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Uploaded on 2011-12-27 11:16:36 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-27 11:16:36 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1139 i'm embarrassed that i got pregnant by a one night stand, wish it had never happened. it's probably good that i had a miscarriage at 2 months along. how would i have explained to my kid that his/her daddy was a one nighter and i never saw him again what would a kid think of their mother if they knew that i'm glad i never had to find out.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-27 11:16:12 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-27 11:16:12 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1138 like all the other fat people out there, most are not interested... thats not the only reason... I can't hold a job and would like to relocate but it I leave state or country they will cut me of ODSP and I doubt the USA has programs for the mentally disabled. so there is no point in online dating until I get my act together.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-27 11:15:47 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-27 11:15:47 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1137 Ocean waves constantly weave... I'm standing on the shore, feeling my emotions pour. The pulsation of two hearts linked as one. I want to believe. So take my hand as I write your name in the sand. Please, do not be afraid. It may seem dark and steep, but if you turn away now, we might never experience the journey beginning to unfold. My heart, it palpitates looking among the distance in-between us, closing my eyes, envisioning your interesting quirks, loving to see you smile and smirk. You're articulate, pay special attention to things that are intricate. Intelligent but still knows how have fun, revel in merriment. Ambitious, and oh so gorgeous. Opening my eyes to realize there's no shore line but still the distance in between., it's a computer screen. I wish for passions to ignite. Wish I may, I wish I might, call you mine, hold you tight. Let you know everything is all right. Yes I'm real. Take a chance on me. Take that chance to be happy. You'll see what can be when you decide what you want. I'll be here. I will wait for you for ever if that's what it takes. For you to see that we are meant to be. I promise you you will regret it if you don't take a chance on me. So hurry, and decide but follow your heart. Life is too short to be picky. And I'm here now. Don't tell me there's nothing between us, because we both know better. You just need to be brave enough to admit it. And take a chance on me. Whether distance is in between, we can make it last. I believe in us, so please take a chance.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-26 11:07:34 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-26 11:07:34 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1136 I met this boy called Andy on an online game. I known him by my best friend who goes to the same school as him. Anyways, me and Andy were pretty great friends. Then suddenly i felt this really weird feeling whenever i talk to him online.

I always felt happy, no matter what is going on whenever hes around. He would always talk to me when im on, and so do i. I guess i felt closer to him because hes in year 7 and hes a loner at school. I used to be like him too when i was around his age, so i unnderstand the feeling. Basically, i just wanted to help Andy so he could get friends.

Days and weeeks later, i started to wanted to know more about him. I started to add his facebook, and search pictures to see what he looks like, but no luck. I even downloaded msn messenger just to talk to him.

After 3 months, I started to realise i had a crush on him. I know its wrong, im 16 and hes 13, but i just really love this kid. Im obsessed with him. I mean, hes just adorable and really generous. And were like similar in many ways, so its hard not to fall for him. I always think about him everyday and i always fantasize what it would be like if we actually met in person. Hes like the happiness to my life. In fact when we had a major fight once and didnt talk for 2 weeks, I felt so sad and depressed.

I tried flirting with him, but he always ignores me or just makes a lame comment like "o.o" Two weeks ago, i said i liked him ( i tried to make it sound like a joke but i really meant it) and hes reaction was "EW. Your a pedo" " Your older than me" so yeah i guess he onnly likes me as a friend, but not more than that.

I just really love this boy. Idc if hes younger than me. Hes just so adorable and i really want him to stop being shy and make friends.

Its just so hurtful when you like someone and they dont like you back.

Btw i didnt told anyone because it would be really embarassing to tell. I guess thats why i put it here.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-26 11:07:04 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-26 11:07:04 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1135 That I am utterly sick and friken tired of having to try and me sooooo nice to everyone especially my two sisters when NO ONE appreciates me for who I am.

Being around my sisters feels like 3's a crowd and I'm just some kind of chaperone or tag along. What the hell is going on!!! I am your f@cken sister! Treat me like one oh and yes I know corella is sooo much thinner and model material but hello Mimi !!! What the hell am I

You don't even know who I truly am because you stereotype me as someone I'm not. Stop acting like your in love with corella and that she is your whole world! How do you think I feel when you say right in front of my face that corella should do modeling and that corella is so outgoing and pretty and photogenic and fun.

Can you even truly acknowledge me

And you wonder why i purposely keep to myself. Yeah well it's better then feeling ignored and unfun, fat and f@cken ugly and not good enough to join the little thing you's have going for you.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-26 11:06:30 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-26 11:06:30 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1134 I'm a mid 20s guy, work in maintance at an electric power plan. Each morning before getting dressed to go to work I hand wash my dick, nuts and ass. I always use antibacterial soap, the red color. After drying off I put womens powder fresh anti-perspirant and deodorant on my ass and male parts, as well as baby powder.

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Uploaded on 2011-12-26 11:06:11 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-26 11:06:11 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1133 I have been with my husband for over a year and married to him for seven months. During this time, we have barely had any sex. Often when I have gotten flirty or tried, he simply pushed me away or made excuses. Wouldn't say I am ugly. I keep myself up reasonably and make sure I smell good.

He leaves the computer open and there is all the porn. He watches it every day and while I am asleep at night. Then he denies watching it. I'm sorry, but how does naked people having sex NOT count as porn

I am starting to get to where I'm not sure how I feel about him sexually anymore. Hell, I'd rather eat than have sex and that just isn't like me.

It's really pissing me off. I don't know what to do.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-26 11:05:49 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-26 11:05:49 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1132 I feel sorry for moms. Being a mother sucks balls until the kids grow up and move out of the house (and that's assuming you don't have to bail them out of prison or pay thousands for them to live in a dorm). You don't sleep for years on end. When a friend tells me she's planning on getting pregnant I just pity her her ignorance. She has no idea what she's in for. But she will!

I would sooner kill myself than procreate.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-26 11:05:01 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-26 11:05:01 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1131 Last night, I stayed up till 3am drinking with all my cousins to celebrate Christmas. When it came time to sleep, my cousin and I went to his room to share his bed because there weren't enough beds and I'm small enough to squeeze in with him in his single, because although he's around 5'10 and well built (18 years old) I'm a petite 20 year old, 5ft brunette.

We both got undressed - him in his boxers and me in my oversized vest and knickers. We immediately curl up together, with him lying on his back and me across his chest with my face buried in his neck, and my legs tangled with his, so that one of his legs was between the two of mine with my pussy pressing against his thigh. He has his arm around me and he asks me if I like having my back stroked and I tell him it's my favourite thing in the world so he slips his hand under my vest and starts to scratch my back, which is so relaxing. Then he asks why I'm still wearing my bra and tells me to take it off so he can stroke my back properly, so I do and we curl up back together.

He's stroking my back and going lower and lower, and starts to lightly stroke my underwear, and he's lifting it and pulling it away from my ass, because they're french cut knickers, and he compliments me on my sexy lacy panties, and I tell him that I always wear nice underwear. By now he's stroking my ass cheeks and squeezing them, and making me so wet with just his touch, so when he starts rubbing my pussy through my panties he must've felt how turned on I was because he pulled them all the way down and sticks his fingers up me, rubbing and fucking me. He pushed me onto my back so he could go deeper and he then starts rubbing my clit jut how I love it, faster and I'm dripping at this point and he's amazing I end up having my first orgasm from just his touch.

We cuddle up together and he tells me he's glad he could cheer me up a bit, cause I was sad earlier from thinking about an ex. So then I want to make sure he's happy, and I start to rub his cock, feeling the hardness through his boxers and I pull them down and give him a blowjob, sucking and licking his hard cock and balls until he cums in my mouth. We then curl and go to sleep.

I love him so much, and we're so close and I just am so confused. I wouldn't ever want to have a relationship with him but I like having sexual contact with him I'm not sure if this is entirely what I want, because actually, this cousin was the same one who touched me while I was sleeping, and when I woke up I was too scared to stop him when I was 16 and he was 14, for a period of six months. So I really don't know what the hell is going on because now I like it
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Uploaded on 2011-12-26 11:04:37 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-26 11:04:37 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1130 My whole family and I are very close and my cousin and I frequently hang out together, epecially as I'm living with them for a year. We always have a cuddle and late night chats, tell each other our secrets and woes. I'm 19, petite with small breasts, a tiny waist but a larger, peachy ass which my cousin has often complimented me on, seemingly innocently. He loves my hip-length brunette hair too, and he's always playing with it when we're having our talks. He's 18, tall and has an amazing body because he works out everyday and has a freaking eight-pack, if that's even possible.

Nothing had ever ever happened between us, not even a kiss! However, a few weeks ago we went to a club and both got so ridiculously drunk, and we left without all his friends and went straight home. I get lonely when I'm drunk and hate sleeping alone, so after I put on my pajamas (oversized teeshirt and tracksuit bottoms), I went to his room and he was already in bed in just his boxers, because that's how he sleeps. I got in beside him and we cuddled up together straight away really close, cause it was cold. We were lying face to face, with our legs all intertwined and our arms wrapped around each other. We're dropping off to sleep and he's stroking my lower back and then slips his hands down my bottoms and starts to caress my bare ass, because I don't wear panties when I sleep and he's always loved how peachy and pert it is. It feel so good and I press myself closer against him as he's grabbing and stroking my ass cheeks, grinding my crotch against his now hard cock. He pulls me tighter into him, and then I slip my hands down his boxers and start to squeeze his ass, so he takes off his boxers.

He then moves his hands to inbetween my legs, and he felt how wet I was, because I was soaking at this point, and he just rips off my bottoms and slips two fingers inside my pussy, pumping really hard and grabbing my ass with his other hand. He then slipped a finger in my asshole, which was such a shock because it hurt, but in a good way. We're kissing and I'm really turned on and I'm thinking that I dsperately need to feel a dick inside me, to be fucked and he pushes me down on my back, gets on top of me and finally fucks me with his rock-hard dick, pumping away at my pussy and filling me up with his dick. I'm so so wet and then he just pulls me up, flips me around so I'm on all fours and my ass in sticking in the air, my dripping cunt waiting to be filled with his dick and he does and fuck, it felt so amazing. I couldn't let him cum in me though, because we didn't use protection, even though I wanted his cum to fill me up so much. So I stopped him and started to suck his cock, licking his balls and giving him the best head of his life. When he came, he came so hard and in my mouth, and I swallowed it all greedily. We then curled up together and it was perfect.

We haven't mentioned it or talked about it, and it hasn't happened again. But I want it to so much, I masturbate 5 or 6 times a day, thinkng about what happened and praying that he wants to fuck me again. I love him so much, I don't want him to be my boyfriend, I just love the thought of someone who loves me as much as he does, loving me physically as well. I know it's wrong, I know it is but it's just someone I can't help it.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-26 11:03:43 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-26 11:03:43 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1129 I don't think that i can fall in love any time before getting any job still i am a engg. student.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-24 21:58:45 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= amit 60 2011-12-24 21:58:45 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1128 I am currently the only single person in my group of friends. It makes me wonder why I don't deserve to have anyone or to havemy own happiness. I'm not getting any younger and I know I'm gonna die alone. Happy fucking Christmas.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-24 11:15:18 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-24 11:15:18 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1127 So I have a boyfriend and things were going good, now things are falling apart slowly, we barely talk and don't see each other anymore. I went out last night and got drunk and slept with another guy; a friend. On another friends bed. I knew it was wrong but I couldn't help it he had the softest lips. I know that's bad but that's not the worst thing, for sone reason I don't feel incredibly guilty. I feel bad because I know I shouldn't have dOne it in the first place but I don't really regret it at all. No one other than me and him know, and he doesn't know my boyfriend so there's no way for it to get back to him. But I'm not really worried.

Does my lack of remorse mean that I have lost most of the flame from my relationship, I think i still love him..
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Uploaded on 2011-12-24 11:14:58 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-24 11:14:58 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1126 All my real friends are gone they all moved away or are to busy to just hang out and talk. 2 are whipped by their girlfriends and the other transfered schools now im all alone surrounded by people who pretend to know me, but are nothing more than aquaintances all my real friends are gone and i wish things could be like last year and we could just keep things the same but i know that wont happen. i never wanted change i just wanted the group to stay together and for you all to come back one more time and for us to talk and remember when we were kids and go hiking or for us to hit the beach. but you guys have your own lives and dont care about me and wouldnt even notice if i died youd just say hey wered he go and just go on with your lives and you wont look back. you all left and now im alone with myself and i cant think only of what was. all my friends are gone.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-24 11:14:34 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-24 11:14:34 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1125 I am bisexual...........wow that felt good to say. I havn't really said it out loud because there is noone I can say it to. My parents would pretend to be understanding but then get into a big arguement with eachother about what they did wrong when they raised me and then they would sit me down and tell me that since I am bi I should just stick to guys and avoid other women. My brothers would call me a dyke and crack jokes about how they knew all along because I hve a lot of gay friends and I am kinda a tomboy. My friends would be shocked because I tell them everything but this is a secret that I have kept for about two years. I just needed to get it off my chest, second step is telling my bestfriend who i know I can trust because I am the only one who knows he is gay. I just don't know how to tell my parents but even worse I can't tell the guy that likes me and keeps flirting with me because he is a great guy but he is homophobic and even more difficult is telling my friend that I love her and that I want a relationship with, she is bi too but she doesn't commit to just one person, which I can understand considering we are only juniors in highschool.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-24 11:14:10 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-24 11:14:10 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1124 I really like this guy, he lives in Darwin, and I live in Adelaide. He's so nice, and we get along so well. I've met him twice for camp, and he's so funny and amazing, and great to be around. We were talking on facebook and I pretended to be drunk to tell him what I think about him. He thinks its a joke, I wish he knew it wasn't.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-24 11:13:50 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-24 11:13:50 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1123 I really like this guy, he lives in Darwin, and I live in Adelaide. He's so nice, and we get along so well. I've met him twice for camp, and he's so funny and amazing, and great to be around. We were talking on facebook and I pretended to be drunk to tell him what I think about him. He thinks its a joke, I wish he knew it wasn't.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-24 11:13:34 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-24 11:13:34 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1122 Me and my partner just recently got back together after he cheated on me. He admitted to being with this other woman once but I found out it was twice. I have every reason to believe sex was involved, he denies that part, I dont think I will ever know, whats killing me is that I cant seem to get past this, what do i do we are trying so hard to work on this but its me holding us back.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-24 11:13:16 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-24 11:13:16 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1121 My name won't be revealed, so for now I'm A1 and two other boys that are in this confession are B2 and C3.
I'm a girl. Almost 12. Middle-schooler.
It was winter, 2010 and I got a friend request on facebook from this guy whose just a year older than me and goes to me school.
I accepted it. We talked and talked and I started liking him. He liked me too. We started dating. I was in fifth grade that time. He broke up with me. For no reason. I thought of him as a jerk the next two months. This guy was B2. 2 days after our breakup, I found C3's belonging with a picture on it. It was a student ID. I didn't know him, and he too is in the same grade as B2. He said thankyou online after I accepted his request, and we started talking. Eventually, after two months I went crazy for him. I told him, but he liked someonelse and he started dating the other girl he liked. He ignored me until four months later in summer vacation when he told me he liked me. I wasn't sure if I liked him, but I wan't sure if I didn't either. I was confued. I also thought I liked B2 alittle. I prayed for signs who the guy was for me, but whenever I got a sign, like their favorite songs playing in the mall, it would be B2s song, then on my Ipod it would be C3's. I sometimes saw stores named after them, both of them though. So I said no to C3, and again he ignored me and after two days of me rejecting him, he got back with his old girlfriend. Summer ended and they broke up. Me and him started talking, me and B2 have this connection though. In the hallways, there's chemistry. He's everywhere I go. And I feel this amazing thing all around my body when I look at him. But we barely talk. I guess actions speak louder than words. C3 and I talk alot. On the phone, online, in school. I don't know who to choose. I'm 75 percent sure they both like me. People have told me, and they give hints too. Help me Also, one reason I can't tell anyone is because B2 and I had a secret relationship, like kinda forbidden because our siblings didn't allow it.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-24 11:12:57 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-24 11:12:57 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1120 As I walk in the night when everything is silent and quiet, I keep thinking of you, hoping you love me too. Never in my life I can forget the first time we had met. Everything I felt was new, yet they were all so pure and true. You are my best friend, and I never want our friendship to end. But I still hope you love me, for then my heart would sing with glee. You have everything I expect. Together we look so perfect. My love for you will end never. I promise to stay with you forever.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-23 11:07:24 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-23 11:07:24 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1119 Everyone says we like eachother because we're always talking, we're always together, because we're bestfriends.
Truth is, he saved me. He's the only one who knows I still cut, he's the only one I trust. He makes me smile, he makes me happy. We bully eachother for fun, he knows I don't mean anything what I say and even though he knows I know he doesn't mean what he says, he always apologises for what he said and tells me that I'm not. He knows me better than anybody and I've only known him for a year. He never asks questions, never asks to see my scars, my cuts. Because he already sees my pain. He stays up texting me if I need him. He sticks up for me. He tells people that I'm his bestfriend, a girl. He's like my brother even though he's a completely different size, race, gender. If it wasn't for him I wouldn't be here. He keeps me going through the bad times.
One of my closest friends and his best friend told me that he liked me. I haven't told my bestfriend that he told me this. I don't want to make anything awkward. My friend has been known to twist things sometimes. But I've got this strange feeling that he was telling the truth. Its made me think a lot about our friendship. I love our conversations, I love when he texts me. I love seeing him.
I don't want to like him.
But I think I do.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-23 11:06:41 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-23 11:06:41 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1118 I had some affairs in a moment of madness. I cannot tell my husband. I llove him dearly. I have regained my faith and am a good person and I try and be a good Christian daily. I confessed my sins to a priest who absolved me. However I am consumed by guilt and feel I cannot move on in my life until I forgive myself and move on. It is a big block in my conscience and is preventing me from growing as a person. I would like to find some way of moving forward and dealing with my personal demons. Thank you.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-23 11:05:57 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-23 11:05:57 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1117 Ive smoked weed for almost 3 years and now im a junior in highschool and just last week my 2 best friends found out i smoked and they freaked out and got all on their high horse and immidiately tried giving me a wanna be intervention they kept talking on how it makes you stupid and how its bad for you whitch is complete bullshit. atleast for me it makes me smart it helped me do better in school i actualy get good grades. but they kept on pestering me so 2 days ago i told them i stopped and they acted all happy that they saved my soul or whatever they thought they did. so i fucked them over by giving them them each 2 hash brownies And didnt tell them i relaxed with them in my room and ordered a pizza and just talked for hours about when we were young and why they wanted me not to smoked weed and they both said that weed is bad for your lungs and i told them about the brownies and asked them how they felt they were pist at first then said "i feel great this is what weed feels like" now their my stoner buds
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Uploaded on 2011-12-23 11:05:26 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-23 11:05:26 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1116 I can't seem to stop myself from surfing the craigslist 'casual encounters' page. Ugh. In the last 6 months, I have hooked up with a total of 7 different women. I've seen most of these women more than once, and one calls me nearly every day. We've had delightful times!! Absolutely amazing sex... But I'm married. I've been married for 27 years to a woman I met when I was 17 (and we were both virgins when we met). Unfortunately, I married her to rescue her from a bad father/family situation rather than for love. And we've never had chemistry together as a couple (pretty much "zero" physical chemistry, and she has very little interest in sex). And my reasons for staying are many and I still care for her. She adores me and wonders regularly why I do stay with her... but kids are involved and my youngest is still a teenager. People often say, "look out for those quiet ones!" or that "nice guys will often surprise you!". Yep, I'm a nice guy. And I tend to be kinda shy and quiet. But now, I've got multiple woman who are regularly asking me, "can we get together again". I love to please a woman and it seems I've gotten pretty good at it. But I really need to stop. I'm going to hurt my family, and also these other women who assume we are exclusive. But I can't seem to stop myself.

Are there other adults who find themselves in the same boat
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Uploaded on 2011-12-23 11:04:56 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-23 11:04:56 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1115 I don't know why you left me. You promised me we were going to be together forever, and you've never felt this way about anyone. I thought you were the boy I was going to marry. It sounds so stupid now because I realize you never even cared for me. I should've known that day, the day after I lost my virginity to you. I asked you to come over and bring me plan b because I got so scared of falling pregnant. But you just left to go to the movies with your friends and didn't even tell me. I had to get out of bed, crying, going to the pharmacy and feeling totally humiliated to the point that when I asked for the pill the words couldn't even form in my head. And when I came home I took it and cried in bed all day, wanting to take it all back. I needed you, where were you I did everything for you, physically and mentally. I opened up to you, I trusted you with everything. For the first time in my life I felt like someone wanted me, and that I could do anything. But then you left for college and suddenly you didn't need me anymore. You never called, never tried to stay in touch. We broke up over text. It was the worst feeling in the world. You promised me we'd stay friends. But you've never even spoken to me since then unless I started the conversation. I meant nothing to you anymore. I try to move on, to take each day one at a time. But all I feel is sadness and regret. I want you, I need you, I miss you. And despite all the bad you've done I love you. I pray to god everyday to give me the strength to move on and forget, but all I feel is unwanted and heartbroken. Please god, give me the strength to feel ok again.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-22 10:47:51 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-22 10:47:51 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1114 I understand the radiating pain inside you. I understand the memory of last year. I understand hat your going through. Because I miss you too. But nothing can change what you did, and nothing can change how much you hurt me, how we spiraled out of control. We are not, healthly for each other. The most suicides are around Chritmas. I understand.

I understand why, why I would take my life.

One year ago, we sat in the lights by the tree. We laughed and drank. We has the beat Christmas.

I'm as cold as it is outside. I feel like dying.
I am dying inside.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-22 10:47:26 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-22 10:47:26 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1113 I'm 16 yrs old. im a girl i had sex w/ my sister a hundred times she's 19. and still doing it. i gave my brother a blowjob when he was 7 and i was 10 i tried stripping online w/ an unknown person. i watch porn i'm confused if what i'm doing is alright or not.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-22 10:46:53 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-22 10:46:53 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1112 I'm 16 yrs old. im a girl i had sex w/ my sister a hundred times she's 19. and still doing it. i gave my brother a blowjob when he was 7 and i was 10 i tried stripping online w/ an unknown person. i watch porn i'm confused if what i'm doing is alright or not.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-22 10:46:30 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-22 10:46:30 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1111 My stepdad is a pervert he groped both my sisters touching their breasts and ass and now that my mother knows she says and does nothing altho my stepdad doesnt do it anymore ahe has not apologized to my older sister for not believing her and for letting my stepdad ban her from the house for almost a year now he's talking about how my 6 year old step sister already has a nice ass thats his daughter whats wrong with him whenever i bring up how disturbing it is my mom says you know whats really disturbing that you and your sisters are comfortable being unacomplished losers
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Uploaded on 2011-12-22 10:46:09 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-22 10:46:09 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1110
Thoughts on you scoured everything out of my heart… You are holding me spell bound now.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-22 10:45:37 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-22 10:45:37 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1109 Well,im a girl,and ive liked this guy, and he likes me back, he has all the great looks and everything, and hes sweet. every time i look at him, hear his voice, or when we get near eachother, i fell all weird inside, and just start smiling. maybe im in love.....
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Uploaded on 2011-12-21 13:26:35 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-21 13:26:35 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1108 I wish I had married my ex. He was boring as hell but is now a neurosurgeon. My husband is fantastic, and I love him so much. He only earns 100K a year though. I deserve more. I work as well and earn 65K. I have everything I want within reason and a balanced budget, but I want unreasonble things.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-21 13:26:08 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-21 13:26:08 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1107 I'm almost positive a woman i work with is an ex porn star. she's a born-again christian now, and probably denounces her past. she doesn't know that i know, but the secret is dying to come out (so i'll say it here) i kind of wanted her before, but now that i have seen what she can do, i really want her
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Uploaded on 2011-12-21 13:25:45 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-21 13:25:45 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1106 A few days ago I was thrilled. I thought I met the perfect guy. I've known him for almost a year. He's smart, witty, sweet, funny, cute, plus he holds the same religious beliefs and we see eye to eye on everything. Though sadly today he came into our work party stoned as shit. I mean to the point where there was seriously no excuse. What hurts more is he lied to me so I'd cover his shift, just so he could smoke and come to our Christmas party high. Seriously, what the fuck. It makes me wonder what else he's lied to me about.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-21 13:25:24 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-21 13:25:24 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1105 Im lying alone with my head on the phone thinking of you till it hurts,i know you hurt too,but what else can we doTormented and torn apart. I wish i could carry your smile in my heart for times when my life seems so low,it would make me believe what tomorrow could bring,when today doesnt really know,doesnt really know. Im all out of love,im so lost without you,i know you were right believing for so long,im all out of love,what am i without you I cant be too late to say that i was so wrong. I want you to come back and carry me home away from these lonely nights,Im reaching for you are you feeling it tooDoes the feeling seem oh so strong What would you say if i called on you now saying that i cant hold on,theres no easy way it gets harder each day,please love me or il be gone......
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Uploaded on 2011-12-20 10:55:05 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-20 10:55:05 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1104 My soft lips against yours as we feel each other's passion for one another... Our tongues collide together. They dance a slow samba, then slowly getting faster as the passion grows greater. You start touching my warm body all over. My hands roam over your curves searing your skin...
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Uploaded on 2011-12-20 10:54:47 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-20 10:54:47 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1103 I'm going to kill myself because I lost everything I could've had. Emily, my crush that I've loved for over 8 years now, says she doesn't like me back. It's bad enough that she said that, but one girl in my class kept laughing at me and spreading false rumors about me such as "Ryan told Emily they should hook up" and "Ryan tried making out with Emily". See, I'm not a man whore plus, I'm only 12. I'm not done yet either... it gets better. My mom hates me for telling my little sister to STOP TOUCHING ME AND SLAPPING ME so my mom decided to slap me super hard. Also my grades are lower than usual. My life is like hell... it's terrible and there's no escape. Still not done. I keep getting yelled at during basketball practice for being confused or running somewhere I shouldn't just so I could get the pass and put up a shot. My friend, Chase, died. As I said before Emily, my crush, doesn't like me back... BECAUSE I'M SHORT!!! I CAN BE A GREAT, LOVING BOYFRIEND, BUT SHE WON'T GIVE ME A CHANCE. I've made my decision, I will attempt to kill myself. No hater comments please. Good bye cruel, dumb, piece of crap called the world.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-20 10:54:18 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-20 10:54:18 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1102 I was at the laundromat today and there was a young couple doing their laundry. As they left I went into their drier and stole 3 pairs of the girl's lacy underwear. I didn't care if the cameras saw me or not, because I'm addicted to this. The only reason I stole them is so I can go home and jerk off into them later. How do you feel about this What should I do
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Uploaded on 2011-12-20 10:53:55 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-20 10:53:55 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1101 Just a 15 year old highschool student...I've known I have Choroidal Metastasis for just over a month now. Only my family and a few friends know. I'm scheduled for surgery on July 5 2012. I'm scared to death about the complications because the tumor is behind my right eye. They say there is a possibility they may have to remove the eye completely and replace it with a glass one. Mom and I were looking through them and they don't look that fake but I will always know it is. I haven't told anyone else because I am totally against getting special treatment. If the surgery doesn't completely remove the tumor, they predict I will have 4 years to live... I pray to God every night for it to be okay.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-20 10:53:32 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-20 10:53:32 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1100 As I read the categories here, I realize that I may have a confession in every category. Throughout my life, I can claim little success. My Modus Operandi is to wait until disaster is about to alight until I take any action. It is only recently and, after the passing of my 4 month old granddaughter that I have done anything of value in my children's lives. Many have said that you cannot change the past and look only to tomorrow. That is factually true. However, I have built a mansion composed of regrets and mistakes 51 years deep. I cannot find a way to escape them. Some of the regrets are very recent. Though the frequency of adding to that legacy has decreased, I nearly weekly add some addition to this monument. It is my anchor accelerating to the ocean floor.

I confess that I have and continue to make myriad mistakes in thought, word and feeling. They affect real people, typically people I love. I am a living example for my children, my wife, virtually all those who know the "real" me of the road to intentionally take less, in fact, take not at all.

I wish to change this. I fear I never will. In my soul, which I bear here, I hope to accomplish this one single thing before I reach my terminus.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-20 10:53:08 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-20 10:53:08 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1099 I shared it all with you..and now it seems like things have changed..

I don't understand what I'm doing wrong..this keeps happening to me...

Maybe I just love to much to soon...



All I want is to finally be ENOUGH for someone...

To inspire you the way so many women inspire their men...


Why is it so hard for someone to simply say...

"You know what...I'm tired of you!"


It hurts so much to have to figure it out by yourself ...I dont think I can take the pain anymore..
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Uploaded on 2011-12-19 11:05:52 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-19 11:05:52 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1098 I see your heart filled with frustration. I know you’re in a constant battle between your flesh and your spirit. Calm yourself so you can hear the whispers of my heart and the touch of my soul. You will still see me in your dreams.

I am here to tell you that letting you go so that you can spread your wings and fly towards your source, doesn’t mean I have let you go. Like a butterfly, you need time to collect your colors. I know there will be a day when you will fly back to me. And when you do, I will be waiting. The love we desperately seek is in each other's arms.

Until then, listen to the universe for she knows your heart well. Your faith has put you on the right path. And when you see your path, you will walk with the power of your faith within you. You will no longer be afraid.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-19 11:05:21 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-19 11:05:21 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1097 ok i never told anyone because i think it's absolutely appalling and frightening. but every time the room is too hot or i sleep in clothes that make my body temperature go up, i have these frightening, nauseating nightmares. last night i dreamed of a cat whose body was half lacerated. like the one half looked normal, but if you would look at the other side of the cate, you could see its skeletton and flesh. OMG!!! when i woke up, i was seriously upset and promised that i would never wear these warm clothes again!!
i also had another dream a few years ago when i shot a man right through his forehead. i could see in slow motion how the bullet cut into the forehead. and it looked like he was made of brick because the area around the bullet hole cracked.
HORRIBLE HORRIBLE HORRIBLE
it gives me the heebie-jeebies. i know it's not because i have a twisted, sick mind, but because of the temperature. i just don't really know why my mind goes crazy when it's too hot. any ideas
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Uploaded on 2011-12-19 11:04:31 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-19 11:04:31 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1096 I AM TIRED OF FRIENDS and ACQUAINTENCES VOLUNTEERING INFO ABOUT THEIR WEIRD SEXUAL ESCAPADES.

FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, KEEP THIS GARBAGE TO YOURSELF.

I DO NOT WANT TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE TOO BROKE TO AFFORD A HOOKER WHILE YOURE VACATIONING IN THE SUNSHINE STATE.

T .... M..... I.....


DO YOU REALLY THINK THATS SOMETHING I WOULD LIKE TO HAVE BRANDED AND INFILTRATED INTO MY BRAIN FOREVER.

YOU MAKE ME FEEL DIRTY.


I AM EMBARASSED FOR YOU!
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Uploaded on 2011-12-19 11:03:53 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-19 11:03:53 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1095 I can't trust men. I feel as though they lack compassion to the point of being psychopathic. They just want to screw. I know that's not logical and I'm embarrassed about having this sort of thought because it's not fair to men. If a guy said he thought all women were stupid,I would get really offended. But I don't know how to dismiss the thought. How does one get over this kind of conclusion How do you actively trust a person when you feel like you're just going to get hurt
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Uploaded on 2011-12-19 11:02:54 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-19 11:02:54 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1094 I am threatened by women who I consider pettier and/or smarter than me. I don't know why, but I am.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-19 11:02:15 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-19 11:02:15 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1093 I'm super shy, its like totally impossible for me to flirt sober; I've had two chances to have sober sex, both girls younger than me, both too tight for me to fit into :( I just wanna fuck. First time I ran into that problem was almost two years ago, the second one hour ago.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-17 11:04:37 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-17 11:04:37 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1092 When im measuring my dick do i measure when im hard or soft when im soft im about 5 inches but when im hard im 7.5 inches. is your size when your hard or when your soft no one i know will talk about it when i tell them my size. im a pretty big guy im 196 lbs and about "6,1". i dont know im in a fucked situation because i cant talk to anyone about it but im feeling insecure can someone give me a staright answer
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Uploaded on 2011-12-17 11:03:25 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-17 11:03:25 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1091 I do have a bit of a penchant for admiring my English teachers, but this one is whoa. He's forty something and ruggedly attractive, tall and dark and athletic. Unmarried. He's the kind of person I could just sit and listen to for hours on end. I can't help but remember all his strange little mannerisms and have become enamored. I'm not a hookup kind of girl, but I want him. I sit in class and full-stop fantasize abut him. After I graduate this summer, right It's relatively exciting that I could possibly have an affair with a man. Especially this man.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-17 11:02:40 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-17 11:02:40 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1090 Sorry it's so long but I need help D:

Okay, so...I'm in grade nine, nearly grade 10 and 14 years old. I've never had a boyfriend. This guy likes me , a lot. He's not the best looking but personality is what counts. He can be soo sweet and caring, sometimes a showoff but funny, and so on. Not many people like him at school, even some of my friends don't like him. They find him to be really annoying but I dont really get annoyed easily so I don't see what they're so fussed about.

He asked out a few times in the past and I kept saying maybe, but it would always lead to a no as I felt that I wasn't ready yet for a relationship. We're really good friends and would stay up all night talking to each other.... sooo kinda like friends with benefits. In the past I was stupid and lead him on too much so when he asked me out and I still said no, he got really mad.

I apologized many many times, I know it was wrong. He did forgive me and we went back to that friends with benefits stage without knowing it. Now, just recently we went on a school camp and he did the sweetest thing and bought me a necklace. He put it on for me and then asked me out there on the spot. I panicked and said maybe again. It's been about 2 weeks now and I still haven't decided -.-

I think I like him, but I'm not sure. Many many people at school have said to me that I should say yes. But what makes this situation even worse is that one of my good friends has a huge crush on him. She is really nice and is a true friend as she has said to me that she shouldn't get in the way of my decision and that she is fine with me saying yes because she knows it would make him happy and that's all she wants.

Some days I'm like 'Just go for it, he is a sweet guy that makes you smile and be happy. And everyday you check to see if he's at school or not and you get really happy when he sits with us at lunch, you have to have a crush on him, what else is it! You never know, you could end up falling head over heels for him later down the track if you say yes '. And other days I'm like 'Well....I don't really like him that much, do I Besides, my friend deserves him so much more'. So... Yes or no

Oh and another thing is I'm scared to tell my parents if I do say yes. My mum knows he likes me a lot but doesn't actually know anything about the guy. She has said in the past casually 'don't break his heart'. Is that a hint

Thank you so much if you read this all
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Uploaded on 2011-12-17 11:00:50 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-17 11:00:50 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1089 For four years i dated my bestfriends brother and he became my best friend. After a long hard break up i finally found an amazing guy one who is nice to me, one who loves me and cares about me more than anything.. but i cant help but not love him whole heartedly when i have been in love with my oldest brothers bestfriend since i saw him, i thought it was just a young lust thing but we watched eachother grow up in front of eachothers eyes, he was always around and eventually we had a fling that didnt last long but i just always find myself stuck between three people i love deeply... i dont know what to do..
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Uploaded on 2011-12-17 11:00:24 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-17 11:00:24 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1088 I am currently engaged to a really beautiful sexy girl i mean seriously hot. But she cheated on me when we first started going out well actually more like lied cause she was with someone then and didnt tell me then said they broke up but they didnt and i found that out then they finally did after i gave an ultimateum but now several months later i found out she tried cheating again and i seriously think she has done more cheating i just cant prove it and i really think she is also doing alot of cyber sex stuff online too. Its really bothering me i have attempted suicde before and came close to actually dieing the last time if i wasnt foudn when i was but im really on the verge and i cant tell her im worried that she is cheating cause then i get the you dont trust me shit well no kidding who would trust someone 100Percent if you cheat on them multiple times realy. I just dont know what to do anymore and its killing me i just want to end me.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-17 11:00:03 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-17 11:00:03 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1087 I am literally so tired of this cycle of life! Ok, so things are slowly improving with my family, but i have so much drama with friends. I guess i really shouldn't care though right I mean the people i have drama with aren't close friends of mine, i just hate when people are angry with me, i just wish i could get it in my head that i cant please everyone. On more of the downside i am so stressed about school. Im 18, about to graduate high school in May. I have applied to no schools yet, but its only December, so im trying not to stress. its just that i dont know where i wanna go or what i want to study. AND i have a 3.2 gpa, but the counselors f'd up my math this year, and i cant get into a university with the math im taking, its finance. What should i do people PLEASE just give me advice on everything. I'd really appreciate it more than anything
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Uploaded on 2011-12-17 10:59:37 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-17 10:59:37 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1086 Where I stand right now the cold bites with jaws of a shark
Deep within the misty blackness I search for a true heart
With clear eyes touchable to all who is one, me
But I’m invisible none can see me in this biting breeze
Living for a dream of what I cannot say
You must have a dream but I’m without a clue
But if I listen hard enough in my chest
It beats whole only to you
I want out of this cloud it’s too blue
I’ve felt for my direction and tied both shoes
So im heading towards you with nothing to lose
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Uploaded on 2011-12-16 11:55:21 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-16 11:55:21 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1085 I’ve always loved you. Today, tomorrow and always. Maybe I was the last one to show it, but if my reactions don’t show it nothing will. Haven’t I always been the one to show it Have I not always been there for you Even thouh you may not think so, I was the one who said I love you and you are my world. How did I ever manage a day without you in it I was lost and alone and confused.
Sometimes it’s too late to take a relationship back but I can show you daily how much you mean to me. Alcohol addiction was once my love and I thought nothing else mattered. But it wasn’t there for me when I was lonely. It didn’t hold me through the night. Together I have seen the world with you. It was always me and you. You were the one that rocked my world even tho you had to go away and leave me for a short time. It was still you. Your letters made my day, and the thought of seeing you once again made my days happy and got me through my nights. When I had the chance to get you home, wasn’t it me that brought back to our home town just so you could be close to me once again
I’ve loved you once and I will love you, today, tomorrow and always.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-16 11:54:46 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-16 11:54:46 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1084 Close your eyes and come along with me. Clear everything from your mind. Tonight I want it to be just you and me. Let me be your only thought. Let us become hypnotized by each other’s love. As if in deep meditation your words soothe me, making me feel tranquil and free, the music of our hearts beating as one though many miles apart. Tonight my love we are one. Your love completes me. You are my life, my world. It is you and only you that I want. After joining our minds as one I feel so free, nothing in the world can stop me. I am invincible, you are my all. So tonight, my love, please complete me.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-16 11:53:57 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-16 11:53:57 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1083 I was very horny today so at my first break I went in the can and christened the place. I left an IM for my best friend so she would know I was doing it. I came all over my leg and took a picture for her. When I returned to my desk she already knew. She was excited and said she was turned on too just thinking that I had done that at work with people all around.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-16 11:53:25 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-16 11:53:25 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1082 I seven virgins in my lifetime! I love when they let me teach them how to do as I command! So willing and succulent as I take their precious flower...their hearts racing as each new experience shocks them into submission...
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Uploaded on 2011-12-16 11:52:42 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-16 11:52:42 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1081 WT hole dude my leg the headphone cord and the song was blasting on my computer, when I went to the bathroom taking a peepee, something must of press play by itself and blasting that music again. so I was running half out of the bathroom and try to turn it off, it wouldn't turn off of how many times I keep pressing that off button, so I shut down the Zune Player.

I think Window 7 is haunted.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-16 11:52:10 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-16 11:52:10 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1080 Today is one of those days where i wana say everybody els! just leave me the hell alone so i can have time to myself! im tired of being there for EVERYONE! im just so sick and tired!
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Uploaded on 2011-12-16 11:51:17 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-16 11:51:17 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1079 I am middle aged man and I no longer find my own age females attractive, but I love young girls 17+ they have better bodies. If I go onto a site I always click teens now this is all I want but Im not sure teen girls want an older man so its frustrating. There is 1 18yo in particular who I lust like crazy for I always jerk off thinking of her and NO ONE ELSE. I steel her used thongs they are so beautiful I cannot stop myself knowing her beautiful has been next to them gets me horny as hell. Her body is perfect 10/10 I want her badly
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Uploaded on 2011-12-16 11:49:46 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-16 11:49:46 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1078 Im a 25 year old male in a relationship and I cant stop thinking about group sex,My gf doesnt want to which I repect her decision. being young its hard to find any groups or couples but everytime i see a good looking woman I cant stop thinking about her on her knees surrounded by me and other guys waiting to her senseless.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-16 11:49:02 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-16 11:49:02 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1077 My Name Is Tiffany Im 20 Years Old. Last Week I Went In My Brothers Room Looking For My Cd's They Where On Top Of His Dresser As I Grabed Them I Looked Down I Seen Somethang Stickin Out The Back Of The Dresser. I Pulled The Dresser Back And Found Six Pair Of My Under Wear And Some Of Mysocks. And A Shoe Box With Cut Out Pictures Of Me. So I Grabed All Of It And Took It To My Room. About Anhour Later He Came Home He Asked Me If I Was In His Room I Said No Why. And He Knew I Found My Thangs In His Room. But He Said Nothang. Now He Looks At Me Strange He Will Just Look At My Feet And Start Rubbing His Self Right In Front Of Me. And He Takes My Clothes All The Time. I Need Help Please.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-15 10:51:11 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-15 10:51:11 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1076 From day one you have my heart in the palm of your hand. It’s been there ever since. We are best friends forever and nothing can change that. Death, pain, hatred, miles between, controversy, and overall hardships have no effect on us. We are forever a part of each other, never shall that change. Everything I do is contemplated to extremes to ensure that your approval is met. I strive to make you proud; I love to see you happy. I pray every day that the LORD sees you through your troubles and pains. I pray that you will one day be completely and utterly content with your life and that you get what you want and need.
You are stunning, drop dead gorgeous, an angel of sorts. Your beauty is comparable to nothing in all of creation for nothing ever made is as lovely as you. You have a perfect body, a voice that is distinct and soft, long legs, and pretty hair. Your eyes, they are caring and dark. I guess what I’m trying to say is that I love you. Honestly I’m screaming exactly that every waking moment of my life. Although doing so is repetitive and painfully monotonous at times for you. I love you with all my heart and for you I would do anything. You have let the world change you and mold you to what it wants and I hate that. You were perfect then, and to me you will always be. What they say doesn’t matter at all for I love you more than they could ever dream to.
I love you please know that little fact. One day I hope and pray to be with you until death do us part. You are perfect… To me.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-15 10:50:50 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-15 10:50:50 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1075 I remember your kiss… the way your lips hovered over my lips, tempting my heart so much, to the point when I can take not much more. But I give you the control, waiting eagerly for that gentle touch, listening to the soft whisper of your voice, sensually speaking to me as my desire for you burned even greater. Wait… wait… Wait…, you seemed to say, and I did wait till finally your lips touched mine in a sweet and tender kiss, opening my heart to your passion… your love. As I submerged into the sea of your love diving deeper and deeper into the endless fathoms of her unconditional devotion. But now you have left me and the memory of that kiss will always remain in my soul. Knowing that you gave me the chance to embrace such true love that I never thought my heart could embrace.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-15 10:50:22 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-15 10:50:22 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1074 Today I went shopping for new pants. I had four pairs I was trying on. One pair of jeans was pretty tight, but I liked the way they showed my package. As I looked in the mirror, I was getting pretty turned on and my meat snaked down my leg making a nice bulge. I took them off and stood naked in the changing room. I couldn't help but stroke my cock. Before long I knew I was about to cum. I grabbed the closest thing, which was the khakis I planned on buying, and dumped my load across the front of them. I got dressed and put them back on the hanger. Back in the store, I put them on the rack, grabbed a fresh pair and checked out.
Do they have cameras on the changing rooms
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Uploaded on 2011-12-15 10:49:48 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-15 10:49:48 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1073 For some reason, some times i hump pillows, i don't know why, and i wish i did'nt do it. but when im home alone with nothing to do, i do it. and it feels really good.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-15 10:49:27 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-15 10:49:27 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1072 I'm a 12 year old girl. I look 17 or 18. I fall in love with guys waaayyy older then me. Sometimes even double my age. I old like 3 guys my age but alot of girls my age. Today I kissed a friend of mine, who is a girl, randomly at school today. When ever I date someone 2 years old younger than me I feel guilty like I know it wouldn't work out ever. Everyday I feel like I should have been born in 1993-1994. I live in a 12 year olds world. But I'm not one I'm way more meture. My soul feels like I'm trapped, which is my biggest fear being trapped. Somedays I just want to end it all and kill myself. The only time I feel normal is when I'm not with kids 2 or below years than me. I love and older man... we say that we love the other face to face. But I think I want it to mean more than he does. I have B36 size boobs, curves, emo/scene hair really pretty poofy, I have pink long nails, eye makeup and face makeup. I don't feel at all like a 12 year old girl. I feel like a 17 year old, and when my lover moves on next year... I don't think I could find someone else like him. But I'm such a little slutty whore I'll probably get someone that hurts me emotionally and physically agian. I hate this much I cut and cut and I used to barf. My self harming is getting worse. But sometimes I can't physically even get a little blood. I want to die.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-15 10:49:10 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-15 10:49:10 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1071 I constantly picture the people I love dying. It's always very brutal and violent, and extremely vivid. This started in 7th grade and won't go away...I'm now 14 and in the middle of my freshman year. I can't get these images out of my head. Sometimes they move me to tears, other times I want to lash out in fits of rage. Last year I began cutting occasionally, when it gets really bad and I need release.
This is something I cannot control and I want it to stop. Now it's to the point where I can hardly sleep, because I'm afraid of seeing these images. But whenever I go to others for help, they say "Oh, it's just because you're pessimist." But if they saw what went on in my head...
I really don't know what to do anymore. As much as I hate to admit it, I'm afraid.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-15 10:48:47 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-15 10:48:47 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1070 im horny today... its been 2 days since i even saw a cock. God im going mad without one. Rajat took me 2 days back, beut he was not that big.. just 6 inches and he fucked me for just 2 hours. I hate that. I need those 8 incher+ thick and hard ones, which can plow my pussy atlest 4 times over 3-4 hours. that kind a makes me go to sleep.
SIZE DOES"NT MATTER... who the fuck said that, must have been some peanut sized male doctor !! Ask any woman how has had a huge 9 inch cock up her cunt, she will tell u that there nothing better then being so well filled up. Just the sight of a huge, thick cock standing to attention makes a women horny.. its the sex appeal that a huge cock carries... if a guy had a hammer between his legs... i dont care who the fuck he is.. when i was 21, i found that my dad's driver had a huge one between his legs..i saw him pissing under my window one eveing.. i sheer size of that cock excited me.. he pissed stroked it up and down and zipped up. I needed that cock bad... between my legs. So one fine afternoon when there was no one around... i went up to his room.. held that huge cock and shoved it in my mouth. Thats what a huge cock does to me. I would suck on his cock whenever i would get a chance... while he was driving... in the gagare.. in my room at night...anywhere!! a big cock would be always welcome in my holes.

I like the feel of a huge cock.. hanging in front of my face, i love the feel of its soft skin my face.. holding one in my hand and smacking it on my face...my cheeks..on my mouth.. it feels gr8 when i have a thick one.
Women ...dont lie, all of you love the feel of a huge cock filling uour pussy... stretching ya fuck muscles to the limit...ohhh... it feels so good in comparision to a small weenie fucking you. Watching a huge 10 inch cock disappear into ya pussy feels goo good..so fullfilling .

I have had over a hundred cocks till date all well hung and over 8 inches. i always ensure that the guy is huge before i make him come near, who the guy is doesnt matter
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Uploaded on 2011-12-13 18:19:52 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Rachna 60 2011-12-13 18:19:52 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1069 Every time I see her or hear her I just want to rip off all of her clothes and kiss her all over and feel her warm skin against mine. I want to be there for her. I want to make everything ok. I want to make her laugh. I want to make her happy. I would do anything for her. I LOVE HER!
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Uploaded on 2011-12-13 10:55:06 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-13 10:55:06 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1068 I mean, if I was able to hate you I would. But I can't. I don't have it in me to hate you. I love you too much. And if I was able to hate you, I would hate you for that too!. You have no idea how much I've tried hating you! BUT I CAN'T!!! So even if I don't hate you because I can't hate you, I'm going to say it anyway...even if I don't mean it. It makes me feel better. I mean, it really doesn't make me feel better because I really don't mean it. So basically, I feel the same. blows you a kiss ...wishing I could hate you.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-13 10:54:34 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-13 10:54:34 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1067 I live in NYC. I want to take my gf out and let a guy...........or guy's, feel her up, kiss her and use her body. She is 50, long blonde hair, nice body with fake 38D . She sucks real, real good and I would love to share her with another guy. The only thing...........I need to get her drunk. She turns into a horny when she is drunk. The last time I shared her was a year ago. I hailed a cab with a stranger and let him feel her , kiss her mouth and finger her wet . He begged me to take her to a hotel with him, but I was a bit nervous about it. It was hot though. That night I the out of her thinking about the guys with his hands all over her body. I live on Murry st. in NYC
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Uploaded on 2011-12-13 10:53:46 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-13 10:53:46 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1066 I got a call today from my cousin who lives out where we use to live and he tells me that someone spay painted on my sisters grave so i drive out there to go see it. And sure enough its on there. I WOULD LIKE TO THANK THE DUMBASS MY X FOR TAKEN TIME OUT OF HER BUSY SCHEDULE TO GO AND DO THIS WHEN I SEE U IM BEATIN UR IDC IF U ARE A FEMALE
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Uploaded on 2011-12-13 10:53:03 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-13 10:53:03 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1065 in a dark movie theater as the light flickers.. I want to slide my hand slowly up your thigh and under your sundress. I want to feel your my fingers on your silk panties and the moisture on your lips...
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Uploaded on 2011-12-13 10:52:14 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-13 10:52:14 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1064 C'mon you homophobic, narcissistic flavored milkbone. Chewy like a biscuit, noisy like a disemboweled infant. I wonder if you bleed from your craw as much as you bleed to me...probably. I mean with all that sand in your it's a wander how you still gettin , well I'm you. Cuz yous a . Now go do your homework little boy. It's grown up time now.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-13 10:50:56 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-13 10:50:56 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1063 Let my arms encircle your body as you feel my chest against your bare back, your head leaning back against my shoulder as our lips touch. As I taste the sweetness of your lips, my fingers lovingly move over the curves of your frame, feeling your body shiver in sweet ecstasy, each movement so slow and gentle, expressing the desires in our soul, feeling the hunger within us. Oh the feel of your body fills me, thrills me with such desire wanting to give you all the pleasure that this body and soul can give to you. Open yourself to me my darling, as we give ourselves to each other in a moment, a night of soft and fiery passion that our bodies yearn to feel and embrace. Why should we deny what we feel, what we want to share with each other in the silence of this room, where we will enter into the paradise of the passions and desires of our affections…
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Uploaded on 2011-12-12 10:46:41 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-12 10:46:41 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1062 Meet me under the mistletoe and let me show you the passion and desire my soul longs to be reveal to you. In a single kiss we can free our passion, shedding away all the world sees us as, leaving only our bare innocence, feeling skin against skin as we succumb to our desires. I will lay you on the floor and then we will become one with two hearts entwined. In the glow of the Christmas lights and illumination of burning candles we will embrace a moment of carnal desires… Right here…. right now… when you meet me under the mistletoe.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-12 10:46:17 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-12 10:46:17 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1061 Im bored, angry, and lonely.
Im irritable, jealous, and all i can think are angry thoughts now.
none of it comes through, but..how do i be happy
i have friends, but i feel alone..
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Uploaded on 2011-12-12 10:46:00 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-12 10:46:00 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1060 I admit it. I objectify almost everyone I see, guys and girls alike. I love boobs and hips in tight jeans. I love guys with beards, clean shaven, big hands, pressed slacks. I check out guys all the time. I imagine what kind of sounds they might make in bed, whether they talk dirty or ask a lot of questions. I stare and stare and stare. I don't know how I keep my job or don't drive off the road sometimes.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-12 10:45:39 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-12 10:45:39 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1059 well I was being disobedient to my mom and she just spanked my bottom with the paddle I got five sawts and it hurt
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Uploaded on 2011-12-12 10:45:19 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-12 10:45:19 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1058 Awhile ago the power and water at my house got shut off because I stopped paying the bills. I did some fancy wiring and tapped into my neighbors power and I also attached a hose to their outdoor spigot and ran the hose into my basement and have been using their water to shower, wash clothes/dishes, drink and cook with, etc. I don't use either in excess, just enough to get by until I am able to pay my bills and get back on my feet.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-12 10:44:49 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-12 10:44:49 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1057 Kaisi thi woh raat kuch keh sakta nahi main
Chahoon kehna to bayan kar sakta nahi mai,

Dulhan ban ke meri jab woh bahoon main aayee thi
Sej saji thi phoolon ki par us ne mehkai thi,

Ghunghat mein ik chand tha aur sirf tanhai thi
Awaaz dil ke dhadak ne ki bhi phir zor se aayee thi,

Pyar se jo maine ghunghat chand par se hataya tha
Pyar ka rang bhi utarkar uske chehre par aya tha,

Bahoon mein le kar usko phir laboo ki lali churai thi
Us sard raat mein saanse bhi shola ban kar takrai thi,

Tika,bindi,kangna, payal sabne shor machaya tha
Jab uske shokh badan ko maine haath lagaya tha,

Doob gaye the hum dono us dehekti pyar ki aag mein
Tod diya tha hum ne kaliyo ko uske pyar ke baag mein,

Kya batlaaye ab hum, woh raat kis kadar nirali thi
Hamare suhag ki woh raat,jo itni matwali thi……..
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Uploaded on 2011-12-11 16:35:42 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-11 16:35:42 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1056 You are an asslicking, lizard butt poking, farming for hard up mother . You smell like , you eat cow crap, you look like a monkey but not the cute kinda monkey. Your mother is so dumb, well she had you, what else can I say about that Your mother is so ugly, but she did get laid and have you. Your was fun but your brain burned my soul. Eat , toss a salad, put your face in a tiolet and suck a tail pipe of a very big bus.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-11 16:34:57 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-11 16:34:57 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1055 i tell them that the reason i am depressed all the time is all of it. me. i can't tell them, or you, that it is in a way about you.
they'd think im crazy, andyou well, i can't put that on you. its not your fault. i want you to be happy.
but in truth when we were, whatever we were, i felt so peaceful, at home. as if everything was finally ok. sometimes i feel it still..
but i know its not. not ok. i know its all me im full of problems, i am the reason im depressed. but i never felt better than when i was loving you.
i had my hellish moments also, but they were mostly insecurity.. our relationship was so ghostly, it was very hard on me.
but had we gotten together.. in any way.. what i needed was simple really.. just kindness andpresence..
i don't know how to get over it.. that you didn't even want to try andsee what i was really about.. you touched me in a way no oes else has or could..
im mourning the loss of love.. its insane i know. i shouldn't feel so strongly about you.. i don't know why i do.. when i 1st saw you i already knew..
i felt my whole universe within you.. getting married never crossed my mind before, i guess i had never been in love.. but you, there..
you were supposed to be a stranger, yet i felt like you were already my husband. the word belittles it.. not husband.. my love simply..
my reason for coming here.. for traveling light years up to hell anddiving right in, to find you. you somehow made me real.
andthats partly why i was andstill am so sad.
before we met i had the hope, i knew you were here, somewhere. it drove me, to keep on.
now that i found you andwas rejected.. i feel like im done here.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-10 11:05:07 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-10 11:05:07 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1054 No more than an illusion; an oasis in the desert. Why chase after the mirage After all, it wasn't really there, was it
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Uploaded on 2011-12-10 11:04:44 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-10 11:04:44 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1053 Something always brings me back to you .. my smile .It never takes too long.You hold me without touch ...and i simply enjoy the bliss....
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-10 11:04:28 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-10 11:04:28 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1052 I did actually see it! Thank you so much, I love you. Really would love to see you
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Uploaded on 2011-12-10 11:04:06 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-10 11:04:06 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1051 Because of my own experience I worry all the time that someone might be sexually assaulting my daughter. At daycare, when she stays with friends, everyone. I thought I was over it, apparently not.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-10 11:03:38 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-10 11:03:38 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1050 What you lookin at You all a bunch of . You know why You dont have the guts to be what you wanna be. You need people like me. You need people like me, so you can point you fingers and say: Thats the bad guy! So what that make you Good You're not good. You just know how to hide. how to lie! Me, I don't have that problem. Me, I always tell the truth, even when I lie. So say good night to the bad guy! Come on! The last time youre gonna see a bad guy like this again, lemme tell you! Come on! Make way for the bad guy! The bad guys comin through! Better get outta his way!
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Uploaded on 2011-12-10 11:03:17 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-10 11:03:17 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1049 My name is nurse ratchet. Let me give the tour. Pay no mind to the dingy blue walls. Over here we have a guy...or is it a girl...who always wears blue and likes to think he or she is invisible. We just call him anon. Under that bridge looking thing is Mr. Troll. Take note of his spider man pj's. His mommy makes him wear them. Then over here we have the narcissist who thinks he is world famous...go ahead, let him sign an autograph, what harm could it do if it makes him happy. Then down the corridor is the dude with the . We all him boney. He wonders why none of the women will talk to him. Go figure right Off to the left three doors down we have the guy who thinks it is ok to jerk off onto his daughters panties. Oh, we will be castrating him soon.

Oh, I see you have noticed the of the asylum. Yes, well, she was just diagnosed with some std. Pay her no mind. Over here we have the coming of the christ. Do you see the glow around her. We don't like to burst her bubble but that is really just a night light. Shhh.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-10 11:02:56 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-10 11:02:56 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1048 A little tidbit on chicks. I know men, and some women, want to believe that women are like what you see on Pornhub and xHamster or even what is in your mind and we get off with any kind of stimulation. Its not fact. We take very precise stimulation. Each one of us is different. Some of us like direct clitoral stimulation. Others cant take it. Some like it gentle, others like it rougher. But there is no woman out there thats gonna if you shove your fingers in there. We are gonna probably hand you our insurance card because its too much like a Gynocological exam. Another factor is time..it takes time for us to get off. unless we are doing ourselves and then we can get there pretty quickly but thats coz we are practiced at it.
We are complicated creatures. you cant just shove something in us and make us with juices running down our legs.
Got meh
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Uploaded on 2011-12-10 11:02:16 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= lilcuppa16DaysTillXmas 60 2011-12-10 11:02:16 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1047 Because "I need you right now" is not right. What I should say is "I have needed you for so long, right now, I can't wait another day".
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Uploaded on 2011-12-09 10:52:52 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-09 10:52:52 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1046 Oh... The daydream of you. I'm there almost every day. You make my heart race and stop at the same time. You're so amazing and you don't even know it..! To me... You are... You're amazing, funny, beautiful. And just crazy beautiful. You make me smile till my cheeks hurt, laugh till my tummy aches. How do I tell you without compromise..! If only you had remembered. Why didn't you I ask myself every day. It's all I've longed for your lips to touch mine. But that night was mere shadows to you. Perhaps that's why I didn't. Or maybe I was just scared... You give me blissful feelings. Feelings I do not wish to feel. Yet...Still... they persist. I'm scared. You scare me... I don't need the heartache. But would love the journey of the unknown. You're like an unstoppable force busting into my unbreakable shield. It will never happen... It cannot exist. But it sure feels like it should, could. It is a certain thing. If only I had the courage enough to let my shield down... Easier said than done..But I'm still striving... For you. To get to you.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-09 10:52:24 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-09 10:52:24 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1045 i love to take my pics in the nude or minimalist clothing. i even have a video of myself fingering. Lately i have taken to sleeping with my roommate. She has got busty boobies and i like to submerge my face in those big melons and sleep.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-09 10:52:03 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-09 10:52:03 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1044 TODAY I DREW BLOOD FROM MYSISTERS BACK WITH MY BARE NAILS. IT FELT GOOD. SHE DESIRVERED IT I THINKSHE ON THE OTHER HAND CRIED.. ALL THOUGH IM GOING TO A DANCE TOMMROW I DONT NO IFF ILL SURVIVE WITH ALL THE BLOOD I MIGHT WANT TO KILLL!!!!!!!!
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Uploaded on 2011-12-09 10:51:46 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-09 10:51:46 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1043 i would smash so many jerks and make the world a better place for everyone to live. i will literally throw them off roofs and into place that would really screw them up.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-09 10:51:27 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-09 10:51:27 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1042 Calls me mentally unstable and gets away with it.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-09 10:51:06 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-09 10:51:06 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1041 why is it that being in love or having a crush.

makes me so impacient. Its been a week since I sended my mail to her.

No reply yet I know she is busy has a job and working on her house maybe that's the reason.

But...aaaah it makes me insecure and doubtful inside. It makes me even think this weird thing.

Maybe she just added me on facebook, said yes on my question for writing her so she could have a laugh O_o

No that's not true.... I hope that's not true. Its strange my brain says its true but a feeling in me says its not true

This confession is getting out of hand isn't it I need help don't I
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Uploaded on 2011-12-08 10:51:27 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-08 10:51:27 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1040 At night do you find my dreams nestled within yours Do you feel my lips as I bring them to your neck and kiss softly while whispering soft words of endearment into your ears as you sleep I exist only as an image in your mind, my voice being no more than a gentle sigh...
Do you wish That I could melt my dreams within yours and that my lips would be more than just a silken breath that passes over you as you sleep...
Do you hope That my teasing murmurs become soft caresses rather than just whispered promises placed on lips that wish to feel the truth
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Uploaded on 2011-12-08 10:50:41 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-08 10:50:41 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1039 Hush now darling, won't you slow your heart tonight
In the company of angels you will find everything will be all right.
Close those eyes and enter the realm of dreams,
where it is just you and me and beautiful memories.
Rest my love and when you wake,
let peace and love surround your day.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-08 10:50:01 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-08 10:50:01 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1038 punching a in the mouth multiple times as i her senseless.... while only wearing my bestest and most comfortable pair of tube socks. it's get bloody fast but whatevAr... hot nonetheless.

thank you confessions for inspiring me to type....more out, yea.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-08 10:48:17 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-08 10:48:17 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1037 I had sex with a gross fat man that I met on craigslist. The deal was that I would get a car in exchange. I met up with him with a bar. The second I saw him I knew I didn't want to have sex with him. but we drank and talked at the bar. At the end of the night I told him to drive me back to my place. but he drove to his house instead. We kissed in his car and it was awful. he insisted i come inside. I didn't want to do it but I was just so tired and wanted to sleep. He didn't wear a condom, saying he has been snipped so I wouldn't get pregnant. I just wanted to get it over with. he is the only guy who has ever came inside of me and it felt so gross. I felt so violated, almost as if it was rape. But it wasn't rape. I agreed to have sex with him. I never got the car, simply because I didn't want to see his face ever again. How could I stoop so low
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Uploaded on 2011-12-08 10:46:56 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-08 10:46:56 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1036 Some people want you to wave a magic wand and give them some magical answer to make them feel better but when you offer them advice they all over it. Get ! Be miserable. See if I give a .
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Uploaded on 2011-12-08 10:46:26 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-08 10:46:26 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1035 im still waiting... think about it... tired of drama here i am. tired or pedos, real life stalkers, whiny lil , anons, glitches, trolls that... suck at trolling, pics (noht for obvious reason on my half) emo's or... just children under the age of 13 talking that "im a preteen and cool" bullshit hurrrrr! points at self i am!!!

vote JB, captain of admins for 2012... i cant promise i wont abuse the power if im pissy though..
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Uploaded on 2011-12-08 10:45:48 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-08 10:45:48 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1034 Why do we fill like we need to be in love We don't want to be alone To have someone to grow old with. Why does love have to be so rough at times You don't know want to break up for the fear of being alone. If you decide to stay in an a rough relationship then you deserve what comes out of it. Being in love and having someone love you back is the greatest filling in the world. RESPECT LOVE because if you don't it will chew you up and spit you out. For NO REASON at all. NEVER abuse it.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-07 08:32:53 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-07 08:32:53 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1033 i would like to read a quote that i feel captures how i feel today:
"There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are messengers of overwhelming grief...and unspeakable love.” -washington irving
there are no words to adequately describe the sadness i feel today, nor the love i feel for him. i am devastated he is no longer physically here with me.
but love is eternal, and he will always be with me in my heart.
i love you.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-07 08:32:19 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-07 08:32:19 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1032 My mom called last night, worried, because she hasn't been able to reach my uncle in two days. His car is parked in the drive way, yet he hasn't answered the door or phone, and all the lights are off. I'm not sure what's going on but he probably walked over to a friend's house or something. If he died...one less person who refuses to speak to me for no reason :
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Uploaded on 2011-12-07 08:31:59 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-07 08:31:59 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1031 The annoying thing about my mom is she thinks she can tell just by looking at someone, if they are gay, do drugs, or if they're a witch.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-07 08:31:38 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-07 08:31:38 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1030 Powerful desires... Lustful dreams ... fantasies apropos your touch...
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Uploaded on 2011-12-07 08:31:12 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-07 08:31:12 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1029 why is it that being in love or having a crush.

makes me so impacient. Its been a week since I sended my mail to her.

No reply yet I know she is busy has a job and working on her house maybe that's the reason.

But...aaaah it makes me insecure and doubtful inside. It makes me even think this weird thing.

Maybe she just added me on facebook, said yes on my question for writing her so she could have a laugh O_o

No that's not true.... I hope that's not true. Its strange my brain says its true but a feeling in me says its not true

This confession is getting out of hand isn't it I need help don't I
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Uploaded on 2011-12-07 08:30:54 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-07 08:30:54 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1028 I still hold the belief if you love someone you should reach out. You know who needs to hear from you and likewise, when you need them, they will reach out to you. Time flies. No time to waste on anything but love. Unconditional. Understanding. It is a big gamble. Or is it Giving love creates room for more love to grow in your heart. Dont leave the parched soil where a beautiful heart is withering. Rain your love down. Rain some down on me too.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-06 11:17:15 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-06 11:17:15 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1027 I wonder what the statistics are of people who loath and despise the person they are with but stay out of guilt or obligation. I would never want to hold someone hostage like that. Rather them leave me alone. How many times have you guilted a person or interupted them leaving you and they wilt away. Or perhaps the person loves you but not your abuse. I wonder how many people right now feel trapped like a kidnap victim.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-06 11:15:24 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-06 11:15:24 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1026 During class, in approximately fifth grade, the teacher posed a question to the students and I immediately searched my textbook for the answer. Since it was a topic we had not yet discussed I figured there would be plenty of time for me to hone in on the source material.

Several minutes had passed; maybe even ten or so, when I enthusiastically raised my hand and when called upon blurted out the answer. The classroom erupted into riotous laughter as I sat oblivious to what had transpired: while I studiously scanned my textbook someone had much earlier answered the question and the teacher had moved on to other topics by then.

As I sat red-faced for a few minutes. ;
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Uploaded on 2011-12-06 11:14:19 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-06 11:14:19 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1025 I feel like I have fallen into a deep abyss

I cant get out

And I'm suffocating

I cant breath anymore

If I even tried

There will only be pain



Tears cascade down my pale cheeks

My eyes burning

Because of all the tears

They take my body over

Making me shake

Making me scream



No one knows

How much the pain is

And they can't ever help

No matter how hard they tried

Only one thing can save me

And that's something no ones has

And I dont even what



I dont care how much pain

That I have to suffer

I'm not important to me

The pain can stay

As long as I'm making someone else happy



Pain is overwhelming yes

But I'll take it anyday

And never let go

Pain helps me

Either alive or dead

It will always be there



The dark hole is getting bigger

Taking me in it's wrath

Surrounding me like a blanket

But its not the blanket I want

But its keeps things inside

So I'm fine



Let the pain take me

As long as others are happy

I'm fine

With all these tears

And scars
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Uploaded on 2011-12-06 11:13:48 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-06 11:13:48 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1024 If I'm the only girl who runs to a mirror right after I talk to a cute guy and re-enacts my side the entire conversation.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-06 11:12:15 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-06 11:12:15 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1023 I had a dream that I wrote a song that The Cure did in concert. The lyrics were clear enough for me to write down, the song was called "Fair Standing" and I'd never heard the song or music to that song before my dream last night.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-06 11:11:44 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-06 11:11:44 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1022 i met this guy and was sure that i loved him. we got into a huge fight and stopped talking, but i missed him so much. today i found he has a girlfriend. i dont know whether to cry or laugh. his girlfriend is this perfect little blonde cheerleader and it kills me to picture him with someone else. the worst part is that i still miss him and would do anything to have him back.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-06 11:11:16 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-06 11:11:16 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1021 Just to feel your lips against mine in the tender moment of love is all that I long to feel with you that will unlock my heart and succumb to a passion that I never felt before. Give me your heart to share and cherish forever, because I long to be with you forever and together we can create a paradise that our hearts have always wanted to feel. Give me your heart... your love.... and I will give you mine, for you are all I long for and without you there is no life here for me and my existence cold and meaningless. Open your heart to me and let me love you forever with all that I am.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-05 11:10:49 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-05 11:10:49 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1020 I have met a guy or two that is a perfect ten when you see them. I knew a guy who was a male and looked like adonis. He would try so hard to hook up with me and I just wasn't feeling it. He couldn't understand when he saw a guy I was dating later on. The guy was really not good looking. However, I had such a blast around this guy. I was always smiling, laughing, , and enthusiastic about the time we spent together. He had confidence, he could draw beautiful pictures that he made for me, he was an awesome drummer, he was extremely wise, he had the sex drive of a tiger and I was SOOOO into him. This pissed the looking guy off. He didn't get it.

The only thing the guy had to offer me was a pretty picture. He had nothing interesting to talk about. He was kind of stupid. Example, I told him I used to live in Germany, Japan and most of the states in America growing up. He asked me if I had ever been to Europe. We argued for five minutes about how Germany is in Europe. He had to be the most idiotic moron I had ever met. I also didn't want to date a guy that had women throwing themselves at me or someone who was prettier than me.

So, if you are an ugly guy, or out of shape, but you are strong in other areas, realize that there are women out there who will totally dig you. I am not looking for anyone right now. I just wanted to say that so people understand that looks are not everything. Don't believe me huh OK, here is an assignment. Go someplace really busy and take note of the people you see holding hands. Couples. Take note of how some really ugly people actually have mates.

If you are someone who only goes for looks and you are constantly getting hurt. Perhaps you are looking for the wrong qualities.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-05 11:08:46 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-05 11:08:46 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1019 i could live the rest of my life without both honestly... for sakes!

anyways... cowfhey time....
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Uploaded on 2011-12-05 11:08:10 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-05 11:08:10 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1018 and hurt the one i love more than anything. i wasnt trying to but i did. i up and now i very well may lose her and i cant say that i blame her at all. i feel dead inside now as though ive had my entire heart ripped out but i was the one who did it to myself by doing the things that i did to betray her. im sorry im sorry im sorry
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Uploaded on 2011-12-05 11:06:59 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-05 11:06:59 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1017 you make me fall in love with myself i look into the mirror and think am i really so great the way you paint me..

your presence in my life is so very important i realise everyday.....your thoughts make me change all my pain into positivity....before i used to curse my solitary world and the silence used to torture me but when you came into my life all changed....now i love my silence coz it brings me close to you....i can enjoy the amalgamation of our soul in the supreme silence though attimes i feel pain for you are so far and out of reach but then again i look into my heart and find you smiling at me saying dont worry my dear though we are far still we are one.......
attimes i think what special you have that you understand me so very well and can see and feel my essence everywhere when others who staying near me fail to understand even my little need.....
you make me grow is all sphere ,you bring out the best in me..but still i feel what i give is nothing compare to what you give...i want to give you more my love...i just want to unleash all my love to you but i dont know how ....

yes i do have flaws i accept but the way you shape up my negative things into positive compliments i feel surprised and you compel me to think am i really so great or is it only your eyes look so and makes me an angel i dont know but still i enjoy i always crave for these little things these little pampering and the way you pamper me and make me feel loved and wanted i feel at the top of the world so attimes it makes me jealous coz i dont want to share my love i want to have it all....i dont want to loose you ever becoz it is you my everything which is so very close to my soul.....
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Uploaded on 2011-12-03 11:01:41 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-03 11:01:41 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1016 Like I think of you. You must wonder what I'm like when I'm not being serious and doing a job. You must wonder what it's like to lay across from me in bed and look into my eyes. You must wonder what it's like to have a real conversation with the real me, and not the one I show to the rest of the world. You must wonder what it's like to hold my hand. You must wonder what it's like to nuzzle my nose...what it's like to feel the heat of my breath on your lips as we say the last words we can say to each other before we have to kiss... And I'd kiss you with all the passion I have for you. It's...overwhelming.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-03 11:01:09 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-03 11:01:09 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1015 Why, suddenly, so quiet I don't recall you ever lacking anything smart-alecky to say. You were always babbling about something, thinking it was brilliant and that the public just had to catch up to you to understand it. But now, you have nothing to say. I left you speechless, maybe, when I said what I really meant. You always wanted that from me, claiming I didn't have it. Well, there you go: the truth. The truth, to you, I guess is unanswerable. I thought you could handle it. Running and hiding from me I thought you were the big, powerful, strong one. Better than me, of course. I'm disappointed. I gave you what you wanted, but once you got it, you realized that this never was what you wanted to begin with. Heavy stuff, huh
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Uploaded on 2011-12-03 11:00:42 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-03 11:00:42 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1014 What I want most is a hug from you.
Because I need to know you are able to give them.
Uh and you smell nice. Or you did when I last saw you.

Could you do that
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Uploaded on 2011-12-03 11:00:14 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-03 11:00:14 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1013 and it's starting out very sad... i mean it when i tell you you are dear to me, or i like you. or when i say that i love my friends.. my limitations are all down for you and i accept you and all your sides because you do the same for me. when you make me choose among yourselves, i'd rather not choose any of you just to avoid hurting the other side. but if you permit me to be greedy, i'd choose all of you, hands down. but that's not the case.. and as you can see i'm being too idealistic here.

sorry. please don't hurt each other anymore..
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Uploaded on 2011-12-03 10:59:46 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-03 10:59:46 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1012 Is that I cant stop. Even after all this time and silence between us, I still care. I don't think it will ever end. Just hope and pray that you are healthy and happy and taking good care of your self.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-03 10:59:12 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-03 10:59:12 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1011 make me feel restless at the mid of the night,you make me brighten as the morning shines.....you are in my thoughts always.....i never felt like this before and i dont want it to end.......
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Uploaded on 2011-12-01 11:09:08 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-01 11:09:08 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1010 I dont know how much more I can take of this....not being able to touch or hold you is killing me!

I try to be strong and positive when Im talking to you...only to help you...and because I think sometimes it can be pointless to be sad and to be missing you

so much when nothing can be done...Right now...thinking about you..and not being able to hold you is just too much..and sometimes I feel like screaming it ...but the fact is..

your there and Im here...

I MISS YOU!.......I LOVE YOU! ...I WISH NOTHING MORE BUT TO HOLD YOU AND KISS YOU!

I wish the world would stand still for us!..I wish I could fly to you and life was as easy as that...

please come to me soon....

I need you
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Uploaded on 2011-12-01 11:08:38 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-01 11:08:38 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1009 once a week I order a pizza from pizza hut with a 2 liter of pepsi and eat it by myself
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Uploaded on 2011-12-01 11:08:09 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-01 11:08:09 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1008 I need a good solid 12 hours of sleep and this usually means that I sleep in in the mornings and it's so unhealty, did you know that I've been fired from every job I've had due to sleeping in. I beat myself up because of it. To me it is a sickness, like I have been tied to my bed and I cannot get up.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-01 11:07:44 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-01 11:07:44 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1007 I always considered myself to be a femanist. Equal rights, equal pay, equal life. I don't need a man, I don't want a man, I can be on my own. And yet I've fallen completely head over heels in love with a Marine and all i want is to get married and have babies and revert to the very woman I've scorned for most of my life. I feel so...dirty.
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Uploaded on 2011-12-01 11:07:07 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-01 11:07:07 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1006 i struggle daily with depression i have good days and bad on a good day im everyones friend on a bad day i need my friends to talk to it embaresses me that i feel this way when im down and my confidance is low im a little old fashioned and try my best to be strong and just get on with it but sometimes its just a hug i need i do hope this makes sense as it is written from the heart
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Uploaded on 2011-12-01 11:06:42 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= lovelypaul69 60 2011-12-01 11:06:42 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1005 what the frakk happened to the confessions page!!!


sorry. abrupt change is shocking....
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Uploaded on 2011-12-01 11:06:05 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-12-01 11:06:05 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1004 when it comes to anger, i really feel like kill u on the spot. and stay happy in life forever , but i cannot do it i know because i love u a lot!!
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Uploaded on 2011-11-30 17:05:07 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-30 17:05:07 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1003 Oh song you're so sad that it brings tears to my eyes yet you are so beautiful, delicate and sweet. How I can listen to you endlessly, and don't think I could ever get bored of you for a very long time.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-30 11:13:15 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-30 11:13:15 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1002 Lay with me my darling underneath these satin sheets so we can hold each other so close and tight not letting any worries come to us as we listen to the gentle sound of the rain outside our window. Let our lips touch ever so softly and whisper the words of love that our hearts long to speak. Right now let’s not worry about what needs to be done – the places we need go or the things we need to do are not important right now. For all that matters right now is this silent moment we share and the tenderness of our affections we share with each other. Just lay here in bed with me and let’s succumb to the passions of our love that our hearts longs to share.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-30 11:12:54 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-30 11:12:54 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1001 I'm holding auditions this December 17th to suck my . As advance notice, the theme for the cooking trial this year will be Italian food -- I like a nice Marsala. Please get your Dollar50 processing fee in three weeks in advance and make sure to wear long pants that day as, to gain entrance to my home, you must first suck all the chrome off the trailer hitch on my neighbors truck in under 45 minutes.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-30 11:11:56 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-30 11:11:56 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=1000 tries to look cute So....um....how is everyone doing
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Uploaded on 2011-11-30 11:11:29 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-30 11:11:29 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=999 America's tiny penis. Today is cold, 62 degrees. People can't drive here and I have no fleshy friends. I hate Florida.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-30 11:10:55 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-30 11:10:55 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=998 Take me away to the paradise in your heart where we can let our love run free, sharing all that our hearts hold. Open yourself to me my love, let me into your world as I hold you so close to me and our lips meet in a loving kiss. I want to feel your passion, I want to feel the love your soul has for me as the feel of skin against skin intensifies the affections between us. I want us to feel the friction of our bodies as we become one growing so strong that its heat melts the world around us and we are left in the paradise of true love that is meant for only us forever and ever more.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-29 11:05:23 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-29 11:05:23 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=997 I have been having an affair with a co-worker for the past two years. I am married with two daughters (ages 11 and 8). I have fallen in love with the woman with whom I've been having the affair. I think she could be the love of my life, and she feels the same way about me (by the way, she's married too). It seems like we were meant to be. However, I am afraid of leaving my family and the effect that could have on my daughters. I feel like I'm living in limbo and pretending to be in love with my wife while I'm really in love with another. I love my daughters with all of my heart and don't want to let them down. I know I created this situatiton and expect no sympathy. I need to do something because I can't live like this forever.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-29 11:04:48 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-29 11:04:48 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=996 "And I meant, every word I said.
When I said that I love you I meant
That I love you forever."



I read your notes in 'Friendship'.


There was only one left with issues that friday. But it wasn't me. .

What I wanted at first, after that terrible Friday, was to thank you for trying so hard that night. 'Cause you really tried to cheer me up, to make it a good night. But you never gave me a chance to thank you. So here it is: Thank you!

It's just a pity everything got blown out of proportion weeks later. Especially because, for me, it had nothing to with it any more. I know I wasn't myself that night, but it had nothing to do with you. Like I said, I had no issues that friday.

I didn't mean to hurt you, but I understand you're shocked about my rage against the machine. What's written's far worse than what's said. That's just me, being angry. It blows over just as fast as it comes up. It's just one moment in time.

But by the time we got to a point of return, it was too late. I am sorry about that, but I did not have the energy to go through it all, again. 'Cause it wasn't the first time a thing like this happened, was it It was bound to happen, we tried to avoid it for a whole year, but it was just meant to be, I guess. I just wished it wouldn't have been that definite as it is now. I would have liked to caught up with you every once and a while, just knowing you're alright, you're happy.

But that's just not the kind of friendship we shared. It was all or nothing. And in the end it I realised that staying friends costed more energy than just being friends. I guess you felt that too. So don't think I hate you, 'cause I most certainly do not. I treasure all the good times we had forever, and hope to forget about those last three weeks of silence.


Love you. Always.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-29 11:03:36 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-29 11:03:36 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=995 God, forgive me for I have sinned. In my last relationship I suspected my girlfriend to have cheated on me, so I kissed with another girl multiple times.

Also, after my first relation in which I got traumatized I got a new girlfriend. When I told her I loved her actually I felt nothing (I think). The same with my last girlfriend. I told her I loved her, I'm quite sure I did, but I didn't feel it.

God please forgive me for my sins.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-29 11:02:55 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-29 11:02:55 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=994 today she called back after a weekend of me trying to reach her. Got mad at me after 4th of july. --phone calls
we went supposedly to go study...i pick up AM at her house too. then we all go to school. couldnt borrow the book because i didnt have a summer 08 sticker. We then went to the public library to look for the math textbook. i helped out a chinese lady find some books for her kids. then we went to Borders for a while. Bought drinks, left.... made a quick stop to Best Buy. i stay in the car and talk w/AM while SA goes in to look for a dvd. I go drop AM off at her house.. and then let SA drive back home.

We talk some of the way about nothing in particular, the radio is up loud, windows down. Once she parks and i get out to change seats, she puts her latte temporarily on the car, and looks through her bag. Then as i was about to say goodbye, she asks me, wondering how long it we will be tomorrow at AM's house. AM had invited us over to cook something.

She mentions that she has a date later tomorrow evening, at 6:30. For a brief second I wanted to ask more. The suprise itself was enough to stop me. But all i said was "cool". As I was getting into my car... i said quietly.."good night". But she heard me and said good night too.

As i was backing out and getting ready to leave, I had to pause to go around a parked car in the way. It was right in front of her house. I took a glance at her door, she was about to go inside, she sees me, and says "bye" again.

I hold up my hand in a wave. I turn on the radio again and drive out of her neighborhood slowly, keeping the windows down.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-29 11:01:56 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-29 11:01:56 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=993 Sometimes I think... If I don't stay in your life, will it really matter to you Will you really miss and whisper my name day in and day out Tears spill out from my eyes thinking I won't be missed. Though deep down I want to believe I will be missed. A myriad of questions come in my mind when I don't get to see you care for me... Don't you ever want to know how am I How am I passing my days and coping with it Do you ever wonder whether I am happy or sad My smiles may conceal so many things though deep down I know I am dying. So I wonder, will it really matter if I don't stay in your life
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Uploaded on 2011-11-28 10:44:50 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-28 10:44:50 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=992 I have been to pscyhologist, psychiatrists, counsellors, art psychotherapists, hypnotherapists..... Nothing really got me very far. I am on medication for it and it does make a difference.
When things are bad, it's miserable but I don't know if I want it to go
I feel selfish for it but it is almost who I am :-S Well, not who I am but it has made me, me. Like, it helped me to chose to be a mental health nurse, well apply to unis for that anyway. Should hear from them soon. I can empathyse with people more, I am more mature for my age. But then there are bad points for how it has changed me like i'm way over sensitive, I find it harder to socialize with teenagers even though I am a teenager. Of course I have more symptoms than that but i'm not going to type it all out.
Anyway, I suppose, I like being different. Having attention for it makes me feel 'special' Is that the right word I don't know. But saying that, I feel soooooo drama queen and i'm not a drama queen person.
I don't even know what I want to say in this or why i'm typing this.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-28 10:44:25 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-28 10:44:25 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=991 The future looks nothing but foggy and uncertain...

and I'm excited for the adventure.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-28 10:42:57 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-28 10:42:57 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=990 i don't know how or why this exactly started, but I am angry all the time. Like really angry. Dropping f-bombs over video games constantly and sports games constantly often punching whatever inanimate object or wall is closest to me. I never win anything and by win I mean fantasy football or board games. Stupid stuff. I used to compete in a lot of sports but now I can't as I have a skin irritation issue that has been hurting for over a year. I can barley wear jeans and walk let alone run. I think this is the root of m frustration and I don't and Dr.s don't now how to fix it so I don't get my frustration out and I've just been getting progressively more angry. I am married but I don't know who to talk to. Im afraid if I bring it up to my wife she will say, " well don't play fantasy football or videogames." I feel like I still enjoy these things if I'm winning but if I give them up I,ll have nothing to compete in since I can't play sports. As u can see I have a very addictive personality. My wife and I are having a baby soon and I don't want to pass this attitude on to them. What the he'll is my problem
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Uploaded on 2011-11-28 10:42:18 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-28 10:42:18 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=989 ive been known to sleepwalk,,,yup the last time i took a header right down the stairs,,,nothing like waking up in mid flight,,,lol it happens a lot,,but usually its harmless,,most of the time i wake up in the bathroom,,and cant find my way out,,because its dark,,lol
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Uploaded on 2011-11-28 10:41:48 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-28 10:41:48 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=988 I think that, even if you couldn't find a way to do life with me with me in it, that if you were to tell me you love me and why, I think that alone would give me enough strength and endurance to finish the race to the end. No matter how long that might be. I feel your love (and sometimes your confustion or hate), but the lies have too much power over me. My feelings cannot be trusted, I have been instructed my whole life. But if your words were to match those eyes, I know I would be okay, no matter what. I trust you. One huge hug and the sincere words, "I love you" would mean more to many than any gift I have ever been given. Of course I want more, but you know that. I just don't want more if it keeps bringing you pain. Sometimes something you say or do hits an open wound and hurts me but the good you have brought into my life so far outweighs that. I could do life with you, but I am not so sure you could handle me. If anyone could, you could but I'm not so sure anymore. I would rather take a bullet than to see that look of pain I have caused many times to flicker in your eyes. You deserve better. But I do still need you, but I won't tell you because I gave you the chance to walk away. It would be unfair to take that back. If you want to be with me, I want it to be for that reason only. Because you want to be. Don't settle or have pity. Love me only if you so desire.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-26 10:41:55 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-26 10:41:55 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=987 I'm a girl with a hairy butt. Lots of girls seem to have a problem with it, but what about guys. Am I hopeless Should I just suck it up and get it waxed It's not subtle, it's dark, fine and curly and you definitely notice it's there. On a scale of 1 - 10, how gross is it
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Uploaded on 2011-11-26 10:40:21 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-26 10:40:21 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=986 I have such a huge imagination that I never really got over playing pretend. I do it with out even thinking. I turn any situation into something made up. I'm not sure why I do it. I would lov to confess this to my husband but I'm so embarrassed by it.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-26 10:39:57 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-26 10:39:57 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=985 Sometimes you hear some funny sizzling sound while you're typing away on EP, and then you remember you were cooking some meal!
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Uploaded on 2011-11-26 10:39:32 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-26 10:39:32 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=984 Whoever is in charge of rating down, you're really on your job tonight.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-26 10:39:08 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-26 10:39:08 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=983 my imagination all this time Do you feel that draw to me as I do you When you hugged me ( it's been some time) I honestly felt true bliss.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-25 10:49:59 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-25 10:49:59 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=982 now, i know what you're saying. be thankful for what. life mostly sucks, ya havent had a real nice sex experience with somebody other than yourself in a while.. people are starving in the world, people are suffering right now in the middle of some horrible crime... the world is raging against us. earthquakes, floods, storms, and the rest..but so freaken what..... today is a day we slaughter a zillion stupid birds and enjoy the day with family that we really can't stand... think of the bird, and have a good one... next up is xmas where we cut down half the damn forests to stick a damn tree in our living room for a few weeks. well, until my xmas message.. enjoy..........
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Uploaded on 2011-11-25 10:49:01 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-25 10:49:01 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=981 Haha I had no idea such a great community like this existed, and although I go to bed to get up in the morning to a bunch of rude customers and college I fully look forward to talking to all of you again tomorrow.

Thank you so much everyone for showing interest in my life, feel free to hmu at any time!


Talk to all of you soon! :)
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Uploaded on 2011-11-25 10:48:37 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-25 10:48:37 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=980 Sexual frustration really kicking in. I just wanna rip someone's clothes off and them senseless. Glad I got that off my chest ;)
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Uploaded on 2011-11-25 10:48:16 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-25 10:48:16 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=979 I was horny one day driving home from a friends house...not to mention I was high. As I was driving, I silenced my radio, pulled out my lunch because I knew I had a banana in there. I always keep condoms in the console of my car...ripped one open, put it on the banana, pulled my pants down and continued driving...I played with myself for a bit until I was ready to stick that long un-ripened banana in my tight wet . So I did it. I got off WHILE driving. I felt so dirty, which turned me on even more. I needed to get that off my chest.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-25 10:47:42 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-25 10:47:42 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=978 I wish I had never met you! You come into my life, save me from becoming a monster, treat me differently than anyone ever has before, turn my life around, and then you lie to me, put me in a worse position mentally than I was to start, leave my life, and you DONT GIVE A DAMN AT ALL! Why the HELL did I ever care about you Why did I stay up until 3am with you when you were sick Why did I give you EVERYTHING I HAD when I had so little Just to make you happy Why the did I ever care about a backstabbing, traitorous, lowlife, worthless, selfish, judgemental, greedy, possessive, hateful, lying like you who played me like a game

...and why the do I still care about you... why do I still wish you were here with me... despite everything that you've done...

What the hell is wrong with me...
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Uploaded on 2011-11-25 10:47:13 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-25 10:47:13 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=977 Tonight I am not going to write a poem about you, even though you intrinsically
know how I feel about you, the way my skin burns at the slightest touch, or how I can sleep in brittle cold with your lips against the back of my neck, or how the Heavens move, pushing past me like an exploding supernova.
I am not going to write a poem about you just because I dig your stubborn nature, and sweet, generous heart you have disguised as pure bravado, even though I see right through your words into a melting heart that blazes, past and present.
I am not going to write a poem about you just because yes, six years ago I knew then what I know now, and you’ve changed, and so have I, and we are respectively more complete versions of our incomplete selves, but somehow it is okay, and I am working with all this jazz.
I am not going to write a poem about you, just because I lost you once and I may lose you again, and I will take my licks and bruises, and challenge you to find the best in imperfections, and just trust that it can still fit imperfectly, if you just give it a chance, and breathe, just breathe.
I am not going to write a poem about you just because I’ve moved on and we are now the newer, older versions, maybe wiser, maybe not, but it’s cool, and yes, did I mention the Heavens that moved, your lips against my neck, and how my skin burns Well, I guess I did say that.
And I am not going to write a poem about you just because you know I will anyway, and it makes me a little crazy, but it tickles me that you have figured that part of me out, something others claim I do, but haven’t yet, and probably never will, but they will believe what they want anyway.
I am not going to write a poem about you just because your voice is the last one I want to hear before I go to bed, just because I get insecure too – two – and you know I have your number, and that I can call anytime I want, but I won’t do that since I know I can already.
I am not going to write a poem about you just because I can, and after all, I am a writer, and a storyteller, and well, you said so yourself that I should just mention names and put it out there Jane, so well, there I went and did all the very things I said I wouldn’t, because I am incapable of lying to you.
I am not going to write a poem about you, because I just did.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-24 11:07:07 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-24 11:07:07 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=976 I wonder if you would sail away with me alone on a romantic cruise, could I reach you deep, show all my tenderness and love Would you ever trust me to embrace you in the moonlight and let me taste you with a kiss and just simply love you for all time Could I share my secrets with you and would you share yours with me too, and when I started falling will you promise to catch me so I wouldn't break Would it be OK on this our romantic get away for our heads to be lying on one pillow so closely together, dreaming as one in the lover's moonlight
If I whisper low I love you, would you whisper that you love me too and we were made for each other and forever our hearts will live on and on I wonder if you will come away with me and be in love forever, two becoming one one heart that will live on and on
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Uploaded on 2011-11-24 11:06:32 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-24 11:06:32 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=975 I fell in love with this guy at work I saw him as a SEX GOD. I said the wrong thing and I accidentally pushed him away when i didnt mean too. Now he is having a baby with another woman and I am afarid that he will always keep loving me too. I want him to be happy in life and to move onwards in life. I thought he stopped loving me or did it to despite me. Please forgive me and this mistake for it was not entirelly my fault as I felt as if this EVIL guy was forcing me away from him. If it helps yes I did get fucked by a ugly force. I almost killed myself for him!
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Uploaded on 2011-11-24 11:05:58 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-24 11:05:58 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=974 I've been interested in my best friends' brother for about 4 months and he was showing mutual interest for at least 2. I told him how I felt and I also said that I was jealous when he talked to another girl in particular. He didn't seem to care and kept messing around with me when I really just wanted some kind of commitment so I wouldn't feel like shit when he was around other girls. He's been seriously hard to judge and when a friend confronted him, his excuse was that he was "involved" with a girl that has malaria.

I'm so insanely frustrated with him that I just want to give up, but at the same time it's really hard for me because I see him everywhere and lots of things remind me of him. I can't talk to him the same anymore and he's probably lost interest in me, but I still think about him and it hurts so much.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-24 11:05:08 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-24 11:05:08 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=973 my boyfriend's feelings for me have "changed." he claims there's no other girl. we were best friends, fell in love, and now it's just "gone." i don't know what to do. i love him so much but at the same time i hate him for what he's doing to himself and me. i truly believe we were in love, and it kills me to see it gone.
i am so angry with men and just want to let all you males out there know that screwing with a girl's emotions is despicable and all you who are doing this should be ashamed.
and to my ex:
you were a horrible kisser and you are NOT funny.

anyone else in a similar situation
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Uploaded on 2011-11-24 11:04:31 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-24 11:04:31 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=972 i hurt him so much...i didnt even wish him on his birthday..he should curse me.....sai...dont give me love ever in my life..he is in pain...i have given him this pain...i am sorry sonu....sorry...
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Uploaded on 2011-11-24 11:02:42 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-24 11:02:42 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=971 Somewhere in a lifetime you meet someone so special, more than a friend, more than a lover, someone named you. And yet I love you not because you are special, but because your love only is the only special thing to me. Darling, our love is forever, so special only you, can fill that special place in my heart, reserved for true love.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-23 11:06:43 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-23 11:06:43 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=970 I am madly in love with a woman, we are in our 40′s and she feels the same about me. But my problem is with her in the sexual department. She is not very sexual at all and gets all freaked out over everything. I am very very sexual and it is killing me. She does not like to talk about it at all, she gets embarrassed. We are 40 years old for crying out loud. I am starting to find myself looking at other woman. I am not asking her for wild crazy things, just a little umph in the bedroom.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-23 11:05:14 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-23 11:05:14 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=969 Remember Lamb and Lynx Gaede The now 19-year-old twins were part of an infamous, Nazi-themed band called Prussian Blue a few years back. Now, the young girls who sparked international outrage with their White Nationalist tunes have had a change of heart. Rather than subscribing to Naziism, they now
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Uploaded on 2011-11-23 11:04:29 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-23 11:04:29 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=968 The first-born son of Italian immigrants, Christian Picciolini felt fire in his heart from the time he was a young boy. But finding an avenue to prove himself proved difficult as he straddled the white-bread Chicago suburb Oak Forest, where he lived with his parents, and the hot-blooded Italian Blue Island neighborhood...
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Uploaded on 2011-11-23 11:03:38 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-23 11:03:38 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=967 They have found their way into the ranks, and are now posing a significant criminal threat. Gang members in the United States military are coming home with military training.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-23 11:02:43 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-23 11:02:43 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=966 If you want to see Pain, very much alive and well - rate this up.



He's convinced that everyone wants him to die - and that he's let everyone down.



We love you, and want you to be well. You mean a lot to people, me especially. I wished you'd believe it too.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-22 11:06:26 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-22 11:06:26 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=965 I had a lapse of judgement and posted on Cheaterville.com. I outed my ex-husband for cheating on me three different times with the same married woman and one time with a different married woman over the course of our 10 year marriage.

Believe it or not, I never cheated on him. I had the opportunity to many times, but I never went there. I am proud of myself for the character I have shown...not that he deserved it. I think it bugged him that I stayed faithful not because he had earned that commitment from me or deserved it...but because of who I had grown to be, based on my life experiences and my past mistakes.

I feel like I should have trusted God to bring to him the lessons he needs to learn, and not outed his cheating. I left it up on the site for about a week, then made it invisible. But it is now out on Google for all eternity. I feel guilty about that.

Initially, I told myself I wanted to warn other women about who he is. He comes across as clean cut, smart, educated, an all American good guy but underneath and behind the mask he is the exact opposite. He's inauthentic, a manipulator, a liar(by ommission), a cheater, uneducated, unethical, insecure and lonely. He postures confident and good because he is not there yet but deep down wants to be. Yet he will not do the work to achieve it. You have to walk the walk to earn your character. He manipulates to try to get it, when he hasn't earned it.

I am angry. But that is not an excuse for outing him and taking revenge. I regret doin that.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-22 11:05:31 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-22 11:05:31 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=964 i wish i had a terminator body. i would kill my neighbours and some stupid thugs that hit me when i was younger and skinny cause i had hyperactive thyroid and diabetes. those pieces of trash will pay.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-22 11:04:55 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-22 11:04:55 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=963 that mother fker was hurting them. He is done. His hands will be broken if he is lucky that is all that will happen.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-22 11:04:22 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-22 11:04:22 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=962 If I ever said I love you,
would you find my words sweet
Would you find your other half
Could I make you feel complete
If I ever said I love you,
could I leave you breathless too
Like you take my breath away
every time I look at you
If I ever said I love you,
would you feel safe from harm
Like the safety that should be felt
in someone's loving arms
If I ever said I love you,
would peace become your night and day
Would you finally realize
my love for you will never fade away
If I ever said I love you,
would you say I love you too
So then I could spend my whole life
loving no one but you.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-21 12:29:50 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-21 12:29:50 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=961 i m a 23(ok looks) yr old guy , kind of setteled, found an 24 yr gal(good looks) attractive , proposed her she accepted unexpectedly.We were togther for abt 4 mnths , she luved me more than anything in the world.she is quite sweet and senti types.she wanted to marry me .After sumtime i realized i have sum family responsibilties(i luv my family like anything), which wudn't allow me to marry for another 3-4 yrs i guess, moreover even i didn 't want to get married at such an tender age.Was really confused and as the course of things turned ,i kind of dumped her.I knew she luved me more than anything and i kind of hate myself for doing this, but then i guess being the only son family responsibilites are sumthing i dont want to run away from.Nobody expect me (neither she , nor my family) knows all this.She cannot wait for more than a yr or two, her parents are quite adamant. i feel ashamed for wat i did.I really feel like an asshole.It feels like i m the worst person on the earth.Luv u babes ,never imagined my life without you but there is no point in patching up , moreover looks to me u deserve sumone better .People please comment and call me an assshole, that may be of sum help to me .
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Uploaded on 2011-11-21 12:29:19 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-21 12:29:19 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=960 I am 29 years old and I have been married for almost 7 years but in 2005 I started having an affair with another man who is also married. We have strong feelings for one another and we want to be together. We make love whenever we get a chance to be together. I am in love with another man.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-21 12:28:49 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-21 12:28:49 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=959 I know this sounds really strange and perverted and creepy etc. but I really do believe I love him but not in the way I am supposed to. We have had intercourse at least 3 times. It sounds nasty but it really wasn't intentional. After that, I was sprung. We still hang out and talk but I just wish he wasn't my cousin because I know that he also has feelings for me. And the worst part of it all is that he has a fiancee' and everytime I see her I feel so guilty because I know that he cheated on her with me. God I hate myself for feeling this way.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-21 12:28:11 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-21 12:28:11 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=958 I was dating a girl for about a year and we were crazy about one another. One night we went to a small party where I met most of her friends and her best friend M. M and myself talked for a good percentage of the night. I crushed hard... In the car on the way home I couldn't stop thinking about M, so much as to swerve when my girlfriend pointed out that I was more off the road then on it.

We split up for reasons other than my crush on M but I never stopped thinking about M tho. Being realistic now I can't possibly have her constantly on my mind but she's in the. In the back. Just taunting me. She is the perfect hight to kiss, she has the best personality, best sense of humour and is stunning. Absolutely gorgous. I can't be with her and it brakes my heart because I think she feels similar emotions towards me. Every single time I see her I say to myself, "maybe this time". I never have the backbone and I all I want to do is tell her that I want to enjoy the finer assepects of being with her. Kissing, cuddling, holding hands and laying on the couch watching a movie together.

I think I love her.
But will she ever know that
Will I ever be blessed enough to be with her
I wish she could know.
I wish she would tell me.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-21 12:27:31 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-21 12:27:31 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=957 I'm a white farmer in southern Africa, married with two kids. I love my wife, but one of our maids seemed to really like me. She was eighteen, I was sixty. I had a hell of a sexual reaction to her, and one day I kissed her. She reponded, and a few days later I had sex with her, which was very erotic. This still happens occasionally when my wife is shopping or at work. We don't always have much time - I sometimes just have to grab her, pull her knickers off, screw her, and send her back to work. She seems to find this just as arousing as I do.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-21 12:26:41 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-21 12:26:41 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=956 I love him so very much.
More than anyone else in the whole entire world.
I've known him for 2 years, this year, 3 years.

He constantly makes me laugh.
He makes me smile.

I know you'll never read this.
But i want you to know.
I love you.

I dont care about our age difference.

I love you for who you are.

I hate it when you call yourself a nerd.
Because your not.
Your...Your amazing.

We never argue.
We're like the best of friends.
But no more than that....

That time i confessed to you.
But you didnt get it.
You thought i was saying
"I love you, as a big brother"
I dont....
I love you...As a crush.

Why dont you understand....

But then, im just being selfish.
Wanting what i want.

I want to see you happy.
And if being happy means.
Loving another girl.
Then...I vow to myself.
I'll make sure....That you
never know how i feel.

I want you to be happy forever.
I want to see you smile.

Your happiness is better than anything!
Than gold.
Than money
Than everything.

So why cant i give up
I dont know...
But....
I hope, the many years to come.
For you.
Are the best.
And that every Valentines day.
You'll have a smile on your face.

I love you...
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Uploaded on 2011-11-21 12:24:11 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-21 12:24:11 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=955 I sat down... seconds, minutes, hours, even days, trying to understand WOMEN. But for some odd reason I don’t feel as though God put WOMEN here to be understood... I have crossed paths with many yet none were understood... I met a woman once... A stunning beauty, golden brown skin that shined like strikingly gold jewelry prepared to be admired... Hair that showered down her back like refreshing waterfalls... Eyes that gleamed back at me like perfect diamonds... Even her nose centered perfectly in the middle of her gorgeous face. As if she was a textbook I opened her with my greetings on a regular basis, skimmed her personality from cover to cover and analyzed her entire being on a day to day basis. When she spoke back to me, I opened my ears to reel in her contemplations. With each and every word she spoke to me my understanding of her existence was broadened increasingly.... See, the problem why we MEN can’t understand WOMEN is because we don't love WOMEN... LOVE - a powerful undefined concoction, forgiveness and friendship, passion and kindness, communication and listening... When we finally find a WOMAN that we absolutely love, our ears open up like the skies after a rainy day. Then the rainbow, UNDERSTANDING, appears to us clearer than ever before.
Why don't we understand WOMEN Because we don't listen, because we don't love WOMAN, not WOMEN...
If you take my advice, try and understand the WOMAN you love most, allow your heart to listen...
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Uploaded on 2011-11-19 11:22:51 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-19 11:22:51 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=954 We meet every night in the land of our dreams where we make sweet love and you make my eyes gleam… A place where we can always be together forever through all eternity, where no one can come between us my dear, and I hold you close and ever so near. A place of enchantment and magic... it's true, where I am ecstatically happy holding you and... our love grows by leaps and bounds...
Sleep well, my dear and take flight upon the winds. May you wake with a smile and hope for the next day. Sleep well my dear, we'll meet again soon. Comfort found in your arms, fantasy and wishes will play like movies in the back of my mind… There's nothing better, though sometimes I wish I could trade those dreams for a life with you that I so much hope for.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-19 11:22:22 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-19 11:22:22 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=953 You got the wrong chick bish. I dont degrade anyone.


ohhh i like the caps. And you gave me my very own rant How sweet.

You know why you wouldnt be in my circle anyway Its because you make snap judgments on people you've never even spoken to before.

Keep them hobos. Crazy need love too
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Uploaded on 2011-11-19 11:21:41 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-19 11:21:41 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=952 wednesday night i gave a guy a for a ride home from work. i was clamped down on his the whole time we were driving. he parked, pulled up my sweater, slapped and played with my , twisted my nipples, and bit them til they bled. i had a screaming from the delcious pain and then sucked him off til he fed me a big load of hot fresh .
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Uploaded on 2011-11-19 11:20:56 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-19 11:20:56 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=951 my boss walked in on his daughter giving me head. i had my back to him and she was more or less facing his direction when he came in the room. she popped my hard out of her mouth with that unique sound of suctioning being released, looked up at him and said, "oops. he promptly backed out and shut the door without saying a word.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-19 11:19:12 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-19 11:19:12 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=950 If I were with you, I would keep you laughing. Laughter is after all the best medicine. I would laugh you right into the sack. Now how do you feel about that
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Uploaded on 2011-11-18 11:03:17 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-18 11:03:17 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=949 I haven't been in a relationship for seven years now, nor do I date, even casually. I've spent almost the entirety of my 20s alone, and it kinda scares me how easy it has become. I can't tell if there is something emotionally wrong or if I just prefer my own company. Sometimes I feel so abnormal when I see friends in my age group date, get significant others/break up with significant others, get married....all the while it is always....just me.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-18 11:02:51 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-18 11:02:51 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=948 im a terrible person i steal,talk behined my famileys back,call pepole names,im in LOVE WITH MY EX must i go on i cant take it
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Uploaded on 2011-11-18 11:02:15 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-18 11:02:15 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=947 Lets go play outside, you can use your keyboard..I'm on my way over lets see how BAD you really are
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Uploaded on 2011-11-18 11:01:35 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-18 11:01:35 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=946 Okay to be honest i never act like myself because i found out that people like the pretty, flirty and crazy version of me. but that is not who i am and im popular i guess you could say but i managed todo thaat without being the real me i mean every day i cant read what is on the board because i have glasses but i dont where them because i dont like how i look in them and i am affraid of not wearing make-up because ill look ugly without it. Thinking about it i dont know who i am cause i definetly know i am not me.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-18 11:01:00 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-18 11:01:00 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=945 Hey. I woke up at about 1am, started thinking about you... It's 3am and after tossing and turning for hours, I just can't sleep.
How are you Do you still think about me too It's been 6 years since we've seen each other. You must have moved on, with a new life now. Maybe a new love in your life. I wish you nothing but happiness.

I have to confess something to you. A couple of weeks ago, when I was out with a friend, I jokingly asked him to call your phone... After many years, I just wanted to see if your number still worked... When you picked up and I heard your voice, I lost it inside.

I think there's been too much damage that's been done, and you've probably have since long forgotten about me, but I still miss you. I wish in another life, I could have seen things clearly sooner and you'd still be in my life. If I looked up "regret" in my dictionary, all I would find is a picture of you.

All the success of my life, I owe to you. Only after losing you did a fire spark inside me, which made me want to be a better person, to continuously strive to be perfect (in my eyes and yours). I think if we've met at my current stage, I would be your perfect knight in shining armor. I have never gotten the chance to thank you, so here it is... 6 years later... Everything I do, is for you.

If, by some chance you happen to come across this, please know that I still love you, and I will never forget you.

And the rest of you reading this, I hope to get some feedback and advice... Thanks for reading. This has been what's truely in my heart.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-17 11:09:52 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-17 11:09:52 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=944 I dont wish to be everything to everyone but definitely want to be something to someone.....................
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Uploaded on 2011-11-17 11:09:09 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-17 11:09:09 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=943 When I was 16 God revealed himself to me in the clouds, When I tried to get up and run I was physically unable to do so. Then later that year I heard his voice in a vision I had. His voice was THUNDER, and he spoke with anger "Trust in the lord thy god" I will never 4get that night. Also in that same vision I saw the body of christ, his skin was pure gold, PERFECT is the word to describe him. I didn't see his face, because his dreadlocks hung over his face, I thought I was dead at this time. The words to describe GOD is MAJESTIC, POWERFUL and ALMIGHTY.
Just his presence alone will put you in total fear, unlike any fear imaginable.
I really feel that god dislikes me, because of the way my life has gone so far. My pastor/uncle had sex with the mother of my 1st child and he has been even more blessed since. When I did go to church, people use to laugh and talk about me because I didnt have alot of church clothes, so I will never be back in church again, nothing but bad ever came from going. I have 0 friends, 0 family outside of my own kids. If I died today no one would care...Even when I heard GODS voice talking to me, he was clearly upset with me... GOD BLESS YOU ALL...
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Uploaded on 2011-11-17 11:08:35 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-17 11:08:35 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=942 I've left my husband twice. Both times he has found me. Convinced me to go back to him, saying he will change, he will will never hurt me again. The first time after about 2 months it started over again. With my daughters help I left for the 2nd time. Again he found me and did the same thing only this time he is getting help. It seems to be working but I just don't feel the same way I did about him before. I really enjoy hanging out with him and doing things with him but I don't want to get intimate with him and really don't like him even touching me. I love him but not like when we first got married. I want to leave but I'm afraid he'll blow up again. I work in the same place he does and with the job market the way it is I don't feel I can just quite my job and go find another one. Everybody says just leave him. Easier said then done.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-17 11:07:19 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-17 11:07:19 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=941 I am a married women and i have sex with my husband and think of FEMALES! I have always wanted to be with a women, But i just do not know how to approach the right one.. I dont want a realtionship i just want a friend that i have have sex with(women). I have told my husband but he soes not want other people in our bed...WAT DA HELL DO I DO...
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Uploaded on 2011-11-17 11:06:25 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-17 11:06:25 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=940 I cannot sleep in the late ours of night as thoughts of you are floating like a breeze through my mind. I imagine you lying next to me, the warmth of your body, the feel of your skin against mine while I am listening your breathing, soft like a whisper. My arms would wrap around you, holding you so close that our bodies would melt together joined in perfect bliss as if we were meant to be together. In my heart I know we are and you know the same, as we are lying under these sheets, keeping each other warm through the cold winter night, feeling the spark of affections, desire wanting to consume us, to have us embrace the burning passion that we both know in our hearts exist. But I am not moving at all, engrossed in the silent bliss of the moment. It is nothing more than a vision for now, as I am lying here in my bed, the shadows of night all around me, as I wonder, are you feeling the same Are you wishing I was lying next to you, wanting to feel my body next to yours I can only wait for the day when I call you and hear your voice. Then I will know the yearning we both had in the night.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-16 10:54:40 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-16 10:54:40 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=939 I've been so worried about needing sex so much and lacking affection...well today I'm feeling pretty darned depressed and empty and I don't seem to feel any sort of desire at all...other than to sleep and sleep...as bad as that may be, it's far better than being tormented by my desires.

How wrong and twisted it all is...
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Uploaded on 2011-11-16 10:54:00 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-16 10:54:00 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=938 And now I'm meeting with 3 people that I haven't talked to in a long time (talked to four). And there's two more I wanna catch up with and I'm sure they'll be happy to hear from me.

And then I have two other friends that I still keep in touch with.

And then there's one who I want to apologize for something I did.

As much as I hate myself... as much as I thought during my depression that no one liked me... turns out I was VERY wrong.

Turns out I HAVE friends. Turns out I'm capable of being liked. I am always myself... I've always been. I've just been jumping to conclusions so much and WANTING to fail. Well ___ that. No more of this ___. No more giving in. No more thinking that I am hated by everyone.

This is random I know... but these are just some thoughts that I need to get out... GOD I _____ LOVE Facebook! I love REAL people... Don't get me wrong, there ARE people on here that I like... but internet friendships are lame unless you're actually planning on meeting the person some day. IF you're not, what's the point I am a people person... and I like BEING with people.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-16 10:53:12 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-16 10:53:12 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=937 I was in my room, waxing my balls. Hurts a bit but if you drip the wax just right, very exciting. When my mom comes in steps on a glob of ____ on the floor, slips, falls and hits her head. When she woke up, I was standing over her, ____ still hard and she screamed like I was trying to jump her or something. She crawled away, she seems OK but I doubt we will be talking any time soon.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-16 10:51:53 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-16 10:51:53 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=936 Life often takes drastic turns. At times we may not know what is ahead. I have found solace in following your lead, confident that we are capable of facing whatever challenges may lie ahead. I look forward to spending an eternity with you. A compliment of you is what I strive to be. I am confident that we will live together for an indefinitely long time. Why

I love you. I love you in every sense of the word. I love you with warm and personal affection, as a close friend. I love you as a dear family member. I love you romantically. Most of all I love you with the strongest form of love, principled agape love; a love that is an unselfish concern for doing what is right and good, whether it appears to be deserved or not. It is a love that covers mistakes. It provides the basis for “putting up with one another and forgiving one another freely.” Granted we all make mistakes, but this love allows us to forgive. This principled agape love never fails. It is a perfect bond of union.

I deeply respect you. I want to honor you by being kind to you, respectful of your dignity and expressed views, and ready to fulfill any reasonable request made of me. I want to show my deep respect by considering what is best for you and giving that priority. I understand and accept that we may not always agree. It would be unreasonable to expect us to have identical opinions and views on everything. However, I do respect your views and opinions. I want to show my respect for your dignity as well by not making you the object of demeaning jokes or comments.

Because of the love and deep respect I have for you, I feel we can overcome any obstacles that may lie ahead. I feel we can have a happy future together, forever. There are many things I need to work on, many things I want to do but have yet to accomplish. I really need to work at communicating. Good communication flourishes when there are gently spoken words, gracious looks and gestures, kindness, understanding, and tenderness. I know I have failed at times to be understanding and to speak gently and for this I am truly sorry. While learned behavior is not an excuse for me to act in such a way, it may assist you in understanding. There are many personality traits I need to improve on. I find more and more aspects of my personality that need improvement each day. Please be patient with me as I try to make these improvements.

I am trying. I am trying to do what you need me to do. I am being patient but I must admit I am confused and slightly frustrated when my efforts to provide you with, what I believe to be, what you need are met with a less than positive reaction. At times I feel no matter what I do, or how, I am only going to succeed in causing you pain. I am being patient, and will continue in my patience, hoping to gain understanding in time.

I am learning to keep your interests first. You think this cannot be learned, I disagree. I have lived the majority of my life putting the needs of others first. However, for self-preservation I began putting myself first in order to avoid extreme pain and heartache. I had been trampled and beaten so often that in order to save my self from more harm I needed to put my interests first. I know I am capable of putting your needs, wants, and desires first and foremost. I know because it was a challenge to make myself less selfless and more selfish. I do love you and trust you completely. I need to recondition myself and readjust my thinking. I know you will not cause me any intentional harm. This knowledge allows me to make myself vulnerable again. I am able but most of all I truly desire to look out for your best interests instead of my own.

I love you sincerely, without reservation. I respect you deeply.

I miss you.

With all my love,

Heart
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Uploaded on 2011-11-15 11:29:49 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-15 11:29:49 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=935 i have been in love with someone for 10 years and have never told him. i am now seeing someone else, and i have led him on no end, but i cant stop thinking of the other man. recently i tried my best to show the other man how i felt and he responded in a way that he never has before. the other man is my brother's best friend so if anything ever happened it could ruin their friendship, but i dont care. the man i am seeing now has no idea, and i dont really want to be with him but i would feel guilty leaving him, and i am with him because he adores me and i know that i can get whatever i want from him. however if the other man made a move i would leave my current man in a second.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-15 11:28:13 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-15 11:28:13 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=934 Ok, well here it is. I have a boyfriend, we were friends before we started going out and we got along great, and also before we were going out i had feelings for someone who if i told u, u wud probably think it was nothing because they are in a famous band, but the thing it i really loved him, and i've got a friend who can tell you that. I mean i cried over him, crying myself to sleep knowing that i could never ever be with him.

My boyfriend was dating one of my friends before we were going out but he broke up with her to go out with me because he loves me so much and would do anything for me.
Don't get me wrong i love him to, but i dont think as much as he loves me.

When he was going out with my friend i was jealous of her, and whenever he asked me if i was alright id say yes but in my head i was saying no coz i wanna hold your hand and kiss you but i cant coz u with someone, then he dumped her and a few days later we started going out and i thought i was in love with him, but i think it may have been more of the case i want what i can't have.

My feelings for the band member had started to fade and i was falling deeper for my boyfriend, but recently i have been getting the feelings back,and i still love him, i never stopped loving him.

I love my boyfriend but i dont think im in love with him, but i think im in love with the band member.

I think the only way i'm going to know if my feelings for the band member are real are if i meet him, which is impossible because he lives in america and is in a famous band so he is famous, how the hell am i supossed to meet him and find out

I feel like im at a crossroads one way leading towards my boyfriend the other towards the band member, and the only one who can giv me directions is the band member but i can't find him.

I know it is probably silly of me to think i'm in love with a famous person when i have a boyfriend who loves me to bits, but its how i feel.

I feel like i need to tell someone face to face about this but i can't.
Even my friend who knew how much i loved the band member, she would be the only person i could tell but i can't tell her coz she's friends with my boyfriend and i'm kinda afraid of what she'd say.

When i look into the future i would like to have a family like on "8 Simple Rules" but the face of my husband is'nt my boyfriend, it was the band member but now they're just a blur, i want them to have a face!
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Uploaded on 2011-11-15 11:27:02 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-15 11:27:02 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=933 There's this girl in one of my classes and we were starting to become really good friends, that's when I realized I really liked her. I told her I had to ask her something, but at that momement she introduced me to her new boyfriend. Ouch... I'm getting over it, I just wanted to get it off my chest...
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Uploaded on 2011-11-15 11:23:27 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-15 11:23:27 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=932 I want you be near you….I want to hold you…...I want to feel your body next to mine….. I want our bodies melting together and becoming one………I want to look into your eyes and see forever….I want to feel your heart race as I slowly kiss you….I want to feel your love grow as I undress you….I want to please you in every way…..I want you to know….I want you
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Uploaded on 2011-11-14 11:15:35 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-14 11:15:35 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=931 I am in love with a married women, we were in same class from child hood.

Is it good to tell her about my feelings.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-14 11:15:00 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-14 11:15:00 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=930 The man who beat me raped me for 10 years as a child. he threatened me from jail. i had to move alot. i was in protective custody for a while. I just found out he is DEAD.
Thank god i have my life back. I am not lead by fear anymore. I want to back a cake and have a big party. but i cant some members of my family still love him. i have to hide my happiness. I'M HAPPY HE IS DEAD THANK GOODNESS!!!
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Uploaded on 2011-11-14 11:14:33 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-14 11:14:33 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=929 My secret is that I think I'm a failure. I don't fit in anywhere. I feel like the black sheep in every situation. My life is going nowhere. I keep distancing myself from everybody because I'm slipping into a black hole.
I don't even want to be with myself anymore.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-14 11:13:57 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-14 11:13:57 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=928 I could write a poem about you... About how much I like your eyes, or about your hair and your smile. I could write a song about you. About how good you look, or about you being so funny. I could do something like that to try and make you listen, to hear what I have to say. But instead of that I'm going to just tell you that you mean the world to me, that I think about you all the time and that I can't stand being away from you. I will tell you that I cry when you cry, I laugh when you laugh and smile when you smile. Tell you that I see you as more than a friend, more than just another person, more than anyone I have ever known. Tell you that I don't just like you, I am in love with you and I love everything about you, everything you are, everything you are not. You are perfect to me. You are perfect for me. But If I'm not perfect for you, I just want you to know... I love you.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-14 11:13:10 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-14 11:13:10 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=927 She was a very very close friend of mine.We were 100Percent open to each other.we trust on each other more than even god and her boyfriend.suddenly one day i thought i love her and as we are 100Percent open to each other i told her about my feeling.she replied nathing but she was quiet worried.She exclaimed as u r married so how can u think about that.Its not wrong but just a crime against out friendship.i know it was tough time for her.Because what ever i felt i just disclosed but for her it was not possible because she care for me and my future.i remember for next 3 months after my mischief she lost her smile, her mischefs and her health as well.But in course of these 3 month i realised that it was not love but a strong friendship and dependency on each other which was mistaken to love.Now i have realised my mistake.Thanks to her she managed me so well.Again we are on track.Now we understand each other so well that even worlds best friends or even best couples would not have such a trust or friendship and care.Thank you god for giving such a friend.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-13 14:13:52 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-13 14:13:52 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=926 I am thinking of changing robes, my children. Perhaps a blue robe will suit me more than this red one. Also, a silk open collar shirt that reveals my chest hair, and a 24k gold WWJD medallion that reflects my holy nipples. A Jeeebus for the 21st century. What does my children think
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Uploaded on 2011-11-12 11:11:12 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-12 11:11:12 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=925 When I was about 6 years old my great grandmother bought me a pretty white sweater to wear for church. The day she bought she left it with me in the kitchen. That day I was getting my hair hot combed. She left me in the kitchen waiting for a while. The sweater was on the table at the time. Somehow, without realizing it, I had sat the hot comb on the sweater. No less then 20 seconds later there was a big crisp hole in it. So in a panic I stuck the sweater in the freezer. When my great grandmother came back in 10 minutes later she found the sweater in the freezer. When she asked why was it in there I told her I hole to go away. And when she asked how did it get there I told her I was trying to hot comb my cabbage patch dolls hair. I got beat for it but I still laugh at what a weird child I was then.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-12 11:10:45 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-12 11:10:45 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=924 You sure post about Levon a lot. Hope he is not married to you, because he is being neglected if you are here posting about him so often!
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Uploaded on 2011-11-12 11:10:20 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-12 11:10:20 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=923 quit it with this Levon business....or at least give us enough information and correct spelling so we understand the plot

waits for popcorn
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Uploaded on 2011-11-12 11:09:54 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-12 11:09:54 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=922 it wanders your way so often. It's all so empty now without you. I feel robotic. There was so much more joy in this with you to share with. How am I going to do this without you I feel trapped. What can I do now but hurt Anything I could possibly do or say would just prove you right. I would wait forever, but your words have been clear. You care about my feelings but you want nothing to do with me. There is nothing to wait or hope for is there At least you care. That means alot. But dang I feel so hollow now. Move robot feet, we have work to do.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-12 11:09:08 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-12 11:09:08 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=921 I'm desperately looking for you... I even let go of what I have possessed. Winds blow as if it slashed my ears, my freezing body feels nothing but pain... I'm here, it's really painful. My heart is filled with pains. If I stumble while running, I can never go back. I'm here, Get me out of here, my love. Can't I even dream In the rain penetrating my eyes I pretend to be crazy with a smirk...
I'm here, it's overflowing - I keep bearing this love if my voice doesn't reach you. It's completely unworthy... but I'm here. Will you reach out to me please
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Uploaded on 2011-11-11 11:20:54 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-11 11:20:54 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=920 Father tells me he wishes me to have a new brother. I am feeling unsure about this. Two thousand years as an only child and He wants to replace me just like that I suppose it is the jealousy talking. Well, He is allowing me to choose the mother, at least. So, all virgins, over the age of 18, desiring to be the mother of the second son of God, PM me. I will begin the process of elimination from there.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-11 11:20:13 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-11 11:20:13 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=919 Did you videotape that anon sex I'm sure scientists would love to study it. Anons having intimate relations has long been theorized but solid proof has yet to be found.
Science "huff" treats it like Bigfoot or Nessie.
Next time get pictures or sumthin!
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Uploaded on 2011-11-11 11:19:30 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-11 11:19:30 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=918 Who thought of the concept of the toilet anyhow It's like a chair...with a hole in it...that you pee and poop into.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-11 11:18:50 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-11 11:18:50 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=917 if all women were nymphos there would be no more war, famine, heartbreak, poverty, fraud, money laundering, gangster rap, shoddy construction, potholes, or bad poetry on open mic night. the sun would once again revolve around the earth like it used to and everybody would be in a sexually satisfied haze of wellness and peace. you stupid prudes are ruining this world i hope you know.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-11 11:17:45 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-11 11:17:45 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=916 Is it love when just about all you think about is her and you can't sleep at night because you know you can never be together And you cry too much thinking about the situation. Is it love when you feel weak when she's around and you think she can see your erection, even though your hiding it Is it love when you miss like hell hearing her say I love you, but know she won't, because it's a bad situation Is it love when you would give everything you have just to know what she is thinking, but she won't tell you, because it may make the situation worse Then you cry more. I really hope it isn't, because the guilt is killing me. I miss her laugh. I think it's love. Damn.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-10 10:56:52 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-10 10:56:52 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=915 Man this girl i know...perfect in my eyes. I know I like her...weve been "flirtatious" for as long as i remember! I was like a second away from asking her out but...she was called away for something...im gonna see her at school tommorow but i can never get a moment!



Feels good to get that off my chest...
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Uploaded on 2011-11-10 10:56:22 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-10 10:56:22 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=914 I had this boyfriend. I guess you could say I asked him out. We lasted a good three months. But I had to break it off. He was clingy to the point it freaked me out. He called me 24/7 and invited himself places. Lets say, I would be having a girls day out, and he would just, show up. It was weird.

Around the time i was dating him, i met a boy. He happened to be my best friends step brother. we grew pretty close. There was a physical attraction, but NOTHING ever happened.

When i broke up with my boyfriend, my best friend, told him it was because i wanted her step brother. (i forgot to mention to SPECIFCALLY told me to say away from him, (her step)) So he was mad at me, and i still wanted to be friends even though we broke up.

Later i found out my best friend loved him. and they were flirtacious when i wasnt around (when we were dating). they started to 'go out' my ex and i never became friends because i guess iwas jealous.

i secretly broke them up. I hacked his myspace and messed it all up and messaged her acting as him. i broke them up my pretending to be him and lying. i feel guilty but, i guess you could say I hate them both.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-10 10:55:44 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-10 10:55:44 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=913 Let it get dere
shudn have
o well

lesser of the two evils i assume
i repent
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Uploaded on 2011-11-10 10:55:06 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-10 10:55:06 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=912 ive been here for a almost a yr now ive ment alot of pple on here some have gone and some have stayed but there is one that stands out to me i fell in love with her and this is real and such a awsome feeeling when i talk to her eveything thats bad goes away i feel like i can walk on water fly with the birds shes the most awsome person in the world i love her very much i want her to know she hung the moon and cant do anything wrong
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Uploaded on 2011-11-10 10:54:20 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-10 10:54:20 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=911 I want to be the best human being in the world..I want to do all good things,help others,be positive,always want to do positive things and make others think like me and want to transform this world into a heavenly place.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-09 16:50:58 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= kavneetrekhi 60 2011-11-09 16:50:58 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=910 Yippe ... India Beat West indies by 5 wickets. Its Party time for me... i hope india completely whitewash this series...!!
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Uploaded on 2011-11-09 16:49:04 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Sunny G 60 2011-11-09 16:49:04 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=909 I just want to just say that I love you! That will never stop, even after all of this time. I know this sounds crazy, but I wish that you could move in with me, and be with me. I wish that we were "newly engaged" moving into our own place together, planning our wedding, planning our future together. These are dreams that I hope can come true one day. I know it sounds really strange, but I cannot help the way I feel for you. I have loved you since June of 2010, and this is NOT INFATUATION. This is love, I promise. It is hard to believe I have been in love with you for that long, yet, we are not really together. It really saddens my heart so much. Words cannot describe how much I long for you, for your touch, for your loving words. I miss seeing you everyday at work, seeing your handsome smile, coming around the corner to do your work. Especially that particular spot in the store, making special orders for customers. I tried to not look at you, but I could not help myself, standing there in my area not busy, I would admire you from afar. I honestly loved it when you came upfront on purpose to be near me and see me, even if from a short distance. All I am saying is, I live with the memory of you. I miss you so much since I left where we use to work together. It has been sad everysince. I have followed my head instead of my heart, and it has brought me nothing but pain and suffering. What about you Have you been following you head or your heart Following my head when it comes to you has been a disaster. I just want to be with you. Now after all of this time, I truly do not care if we have nay-sayers ( which are not many on my side, mom and sister only), for they are not the ones that live our lives for us. I choose to do what I want to do with my life and make my own decisions. Family will come around one day, eventually if they see that you treat me well and take care of me as your wife, then they will accept. The point I am making is, remember, live your life the way you want. Not everyone will agree, but that is ok. You have to do what makes you happy, and everything else will fall into place. But most of all, I do want God's approval, simply because, I want him to bless us as a couple. In these days and times, it takes alot to make a marriage work, and God's blessing surely helps. Of course I did not have God's blessing with my ex because, my ex did not want to do what he had to do to make the marriage work, so I had no choice but to say my goodbyes after many years of trying. And I am not one to easily give up. So my point is, I am NOT GIVING UP ON YOU! I know I said I did in the past, because I tried, but could not. I love you so much, unconditionally, forever-! I want to hold you and tell you this so much.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-08 11:19:13 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-08 11:19:13 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=908 Father, please forgive me for not loving as I should. Your Word says that I am made in Your image; therefore it is my desire to love as You do. Right now I tap into the anointing to change, which is made available to me through Your love. I pray that the atmosphere of my life, my home, my church, and my place of work will change as a result of Your love demonstrated through me. Let it begin today. In Jesus’ name I pray.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-08 11:18:20 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-08 11:18:20 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=907 I've been interested in my best friends' brother for about 4 months and he was showing mutual interest for at least 2. I told him how I felt and I also said that I was jealous when he talked to another girl in particular. He didn't seem to care and kept messing around with me when I really just wanted some kind of commitment so I wouldn't feel like shit when he was around other girls. He's been seriously hard to judge and when a friend confronted him, his excuse was that he was "involved" with a girl that has malaria.

I'm so insanely frustrated with him that I just want to give up, but at the same time it's really hard for me because I see him everywhere and lots of things remind me of him. I can't talk to him the same anymore and he's probably lost interest in me, but I still think about him and it hurts so much.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-08 11:17:10 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-08 11:17:10 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=906 Everyday I see him, and I can't brethe. My heart hurts, and I feel as though I'm am about to faint. He knows that I like him, but not that I love him. Thats about all he knows, the rest is still a mystery to him. I just wish he would give me a sign.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-08 11:16:16 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-08 11:16:16 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=905 Hi... I had really liked this girl named shreya throughout my school days ... I was mad about her since I first saw her in 2nd standard ... But all the other guyz also used to go gaga over her.... As I was only da average guy next door with no special qualities I could never propose to her in fear of being made a fool among my classmates ... Now I am 19 and left school ..... I havent seen her for 4 yrs now,dont know where she is .... But I still cannot forget her !! The memories of her still mesmorises me .... I hope where ever she is she gets all the happiness in the world .... I can only tell if she would have ever come into my life I would keep her like a princess in wonderland .... I will love u Shreya for eternity !!
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Uploaded on 2011-11-08 11:15:46 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-08 11:15:46 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=904 Although our affair is over,i still feel the need to tell you that i care about you,i think about you with a lot of affection.
With this letter,I'm not asking you to come back to France,because i know that depends on your result; I only want you to not forget me and to have nothing but good memories of our past. I'm sorry ours was such a short story. I'm sorry it ended so soon,because my heart is still crying for more.As I said before,I only want to see you happy .i just feel a glimpse of sorrow for not being able to share that happiness anymore.
I don't know what happened, i can't understand where we went wrong , you didn't write me even once after your depart to Moscow. I must admit that unfortunately it isn't over. friendship is like a glass,once it is broken ,it can never be fixed again to the same standard as it was before.I don't want our friendship to end up like that. I need you,I always remind your smile,i will never forget the fun we had together,I want you to keep me as a good friend,i want you to know i still worry about you; please write me soon!!!! I like to know that you are doing well,both physically and spiritually.
Again, I hope that of all we have lived when we were together nothing but the good memories remain.A big hug and a tender kiss from this friend of yours,who still keeps you deep in his heart ...me!!
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Uploaded on 2011-11-07 11:12:36 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-07 11:12:36 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=903 We have been friends for such a long time now. Everyday spent with you is like a wonderland of new surprises. I have sat back, watched, and listened to you fall in love so many times. If you only knew that there is a true love waiting for you. One that will never die or grow tired. You make me feel brand new; a hug from you is like being lifted into heaven. But these are words I'll never say, and so I will just continue to sit back and love you in silence.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-07 11:12:00 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-07 11:12:00 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=902 I remember the day we met. You stole my heart, and made it skip twice. You have been the highlight of my life. When I sleep, I dream of you, when I work, we work together, when your heart beats, mine beats with yours. We have been friends for some time now; not one day has gone by without me thinking of you. I think of you, and the biggest smile comes across my face, I feel warm all over and my heart still skips a beat for you whether we're on the phone or just being in the same room. Sweetheart, just looking into your eyes still makes me feel like the first day we met. I have the same dream we both want, and that's to fall in love with our bestfriend. I fell for you so long ago. Do you feel the same way about me
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Uploaded on 2011-11-07 11:11:29 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-07 11:11:29 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=901 Life is so unpredictable. Changes always come along, in big or small ways. I don't know what happened that this sudden change has turned my world upside down. I don't know exactly what it is, it just hit me, but there is something really special about you.

It might be all the things I see on the surface, the things that everyone notices and admires about you, qualities, capabilities and a wonderful smile obviously connected to a warm and loving heart; these things set you apart from everyone else. But it may also be the big things ... the person you really are that I hope to know more someday. And it might also be the little things ... the way you walk and all your actions. I receive so much joy just being able to see a smile in your eyes. If I ever figure out the magic that makes you so special, I'd probably find out that it's a combination of all these things. You are a rare combination of so many special things. You are really amazing.

Inside of me there is a place where my sweetest dreams reside, where my highest hopes are kept alive, where my deepest feelings are felt and where my favorite memories are safe and warm. I find that you're on my mind more often than any other thought. Sometimes I bring you there purposely just to make my day brighter. But more often, you surprise me and find your own ways into my thoughts. There are even times when I awaken, I realize that you've been a part of my dreams. Then during the day, when my imagination is free to run, it takes me into your arms and allows me to linger there knowing there's nothing I'd rather do. I know my thoughts are only reflecting the loving hopes of my heart because whenever they wander, they always take me to you.

Only the most special things in my world get to come inside my heart and stay. And now, I realize how deeply my life has been touched by you.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-07 11:10:39 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-07 11:10:39 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=900 I have a best friend that I’ve known for about 11 since I was about 10. She is the most beautiful down to earth girl I know. At first we were always fighting with each other and I did some mean things to her that I know regret but then we became really close. When I was 15 I got a girlfriend and about 6 months into the relationship my best friend told me that she liked me. I responded to her confession by telling her that I had a girlfriend and I think that after meeting her and seeing us together it broke her heart. Anyways after 3 1/2 years going out with my girlfriend we broke up and now a year later I find that I can’t get my best friend out of my head and I think that I am falling in love with my best friend, but am not sure if she still has feelings for me after all of the fights and the bad things I did. On my birthday she wrote me a letter and said that she wished I was a nicer and less depressed person but that if I changed I would not be the same person she knows and loves. I want to tell her how I feel and am willing to make the changes she mentioned and as a matter of a fact have been trying from even before she mentioned them but don’t want to ruin or friendship and are not sure if she meant love as a friend or a lover. What should I do
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Uploaded on 2011-11-05 11:15:57 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-05 11:15:57 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=899 I am 22 and have never had a boyfriend and kissed a guy. I am always attracted to guys who are older than me (like, 15+ years). However, I would never actually date a guy that old.

I currently have a huge crush on a guy at my work. He's married, with kids, and he's old enough to be my father, but I still try to flirt with him. I know nothing will never happen between us, and I'm not sure that I actually want to take anything further, but I really enjoy flirting with him at work. I don't even feel guilty about it. I don't know why, because usually I'm a very moral person. I try to think of his wife, but then I think - why wouldn't he enjoy flirting with a younger woman Like, I actually wake up in the morning and think, 'what can I do to get his attention today'. I don't think I'm a bad person, but if anyone else were doing the same thing, I'd tell them to back off.

Maybe I like him because I know he's 'safe' because he's so much older and a colleague; that nothing can ever happen. Perhaps I'm sick of the way guys my own age only seem to be interested in sex (or that's the impression I get, anyway). I guess I just like the way older men are caring and have manners, and treat women with respect.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-05 11:15:17 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-05 11:15:17 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=898 Don't be afraid to hit up old with your questions or concerns about your male hygiene issues. I've been in this business for over 30 years, so I can offer a wealth of knowledge.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-05 11:14:28 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-05 11:14:28 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=897 There is a girl that I love who can't stop drinkings. I met her at work, she was the new girl; beautiful in a quirky way. We began to talk, in person and online. It was a few months before her twenty-first birthday and I invited her over to my place for drinks.

At first it didn't seem so bad. When she turned twenty-one she started drinking more, but lots of college kids do so I didn't think much of it. Now looking back on it, there were very few times when we didn't drink at least a little when we were together.

It's all gotten worse though. She started drinking during the day more and more often; skipping work and quitting her job.

It's scary sometimes when I get the occasional late night call and she needs me to pick her up from some bar or friend's apartment. A couple of weeks ago I arrived at a bar and found her weeping uncontrollably outside, about what I don't know, but her "friends" had left her there because she said she was fine. I wonder what might have happened to her in that state if she decided to walk home instead of calling me.

I get so tired though, cleaning her vomit and beer bottles, hearing the sadness in her voice and mine.

She's beautiful though, and smart. Despite her faults she's a wonderful girl and I love her.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-05 11:13:44 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-05 11:13:44 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=896 Peace will guide our planet and love will fill the stars.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-05 11:13:09 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-05 11:13:09 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=895 I AM A 39 YEAR OLD WOMAN, I HAVE TWO KIDS, 18,12. I AM MARRIED, HOWEVER, I LOVE MY EX-HUSBAND STILL. I MARRIED MY EX WHEN, I WAS 17 YEARS OLD, DIVORCED HIM WHEN I WAS 30. (12 YEARS OF MARRIAGE) HE CHEATED ON ME, WE WERE AN OPEN COUPLE FOR 1 YEAR TRIED THE THREESOME AND THEN SOME, THINKING THAT IF I GAVE HIM THIS HE WILL NEVER CHEAT ON ME. BUT, HE DID AND WITH MY BEST FRIEND AT THE TIME.

WHEN HE DIVORCE ME, HE DIVORCED OUR CHILDREN. HE MADE MY LIFE A LIVING HELL, HE FOUND OUT I CHEATED ON HIM TOO. HOWEVER I ONLY CHEATED ON HIM BECAUSE I WAS HURT. SO I CHEATED WITH HIS BEST FRIEND.

ANYWAYS, THE MARRIAGE WAS OVER..STILL IN MY HEART I KNEW WE LOVED EACH OTHER, I NOW IT SOUNDS SILLY, BUT WE WERE EACH OTHER BEST FRIENDS, PEOPLE WOULD HATE ON US WHEN THEY SAW US TOGETHER.

9 YEARS HAS PASSED, I MOVED TO A DIFFERENT COUNTRY I HAVENT SEEN HIM, HE TOTALLY DISSAPERED FROM OUR CHILDRENS LIFE. I MARRIED A GOOD GUY (8 YEARS MARRIAGE) HE IS A TOTAL PROVIDER, HE IS SO SO IN BED, HE LOVES MY KIDS, HE HAS LEGALLY ADOPTED THEM..YET I STILL THINK ABOUT MY EX. MAYBE MY PRESENT HUSBAND IS THE QUIET TYPE, I DO NOT KNOW WHY I STILL HARP ON MY EX. DO I LOVE MY PRESENT HUSBAND I DO NOT KNOW THE ANSWER TO THAT QUESTION MAYBE I DO MAYBE I DON'T, I SOMETIMES REALLY LOVE HIM THEN, I DON'TEVEN KNOW WHAT LOVING SOMEONE FEELS LIKE.

I KNOW I LOVED, AND STILL DO MY EX-EDWIN WHEREVER YOU ARE, KNOW THIS SILENT PRAYER..I HAVE SLEEP MYSELF THINKING ABOUT YOU, I LOVE YOU. I WILL DIE LOVING YOU. YOU WHERE, ARE AND WILL BE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-05 11:12:35 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-05 11:12:35 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=894 I am an active lesbian but things with my girlfriend arent going so good. i've cheated on her with another girl who has fallen in love with me. i'm trying to end it with her so i dont hurt her. my girlfriend doesnt know. but to top it off, my exboyfriend has somehow come back into the picture. i wanted to kill myself and he was the one who stopped me. the hard truth is, now i really dont know what to do. i miss him and now i know he does to. but i cant see myself without my girl.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-05 11:11:59 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-05 11:11:59 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=893 I hate it. HATE IT. If I bump elbows with someone or they barely even graze the side of me I just tremble in disgust in my mind. It feels like I have to rub off the contact ASAP.

There is one or two persons I don't mind hugging(they usually come at me with their arms open so I have no choice)

but it's at it's worst when it's a family member.

I just want to scream "DONT TOUCH ME!!!" and I usually do in my head
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Uploaded on 2011-11-04 11:34:43 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-04 11:34:43 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=892 I have had plenty of experience no doubt there, however its coming clear to me that I am just not good in bed! I am uncoordinated in general and my mouth is small which im sure must be my downfall on giving oral. i have been sleeping with this guy just recently and i notice that he will try prevent me from getting my hand in his pants however he is all over me. he wanted to 69 but after bit stopped me from touching him at all. I have had similar experiences with other guys but not so obvious. I wish i could do something for other people and im starting to think i just cant.
FAR OUT i feel so ---- about myself
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Uploaded on 2011-11-04 11:34:00 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-04 11:34:00 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=891 I have a rare disorder that urges me to pull out my hair. Now it's taking a lot in me to confess this, so I'd appreciate it if you didn't leave any mean comments. Thank you :). See most people don't notice cause i do a pretty good job covering it up. I'll do anything from wear hats to headbands. It's primarily on the top part of my head that you can see the patches of missing hair. I always get complements on how beautiful i am, but nobody really knows this problem I'm hiding from the world. I hate Having to lie when someone does notice. I just want to be able to swim underwater, or let my hair down and run through the wind. There is no cure for this disorder and OCD medicine can help, but right now i can't afford it. This urge consumes me. It almost feels like I'm going through some sort of withdrawal if i don't tug at my hair. Some people will probably tell me to just stop but it's like telling a junkie to stop. If you want to be informed any more on this just Google it, or just ask me :)
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Uploaded on 2011-11-04 11:33:10 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-04 11:33:10 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=890 Once a year or every 6 months I'll stalk my ex and his wife on Facebook. Not that I care about their dog, camping, etc, etc. I'm just waiting for the day when they get divorced so I can laugh long and hard at them.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-04 11:32:29 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-04 11:32:29 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=889 Honestly tired of people not rooting for me.. Why are they so mean Humans can really suck I HATE meanies and bullies, I'm doing Kung fu now so watch out cuz your going to get what you deserve!! Everyone's Kung fu fighting!!! Thankies I look really glammed up all the time they must be jealous!
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Uploaded on 2011-11-04 11:31:52 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-04 11:31:52 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=888 High school is like that really annoying kid you put up with every day because their parents are important people. High school's parents are college and university.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-03 11:13:46 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-03 11:13:46 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=887 I need to forget about this wicked, wicked, attraction, because its going to consume me. I'm sad when he doesn't have time to talk to me, I'm sad when he has other girls in his office, I'm sad when his door's locked. I pass by his office everyday, and even if I just see his door slightly ajar, with the light passing through, I get inanely happy; the fact that he's there, in the same building as me. And the fact that if I stick my head in his door and ask if he has a minute, he will be there, ready to talk.
He once told me, "you're always in his thoughts," that I deserve happiness, that I am amazing, and exceptional. And though those words are taken out of context, I prefer them to be that way. Because in-context, the way he platonically means them, they don't mean a thing. And I can't look into his eyes knowing what I'll see is something that's not for me. I honestly don't know what to do with myself. This is the craziest thing I have ever gotten myself into. My brain is swamped by his aroma, his words, and even his presence. I can't focus, I need advice, and since this has been happening for a year now, almost two, I have to believe that this will pass... Because I've fallen in love with my professor.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-03 11:13:05 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-03 11:13:05 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=886 I realy like short men and the shorter the better I think I must be strange.
But I've always had a thing for short man
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Uploaded on 2011-11-03 11:12:32 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-03 11:12:32 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=885 I want to know all that your heart holds to discover the true beauty of the true woman in you and cherish all that you are. I want to discover your heart’s fondest dream as you do the same with me. Let’s open ourselves to each other as we let the shroud we hold when we walk around in this world fall, and reveal the true innocence of who we are, trusting each other in this moment together. My darling, how I long to be all that you dream of, to caress your heart with my words of love and let you know that what I speak and write from my heart is so noble and true. Let’s be absorbed in each other and we will know each other better than anyone has ever know us before. For we are two lonely and lost souls that have wandered through this world of lies and deceit, and now have found each other. Trust in me, my darling, as I will trust in you, and together we will start down the path of new beginnings, creating a destiny for ourselves and a life together further down the road. Open up to me as I will do for you, without fear or apprehension, and together we may discover something new and beautiful we never thought was there before.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-03 11:12:06 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-03 11:12:06 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=884 remember that scene in the color purple when celie spit into her father in laws glass of water and he drank it i did the same thing to a mean old '''' i took care of only her drink was a carnation instant breakfast. spit mixes well with that lol!
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Uploaded on 2011-11-02 11:05:03 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-02 11:05:03 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=883 There are a couple of problems with trying to get revenge on someone. One is that we do not allow people to carry out private vendettas in our society. If you break the law, you're going to get yourself into a lot of trouble, and the net result is that your life will get worse than it already is. How does that make anybody else pay It doesn't. If anything, it prolongs the suffering you've already been through.

If you've been abused by somebody and you go to prison for harming them in some way, it also makes that person look like the victim. Most abusers blame their behavior on their victims, telling their friends and family that the victim was crazy, that their accusations were exaggerated, or that the mistreatment was somehow justified. Doing something crazy and illegal will give the abuser more credibility and further damage your reputation. Again, how does that make anyone else pay All it would do is give people sympathy for your abuser.

And finally . . . you're apparently outraged because you've been treated badly by someone. Okay, that's understandable. But on what grounds are you outraged if you are yourself willing to stoop to the same moral level It doesn't matter how you twist things around in your mind to justify it; if you commit a wrong against someone, you have no right to complain about anyone else's treatment of you, because you are exactly the same. Remember, the person who wronged you had some crazy idea that it was okay somehow. In fact, it is never okay, no matter what the other person did first. The abuser was deceiving himself, and now you are apparently also deceiving yourself. But it's very simple: either you are a decent moral human being, or you are not.

Now pull yourself together and stop this craziness before it ruins your life. Chances are you are the one with the most to lose here. Don't be a fool.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-02 11:04:29 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-02 11:04:29 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=882 It hurts so much to know that the person you love deeply takes you for granted...
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Uploaded on 2011-11-02 11:03:21 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-02 11:03:21 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=881 Remember when you asked me how I was doing,
And I said I was great .
Well, I lied
But you already knew that,
Yet you played along
To save my pride

Remember when you told me
You will love me through and through
Even when I had those really bad days
You will stay right by my side
Well, you lied
Yet I played along
To save you your dignity
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Uploaded on 2011-11-02 11:02:35 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-02 11:02:35 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=880 I don't deserve you. You are magnificent, and I cherish every moment I am with you.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-02 11:02:00 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-02 11:02:00 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=879 I hold your heart so close to mine thinking, maybe over time we will grow as one and and our hearts will entwine. I'm starting to think about love again, to hold a lover, comfort a best friend - the perfect beginning that has no end. It's not always the easiest thing to do. You have to give so much of you if you want your dreams to come true. It is time to put the pain away and be in love until the end of time. Hearts were never meant to be alone. Each of us needs another to carry on to know we're loved when we get home.
So my darling, I promise this to you. I will never lie or cheat on you. I'll just be the kind of love that's true. Each new day our love will grow. I want a love that comes and never goes and I'll love you more than you'll ever know.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-02 11:01:09 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-02 11:01:09 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=878 Wo mujhe Mehndi Lage Hath Dikha Kar Royi!!

Main kisi or ka hun itna bata kar royi,
O mujhe mehndi lage hath dikha kar royi

Umer bhar ki judai ka khayal aya tha shayad,
Woh mujhe pass apne dair tak bitha kar royi

Aab k na sahi zaroor hashar main milain ge,
yakja honey k dilase dila kar royi

Mujh se zayda bicharne ka ghum usey tha,
Waqt-e-rukhsat wo mujhe seenay se laga kar royi

Main be-kasoor hun,qudrat ka faisla hai yeh,
Lipat k mujh se bus wo itna baata kar royi

Mujh pe ik kurab ka toofan ho gya hai,
Jab mere samne mere khat jala kar royi

Meri nafrat or adawat pighal gayi ik pal main,
Wo be-wafa hai to kyun mujhe rula kar royi

Sab shikwe meray ik pal main badal gaye,
Jheel si ankhon main jab ansu saja kar royi..!
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Uploaded on 2011-11-01 14:00:04 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-01 14:00:04 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=877 I always come here when I'm made or sad or something. I never come here when I'm happy, and so I'm doing it now. I want to thank God for all of the amazing things he's been doing in my life. I really truly appreciate it and it never goes unnoticed. :) Sometimes, I really feel bad for people who don't believe in Him, but I know that I have to respect their decisions and that we all lead different lives and have different circumstances. :) I really love God and I'm so happy how much things have changed for me. I was in such a dark place, and I couldn't see the light but God has blessed me so much, and I'm so appreciative. No amount of 'thank yous' can even express how thankful I am. As I write this, I feel his presence and I just love it. And I love HIM.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-01 11:25:01 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-01 11:25:01 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=876 But then it's been a while since any gave me a compliment, and I was very angry with my husband that week. Besides, you're his total opposite, and even if I wasn't married, you'd probably be a really bad choice.

Still, you've made my year by thinking I'm pretty. I didn't expect someone like you to like someone like me. So thank you for that. I hope we can be friends at some point.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-01 11:24:20 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-01 11:24:20 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=875 F'''ckin ep! You all know how much it means to you when someone comments on your confession. Even if its not great advice or anything even important. Its nice to know some one took the time to read your sht and cares enough to comment on it. We all need to comment on eachothers stuff more. F all that "30 comments for the popular ep'ers" who say useless sht like "Goodnight everyone", mean-while people like me poetically pour our hearts out and no one even gives a sht.

From now on, when you post a confession, take the time to comment on just one persons confession. Even just something like "bummer man" or "sorry to hear that". Just something.

Oh and uber rate this sht up so everyone sees it.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-01 11:23:44 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-01 11:23:44 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=874 Just the other day as my fat ass sister was sleeping i decided to take a crap on her. i pulled back the bedsheets, took off my underwear on sharted all of the fat slut. when she woke up she didnt understand it.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-01 11:22:38 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-01 11:22:38 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=873 Sent my fiance pictures of my penis while she was having dinner with her friends, she kept checking her Blackberry and her curiosity got the best of her LOL ;) she says she got wet in public, it was hot and funny.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-01 11:22:10 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-01 11:22:10 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=872 My roomate Blake. He's a worthless piece of shit drug addict who is addicted not only to ecstasy but whip its. Yeah, whip its. 20 whip its a day. Fuck him. He wrecked his car last night and ditched it in town and he acts like god is out to get him when he needs to realize he was wasted and high and wrecked the damn thing for maybe the fifth or sixth time. So the asshole comes in with my other roomate who I'm pretty on level with, and starts doing whip its and screaming at my other roomate, and blasting music from 5 to 630 AM, consequently keeping me awake. I'll be at peace with him when hes in jail or in a coma from brain damage due to whip its. Fucking Hate.
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Uploaded on 2011-11-01 11:20:44 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-11-01 11:20:44 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=871 Theres a lot I didn't tell you. Much of it I don't know that I ever will. My internal struggle is not your fault but it is about you. For my own sanity I took the first opportunity
to separate myself from you. I hope I made the right choice.
See ya around.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-31 11:05:48 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-31 11:05:48 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=870 I created this girl in my mind. She is actually based off a real person. I talk to her when I'm sad or just feeling out of it. I converse with her and she has manifested her own personality. When I talk to her she is usually on a beach or a garden of some type. I feel more normal when I talk to her. Like I'm not so strange. What a weird confession.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-31 11:03:57 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-31 11:03:57 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=869 is I would marry you right at this very moment and have faith we would last a lifetime. In my dreams we have a baby and settle into a simple life. I believe our life could be very wonderful.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-31 11:01:17 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-31 11:01:17 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=868 You know, I have farts too. Why can't you see that What does it take for you to smell it I just can't sh it anymore.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-31 11:00:28 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-31 11:00:28 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=867 When I was a teenager I was living in a residential treatment center. Three days before I was supposed to be discharged I went on a pass and was raped. When I got back to the house I was a reck. I couldn't tell anyone what had happened, but I completely fell apart. I couldn't tell anyone what had happened. They ended up transfering me somewhere else because I was such a mess. To this day, I haven't told any of my family or friends.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-29 11:29:52 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-29 11:29:52 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=866 If you love someone, set them free. If they come back to you, they're yours. If they get a restraining order, they never was.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-29 11:26:02 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-29 11:26:02 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=865 ive been played, seems like in this world you cant trust anybody, why is it that when something seems to good to be true it usually is.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-29 11:24:54 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-29 11:24:54 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=864 I went on my facebook account and vulgarly insulted every single person I disliked. Then I told everyone that my account got hacked. Feels good.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-27 11:53:30 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-27 11:53:30 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=863 I think I'm in love with a good friend....Only its one of those bullshit situations that indicates...hell no, no way in hell all over it. He is older than me, he has a house and a partner. But its insane, the connection that we have. We talk to each other and just brightens the day. We inspire and motivate each other. He makes me want to be the best I can be, and thats what I want in him...to be the best he can be. He's indicated to me that he wants to leave his life and follow his ambitions and I tell him to go for it. I have never breathed a word to him about it and I never would unless I was certain that he felt the same (in which I think he may). I feel like one day its going to happen...but how long do I wait and what if I miss it or the feeling goes stale from innaction When I see him all I want to do is give him the biggest hug and kiss and take his hand and set off to try make ambitions a reality...to live freely and do what you love.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-27 11:44:15 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-27 11:44:15 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=862 My husband used to be an unruly, uncontrollable man until the day I caught him pleasuring himself while he was wearing a pair of my panties. That’s right; my tough husband was wearing my pink floral panties and doing it. I saw this as my chance to take control and get him in line. No more bar nights with his buddies. He now wears pretty panties every day to work, the store, and the doctor’s office. Often when I come home from work, if he has beaten me home he is required to have dinner ready. He has to serve dinner while he is wearing a pink skirt, floral print garter belt, matching bra, panty set, and his pretty high heels I bought for him. He has gotten so good at it now and is so enthusiastic to please me. I also spank him on a regular basis. My best friends know and have seen him in his outfit. He no longer talks back to me; he only asks to please me. Sometimes when he is on his way to work, I make him put pantyhose on instead of panties. He sleeps in nighties and has more pretty bras than I do. My girlfriends love to tease him. I make him wear pretty girl jeans in public; I make sure they are nice and tight and show his panty lines. I take him shopping and make him admit to the sales girls that the things we are buying are for him. One time, my friends and I were all swimming in our pool and my husband came outside. My sexy female friend stopped him in his tracks and pushed him back inside. Five minutes later, they came back out the door and my husband was wearing a bright floral one piece swim suit. All the girls cheered and it was evident he liked wearing it. So, little panty sissies, be careful; if you’re caught wearing, this may happen to you.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-27 11:43:35 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-27 11:43:35 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=861 me n my fiancee wer engaged 6 yrs ago.v started talkin few years ago thru phone.she always kept tellin other guys name during intimate moments on phone.as a guy i suspected her n scolded her hardly.now she has stopped luvin me but i have not.vil she love me again now.wen i asked her she says she is heart broken after i scolded hardly.but i was just finding out the truth. any gals out there can u tell me whether she vil love me again pls. she says there is no love for me and its impossible for her to love me again. i m realy desperate for her love.would she ever love me again.she is a scorpion and a gemini.she is 17.any girls in dis forum willing to help me bcos i think a girl can understand girl much better than a guy.pls help i m really desperate pllz
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Uploaded on 2011-10-27 11:42:45 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-27 11:42:45 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=860 There is this guy in my school that I really like at points of time but at other times, I feel like kicking his head in (metaphoriacally speaking).
I haven't told him but what can I say
I'm not sure if he likes me at all. Whenever I try to talk to him, he ignores me but when he talks to me ( which is rarer than a blue moon) I talk back.
Is this love or just sympathy
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Uploaded on 2011-10-27 11:42:11 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-27 11:42:11 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=859 I am loving to Sapna but having sex relation with KUTTU
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Uploaded on 2011-10-24 19:09:29 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= brajbhushan 60 2011-10-24 19:09:29 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=858 I've hate emo for so long, but lately i have realized that i have became emo. My friend's have told me this many of time, and i didn't believe them. But now i see, that what i hated, is what i have become.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-24 11:21:27 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-24 11:21:27 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=857 Because these tropes name one specific gender (or a specific gender interaction), you might be tempted to think these are Always Female or Always Male. Not so. These tropes allow either gender to be included just as much. Although some will have more examples of one gender than the other, that is incidental.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-24 11:20:50 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-24 11:20:50 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=856 I'm 22 years old and i must say I love older women. I Perfer women over 35 for many reasons. But I have a hard time meeting women that age because of my age. When they here how old i am they are usually turned off. So i'm writing to see if anyone has any suggestions on how i could get some dates with the older women.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-24 11:19:47 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-24 11:19:47 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=855 i cant tell my parents that i have no interest in studies rather i get less marks but they have faith that i will do some thing . i can assure that i most intelligent student but i am nothing but a embarrassment and a tank full of tensions i did nothing right in my life that all i want to say
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Uploaded on 2011-10-24 11:18:55 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-24 11:18:55 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=854 I cheated on my wife a year ago, we have a kid together and I dont want to lose my family. I have promised myself to never cheat again. I hate myself for it. If I ever lost my daughter because I cheated I think I would kill myself.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-24 11:18:18 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-24 11:18:18 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=853 my words come out a little awkward sometimes and I don't always say the right thing, but please know that my heart belongs to you. Whether you want it or not, it's all yours. I wonder if, when you lie in bed at night, you can feel my spirit there beside you. Hopefully my body can join it someday because I can't think of any other place on Earth that I'd rather be...
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Uploaded on 2011-10-22 11:06:56 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-22 11:06:56 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=852 Today I watched a small turtle cross two lanes of busy traffic :P. He turtled across the street as fast as his little legs would take him :P. Just straight across without stopping or turning back.



As he darted across he narrowly escaped being squishéd by at least three cars totally oblivious to him
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Uploaded on 2011-10-22 11:06:21 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-22 11:06:21 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=851 I smile because I think of you.
I laugh at silly things we do.
I dream of us actually meeting.
I think of how fast my heart will be beating .
But until that day you stay in my mind's themes,
My Princess, My Queen, My Dream Of All Dreams...
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Uploaded on 2011-10-22 11:05:48 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-22 11:05:48 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=850 No matter how hard things are, it will be okay. You will get thru this, and you will conquer this world full of fear and adversity. Do not heed the harsh words of others, or even that voice in your own mind saying that you can't. Be true to that calm, quiet part of you that simply gazes at the sunset, thinking nothing, just seeing.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-22 11:04:57 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-22 11:04:57 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=849 I'm not judgemental at all in this regard, but if I know a guy is gay I automatically read his texts in my head in a girl voice. no.. justnoticed

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Uploaded on 2011-10-21 11:18:32 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-21 11:18:32 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=848 Fuck this life. Yeah, fuck it all I want to travel the whole fucking world. Never work a day in my life. Want to taste ever food have every kind of sex. Touch every soul hear every story. Fuck. I'm going to live, goon to thrive. And when I'm done. I can die with a smile on my face, and not give a fucking shit.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-21 11:18:07 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-21 11:18:07 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=847 Talking dirty, play acting or role playing over the telephone or the act of mutually masturbating while talking (touch and tell).
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Uploaded on 2011-10-21 11:17:30 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-21 11:17:30 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=846 A condition or sexual pathology in a person whereby stimuli and satisfaction are obtained only by abnormal means rather than usual sexual satisfaction during intercourse.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-21 11:17:05 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-21 11:17:05 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=845 I am so confused right now. I am a 17 year old female and I am still a virgin, but it's not like I'm not ready for sex cause I am. I have had chances to have sex with a few different guys but I have never really been interested in it. I am very attracted to men, but I don't really desire to have sex with them. I find myself wanting to be with a female not only sexually but emotionally too. Just recently though I have meant a guy that I am very attracted to and he is actually the only guy that I have desired to have sex with and would actually do it with, but I still want to be with another female. Does this mean I am just curious or bisexual, or a lesbian. I am to confused to even say it aloud, and it is even worse because I havn't got anyone that I can talk to about it. My parents say they will love me either way but they get disappointed at the fact that I actually support gays and I embrace it. My friends are just to damn judgemental for me to talk to, the only friend I have that wouldn't judge me is also my straight female friend that I love deeply and when I see her I just want to walk up and kiss her, so no luck talking to her either. I just need some advice on what to do. The guy that I have been talking to is amazing, and sweet and he is very attractive and I would so have sex with him, but if givin the chance I think would choose a female over him. I need someone to tell me something, can you please tell me what you think.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-21 11:15:58 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-21 11:15:58 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=844 All of you. I wish I was the lover you needed and the friend you call in need. But I'm not, my overwhelming urge to be there for everyone and be something to everyone kills me because I know nobody wants to give me the chance to be their everything.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-20 10:49:57 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-20 10:49:57 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=843 With a Christian. So much so that I read his scriptures and started going to church and praying for that thing they say you get. I was raised Christian and never got that feeling. What would such a man want with a heathen like me I see love in his eyes but he has never spoken on it. I might just be fooling myself. I can't get him out of my head but I can't pretend to be something I'm not. I'm lost.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-20 10:49:38 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-20 10:49:38 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=842 I want you. I'll tell you as soon as I see you. And I will show you all of me.

Trust.

Take a chance.

Let love in...
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Uploaded on 2011-10-20 10:48:40 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-20 10:48:40 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=841 Why will it hurt the person to tell them Just do it. If they like you, great! If not, you can let them fade from your life and move on and find someone new.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-20 10:48:09 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-20 10:48:09 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=840 To have cared so much about others at one time, I do a good job of pushing them away and hurting them now. I am an embarrassment to the one who created me. I have failed Him and everyone I love. I wear the thickest, fakest mask ever, just making it through until the day comes that I can make my exit from this personal hell I have created. NO ONE will ever get that close to me again, EVER. I will never let someone in to get hurt the way I did you. I knew I was too broken, but I had hoped I would heal if I let love in. All I did was hurt you and let you destroy me. NEVER AGAIN. I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm done. LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!! You want me out of your life Ok. Just leave me the hell alone when I walk away. You make me feel like sht on your shoes and I have had enough of that to last a life time. I am done hoping, wishing, dreaming. I don't care how or when we met. I don't give a rats a how you feel about me, good or bad. I don't like the way you treat me. I AM DONE. You will never trust me. I have never given you reason not to, but you treat me like a criminal. You have just validated everything he ever told me. You have hated me since you talked to him. And like a stupid fool, like a sheep to the slaughter, I loved you anyway. I wil never be good enough in your eyes either. Not even as a friend. You told me from the start you had plenty anyway that you didn't need more. I wish I would have listened then. I don't even believe in burning bridges, but how I want to burn this one. All I wanted was your love, in any form. All I got was rejection without the right to walk away. I have been violently shoved from your life only to be drug back in time and time again. Even as I type this my heart softens and I wonder what in the world I am so angry about. How could I have such venom with you It's because I fell in love and I'm scared I made a horrible mistake. I just want my heart back because you don't want it. Please just give it back. I can't do this anymore. Time is running out. I HAVE to stand on my own two feet. No one wants me and I can't spend this time playing games. Just leave me be to do what I need to do and I will do the same for you.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-19 17:55:58 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Karry 60 2011-10-19 17:55:58 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=839 I like company and I like holes.
I am not even embarrassed about it.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-19 17:46:38 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Brag 60 2011-10-19 17:46:38 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=838 Leaves me breathless yet all I can do is breathe you in. In those tiny moments I felt utterly at peace. Contentment defined. Only in heaven can I imagine such a feeling, only in heaven.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-19 10:56:02 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-19 10:56:02 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=837 I have a long history with a man and even tho we r both married, and even though we have tried to stop it, we r having a sexting affair. Before i got married, he called me and asked me not to get married, said he'd be back before then, he never showed and i got married. We stayed friends for a long time, texting occasionally then about 2 years ago the texts became really intimate, with each of us telling the other what we want to do to each other, in very explicit detail. We stopped for about 18 months when he got married but have since confessed to each other that yes, i once loved you, yes, i still love you, and yes, a large part of my heart belongs to you. Our texting became very intimate again a few days ago, with both of us admitting we can't/won't give the other up. He's told me that if i ever need it, he'll rescue me. I believe we are soul mates, and couldn't keep away from each other even if we wanted to. Good thing we live about 4000 km's apart!
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Uploaded on 2011-10-19 10:55:35 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-19 10:55:35 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=836 I love you...All of Y0u--positive aspects and flaws.I have accepted everything that comes with y0u.Forgive me if i may appear as if I am wanting more 0f y0u
or I demand a change in you,it is just an emotional ride I assure you.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-19 10:55:01 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-19 10:55:01 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=835 God please forgive me...I never wanted to hurt him ..I always wanted him to be happy....but that moment I dont know wat happened to me and I sent those messages ..... I really really sorry god.... pls forgive me.......

I love him and only him... and I will forever.....
I donno wat is goin wrong with me... I tot He would be mine forever and I did that...but ...it has ruined our relationship.... she does'nt even wanna see me now...... I'm sorry sreedhar.... I love u ...and thats the only reason I did that...
Please forgive me....
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Uploaded on 2011-10-19 10:54:39 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-19 10:54:39 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=834 I regret looking in the past constantly and letting go of possible happiness all the time for "what once was".. I wish I'd learn sometimes.. I hate my emotions for people who hurt me.. I"m not perfect.. I don't deserve to be alone and hurting..
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Uploaded on 2011-10-19 10:53:19 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-19 10:53:19 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=833 What are we doing Why can't we admit it to each other Why is it so hard to express it We look for hints...something...anything. I just want to hold you close, look into your eyes...and say...I love you. That's what I want. How does this happen How do we get there...from here I don't really want to come to this site anymore. I want to talk to you...face to face when possible, otherwise message or emails. I just don't want to wonder or guess anymore. I want to know..one way or another. To her...from him.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-18 11:04:58 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-18 11:04:58 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=832 Even though you probably dont even remember who I am, I still think of you





Even though you will never want to talk to me again, I still want to talk to you





Even though you want nothing to do with me anymore, I still want you by my side

Even though you dont like me anymore, I still like you
Even though you probably dont even remember who I am, I still think of you
Even though you will never want to talk to me again, I still want to talk to you
Even though you want nothing to do with me anymore, I still want you by my side
Even though you dont like me anymore, I still like you
Even though you dont check up on me, I still check up on you
Even though you have moved on, I still havent....
Makes me wonder if I ever will.
If I'll ever stop thinking about you
If I'll ever stop wanting to talk to you
If I'll ever stop wanting you by my side
If I'll ever stop liking you
If I'll ever stop checking up on you
If I will ever just move on....
You're like a drug, I've become addicted to you, and I dont remember signing up for rehab.
Even though you dont check up on me, I still check up on you
Even though you have moved on, I still havent....
Makes me wonder if I ever will.
If I'll ever stop thinking about you
If I'll ever stop wanting to talk to you
If I'll ever stop wanting you by my side
If I'll ever stop liking you
If I'll ever stop checking up on you
If I will ever just move on....
You're like a drug, I've become addicted to you, and I dont remember signing up for rehab.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-18 11:04:23 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-18 11:04:23 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=831 If I am sad, it is not for what might have been, but for what is.

What might have been is of no interest any more. What is to come is, as they say, yet a mystery.

What is, is the source of all sadness for me. What is remains so darkly unknown, so utterly beyond my grasp.

I hear the notes of the music and they pale, fade into nothingness as quickly as they come.

I see the colours of the leaves and the sky and they too are drained and lifeless.

Only the beating of my heart is real, only the in-and-out of breath can take me forward.

The philosopher's stone is unturned, the lover's bedclothes unopened.

Only the heart keeps up this constant rhythm and I feel the blood in my wrists flowing like the tides of time.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-18 11:00:16 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-18 11:00:16 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=830 i am a very succesfull buissnes man.i make good money but i have been addicted to crack for 13 years.i moved 1 hour away from my dealers 10 years ago to stop using now i dont use daily but once a week usally friday nights.i used to use 1 or 2 hundred a day now i use 4 or 5 hundred on a fridaymy problem is i am a funcational addict which i think is the worst kind because im killing myself and pulling the wool over everyones eyes not to mention the 25 grand i spend a year. i am 46 and have no money put away for retierment (any sugestions on how to quite)i do have a house a nice truck and lots of equipment but i am a big time loser in my own eyes. no one else sees this.i am living a big lie and i am ready to end it all
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Uploaded on 2011-10-18 10:59:23 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-18 10:59:23 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=829 I thought I was dramatic until I met you. Note to self: guys should not be more dramatic than girls who are considered to be drama queens.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-17 11:13:49 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-17 11:13:49 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=828 What story was that now On EP story section, confessions, word of mouth, another Internet source
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Uploaded on 2011-10-17 11:12:57 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-17 11:12:57 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=827 I need an open minded woman to spend some time with me through Ep about applying makeup tastefully! Shaping eyebrow lipstick technique! I am serious! No bull no pick up line crap! Real thing and would be very deeply appreciative! Please try and find a way to look at it as mentoring me! leave a message, I will get it Thanks
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Uploaded on 2011-10-17 11:12:27 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-17 11:12:27 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=826 Sail through love with me in this beautiful dream , never stopping for a moment, till dawn, and my lips kiss you with a breath of forever. Sail with me My Love on a sea of misted dew, where pearls of love are carried on the swan song of our hearts in this beautiful, beautiful dream...
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Uploaded on 2011-10-17 11:11:28 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-17 11:11:28 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=825 I think I am the cause of my ex-best friends depression. Well, not the main cause but I'm sure I have a lot to do with it. The worst part is, we aren't even friends anymore so I can't even help her even though I want to more than life itself. All I want to do is hug her and comfort her but I don't think its my place anymore. I hope that eventually she can pull through this, and forget about me.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-15 11:08:15 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-15 11:08:15 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=824 I have so many issues in my life right now but I feel so blessed because I have more than most. I know my feelings don't matter and I'm just being selfish for wanting to be happy but I am going to write this out anyway in an attempt to confess my true feelings..

I am sick with about 4 different illnesses and recovering from 2 different types of severe attacks. I have been out of school and only one person has wished me to get better and hoped I come back to school soon. Nobody else has even bothered to ask where I've been. I wonder where my "friends" are..

I am madly in love with my ex who lives across the country but he refuses to see it. He is very polite to me and listening to his favorite band, Coldplay, hurts me severly. I cry every time "Fix You" comes on and when he signs out I want to curl up into a ball and never see the sun.

My family has told me that I'm fat and ugly. They only know put-downs. I wonder if they know love.

There are only two people on the planet who love me, one in TN, and the other in Ohio. Both who I've met on the internet. The one in TN loves me deeply but has broken promises to me about when we'd be able to chat when I needed him most. The other girl is like my sister but refuses to call me.

I cut myself and have attempted suicde. My school work is stressing me out a lot and I have no time to miss anymore school though I'm incredibly ill. I know though, that many people are reading this with envious eyes, wishing they had as much as me. And I know I'm being incredibly selfish right now. And I know that my feelings don't really mean anything to anybody so my reason for posting this is not really there. I know I'm not loved. I don't deserve to be happy.. but God do I want it so badly.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-15 11:07:00 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-15 11:07:00 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=823 I've got a best friend, we know each other for three years and we've been always together all that time;

and I'm in relationship, for about... like 6 months. The guy's in love more than ever and I actually love him, too...

Right on his birthday party we fell out with each other, all three of us.

I realised that she rarely offered her help when I was seriously in trouble, but I often did. She doesn't want to speak to me though I tried to call her. Nor do I.

and he came to say... "I love you so, that I couldn't live without you. Let's make it right"

I have to choose between them... they hate each other and I need to determine prerogatives.

I fell myself so lonely.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-15 11:06:01 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-15 11:06:01 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=822 I tried to kill myself a few days ago. I had a fight with a coworker, it upset me. I went to the bathroom to cool off, started crying and had the urge to cut my wrist. I tried. I had the blade on my wrist, pressing as hard as i could and sliding it down my arm, but through the tears I couldn’t see any blood.

Maybe it was my subconscious telling me I wasn’t ready to die.

But some days I do want to die.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-15 11:03:10 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-15 11:03:10 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=821 I won a competition and won a load of money and I have not toad anyone, because they will just want the money. I am going to keep in safe in my pocket and spend it when I want to! Thats my secret!
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Uploaded on 2011-10-14 11:02:36 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-14 11:02:36 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=820 We're miles apart yet so close. I can feel your heart beat. When I close my eyes even for a second I feel you around me. Your heart beating so strong, it keeps me alive and gives me hope. And it gives me strength. I can feel your breath on my skin when I think of how much I love you and what you have done for me. I owe you my life. No matter how tough things get for me, I know I have a refuge place to go. Your love and care is enough to help me get through. Two hearts broken and battered... brought together by the hands of Fate. Two souls dark as night join together to make light. Brought together to show a new type of love that neither has experienced - a strong unconditional love. An acceptance of who we are with no judgment. No matter how many miles between it's love that will keep us alive
in a new light. I love you.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-14 11:01:36 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-14 11:01:36 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=819 Christ on a stick. Dirty test. NO! I haven't used and they had me dump all the opiates and benzos. Their doc let me keep one pain script because they
couldn't find a classification for it in the Opiates. I just got a pos for Barbs. I guess we know what it's classified as now. They said they won't mark it against me as a pos. but they may pull it too. Great...then y'all get on pain management's aDollarDollar about gettin' the blockers done. It's already been 3 months. The injections aren't workin' anymore. I'm frustrated, pissed off and want to say fck it.
But I won't.
I'll be patient.
Again.
Some more.
Longer.
I don't wanna' blow my sobriety.
I hate doctors...I really do.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-14 11:01:08 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-14 11:01:08 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=818 If I felt anymore sexy, at this point in time, then i already do............I just dont know what to do i havent felt this way ....for along....time.....cant wait for my day to '''' with someone who is well .........ok.......deserving
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Uploaded on 2011-10-14 11:00:37 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-14 11:00:37 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=817 I'm 20 years old, in college, a black man, and a virgin. I'm a strong believer in Christ and I have strong faith in him. However, I have really strong desires to have sex. Being in college, I have had many opportunities to have sex becaus of how popular I am amoung my peers. I've tried to subdue these urges by doing it myself, but not only did it get old quick, I constantly feel guilty after I've done it. I feel like I've defied God and I'm not good enough for him because I have these strong sexual urges. I don't know if it's just human nature or if I've been contaminated spiritually by how our society glories sex. I'm really trying to wait for marriage because I don't think I'll be able to handle the guilt that would come if I actually had sex out of wedlock. I just don't know how to deal with these sexual urges.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-13 11:22:42 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-13 11:22:42 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=816 My married pastor has admitted to me that he is in love with me, and I completely believe him. He would have sex with me any time I wanted. We act like strangers in church, but we both know what is going on. I feel bad sometimes, but I like the thrill.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-13 11:21:51 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-13 11:21:51 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=815 I come from a long, long line of Muslims; and if there was a question about what religion I'm from, I'd say Islam. I have no doubts about my religion, and Islam is a truly beautiful one. I know this site mainly revolves around Christianity, but it should still feel good to confess. Anyways, I'm Muslim, and like in Christianity sex before marriage is a big no-no; more so in Islam as it is considered the biggest sin to do it. But I have had sex since age 14. I've had many pregnancy scares although I've never actually gotten pregnant. Many nights I've woken up to think of my stupidity and I vow not to do it again but I can't stop. If my parents ever knew this about me, I would be turned away, shunned, thrown out of the house. I am one of those girls who do things because they're so dangerous to do; regrets it; and then does it again. I really don't know how to stop myself. I hope this does not make others think of Islam as a bad religion. I do not deserve to call myself Muslim. Forgive me.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-13 11:20:54 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-13 11:20:54 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=814 It doesn't matter what say, who I have been all this time, what you KNOW of me...you will believe what you want. So, I will say from my heart that I love you. I have waited and hoped that you would let me explain and talk with me. You wont. I know you know I am going through something very hard. No one is here for me. Not even you.

If you have a change in heart, I will welcome the chance to talk to you face to face. But, I know you wont. You want to think I am doing wrong. You don't want to see the truth. You dont want to believe my motives to help others.....it makes my stomach sick. No more of this. I can't take seeing someone I love so very much think so badly of me.....without letting me speak. Silently judging me. Silently killing me too.

Your words and your actions are not those of love. Not right now. I am going to go away because I can't take any more. Not from you.....the one I love. No more hurt. I love you..and pray you will see. I pray I will see you once again, so I can look you in the eye and tell you what ever you want to know.....if you want the whole truth. I am not angry,I am hurt.
You know where I live and you know my number. I need real help and moral support. I need and want you. I have waited so long.......but all I get is denial. What else can I do I have begged and pleaded.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-12 10:38:45 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-12 10:38:45 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=813 I Love You. I love every little thing about you - your winsome smile, the sound of your voice, the magic in your eyes. I love your gentle touch and the warmth I feel at your side ... I love dreaming about you. I love discovering you and letting go with you. I love each and every once-in-a-lifetime moment I share with you. Today, tomorrow, forever.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-12 10:38:03 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-12 10:38:03 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=812 i have been with my husband since high school..pregnant shortly after we met...i was a messed up girl who wanted to escape being that little girl that everyone took advantage of. My husband tried to do right by me..but i cheated..and everytime i got more bold..first it was kissing..then fondling...i finally took the leap to having sex when i went out of town on a business trip. I really liked this man n he said what i wanted to hear and next thing i know i am running out of the room scared n confused and ashamed...but also exilerated...man i had sex with someone else n i liked it. I think it has to do with my past..the way i am...i like to watch porn..but not with my husband..in fact him doing it angers me. I think about things that were done to me when i was younger and i am scared that i wont be able to over come that part of deviance instilled within me.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-12 10:37:37 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-12 10:37:37 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=811 I had sex with my brother in laws wife, in fact I have had sex with her numerous times within the past six months.

It started on messenger, talking shit and sharing favorite porn links which led to more intimate chat...to finding out she thought I was hot and had often fantasized about fucking me.

One thing led to another and eventually she stopped by my house one afternoon, it was the best sex I've had in sometime. Since that afternoon we have had sex a half dozen more times either here or at her house when our spouses are working.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-12 10:36:43 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-12 10:36:43 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=810 It's funny, there was no one else on earth i pictured beside me. No one that could ever possibly understand me the way you did. We've been through hell together. We lost our minds at the same time, and lost each other. I still see you everywhere I go. I keep on looking for you. I'm still wondering what you're doing. Every day I ache over the thought that we could've saved each other. But overwhelmed by too many mistakes, we gave up. I gave up on you. I walked away because I didnt feel it any more. I had doubted you too much to start believing. I'm truely sorry I put us through all of this. But I miss the old us. And I know that never in my life, ever again, I'll never love any one the way I loved you. No one is ever going to go all the way in the way you did and I know that if we we're really made to be together that somewhere, somehow I'll go back, the same way I always did.
And I'll just look at you, say it how it is. Because it's never been nothing less than that. And if our love was true, and I think it was, then I know that we'll have another chance. T'ill this day comes back arround I hope you're doing fine. And I wonder if you think of me, as much as I'm still thinking about you.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-12 10:35:50 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-12 10:35:50 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=809 I regret ever letting you into my life, into my heart, and into my mind. I'm sorry I ever trusted you with my pain. You don't understand. No one does. Yes, I am crazy after all I have been through. You remind of it often. You have become a constant reminder of my worthlessness. I can do nothing right in your eyes. Why did I let myself love you Why did I let you do this to us I am so close to crumbling completely. Why is it such a terrible crime to want to be loved and to long for a stable, healthy environment What have I done to deserve all this
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Uploaded on 2011-10-11 11:07:53 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-11 11:07:53 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=808 When you found out how I feel about you, you were angry and told me I was too needy and clingy. You told me to give you space so that's what I'm going to do. Before I go though I want you to know I've loved you for 3 years. My love for you isn't just going to fade away overnight like you seem to think! I'm so sorry.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-11 11:07:28 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-11 11:07:28 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=807 I've hurt myself for so long just knowing you since sixth grade. We were never suppose to be friends and you know that even if you can't admit it now. I want to say for the very last time that I did love you more than you'll want to know. I don't understand to this very day why you acted and treated me the way you did in the past, but I am now ready to get passed it without having you in my life ever again. I tried so hard and I know you did too. It would be so different between us if you acknowledged you never felt the way I did for you all these years because you did know. You would of saved me from heartache if you told me sooner and I wouldn't of wanted to do everything and anything for you. You were selfish on your part to keep me led on like that and I don't appreciate that.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-11 11:06:58 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-11 11:06:58 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=806 Hey Stranger. I don’t know you and I probably never will, you may never know my name or my history. But I do know that you are beautiful. You are loved. You have the power, the strength and the drive to be whoever it is you want to be. Don’t ever let anyone stop you. Have faith in yourself and your abilities. Don’t forget that everyone has gone through something that has changed them. Everyone has their own story, their own past and their own reasons for why they are the way they are. Have tolerance; don’t be so quick to judge. Accept people for the way they are and love them despite their faults, because everyone deserves love. Take the time to touch the lives of people around you and make a difference. Know that it is never too late to change things. Learn to forgive, learn to move on. Tell people how you feel, because if you don’t try, you’ll never know. You don’t have to be perfect, only you. And have hope, always have hope.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-11 11:05:16 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-11 11:05:16 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=805 I often wonder if the only way my marriage will end is if my husband dies. I don't want him to, but i think i want out. I love him, but i'm fairly sure i am no longer in love with him. For as long as i can remember, since i was a child, i've always thought i'd end up a single mother, but don't know if this is a preminition or a memory
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Uploaded on 2011-10-10 11:00:15 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-10 11:00:15 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=804 I had protected sex about 3 weeks ago, well i don't know if you can really call it that because he couldn't fit in all the way. BUT he was still wearing a condom, and I know it didnt break, but before I was giving him hand, and he came .. it got on my stomach (weird i know) and i dont remember if he touched any of it at all or not, but then he fingered me, the day after i started having to go to the bathroom every half an hour, and now 3 weeks later after going to the doctors and taking pills for a UTI, i still have to go .. and my stomach is a little bloated.. I have been SO stressed and so nervous, i think it could be from that. Also breats are the tiniest bit sore, but im like the biggest hypochondriac in the world (someone who thinks they are suffereing from an illness when they couldn't possibly be) ... but am i pregnant
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Uploaded on 2011-10-10 10:59:26 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-10 10:59:26 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=803 I never imagined ever in my life that I would be left all alone . We just take everything for granted and then when we loose the person we've loved the most just so sudenly you are left empty and angry with yourself, with the world, with GOD. I also lost my husband all of a sudden just as we were planning our only son's marriage.After a long gap of 15 years he had finally got a job and that was the first day of his new job. He was so happy that morning and he kept on telling me that now everything would be alright. I would never have to work again and that there would never be a tear in my eye. I just looked at him feeling so happy that at last he had realised all that he had done was wrong and was finally on the right track. I was just so happy thinking that this was the best day in my life. Now all problems would come to an end.He was finally going for the new job and our son's wedding was just 3 months away with most of the preperations already taken care of. All my dreams were coming true and I felt I was the happiest person on this earth, but maybe that was just a minute too soon.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-10 10:57:35 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-10 10:57:35 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=802 I'm a queer ( mostly straight bi) girl, and I love my best friend. I'm not sure if I love her or what, but she's mega homophobic. She knows I'm queer but we can't even hug withut it being awkward.
I love her so much.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-10 10:56:48 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-10 10:56:48 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=801 I just know, you are going to figure all this out. You will. One piece of the puzzle will fall into place and then another and another faster and faster. When it is complete and you see the whole picture, it will take you aback. You'll remember how I wanted so to have a chance to tell you myself, but, you were hurt and never let me. I understand.

You will grasp the pain I have bourn alone, just a bit, because I can't even wrap my mind around it, and your tears will match mine because you will know, then, that I have suffered alone and cried....alone when I needed.....you.....if only for comfort and moral support. But, you never came, I have waited and hoped every single day of these months into two years. Hours and hours just knowing somehow you would be you.......and do what I know you would have done.

You will see so much I would have told you and how you should have listened to your heart and not anyone else because I know and always have that you love me as I you.....you tried your hardest to hide it, but, you and I were meant to be and I felt.....I felt it from your heart. You never knew that did you I understand. It was too much to ask, I see that now. I guess. I try.

Life right now is one minute at a time. I make no guarantees about tomorrow. Sometimes such sorrow I can barely walk. Even though it was innocent, denial after denial from a young girl to this moment.....Oh, my God, I have and am nothing but a messed up heap of disappointment and pain. I didn’t know it would get so bad all if it.....you couldn’t have stopped those things. But, I have had no one.....and even at that.....still......you did what you thought the right thing. I understand.

I wish so I had never been born and I hope time ends soon for me here. He said we would hate this life and it is true. I can't keep living with sorrow pouring out of every pour in my body. I can't.

Just know, I understand. I am not mad. I will always love you and if you feel you should ever need it.......I already forgive you....unconditionally. It's ok. Except this pain it growns exponentially.

We could have had our time.

You have so much ahead and I hope all the sunrises and sunsets smile on you as you sail through life. You are the most beautiful soul I have ever known, my North Star, my Captain.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-10 10:55:20 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-10 10:55:20 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=800 When we broke up I would face the world each day with a fake smile to shield away all my pain and misery. With every step I took, I died a little more inside because I knew that was a step further away from you. Days would pass since I’d looked into your warm eyes and I’d start to get scared that the face I once saw was fading away from my memories.

I don’t have a good answer for all the things I ‘v done, but I’m sorry. I know that sorry will never be good enough for all the pain and despair I’ve caused you, and it will never be. I can never forgive myself for what I've done, nor do I expect you to. I just want you to know that you’ve touched my life and changed me for the better.

Ever since I’ve come to know you, I have felt this indescribable feeling only I share with you. It seems like ever time I close my eyes, every time I breathe, I think of you. I never knew how dead I was until I met you. You’ve opened my eyes to what this world holds. Until then I never realized how blue the sky really is.

I now understand why people search their whole lives for the one and only person that can make them complete. It’s because the love they share is the closest thing we have to magic.

I guess what I’m trying to say is that you’ve saved my life in more ways I'll ever know. You’ve taught me everything. About life, hope and the long journey ahead. I’ll always miss you, but I know that what we had will never be forgotten but remember forever and ever.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-10 10:54:42 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-10 10:54:42 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=799 I am angry because I do not feel I am setting my sons up for a good life- I am not doing my job. I'm not taking care of them appropriately. I try so hard but I get angry because I feel its not enough. My mom did nothing for me and my sister. She taught us nothing. I do not want my sons to have this life but if I cannot get them to the right places because of my lack of getting to the right places there is nothing I can do for them and I cannot accept that. I get frustrated because I need to do better. I can and am capable of doing better, it just seems like it takes so much effort just to do ANYTHING that I'm really not doing anything at all. Two years I have been here and nothing. I still have no furniture. I'm capable of more I feel like I am pushing and pushing and pushing with no result. I'M SO ANGRY. And I can't give up and I can't give in. I want better for my sons. I have ended the cycle of abuse, there is no drinking or drugging around them. They are far from the life I grew up in but I need help, I need a little leniency. I need for a door to swing wide open. I need just a break. A little favor. I am so fighting angry because I KNOW I can bring this where it needs to be. It's just like being chained to ten dead men and dragging them all uphill.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-09 11:22:48 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-09 11:22:48 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=798 It really puts me off when i come across somebody who cannot spell even simple words. Im not sure if they are foreign or dyslexic, in those cases i understand and am sympathetic. I myself am certainly not brilliant at spelling or good grammar but like to think i can put together a simple sentance together. The magority of the offenders seem to be young males, young been between 18 and 20yo, im sorry it just makes me think you are really uneducated!
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Uploaded on 2011-10-09 11:22:11 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-09 11:22:11 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=797 See that pregnant teen over there She was raped. See that guy doing his homework from last night He convinced his friend out of suicide. See that man with the ugly scars He fought for our country. See that guy who is sobbing His mother is dying. See that show-off guy He's standing up to bullies. See that fat woman She has a health problem. Don't judge people. You don't know their life.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-08 11:06:33 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-08 11:06:33 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=796 you know the Girl you just called fat She's starved herself and lost 15kgs. The Boy you just called stupid He has a learning disability and studies 4hrs a night. The Girl you just called ugly She spends hours putting makeup on hoping people will like her. The Boy you just tripped He is already abused enough at home. There's more to people than you think.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-08 11:05:31 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-08 11:05:31 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=795 If you want to see Pain, very much alive and well - rate this up.





He's convinced that everyone wants him to die - and that he's let everyone down.





We love you, and want you to be well. You mean a lot to people, me especially. I wished you'd believe it too.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-08 11:04:42 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-08 11:04:42 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=794 I am Gay. There i said it. I have been in the closet for over 18 years. Do I have gay pride I don't know, but I am happy with who I am.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-08 11:04:03 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-08 11:04:03 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=793 My brother died on Thursday. He shot himself in the head and I am left feeling empty and missing him. I keep telling myself that I did all that I could do but in my heart I just wonder if I could have done more. He sent me an Instant Message that said that the stress of the world had taken its toll on him and that he could no longer continue. I sent message after message telling him how much I loved him and asking him what had happened! He lives well lived in Maryland and I live in California. I called him and called but I could not get him to answer the phone. So I just kept sending the Instant Messages telling him how loved he was and that I would purchase a plane ticket so he could come out here and I would help him work through his issues. I called the crisis line in Maryland but he had recently moved and I could not get him to give me his address. Finally I sent an IM that said I was going to call the police on him and he answered his phone. He told me he was hurting and could not make it another day. I said everything I could think of to tell him. Finally he promised that he would accept the plane ticket and come out here until he felt better. I told him that I would continue to call every 30 minutes until the next morning and we would purchase the plane ticket. He told me that he would be going to his best friends house to spend the night and I was relieved. He PROMISED me that he would not do anything to himself. I believed him because he is my brother and we do not lie to each other. BUT he got off the phone and killed himself and I dont know what to think or to do.
I feel so hurt and lost and confused and I keep replaying our last conversations in my head over and over again. I MISS HIM SO MUCH!! ALL I want is my BROTHER BACK!! I just want to hear his voice and his laugh. I want to smell his cologne and I want to know he will be on a plane this summer for his usual visit! I have cried and screamed and cried some more and I dont know what else I can do. He was only 30!! I am flying out nxt week to bury the best brother in the whole world and my heart hurts!
Yesterday I felt this intense presence of my brother and I swear I could hear his voice and he was telling me that I needed to purchase a pregnancy test and I thought to myself "why would I need that" but i swear I could hear my brother so I did what he asked me too and I took this pregnancy test and would you believe that it was POSITIVE!! Now my brother is gone and I am pregnant with a new baby! It is such a bittersweet moment. I am excited about the baby very excited but I have only had 3 days to mourn my brother!! I feel like i'm going crazy!! I just want my brother! I want to turn back time and save him!! I know I need to talk to someone which is why I am pouring my heart out here. I have been reading about suicide and I never would have thought it was so common. How am I going to get through this! Will it always hurt this much Has anyone been through this Please comment.
I love my brother!!!!!!!
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Uploaded on 2011-10-08 11:03:25 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-08 11:03:25 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=792 I thought i already had the best
I met you after she left you
and there i was trying to mend
the broken pieces of you

You promised to love and cherish
everything that we share
You make me smile
And I make you laugh,
We have the best
The best that any couple wish to have

Love, love, love,
Binding us together
But man, i wept
I never thought that this is gonna end

We have love
But you and her had the blessing of up above
Yes,,,,,, your a married man
And being a mistress is never my plan...

the love that i once felt,,
is now a crippled love..
I love you,
but who am i
to take you away from her
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Uploaded on 2011-10-08 11:01:46 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-08 11:01:46 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=791 The wind is cold.....blowing right through me, it is sharp like a knife against my skin.....it is pitch black all around as the sun lost it's shine long ago. I wonder aimlessly, lost and alone. Life has been relentless with pain......and the only life there is now, near or far, is the tiny flame, so precious I cherish, I guard deep within my heart and soul for you......forces unseen coming from directions unknown even now that we are apart, try to rip and tear us even further from each other.



So that tiny flame that burns within is what I have been able to save of the love you gave to me. I will fight for that flame to the death. It is mine and nothing can have it. It is all I have. Nothing else has meaning to me, but the only love I have known.



For me an hour is a thousand years of anguish and sorrow that life grew into. 17 minutes I was blessed, as the wind stopped blowing and the clouds parted and I felt the warmth of the sun again.......silent tears of love and joy rolled down my cheeks as I listened and I whispered a prayer of thanks. So thankful for any morsel that gets past the far reaching forces that have hurt us so.



Time goes forth without respect and I don’t know what tomorrow will bring. I am tired and growing weak, I know those forces are beginning to mount, things I never knew existed, they grow stronger day by day, their aim, the final blow with their sword.......to cut me down once and for all to feed the evil within. This evil that came cloaked as one in need, knowing how easily beguiled I could be.



So short those minutes were, they passed so fast....so fast the darkness returned once again.......the winds blow even harder now, I feel a fear I've never known. Alone I am no match for the cunningness of the darkness.



Listen to your heart and you will know.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-07 11:01:51 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-07 11:01:51 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=790 The sultry curves of your skin astound my senses… while you are standing before me in your bare innocence. My eyes are studying every curve, every detail, till it is engraved on my mind and heart, never to be forgotten. Such innocent seduction from the beauty of your nakedness, like Venus herself is in front of me, and I am entranced by her seduction. You, my girl, are my seductress, my heart and soul, and I crave to show you all my love, my passion that this heart holds for you. Just to feel the warmth of your skin next to mine as we hold each other so close, so tight, and lips meet in a sweet and tender kiss. In the silence of this room, we find a paradise within our hearts, where we are Adam and Eve in the Eden of our love. Never to be ejected from it, always to share a special love that is meant for just me and you.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-07 11:01:12 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-07 11:01:12 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=789 i would never wish my dad dead..
but hes sick and
not doing good
if anything happens to him im GONE
there aint a chance in hell ill stay in this house with these people with out him!!
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Uploaded on 2011-10-07 11:00:41 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-07 11:00:41 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=788 met a guy in one of my classes he turned into a real good friend.. then we ended up talkin... only thing was he had a girlfriend with a baby on the way.. so no one could find out. we'd make plans like to skip class, or lunch.. but they always fall thro.. either we'd see someone who knew his girl and freak out or teacher would stop us.. but we always met in the hall when no one was around.. send cute little email.. or sweet little txt.. we had something cute going. one day he was like we're together tomorrow no matter what. i was ready and excited id actually grown to like him ha or to want him.. but day came he didnt come to school.. next day he comes up to me and says look look look at my baby girl 6lbs 3 oz... he said he was sorry.. aint tryed to talk to me since every now and then i getta hey but he said his girl was starting to question and he loved his baby girl not her but they came in a package.. so we stopped talking.. his daughters soo cute and i knew this was coming but i hate it. the babys soo pretty but jus seeing her picture makes me mad..im happy for him but i didnt get my chance kinda dissappoints me.. yeah i know i would have only been a hit it quite it thing but i still wanted it..
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Uploaded on 2011-10-07 10:59:49 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-07 10:59:49 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=787 im a sex addicte.. for real. i use to say im going to wait till im married but i lost that and now im havein a hard time wait till the next day.
i just lovee sex, i dont know why but i do. i have a fk buddy ya know to keep me from sleepin around all the time but im starting to actually like him. and even with him theres other people too gah i need help
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Uploaded on 2011-10-07 10:58:21 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-07 10:58:21 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=786 It has been a long time since we met. I can't believe how long I've been loving you and how long I contained my love.

The look of your eyes and that smile that you gave me, melted my heart away. Those smooth cheeks you have, oh, I wished I could've given you a kiss right away. As soon as I see your face, my knees go weak, my heart throbs hoping to feel you around me. Your body is perfection and to me it does not matter.

I loved the way you looked at me the other day. I couldn't talk, my mouth felt numb and I stuttered. I wished I had the courage to do so 'cause you're the most beautiful angel I have ever seen. Maybe God closed my eyes to other girls and you attracted my attention. I have been waiting for you for 3 years now, I hope I'll be able to talk to you soon. I just don't have the courage.

Thanks for the smile you gave me. I really felt so lightened inside that I melted. I could say nothing but to just stare at your natural beauty. I wish we could go out together one day and we could have our nights by the bay and that I could pour out my feelings to you. Thank you, you awaken me, deep inside. Even if you don't love me, I'll always wait for you and no matter what, you are in my heart... no matter what happens. I hope I'll be able to hold you in my arms and tell you that I love you. That's all I need from you. I love you and that's a promise.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-07 10:48:34 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-07 10:48:34 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=785 Did you miss me yesterdayDid you cry for meI could feel the tides of pain that flowed and ebbed in your heart I was awake all night crying and thinking about you.I wished I could run to you right away to comfort you,be beside you.I am helpless,my heart engages in wishful thinking.

Know that if you don't find me beside you,I will be inside you,comforting you in difficult times.

I desperately hope all is just fine with you.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-05 11:03:21 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-05 11:03:21 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=784 There's a guy and m with him from last three years . He loves me and even i love him a lot but i feel that he's not for me as there's no understanding between us . I had asked him to get married but he didnt show any interest, he showed me a different life in the beginning of our relationship and now he has changed so much that i cant stay with him anymore. I am deeply in love with him but feels that he doesnt need me. I often feel that he's very happy in his own life and doesnt need me. I cry most of the time and it really hurts me coz i never wanted to lose him. He was everythin for me . But now i dont wanna waste my time on him ... M gonna move on but cant stop loving him ever...Love ya lots
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Uploaded on 2011-10-05 11:02:36 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-05 11:02:36 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=783 My Love,
To you my words are flowing live a river, to the tranquility of your tender affections. Will you please open yourself to a world my devotion has created just for us. A world where we walk hand in hand, the gentle, warm summer breeze caressing your angelic face and ruffling through your hair as you smile lovingly at me. Let me walk with you through the open fields where the breeze whispers words of sweet love and the doves high in the trees sing a sweet serenade to us. Sitting under the shade of the weeping willow tree, I will be holding you close in my arms and whispering verses of my love into your ear. And at night, while sitting by the shore of a calm lake with moonbeams dancing on the surface, our lips will meet in a soft and tender embrace as we free our passion on the grassy shore, expressing our affection for each other and rejoicing the true love we share while the moon is smiling down on us and the stars sparkling in rejoice of two souls that found each other in true love.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-05 11:02:10 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-05 11:02:10 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=782 myself jill age 19yrs...m good looking grl and was in love wid a guy of same age...he wasnt so good lookin as compared to me. i loved him since my 8th grade...and he wasnt aware..he nevr knw..beside his family and my family were friends. we never spoke to eachother but i had hotts for him....i thought if i ever tld him that i love him he will accept..coz i nevr had bfrn an he alwys thought me as a goodgrl. he is also a good guy he nevr took intrst in grls...but last week he met me online and we just talked...and it was 1st time we talked since last 5yrs... and he confessed he fell in love wid a grl in his class ...last year...and he thinks of marrying her...as she is simple grl...and that grl is not intrested in him [as he said] BUT he says she is his 1st and last crush....wen i herd i was hertbrokn...i loved him so much and he is in love wid someone else...what should i do he also said me to pray for him that succed in his love of his life....m hartbroken and jealous too....but still m on his side.....what i lacked ..i dont know...i was beautiful ,rich, good character......[i nevr had any relationship as he was my love]
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Uploaded on 2011-10-05 11:01:43 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-05 11:01:43 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=781 There was a man in my life that I am unable to get out of my head; to this day. He has the softest lips and the most captive eyes. It just warms me every time I think about him.

I call this an unattainable crush because he is a police officer. I would kick up some nerve and ask him out but cops see enough, and the last thing I want is to come across in the wrong light. I would always care to respect his privacy.

For now and most likely forever, all I can do is dream. Nevertheless, what I wouldn't give for just one kiss from this man.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-05 11:00:20 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-05 11:00:20 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=780 My significant other told me he doesn't want me anymore...I was crying at work...so in order to calm myself down, I took a razor and carved the word "unloveable" from one hip to the other. What's sad is that I'm not some emo teenager...I'm a mom of 3 kids. I just cannot cope in a constructive manner with rejection.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-04 11:04:24 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-04 11:04:24 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=779 feel like you are pulling away from this relationship. There are times when you tell me that you love me but I do not feel like you love me as a man is suppose to love his wife. You tell me this is so unnecessary, but you need to realize it is necessary to me. I am thriving on our love. and when it feels like it is one sided, that hurts tremendously.

Then you do things that confuse me. I see my pain in you when something happens with our daughters. I see that hurt that I feel. Like the message between you and our oldest daughter. I have seen you hurting emotionally inside. You thinking you were bothering her, deciding to leave because you felt like she did not want to talk to you.

The desire I use to feel from you towards me is gone. I feel like you do not want to be with me anymore more in that way. That you just want a family with no strings. And the strings are the need to share ourselves with each other once in awhile. God I do not want it 24/7, but I do need it once in awhile. I need to be touched, caressed and to be able to come together as one again.

Yes, you touch and caress me; I know that, but not intimately like my body thrives on once in awhile. Please help me understand this. Have you lost the sexual desire for me
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Uploaded on 2011-10-04 11:02:53 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-04 11:02:53 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=778 Love makes you do crazy things.I have sacrificed everything : time money pride health job sleep peace everything.Just to be with you.To heal you.
You will never know about all those crazy things I did...just for you.
I knew you were alone.I wanted to tell you that you are not alone,I am here with you,Though we're far apart,You're always in my heart.
Are you listening to my soul's calling
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Uploaded on 2011-10-04 11:02:02 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-04 11:02:02 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=777 Of all the chaos that has engulfed my train of thought, you have been my focus, my calming sense of being. Sometimes, you can read my mind and you tell me exactly what I want to hear. Then there are times when we aren't on the same level at all. Regardless of how much that frustrates me, I still look forward to your voice.

I wanted you to call me last night. I wanted to hear you say that no matter what the doctor said, I will be okay and that everything he said was just statistics. I wanted to hear you say that I am your Kina and not a statistic despite having so many odds against me. Even though I couldn't be in your arms, I would've believed everything would be okay just by you saying it would. I am not sure why, but you didn't call. You didn't see through stupid typed words that don't show you how I am really doing. And I shouldn't have expected you to. For that I apologize.

I love you with all my heart.

Love always,
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Uploaded on 2011-10-04 11:01:27 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-04 11:01:27 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=776 Baby, I don't even know where to begin. From the first time we talked to each other on the phone I knew you were special. And the first time we met, words cannot even explain. I was so nervous; until I saw you. It seemed so natural, like we've known one another for years. Truth is, it's been just under six weeks. I never knew I could feel this strongly about someone this soon, but you've proved me wrong. Every time I see the beach or a sunset I think about that night. I think about that day and night all the time. From the first time I saw you until the last kiss of the night.

It's hard for me to tell you how I feel, because no one in my previous relationships has wanted that. And if they have, I've been afraid to tell them because I was afraid of being hurt. Please bare with me baby, I'm working on it. I will slowly be able to tell you how I feel or what I'm thinking. I read this quote today and it's made me think: "The best way to love is to love like you've never been hurt." That fits my situation one-hundred percent. I keep dwelling on the past and what everyone else has done to me. After reading that I realized I cannot be with you and be happy and continue to dwell on what other guys have done to me. I am with you. Not them. I need to concentrate on making you happy. And letting you make me happy. Up until this point you've been different than any other guy. I know that you wouldn't hurt me, at least intentionally. That's why you are different. I know you care for me and want to be with me. I am sorry I have doubted that. There has not been a moment in the last six weeks where I have doubted any feelings for you.

You've walked into my life and totally turned it around. I was so depressed and torn up about what had happened to me in the last year or so; I was nearly ready to give up. You gave me the hope that I needed to keep going on. I am so grateful for having you in my life. I've been waiting on someone just like you to walk into my life. Baby, thank you for everything.

One last thing before I go. I have wanted to tell you something, but have not been able to bring myself to do so ...

I love you!
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Uploaded on 2011-10-04 11:00:08 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-04 11:00:08 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=775 I started wearing my wife’s panties a few years ago. After that, I started buying my own. I now own about fifty pairs of panties and wear them all the time. I love the way they feel on my body and love the seeing panty lines on my Dockers. My wife just found out last year that I have been wearing them when she found my stash of panties that I had hidden in my closet. She was shocked and had a hard time understanding. Now she just looks the other way and knows I wear them. We do have kids, so and I am careful to keep it from them.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-04 10:58:41 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-04 10:58:41 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=774 You take my breath away. It's amazing to me to know how the power of your love
has affected me. With your words of love in each confession you write, you bring me closer to where you are... You take my breath away in everything you do. You
know I will always be here with you. I know you by heart in every
way and I'll love you forever and a day.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-01 11:46:26 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-01 11:46:26 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=773 Sitting here and thinking back as to how you have made my life so much better, I could never begin to tell you what your love means to me. You have shown me countless times how you care and how you believe in me, how you have given me the strength to give up something that has had a hold of my life for a very long time, without you I don't think I could be following my dreams, much less having someone like you standing beside me.

I know I tell you all the time how amazing you are, and Jodi, you ARE! You're an incredible woman; there is nothing I believe you can't do. The way you make me feel is like nothing I've ever felt before. I know I'm a very impatient person and I'm trying like hell to do the right thing, but the more time I spend with you and the more time we talk and do things together makes me realize that this is our life's plan, this is how our path of forever is suppose to happen, and sometimes I know it's hard for us to deal with but in the end, we'll be stronger and able to handle just about anything that comes our way ... we got thru the hard part, Babe, now all we have is the downhill side.

You have brought out a part in me that I put away a long time ago and thought I'd never be able to find again. You make everything so simple and easy for me to let go and with you in my life I don't need to hide that part of me anymore. What you make me feel for you is nothing short of the ultimate happiness. You are in my thoughts, my dreams, my desires, but most of all my heart!

You are my babygirl, my sweetheart, my Jodi, and most of all my future wife! I love you now and always, today, tomorrow, and forever!

Love always,
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Uploaded on 2011-10-01 11:45:41 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Jake 60 2011-10-01 11:45:41 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=772 I just had to let you know that these last two days without so much as talking to you has given me a lot of time to think about how I feel about you. I have decided that I am definitely, hopelessly in love with you. What made me realize this is not so much that I think about you all the time, though I do. It was how I think about you. Not only do I think about how much I love you, but why, how much, and mostly do I deserve to be loved by you.

It just feels so lucky to finally be able to love you like I have been wanting to for so long. Your sweet lips leave me speechless with each perfect kiss. What have I done to deserve this And that is another thing I was thinking - It is a little too strange, I think, that we are so right for each other. Some might want to argue this, but I have a few examples for those poor misguided souls. Your smile is like a world-famous painting. When we kiss, it is like two lost puzzle pieces finally discovered after a 7 year search to make the puzzle complete. When we hold each other, time seems to stand still. When I look into your eyes I see the love in your heart reflecting on my own.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-01 11:44:46 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-01 11:44:46 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=771 I have no regrets to cheat my wife, as all is natural and nothing new in this life its just instinct that some times goes off


but still it feels good to have healthy relation. As we feel sorry to cheat and tolerate from her.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-01 11:43:58 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-01 11:43:58 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=770 i have stolen my friend's book when i was in hostel during gratution. i sold them due to lack of money .Whenever i remember those days i feel as if should die. I broke there trust and friendship.
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Uploaded on 2011-10-01 11:43:15 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-01 11:43:15 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=769 every day he says that my group has to give presentation and everyday we come in business suits in this summer whether and then he refuses to take the presentaion and delays it for the next day...... grrrr it has been a week like this only... i really wanna murder him, bang his bald head and make him run naked in the whole college and tell him to do Aerobics grrrr
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Uploaded on 2011-10-01 11:42:35 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-10-01 11:42:35 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=768 A lot of people say that only adults can know that love really is. However, they are wrong. I am a teenager who knows what love really is. Love is the feeling i get whenever i think about God, pray to God, listen to a song about God, or even look at a picture. That is the truest kind of love in my life.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-30 11:26:33 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-30 11:26:33 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=767 I'm way too sentimental (it kind of embarrasses me). I wrote encouraging things on every dollar bill that came out of my register today, and I would be too embarrassed to admit this to anyone I know, but I hope it made someone think today.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-30 11:25:54 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-30 11:25:54 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=766 Get my wife to fuck me with a strap-on I'm bi(she doesn't know that)and have had anal with guys, but I so want a woman to take the lead and fuck my ass real good. From what I've seen/read on-line it seems that plenty of women are turned on by the idea of doing this
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Uploaded on 2011-09-30 11:25:27 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-30 11:25:27 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=765 I'm so unhappy that I'm pregnant. Our second child, a girl is due any day now, and I'm still unhappy about having another child. I haven't told me husband, but I've thought about giveing her up for adoption. I haven't mentioned this because I know he'd hear nothing of it, and I'd regret it eventually. It's too soon. I just had a baby in June 2006. I just got used to being a mother. I'm trying to get excited about her, but I keep feeling like my life is going to be over. I try to feel attached to her, but I don't...
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Uploaded on 2011-09-30 11:24:50 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-30 11:24:50 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=764 When I was in first and second grade, I was involved in harassing and making fun of a girl in my class. I think she was from a rather poor family and would sometimes come to school without bathing or not dressed appropriately for the weather. Once, a "friend" pointed out that she was not wearing underpants as the whole class sat in a circle and listened to the teacher read. We sat and whispered and giggled about it until the girl realized what we were doing. She was just mortified. I'm 40 years old and I've done worse things than this, but THIS is the thing I'm most remorseful for. She moved away a couple of years later and I have no way of finding her to apologize. I'm actually afraid that if I were to track her down and apologize, she would just tell me to go to hell. I hope she has had a good life and I'm terribly sorry for my behavior. I hope she would forgive me but I'm not a forgiving person myself and it's a horrible way to live.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-30 11:24:03 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-30 11:24:03 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=763 I cannot put in words how I feel about you when I see you walk by. These intense feelings will never go away until I can have you in my arms, and that you realize that there is only one woman for you and it is me. Everyday, I hope that you will come into my life and tell me how you feel because what I feel for you exists only inside my heart. You are the only man that can understand me, and you can only reach it; I give you the key, please unlock what you know can be the love you can only dream of. You are beautiful and I can't help but fall for you deeper every day. I can only hope that the day will arrive when you look deep into my eyes and you tell me what I have been waiting to hear: that you love me the same way I'm thinking of you always.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-30 11:23:07 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-30 11:23:07 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=762 I think I'm in love with this wonderful guy, while another part of me tells me no stay away. Then another piece doesn't want to think about it and just have fun, yet to contradict that one is the part that just wants to run away and hide. Its driving me crazy.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-28 11:23:12 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-28 11:23:12 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=761 I LOVE HIM. BUT HE HAS NO CLUE. Instead, he flirts with my best friend at parties. SHE KNOWS I like him. But she flirts back! WHAT DO I DO. WE ARE FRIENDS, but i dont think he sees it that way. I JUST WISH HE FELT THE SAME!

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Uploaded on 2011-09-28 11:22:39 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-28 11:22:39 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=760 I have masturbated while looking at porn. I have done this many times... I hate this sin, I pray To God that He will heal me, and give me strength to fight this temptation. HELP ME JESUS CHRIST SON OF GOD!! I'm gonna sleep now and go to church tomorrow. I will be refreshed by His word and given wisdom for my everyday life. And may my brother never be tempted in this! NEVER!!! SATAN I COMAND YOU NEVER TO GET CLOSE TO HIM IN THE NAME OF JESUS OF NAZARETH!!!!

SAVE ME GOD!!!
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Uploaded on 2011-09-28 11:21:48 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-28 11:21:48 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=759 I use to be suicidal and sometimes i just want to kill myself so badly. Unfortunately, I now know that suicide leads to hell, which is where i dont want to go. So in a way, I guess my religion has saved me.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-28 11:21:08 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-28 11:21:08 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=758 Variations on the term "confession" are found in the NT (e.g., I Tim. 3:16; 6:13). In the early church the word was used to describe the testimony of martyrs as they were about to meet their deaths. Its most common usage, however, designates the formal statements of Christian faith written by Protestants since the earliest days of the Reformation. As such, "confessions" are closely related to several other kinds of brief, authoritative summations of belief. The term "creed" most frequently refers to statements from the early church which Christians in all times and places have recognized, the Apostles' Creed, the Nicene Creed, the Definition of Chalcedon, and (less frequently) the Athanasian Creed.

While Orthodox Churches hold to the authority of seven ancient ecumenical creeds, and while the Roman Catholic Church continues to use the term for later doctrinal formulations (as "the Creed of the Council of Trent," 1564), it is not uncommon to speak of just the Apostles' or just the Nicene affirmations as the creed. "Catechisms" are structured statements of faith written in the form of questions and answers which often fulfill the same functions as confessions. Finally, the technical term "symbol" is a general designation for any formal statement, whether creed, confession, or catechism, which sets apart the community which professes it from those who do not.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-28 11:20:00 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-28 11:20:00 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=757 I know it's wrong, but I'm too smart to be ignorant to what you're doing____ because you're using me, too. You think I don't know what you're up to Not telling people we're together, keeping it a "secret." You just don't want her to know! At least I know___ You're going to know what it feels like to get hurt because now I can keep my emotions in check. Just when you least expect it, I'll pull a fast one on you and leave you all alone. Learn the hard way not to ____ with me.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-27 11:13:24 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-27 11:13:24 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=756 After work one night, I went to my girlfriends (lets call her alice) house and helped myself in like I always do. I went straight to her bedroom cause in the morning she said shes got a suprise for me. When I opened the door she was the riding one of her best mates dicks (lets call him John ) who is a Bi.

I was just stood there and was getting turned on by what I saw, I stripped naked and was already hard from seeing Alice being fucked senseless.
I asked Alice if I could fuck her arse while John fucked her pussy
She said I can if I let John fuck my arse while I lick her out.

I had to think for a minute as I have never done anything sexual with a man.
I agreed and got on all fours, John lubed up his big 8 inch cock and slowly push it in my arse then slowly started thrusting back and forth.
It was the best feeling ever and the best taste ever as I was licking alice's pussy.
After about 20 minutes for this I felt him cum in my arse, so I pulled off and got Alice to lick cum from my arse.

While she was doin this I was licking and sucking cum off John's dick, his dick felt nice in my mouth as I sucked it.
Alice picked me up and pushed me on the bed and said now fucking an arse.
She sat in the reverse cowgirl postion and lowered her arsehole on to my cock.
When she was sat on it John came over and stuck his cock in her pussy.

We started thrusting together and we both cummed in her within 5 seconds of each other, I have never heard scream so loud with pleasure.
We both pulled out and Alice sucked our cocks together.
After watching Alice finger herself, John was hard again and he bent me over and fucked my arse again and for the second time he cummed up my arse.

We now do this once a week and it is so much fun.
I would recommend being Bi to anyone
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Uploaded on 2011-09-27 11:11:30 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-27 11:11:30 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=755 I often wonder what kinda girl I would be if I were born of the opposite gender. I actually wonder just how many guys think the same thing or even girls think what if they were the opposite gender. I've asked my friend that and he thinks he would be an entire monkey. Me, dont know. I think on other things also. I am not afraid to post my thoughts. I am extremely directive and wage my thoughts and ideas as a sword. I dont see anything wrong with expressing yourself. That is just me. I think on countless things. I am thinking just about every second of the day on something whatever it may be.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-27 11:10:34 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= ICE4All 60 2011-09-27 11:10:34 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=754 Iv always known I was bisexual, iv still not tried it yet but someday I wil.

Im happily married with a beautiful daughter and will never leave them but Im desperate to try sex with another man.

Iv always looked at gay, transsexual, shemale, allsorts of porn really, and often fucked my ass with various objects, I even bought a dildo once, it was about 9 inch long and quite thick, it was great, got rid of it though in fear of getting caught... Iv tasted my own cum many times, and liked it. Although after I cum I feel ashamed.

Id love to meet a guy somewhere, and get on my knees and suck and lick his big cock, the thought of that first touch and smell, and to pull his foreskin back and savour the smell and taste, mmm Im rock hard now thinking about it....

Id like to do a 69 and rim his tight hole, then id get on my hands and kness and stretch my hole ready for him to fuck me... Slowly at first to get me used to it, all the way in then all the way out... Then getting harder and harder, fucking the life out of me.

Then id make him lie on his back and id straddle him and lower myself onto his hard cock, riding him till he was about to cum then id jump off and take his cock in my mouth and let him shoot his thick creamy load into my mouth and id swallow every drop and lick him clean.

He wouldnt even have make to me cum, id just please him and leave...

Hope you all like my bi fantasy.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-27 11:08:18 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= steve 60 2011-09-27 11:08:18 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=753 He's my best friend and I love him. We've been together forever and I can't see my life without him. He's everything I've ever wanted and more, and I think we would have a lovely life together. But since he started saying things like 'marriage' and 'forever' a year ago, I've only felt trapped. I constantly look for ways out, only to come crawling back the second I try. 30Percent of women marry someone they know isn't The One, and I'm terrified I will become one of them. I have no reason not to want this relationship anymore, but I don't. I love him, but not enough to spend my life with him. But I don't know how to get out.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-27 11:06:17 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-27 11:06:17 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=752 As the ceiling will blur, as the confusion comes through,
my head fills with thoughts and pictures of you.
As this world drifts away, as I start to fly home,
I go back to the place of things we'd once known.
Things weren't always like this. Our life used to be fun.
But now it's all changed and it all goes numb.
Life seems to be harsh and it seems it's not fair,
but when I'm in my dreams, you will always be there.
They are all quite the same, just a difference in scene,
where we are happy together and life's not so mean.
So as I drift into bliss, as I drift into you,
I just dream of the day when my dreams will come true.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-26 10:52:43 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-26 10:52:43 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=751 You said you would never hurt me. Never let me go. But here I am without you. Pretending to be strong. But I'm falling apart. I'm a mess without you.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-26 10:52:08 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-26 10:52:08 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=750 I want a day with a rainbow and sunshine, a night sky filled with stars, while alone with you. I want to dance with you onto a plane, see the world, laughing and drinking champagne. I want to be with you, cheek to cheek, and while under the storm I want to hold you tight in my arms, keep you safe and warm. Yes, I want to talk with you all night long, fnd out what you are into, like what's your favorite song. I want to be with every day, take walks on the beach, along the water bay. I want to kiss you on a penthouse balcony, because I don't want to hide the pure love I have for you, which... your heart has denied...
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Uploaded on 2011-09-26 10:51:31 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-26 10:51:31 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=749 I haven't the courage to express all the things that are troubling me, not even anonymously.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-26 10:50:55 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-26 10:50:55 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=748 So many say that words mean nothing, that they are empty and worthless, but to you my darling, my words come from within my heart of all that I feel for you. Of how I long for you so much, just to be with you, see you smile so lovingly and listen to your angelic voice. When I gaze into your eyes, I can see such outstanding beauty in them and such burning passion within that longs to be embraced. Open your heart to me, let me touch you in the one place no other man can ever do so, to bring to you such affections in my words that are so strong and true. I am standing here before you my darling, this humble man with only my words I can give you right now. My words of longing to love you with all my heart... all my soul... for you and only you and to say to you the three words that have such meaning and strength that not many really know. I Love You.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-26 10:50:13 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-26 10:50:13 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=747 I want to be skin and bones. I hate the way I look right now, after a pregnancy…I want to go back to my old ways but seeing that sweet baby boy stops me. I feel so torn…
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Uploaded on 2011-09-26 10:49:38 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-26 10:49:38 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=746 Every time I look in the mirror I want to cry. I can’t make friends because I am so insecure about my body and my looks. Each time I try to get into shape, eat healthy, and do something about the looks that I’m so insecure about, I can’t. I can’t because I get depressed and mopey and eat.

I had a boyfriend who told me I was stupid every day. I lived with his family and him for five months and became a total mess. He was controlling and jealous. He left me for a prettier girl, and told me that the only reason he was ever with me was because he didn’t have any other options, and that he was lonely.

I’m with a new guy now, he’s absolutely wonderful… but I’m extremely jealous. I get mad every time he wants to hang out with another girl, touches another girl, smiles at another girl, comments that a girl looks nice. I can usually keep myself under control, but when it all builds up, I just can’t help it. It has caused too much trauma to our relationship.

I fear that my insecurities, my jealousy and even my personality will force me to live alone for the rest of my life, and all I’ll have is a couple of cats and my work.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-26 10:48:04 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-26 10:48:04 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=745 I"ve been dating my EX shawn, on and off for 2years now..when we last broken up i finally decided to move on. which was wit a guy name Brent who i met way before my ex shawn...when i 1st met brent there was a connection there but we never made a move cuz he was seeing someone at the time..then months later i met shawn...when shawn and i was seeing each other i never spoke to brent just "hi, hello, and bye" in public and was always faithful to shawn even when he lied and cheated on me wit an ex girlfriend..( i know i should've ended it there but i didnt)... During our on and off relationship i then find out that shawn and brent were close friends just drifted apart.... shawn and i stop talking/seeing each other for months and i started seeing Brent and told him about shawn..But unfortunately brent and i didnt work out....a month later i got sucked in by shawn without acknowledging him that i hooked up with his old friend brent.. Eventually before officially being wit shawn, i told him about brent cuz it was killing me to hide it, i didnt want any secrets between us... shawn was highly pissed off and told me he doesnt know what to do cuz he's confused and angry... shawn and i was suppose to go out and talk about it and see if we can put our past behind us and move on. No relationship is prefect, all im willing to do is put in the work to build a good one especially if there's still strong feelings between us ... but he canceled on me and said he needs time cuz he cant handle it...he said he doesnt want to end things between us but i ended it anyways and is hurting and crying my eyes out cuz of it..... i want shawn to get over it....he asked me if i wanted him to give brent the upper hand by saying he had his girlfriend(me) to other ppl.......will shawn get over it i cant stop hurting
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Uploaded on 2011-09-24 11:52:45 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-24 11:52:45 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=744 When I first left my husband two years ago, I had this reoccurring dream of him that was always filled with fear of him.
The feeling was always the same but the circumstances differed. The fear was of him becoming emotional and violent towards me.
One dream was of him asking me to go and get him something on his tractor, it running out of gas and none of the stores having what he wanted.
The fear was if I didn't bring back what he wanted what would happen and the fact that I had to leave his tractor stranded on a country road.
Another dream involved him running into me in public and seeing me with another guy. I imagine you know where that dream went. One dream involved him living on my front porch and then sneaking into the home and confronting me. An oddest one was of him asking me to come back to him and when I said no he smashed a plate to the floor. He kept asking, I kept saying no and he kept coming up with more plates to smash. I woke up from that one as he lunged for me. All these dreams involved fear of what he could do, of him losing his temper.

Today I fell asleep in the middle of the day for a quick nap. I dreamed that I had a job interview and was hired for that job. Weird thing was I was working for a farmer in a huge shop doing something I had to keep a secret. In this dream I ate supper in their home but I was late for supper as I worked to finish something up. I walked into the kitchen to see everyone pretty much done eating. As I grabbed a plate I noticed my x husband sitting at the table. I ignored him, put food on my plate and sat on the other side of the table facing him. I did not speak a word to him but was aware he was there. I reached and grabbed a green pepper off the veggie plate in the middle of the table. My x did the same thing as I dipped my green pepper into the veggie dip and said, Mmmm I will can see something better I would like to use for dip leering at my cleavage. As soon as the words left his mouth I lunged up over the table grabbed his shirt in a fist with my left hand, yanking his face into my right handed fist several times until I left go with a shove which found him sprawled on the floor. Yelling at him as I hit him, You had thirteen years to treat me like but you lost that privilege the day I walked out on you two years ago. Dont ever come near me again. I woke up shaking from the display of temper in my dream. Absolutely no fear in this dream, confrontation and a clear display that I was not going to allow him to treat me like that again and wanted nothing to do with him.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-24 11:50:49 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-24 11:50:49 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=743 BEST DIVORCE LETTER EVER
Dear Wife, I’m writing you this letter to tell you that I’m leaving you forever. I’ve been a good man to you for 7 years and I have nothing to show for it. These last 2 weeks have been hell. ... Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn’t even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in 2 minutes, and went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don’t tell me you love me anymore; you don’t want sex or anything that connects us as husband and wife. Either you’re cheating on me or you don’t love me anymore; whatever the case, I’m gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. don’t try to find me. Your SISTER and I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life!

—— Dear Ex-Husband Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It’s true you and I have been married for 7 years, although a good man is a far cry from what you’ve been. I watch my soaps so much because they drown out your constant whining and griping Too bad that doesn’t work. I DID notice when you got a hair cut last week, but the 1st thing that came to mind was ‘You look just like a girl!’ Since my mother raised me not to say anything if you can’t say something nice, I didn’t comment. And when you cooked my favorite meal, you must have gotten me confused with MY SISTER, because I stopped eating pork 7 years ago. About those new silk boxers: I turned away from you because the Dollar49.99 price tag was still on them, and I prayed it was a coincidence that my sister had just borrowed Dollar50 from me that morning. After all of this, I still loved you and felt we could work it out. So when I hit the lotto for 10 million dollars, I quit my job and bought us 2 tickets to Jamaica But when I got home you were gone.. Everything happens for a reason, I guess. I hope you have the fulfilling life you always wanted. My lawyer said that the letter you wrote ensures you won’t get a dime from me. So take care. Signed, Your Ex-Wife, Rich As Hell and Free! P.S. I don’t know if I ever told you this, but my sister Carla was born Carl. I hope that’s not a problem
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Uploaded on 2011-09-24 11:49:30 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-24 11:49:30 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=742 I work for a large company and we have a conference in yorkshire every year. We stay overnight in the hotel and have a dinner and dance in the evening. For the last five years I have entertained a different guy in my room after the dance. It is now common knowledge that I fuck a different guy every year, but I think every body is doing the same. This year was the best by far, I`d spotted Ian the year before, he was different to the rest of the guys. You know the usual "smoothies". He is a bit of a rough Diamond but looked good in his suit. I couldn`t get to talk to him last year, so this year I made sure he was mine.

We went to my room at 9. 30 pm while the party was still in full swing, it was so obvious to everyone where we were going, but I was so hot that I couldn`t wait. I had my hand down his trousers in the lift and my tongue down his throat, he must have thought I was a raving nympho. As the lift doors opened, we staggered out into a crowd of our colleagues on their way to the dance. We got some strange looks as we headed to my room. Once inside I fell to my knees and got his cock out, wanking and sucking it for ages. He then grabbed me and pushed me to the bed, roughly bending me over and pulling my flimsy panties to one side, he then forced my pussy lips apart with the fattest cock I`d ever felt. I squealed with pleasure as it filled me completely, stretching my poor little pussy to bursting point, I normally like a lot of foreplay, but this straightforward approach just seemed so right. We just fucked like that for ages until we both could take it no longer, I started to cum first then his spunk started to fill me, as we both came together he started slapping my bum.

I`d never been treated like that before and started to say so, but he told me I was a slut and deserved it, as he fucked me faster and slapped me harder. I couldn`t believe it when I started to agree with him, admitting I was a slut and asking him to treat me like one. He pulled me roughly to my feet and used his tie to bind my wrists behind my back, I didn`t like it and told him to stop so he said he would untie me if I let him come over my breasts, well what choice did I have He untied me and I wanked him back to hardness, he took over and wanked himself faster and harder until his spunk flew, it covered my face and breasts as it spewed from his massive cock. He just turned around and left the room, leaving me to clean up and go back to the party on my own. I`d never been treated like that before, and god knows why, but I loved it. I normally like to be treated well but since then I make sure I go out twice a year without my husband to pick up a rough looking guy for some of the same kind of treatment, I never know who it will be with or where it will be, but it is always so good.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-24 11:41:59 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-24 11:41:59 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=741 One night he came onto me, so I decided I'd see where it would go. Soon enough it turned into a big deal, and we were seeing each other almost every day behind my boyfriend's back. Finally the pressure got to me, and I broke up with my boyfriend. Although, when I realised I loved him, I got back together with him almost straight away. I decided I'd end it with his friend. But before I could do that, his best friend ended it with me after somebody found out.

He never spoke to me again, and my boyfriend dumped me. I know that I deserve it, even if my boyfriend didn't treat me good.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-23 11:39:42 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-23 11:39:42 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=740 In February of 2009, I took two homeless women into my home. One is 63 years old and the other is 41. I'am a 45 y/o man. The stipulations I had prior to living with me was that they
1- never ever lie to me
2- never evere steal from me
3- keep my house and themselves clean
4- and be able to perform 'oral' on me, on demand at least 5 times a day!

I told them that I may want some pussy or ass occassionally, but my desire was to get 'good blowjobs'.
The ladies agreed and I allowed them to live with me and have provided, shelter, food, new clothes, dental and medical care (I pay for it all). They have since been able to get financial assistance from the government now since they have a "fixed" address. I let them keep it.
I admit that I no longer have to pay for most of their medical now, since they are now getting government aid, but I still provide all the food, real food, not store processed crap. I still take them shopping to buy clothes twice a month and I pay for all the luxeries, such as cable, internet, pay per view,etc and even pay for their cellphone bills. It's like we are a family and the only thing off limits to them is the master bedroom.


Well, my family just found out the 'particulars' of these ladies living arrangements and are giving me hell about it. They are blasting me for being inconsiderate or whatever....I don't think that I'm doing anything wrong. These ladies have the complete run of the house and can leave as often as they want to....like roommates.
Am I wrong Am I a scoundrel or weasel for doing this
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Uploaded on 2011-09-23 11:39:15 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-23 11:39:15 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=739 My exboyfriend is a jerk. I don't want to go into that now but he broke up with me a few days ago in a text after exactly eight months for another girl. Now my other ex (who's always been my bet friend) is texting me. He moved away but might be coming back soon and if he does he's going to sneak into my room. I'm considering doing it with him but I'm not sure. He'd love it but I'm not sure if it's just up get back at my ex. Plus I really wanna do it soon and we'll probably get drunk.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-23 11:38:33 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-23 11:38:33 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=738 I'm in love with the biggest dork and I have never been happier with any other guy. My friends don't approve. I am torn.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-23 11:38:03 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-23 11:38:03 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=737 I used to work for this total dork. The guy would do anything to get ahead, and especially if he could climb over your back to do it. He got transferred, and I sent him a greeting card full of glitter. I wrote in the card, "hey jerk, I'm glad you are gone!" I just wish I could have been there when he opened the card and got pink glitter all over his blue uniform.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-23 11:37:40 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-23 11:37:40 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=736 Yep, That is my confession , I and a huge foodie nerd!!! I'm going to make some savory mushroom bread pudding with white truffles and gruyere cheese and crack open a bottle of wine and watch Top Chef.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-22 11:06:59 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-22 11:06:59 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=735 He treats me bad
He is critical of everything I do
Everything is my fault
He is mean to my kids
He is mean to the dog
He is fat
He is lazy
He is unemployed
He smells
He is embarrassing
He has major anger issues
He wanted a dog, I got him a dog. Now he hates it, another reason to be mad
His family is nuts
He makes me be mean to the kids
He makes decision for me
I want to get rid of him
I want him gone
My kids will be happier with just me
I will be happier with just my kids
I am in a good mood, and he kills it as soon as I call to say I’m coming home
He won’t get a job.
It’s all about him
He is not concerned about how I feel ever
He explains away any of my issues
Everything I do is wrong
I make him feel bad blah blah blah, how do you think you make me feel
He is always depressed
He is always in a bad mood
It is affecting our whole family
I hate him so much.
I want it to end
I want to be divorced
I want to be single
I want to be a single mom
I want my kids to grow up in a happy home
Help me
I am so sad
I feel like I am suffocating
I am not welcome
My head is pounding
Tears are welling up
I have so much anger, so much sadness
I deserve better
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Uploaded on 2011-09-22 11:05:32 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-22 11:05:32 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=734 I was having a chat with a customer. He asked if I was married, to which I replied, “No.” Before I could say anything else, he said, “Thought so. You look too happy to be married.” I was about to mention that I just got engaged.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-22 11:04:50 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-22 11:04:50 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=733 i’ve been married for 8 years, two kids and another on the way. i went to work at this new place, where older exectutive men run the show. i took my husband to a get together and it was like oil and water. he was marginalized instantly by these men.
my boss, an older man, told me that the other execs don’t want him around again. i was stunned, and asked why. his answer, your husband is a queer, gay.
i was stupified. he told me men can tell. i defended him, but the answer was the same. he is a homosexual, likes men, in his case working class men. he is the female in the act.
shocked, but i was pretty convinced it was true. my husband runs a small trucking company, with aggressive truckers. around them, he flirts like a girl, i had never noticed before, but see it now. he preens for them, and i can see in his eyes that look you see in a girl that has gotten laid by a guy before.
it actually explains it all. my husband is a closet gay man. i confronted him, and he confessed. all this time he has been sucking dicks, and puts his ass out there for these truckers, who fuck him.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-22 11:03:42 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-22 11:03:42 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=732 I've always had a fascination with insects - when little, it manifested as fear. As an adult and an artist, repulsion has been replaced by awe. Bugs are so beautiful in construction and coloration that Ifind myself capturing and keeping them to examine and occasionly, use in my work.....the attached is a fine example of a life terminated in order to serve my pleasure.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-22 11:03:04 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-22 11:03:04 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=731 Life seems to be to short. I have been married now for 15 years and can't figure out if I should be or not. My husband is a great guy, but I have done many things that I am not proud of in the past 12 years. My religous beliefs, have been lost and I can't seem to find them. Nothing in life really matter... Help..
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Uploaded on 2011-09-22 11:02:28 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-22 11:02:28 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=730 go kill yourself you stupid assess.
there is no next life w/ 70 virgins
how fucking retarded r u to believe such stupid bullshit
stick to fucking camels and remember
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Uploaded on 2011-09-22 11:01:08 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-22 11:01:08 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=729 When i was around 12 and had recently started my period i was putting on a pad and since i was home alone and i was scared to be in the restroom all alone and plus the light had gone out in the bathroom i decided to just put one on in the bedroom and just as i was putting it on i thought i heard someone opening the door so i tried to hurry and just stick it on and when i pulled up my undies the pad folded and got stuck!! nobody came in or was around so i thought i could fix it quick but dangg it was stuck good i could not even walk right but how i could i walked to the restroom and tried to take it off but it was stuck good and i had the slowest most painful moment in my life :O and i wanted to quit but it seemed like the longest time ever i had to slowly take off the pad till this day i am extremely traumatized hahaha and extra cautious lol i told my mom and till this day thinks its the funniest thing every time she remembers lol
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Uploaded on 2011-09-21 11:07:43 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-21 11:07:43 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=728 To the person who thinks it's "really funny"..that others write secrets about broken relationships..you're a moron and that's not a secret!!
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Uploaded on 2011-09-21 11:06:03 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-21 11:06:03 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=727 Is a loser and likely to become abusive, if he hasn't already. Actually, he has. It's outrageous to get mad at someone because he had a dream. Dump him before he starts hitting you, too.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-21 11:05:18 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-21 11:05:18 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=726 does she know how you feel , maybe YOU should find a way of letting her know , man up dude !!! ... rolls eyes and walks away ...
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Uploaded on 2011-09-21 11:04:02 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-21 11:04:02 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=725 This is especially for the very young women: Do NOT live your life around some guy. Do NOT expect Hollywood-type romance, lifelong commitment, and wedded bliss. These are fantasies. The realities of life are very different. Most men do not care about love and relationships, and the sooner you understand that and adjust your expectations, the better. You need to spend your time, especially when you're young, getting and education and establishing financial security so you can take care of yourself. Nobody is going to do it for you. If you're with somebody, he gets one chance and one chance only. If he abuses you, or cheats on you, and you take him back, he will take it as permission to repeat the behavior in the future. And trust me, this guy who's got you tied up in emotional knots is NOT special. He's not worth shedding a single tear over. Either he meets your expectations, or he's history. Cold Not at all. Chances are that he's holding you to the same standard, because men are taught to put themselves first, not you. And women are also taught to put men first. You'll never be really happy until you refuse to do that. At the first sign of trouble, dump him and don't look back. I'm not kidding.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-20 11:41:02 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-20 11:41:02 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=724 I had never known love at first sight till your beauty came before me enchanting these humble eyes of mine. I had never thought I could see an angel before tonight till you... my darling, came before my sight. I cannot begin to tell you how I long to speak to you all that my heart longs to cry out, to show you... to awaken your heart to such passion... such love I long to share. Oh girl, let these arms hold you tight as I gaze into your emerald eyes wanting my words to touch your heart so lovingly. To show you romance .... which waits for you to embrace. And all that you need to do to embrace this love, this devotion I hold for you is say one simple word… to free all I feel for you and together embrace it and let it send us soaring on the wings of angels. To hear you speak the word.... yes.....yes… yes…
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Uploaded on 2011-09-20 11:40:23 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-20 11:40:23 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=723 My stability. My friend. You...one single person...have taught me more about life and love than a lifetime of others. We dance. In our brokeness, we dance an emotional dance of love, of mistrust, of truth, of fear, of frustration near to hate, to peace, to exhaustion, to contentment. I have most certainly found an emotionally safe place with you. My first. I want to stay here and dance with you forever, but if I must, I will let go. You have taught me that love can survive the storms of life. You gave me hope for a future. You are, by far, the most beautiful soul I have ever met. You are a treasue buried deep beneath the dirt of pain and grief, shielded by walls of stone. Thank you for letting me peek over the top, a privelege, I suspect many have not been given. You have much reason not to trust. I have come to love you, pain, distrust and all. For the bond I feel between us is stronger than any force I have ever experienced. People come into ours lives, sometimes only for a season. If that be so, I will leave with a peace knowing I can love and be loved. If it's for a lifetime, I'm in. I will not try to rob you of your free will. But if it's okay, I will always love you!!
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Uploaded on 2011-09-20 11:39:51 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-20 11:39:51 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=722 Tonight..just now..i screwed up. I haven't binged and purged in so long, and i didnt even see it coming until it was too late. I bingedbingedbinged..and then purgedpurgedpurged. I hate myself for doing that. I just want to get as stoned as possible..and sleep for a long time.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-17 12:24:48 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-17 12:24:48 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=721 I think there should be spanking in schools. Punishing children and teens give them a perspective. No fucking around in class, no late assignments no bulling or bad behavior. Spanking is essential. I'm spanked whenever I miss behave. I'm a better person for it now. I was crazy, pot smoking teen, military school didn't cut it, my mom sent me to my uncles and spanked me until I finally caught on. I'm not talking about beating whipping canning, that's fucking scary shit that damages and isn't safe. Just spanking, enough to get the point not enough to leave welts and bruises.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-17 12:23:58 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-17 12:23:58 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=720 I guess most people don't understand how embarrassing it is to tell someone that you love them and be turned down. Well, I've told a girl that I loved her and, she said she loved me back. Come to find out later, she meant as a friend because when I asked her out, she completely turned me down. It made me feel 2 feet tall. You don't just get confidence from thin air and well, this didn't help my confidence.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-17 12:22:16 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-17 12:22:16 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=719 My fiance slept with my friend behind my back. I hated her and wanted to beat the out of her. She was a 20 and a virgin and he took it. I forgive him. Now three years I am in bed with one of his friends, not because I wanted revenge, I was not even thinking that. He came to visit me and we had sex. We have hours of wild passionate sex. He is coming again tomorrow, I cant wait. karma is a real bitch! what goes around comes back!!!
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Uploaded on 2011-09-17 12:20:58 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-17 12:20:58 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=718 The other night, a mate stayed at my flat after a night out. I have one bed and we ended up sleeping beside each other. I felt him spooning me in the middle of the night and his cock was rock hard. I turned around and sucked it till he came in my mouth
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Uploaded on 2011-09-16 11:23:31 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-16 11:23:31 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=717 Please help me I Meet my ex boyfriend 22years ago he is married and have 2 kids We meet and then we start dating and fall in love to each other again and we got sex every time he has a free time from work.We know we doing wrong but we cannot control our feelings.Please help me I love him so much I cant let him go…what will I do now…
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Uploaded on 2011-09-16 11:21:58 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Tiffany BabyDoll 60 2011-09-16 11:21:58 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=716 The best ones are at the top of the trees.
The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt.
Instead, they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren't as good, but easy.
So the apples at the top think there's something wrong with them; but in reality they're amazing.
They just have to wait for the right boy to come along.
The one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-16 11:20:47 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-16 11:20:47 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=715 I like going to adult book stores dressed up like a beautiful slut and getting picked up by sex-happy male studs. They know how to treat a lady that needs to be man handled. I melt and go to my knees when they show me their male member. I love it when they hold my head so I have to swallow their love juices. Some of them never know that I'm a male, and all of them do not care
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Uploaded on 2011-09-16 11:20:05 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-16 11:20:05 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=714 I have never shared this with anyone and needed to get this off my chest. My husband and I have been married six years now. The week before we were married, my husband had his bachelor party. I was a good girl, a religious girl that had waited all this time and was going to keep my V card until we tied the knot. So I had insisted with him that our parties were to have no strippers. I tended to be a bit jealous at that time, as I was only twenty-one. But, I was a typical jealous woman and wanted to know what they were going to be up too for his bachelor party. I got wind that there was indeed going to be strippers at the party; I even found out which company they had hired. I was pretty enraged and frustrated. In hindsight, what I should have done was talked to him about it, but I didn't want him thinking I was snooping. So I got this crazy idea that if he was going to see anyone strip for him, it was going to be me. I don't know what got into me, but that was my rationale at the time. I called up the company, had the stripper cancelled, and went and purchased a blonde wig (I am a brunette) and a mask that sufficiently and elegantly covered my face. I did up my makeup all crazy to change my look, and even covered over a birth mark on my back with a fake tattoo and a few other ones so that my fiancé was not suspicious. He was only going to see me naked! That night I arrived and I was well liquored up. Having no idea of how and what to do, and identified myself as "Candy" from the adult entertainment company. I gave my husband a strip he will never forget. He had no clue. He was well liquored up himself. Afterwards, I felt really guilty, as not only did I strip for my now husband, but also four of his close friends and my father-in-law. I ended up giving all of them full nude lap dances one by one and even allowed some mild touching. I was extremely turned on that night, but will never forget my father-in-law feeling on my breasts and butt. I still feel awkward around him and his buddies - if they only knew! I know boys will be boys, but never underestimate a jealous woman. I regret it, but will say that it made me very horny doing it. This one has to go to the grave with me
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Uploaded on 2011-09-16 11:19:26 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Jocelyn 60 2011-09-16 11:19:26 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=713 I’ll get right to it then, since I’m a whole lot turned on from reading other people’s dirty confessions! I’m a young female that loves to watch my sister play with my boyfriend’s manhood. Over time, my sister has developed a crush on him since we’ve been hanging together. Every time we’d go swimming together and we were all alone, she would privately bugged the crap out of me to let her see his manhood. At the time, I just blew her off about it, however I’ve got to admit the fact that the thought of her wanting to do such a thing kind of got me excited. Then, one day we were swimming in the pool and I decided I’d try and talk him into showing it to her. With a little reluctance, he let her see it. A few days after that encounter, she bugged us again to see it, so we did. She wanted to touch it, so I gave in and we let her have her way on that too. Over time, her touching has developed into a blissful hand job for him and a likewise fascination for me. The only way I know to say it is, it’s such an intense sexual thing for me to watch my sister get turned on by this. Moreover, to see his face as she pleasures him. I love it!
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Uploaded on 2011-09-16 11:18:00 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-16 11:18:00 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=712 My husband may be your boss at work; tough and whip cracking. However, when he gets home, he takes off his business suit to reveal the bra, panties, garter belt, and stockings he has been wearing under your noses all day. He then services my toy manhood for about twenty minutes while I sit back in his easy chair sipping my wine. Then, I spank him and have sex with him. He might be manly at work, but at home, he is under my control and he is a total sissy girl.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-16 11:17:31 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-16 11:17:31 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=711 Every time I look in the mirror I want to cry. I can’t make friends because I am so insecure about my body and my looks. Each time I try to get into shape, eat healthy, and do something about the looks that I’m so insecure about, I can’t. I can’t because I get depressed and mopey and eat.

I had a boyfriend who told me I was stupid every day. I lived with his family and him for five months and became a total mess. He was controlling and jealous. He left me for a prettier girl, and told me that the only reason he was ever with me was because he didn’t have any other options, and that he was lonely.

I’m with a new guy now, he’s absolutely wonderful… but I’m extremely jealous. I get mad every time he wants to hang out with another girl, touches another girl, smiles at another girl, comments that a girl looks nice. I can usually keep myself under control, but when it all builds up, I just can’t help it. It has caused too much trauma to our relationship.

I fear that my insecurities, my jealousy and even my personality will force me to live alone for the rest of my life, and all I’ll have is a couple of cats and my work.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-14 11:38:32 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-14 11:38:32 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=710 Oh my dear... to protect your privacy, i'll call you H.

As we sit here at 8:45 in the morning eastern time... as you watch the golden girls with me even though you don't understand it... we've been friends since summer 2008.

you told me you loved me, but i've been a prisoner in my home for 4 years. you were my only friend and although no one else can see you, you were there.

you told me you loved me eversince we met. love at first sight... however, i couldn't understand what love was and i still don't...

however, the past few days we spend together, be it going on a date or cuddling in bed have been great. when i got the balls to kiss you, it felt so great. we were both suprised. ever since then... i don't know what love is, but if this is it, i'd like to know. am i really in love is masquerade celty in love with H
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Uploaded on 2011-09-14 11:37:47 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-14 11:37:47 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=709 I work for a large company and we have a conference in yorkshire every year. We stay overnight in the hotel and have a dinner and dance in the evening. For the last five years I have entertained a different guy in my room after the dance. It is now common knowledge that I fuck a different guy every year, but I think every body is doing the same. This year was the best by far, I`d spotted Ian the year before, he was different to the rest of the guys. You know the usual "smoothies". He is a bit of a rough Diamond but looked good in his suit. I couldn`t get to talk to him last year, so this year I made sure he was mine.

We went to my room at 9. 30 pm while the party was still in full swing, it was so obvious to everyone where we were going, but I was so hot that I couldn`t wait. I had my hand down his trousers in the lift and my tongue down his throat, he must have thought I was a raving nympho. As the lift doors opened, we staggered out into a crowd of our colleagues on their way to the dance. We got some strange looks as we headed to my room. Once inside I fell to my knees and got his cock out, wanking and sucking it for ages. He then grabbed me and pushed me to the bed, roughly bending me over and pulling my flimsy panties to one side, he then forced my pussy lips apart with the fattest cock I`d ever felt. I squealed with pleasure as it filled me completely, stretching my poor little pussy to bursting point, I normally like a lot of foreplay, but this straightforward approach just seemed so right. We just fucked like that for ages until we both could take it no longer, I started to cum first then his spunk started to fill me, as we both came together he started slapping my bum.

I`d never been treated like that before and started to say so, but he told me I was a slut and deserved it, as he fucked me faster and slapped me harder. I couldn`t believe it when I started to agree with him, admitting I was a slut and asking him to treat me like one. He pulled me roughly to my feet and used his tie to bind my wrists behind my back, I didn`t like it and told him to stop so he said he would untie me if I let him come over my breasts, well what choice did I have He untied me and I wanked him back to hardness, he took over and wanked himself faster and harder until his spunk flew, it covered my face and breasts as it spewed from his massive cock. He just turned around and left the room, leaving me to clean up and go back to the party on my own. I`d never been treated like that before, and god knows why, but I loved it. I normally like to be treated well but since then I make sure I go out twice a year without my husband to pick up a rough looking guy for some of the same kind of treatment, I never know who it will be with or where it will be, but it is always so good.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-14 11:36:21 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-14 11:36:21 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=708 I am a manager of a small shoe store, and some nights I close the store entirely by myself. On one such night when I was closing the store, a very long-legged, gorgeous redhead came in looking for a pair of black pumps. As she sat down, her skirt rode up her thighs, making my desire rage to see the rest of her. When I sat in front of her to measure her foot, I could see right up her dress: She had no panties on, revealing the most perfectly trimmed red strip I had ever seen. I love a woman in stockings, and hers were tan with garters holding them up. I got an immediate erection while trying to measure her foot. She seemed to have noticed my arousal, because she placed her other foot on my hard, throbbing cock. As she massaged my cock through my pants, I started sucking on her toes through her stockings. When I finished sucking her feet, she got down on the floor beside me and unzipped my pants, releasing my 8-inch member. Then she got on her hands and knees and said, matter-of-factly, "Fuck me in the ass." I got in behind her and, with one hard thrust, shoved my cock deep into her ass. She screamed out at first and tried to get my cock out of her, but I held it deep inside her till she was begging me to attack her ass. Then I grabbed her hips and ravished her tight ass over and over until I could take no more. Shoving deep inside her, I let my hot cum fill her ass. When my limp cock finally slipped out of her, she stood up, said she had changed her mind about the shoes, and walked out the door. I have not seen her since, but every night that I close up, I hope that she will come back.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-14 11:35:26 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-14 11:35:26 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=707 First of all, this is a true story. The 1970s were great for casual sex, and this one is for the books. I was a sophomore in college, and was dating a girl steadily. I had lost my virginity with her only a few months before. While she was out of town on Christmas break, I stayed in her apartment for a few days. The second day there, a knock on the door revealed her roommate's sister, in from San Antonio. I said she could stay in the other bedroom, and went to work. Late that night, I awoke sensing someone was in the room. There she was, in an open nightgown. I could see her breasts and pussy in the dim light. "I'm lonely", she said. I was still new to sex, and was a little scared. I let her in my (girlfriend's) bed, and she proceeded to teach me some things about sex. She would go down on me, and ask if my girlfriend did that. She sucked me off, and while my penis was recovering, she asked me to lick her. I ate my first pussy with her. She coached me, and I got her off twice. She then let me fuck her, but asked me to cum on her tummy. She still wasn't done. While I sucked her tits, she masturbated herself. I had never seen that before, and I was aroused again after about ten or so minutes. I screwed her, and then she went down on me, with her wetness on my prick, and she masturbated and jacked me off in her mouth. That was just the first night. This went on for two more nights. I was sore after that. She left, and I only saw her once again, when she came to see her sister. None of them knew anything went on between us. That was 1977, and I still wish something like that would happen again.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-14 11:34:27 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-14 11:34:27 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=706 We needed money so badly, that at 14 years old, I sold my virginity for Dollar150. just so we could buy some food and have something to eat. I haven't had sex since. I'm 19 now and simply have no desire, urge or inkling to have sex again. I'm just numb.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-13 11:21:01 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-13 11:21:01 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=705 I really don't care about 9/11. I think we should just move on and mourning over this is just giving the people who did it more power. Ten years later they watch the TV and relish the power they hold over the American people. While the monument was built for us to remember the fallen or the heroes, it also makes us remember terrorists who should be forgotten.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-13 11:20:30 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-13 11:20:30 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=704 I love penises.

i look at gay porn just so i can look at the penises. i love them so much but i can't have them.

please note: i'm a girl

i want penises. i am a penis slave.

i want one in my mouth, one in my anus and one in my vagina. keep stuffing penises in there until you can't fit anymore.

i want them inside me. let me have them. give them to me. won't someone give me a penis

i am a penis slave looking for a master. penis master, may i suck your member i love your penis.

NOW DARLING, LOVE ME DEARLY AND LET ME HAVE IT
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Uploaded on 2011-09-13 11:19:55 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-13 11:19:55 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=703 I'm 19 and a sophomore in college. When I was a senior in high school there was this guy who was a sophomore and he was on the football team. I always had a huge crush on him. We're both half Asian so I could appreciate his drop dead gorgeous looks. I never told anyone I liked him. Well now 2 years later my best friend (who is also 2 years younger than me, she's his age) told me that this guy use to like her (she's Asian) when they were in jr. high. She doesn't like him because she usually only likes White or Mexican guys. I want to tell my bff SO SO SO bad that I want to fuck this guy but I knwo that's weird since he's 2 years younger than me and still in high school. I saw him at the market two weeks ago and he looks HOTTER than I remembered. He has well developed muscles and an ass that makes me want to dry hump (I just quoted He's Just Not That Into You, fuck yeah). Damn, when my bff graduates next year with him you know my ass will be there looking for him. For now I'm going to go to the high school football games with my bff and my other friends just to "relive high school" even though I hated high school and just want to see that hot ass kid playing football with his amazing ass.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-13 11:18:40 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-13 11:18:40 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=702 Yesterday a buddy of mine that is getting a divorce asked if he could use my washer and dryer. I'm 22 he's mid 30s, I told him where the key was and to help himself. Later we were driving around talking about his split up, and he asked who's panties were in the dryer. He knows I don't date, so I just told him they were mine, and he said I didn't know you wore them, then with a laugh said, those two black pair with the white trim were kind of cute. Nothing more was said, but I was embarrassed that he found them, and now knows that I wear panties.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-13 11:17:57 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-13 11:17:57 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=701 One time, after just getting out of a serious relationship that lasted years, I dated a girl, and didnt realize how bad the date was going, and I thought I would be prince charming or something. So I held her hand while I drove her home, and I actually asked her if I could kiss her before I left. Worst date ever.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-13 11:17:15 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-13 11:17:15 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=700 In my life I have gone through more than I could have imagined. When I was 12 years old my dad had a heart attack and died in his sleep, waking up that morning I watched with my sister as paramedics wheeled his lifeless body out of our front door. For the next few months I never cried, I acted as if nothing happened. Then 9 months later while walking on a beach with my two best friends since we were little, Alice and Eli, a drunk driver flew off the road and slammed into Eli as he pushed us out of the way. He was pinned beneath the car and we watched as he bled out and died. The driver got out of the car and walked away with only a few bruises. I will never forget the image of his face as we watched in shock. After the accident, I broke down crying and didnt stop crying for months.... I never spoke, I never laughed, I woke up screaming every night. My mother couldnt take it anymore and I was eventually hospitalized and was seeing 3 shrinks a week. As the 2 year mark on the anniversary of my dads death came and went, I started talking again and life went on.
The blows kept coming and I lost my grandparents, a few dogs, 3 more friends and was almost assaulted by my best friend's and my stalker as he tried to kidnap us. We fought back and he was sent to prison for three years, and three months ago he was released on parole.
My best friend who is like my sister is now currently missing and after two months of reporting her missing, I recieved a letter in the mail last week with a picture of her beaten and bruised, a charm off her friendship bracelet that matched mine, and I note written from her telling me to stop looking for her or he would come after me too.
I am to the point of giving up. I would never kill myself but I dont think that I can handle it anymore. I put on a brave face for everyone around me, but when I am alone I cry to myself and try and hold the last pieces of my life together. I still laugh, go out, and smile but I always feel guilty for the friends I have lost and fear to lost, because they cant ever be happy again.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-12 11:59:50 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-12 11:59:50 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=699 i dont hate you but if you were on fire and i had water, id drink it.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-12 11:58:28 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-12 11:58:28 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=698 I had this dream once, i awoke in a strange place , there was a guy telling the other shes not ready yet, this beautiful guy with brown hair and blue eyes came up to me, he was wareing and egyptian winged solar disk around his neck, we just stared at each other..it was a beautiful dream
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Uploaded on 2011-09-12 11:57:31 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-12 11:57:31 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=697 You are not a Nazi. You are just desperate for attention, trolling where you can. No one that ignorant would dare show information about themselves.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-12 11:56:40 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-12 11:56:40 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=696 Tells me I want you, every single ounce of you! But my mind tells me no-way, because I know you'll just break me! I can't go thru this again! When I love, I love with my All...with everything I have. I just can't let you break my heart!
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Uploaded on 2011-09-12 11:55:49 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-12 11:55:49 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=695 After reading today's love confessions, it's clear that everybody has their own opinion about love. I don't know and maybe I don't care who is wrong or right. Because for me, all I know is that you are what I want, you are what I need, and you are the one I love. ....forever.
Have a good Saturday my beautiful friend.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-11 03:07:36 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-11 03:07:36 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=694 YOU are simply phenomenal.

I see all the things I always wished for in someone, but never thought I would find. 


And then, after I got to know you, I found beautiful qualities in you that I did not even know existed. 

You are truly a very Special and Amazing Man

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck,
The warmth of your lips on my cheek,
The touch of your fingers on my skin,
And the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Because I know that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-11 03:07:07 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-11 03:07:07 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=693 My definition of Beauty........As for a person, it starts with their whole being within them, their true self. A beautiful person is best described, as being humble, compassionate, down to earth, understandinng, Selfless, helping others for no intended gain, honest, kind, forgiving, truthful, loyal, friendly and most important......does not judge others and makes everyone want to be a better person by giving love to all
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Uploaded on 2011-09-10 12:28:33 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-10 12:28:33 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=692 me and this girl have been bestfriends for like 3 years we got to where we did everything together and were inseperable.. i started messin up ((drugs and sex)) but she was right there with me on everything. then one day i got in some trouble at school and my mom came up to the school and my friend stopped her and told her everything i had been doing.. got me in some MAJOR trouble so the next day at school i tryed to fight her.. i wasnt goinga do it but this cute guy i liked told me i should soo i confronted her.. i cussed her out till the teacher came beacsue i didnt really wanna fight her becasue i was scared i would look dumb fightin lol like not know how.. we started talkin again like 2 weeks later because she swore she was just tryin to help me.. in a way i kinda dont wanna be her frined but i dont know anything else im soo use to always been with her i dont know how to make other friends or how to hangout with anyone else so i just went back to her...
i ran away from home 2 weeks ago and i went to her house.. NO ONE knows that because we lied so good they never found out.. my sister was at her house when we were on our way there and we saw her.. i jumpped out the car and hide in some random peoples back yard in a tree.. then we took her grandmas car so no one would see us.. she talked to my sister brother and this lady from my chruch all night and swore she didnt know where i was when i was layin right there listenin to it all..the cops found me the next day because i went to school i was pissed because i didnt wanna go home.. but i needed to because of me dad...
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Uploaded on 2011-09-10 12:27:45 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Itsalwaysgoingabeyou 60 2011-09-10 12:27:45 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=691 hi frnds...pls read my confession and help me how to deal with myself and with others in this situation...

my mother is suffering from colon cancer for the past two yrs...and i donno why i hav been acting very rude to her...im not living at my home and is studying in a different city..so im not with her all the time and i come home only during vacations which is usually once in 2-4 months.. but when i'm there also im not able to show my love for her..i know i truly do love her..but when ever v sit together or when she is arnd i tend to become too insensitive and i cant help it..i donno why..but i hate crying infront of others being a grown up guy..i know i also hav emotions...but i don like exposing it in public..i usually go back to my room and weep silently at my mother's plight...

now she is in a really bad state and doctors are saying her prognosis will be less than a year..i feel really depressed at the way i hav been behaving...i desperately try to be someone nice and caring infront of her but i donno i suddenly bcom insensitive...pls help me and tell me what to do..
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Uploaded on 2011-09-10 12:25:51 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-10 12:25:51 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=690 Our arms hold each other so close... so tight as I Gaze into your eyes becoming riveted by your beauty and the love that we feel for one another. Oh my darling, how I long for you to speak all the words my heart holds but in this moment there are no words that need to be said. For when you look at me you already know all that I feel for you and you do for me. You move ever closer to me, your lips hovering centimeters from mine, so that I can feel your hot breath on the skin of my face. My hunger for your lips grows stronger to embrace this passion between us. Your finger gently touches my lips when I try to utter the words of love, telling me to be patient and wait. I don't know if I can but I do, feeling the longing for your lips burning from deep within me. "Wait...Wait..." is all I hear you say as my heart cries out from this torture. Then your lips meet mine so tender and sweet feeding the hunger for your love as our souls are combined and hearts entwined... forever.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-10 12:24:45 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-10 12:24:45 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=689 I've just had my first kiss, he finally got the courage to tell me how he feels...

but I have some regrets...

I should have kissed him the moment we were sitting at the park, when he told me how he feels, instead, I kissed him when I sid good bye to him, in his car, and we were kind of in a hurry so I gave him a quick peck, it almost didn't show that I loved him... it was so quck, so cold... I should have done it at the right moment... it would have been so romantic if I had done it at the park...

I hope he didn't think it was too soon, we're both christians, and we haven't even asked our pastor or our youth leader and we didn't even pray together for this... maybe it was too soon, I feel like a whore, does he think I'm a whore maybe he thinks I've done the same thing with thousands of guys :(
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Uploaded on 2011-09-09 12:24:05 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-09 12:24:05 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=688 All I want to do is play videogames, eat and have sex.

is this wrong

I hate having to work and going to school and having social obligations.

If i won 100million dollars i'd just buy a decent sized house somewhere.. buy a really rigged up computer, play games all day and buy expensive prostitutes. either that or i'd get a nice car, and try to hook up with as many random girls as i could.

really all i want to do is mindless self indulgence.

like the band.. is there anything wrong with that do i have to apply myself to something "meaningful" to get the most out of life
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Uploaded on 2011-09-09 12:22:54 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-09 12:22:54 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=687 My sex is straight, I am a normal girl, but, I like playing boys games such as Call of duty, battlefield, resident evil, WWE and many!! I have bought my PS3 instantly when it has been on the stocks, then I realized that the games should be actions for me to be thrilled. I don't know, but I like that, so take my PS3 ID boys to be knocked out!!
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Uploaded on 2011-09-09 12:21:19 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-09 12:21:19 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=686 I was out driving at 2 am one night last week. I was heading home from a late gmabling poker party. I saw this slim, attractive female walking, so I stopped and asked if she needed a ride She said that she would suck my dick for Dollar5.00. I asked why was her price so low, she said she just wanted to get something to eat. I believed her, so I took her to a Ihop.

We chatted while we waited for the food. It turns out that she is not from this area at all, but have been here for 6 weeks. She came to visit her father whom she had never met and who turned out to be an alcoholic and rapist. He raped her on her 3rd night here. She didn't want to involve police or anything, because she is an adult and she did not want her mother to know what happened. She didn't want anyone to know that her own father raped her.

She has been missing college and felt real ashamed of herself and her situation. She lived 800 miles away in North Carolina. I listened to her sob story, but....I'm a uncaring man. I have no feelings towards others plight or distress. I told her that if she really wanted to get away, that I would take her home to NC and that we can make up a story for why she missed 6 weeks of college. But she would have to be my sex slave for 3 days. She agreed and I took her home. I know that I was wrong, but I can't help it. I won't do a good deed without getting something in return. I cannot buy food for a homeless family without getting sex from a female from that family. I can't feed a homeless dude, without telling him to pick up the trash within 2 blocks before feeding him. I don't know how to do something without getting something in return.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-09 12:20:11 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-09 12:20:11 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=685 As a college student, I was home one Christmas break. On Christmas Eve, my parents always had an open house and about 100 people, including many of my friends, came over.
Among the younger people, I remember there was a lot of sustained drinking. Not over drinking, but steady sustained drinking. About 12:30, I had had a long day and went down into the basement to sleep. I don't know how long I had been asleep, maybe only a few moments, when I felt a hand rub my chest gently. The hand brushed softly against my nipples and worked its way down to my waist, always stopping at the band to my tighty whities. Then, it would come back up to my chest, brush my nipples and start down again. I opened my eyes and one of my best friends was standing there rubbing me. It felt so good. He appeared startled when I opened my eyes but kept rubbing me. It felt wonderful. I had just start to get hard when all of a sudden tbe basement door opened any my mother yelled out it was time for everyone to go home. She didn't see anything and my friend just yelled up he was leaving. He rubbed me one more time and went up the stairs.
All these years later, I wish he had run his hand under the elastic of my underwear and down into my pubic hair before wrapping his soft hand around my cock. It is a night I long regret. I would have loved to feel his hand on me and I would have loved to unzip his jeans, slid my hand past his zipper and feel his hard wet cock. That was about as close to a gay experience I have ever had and I would so much like to feel his hand running down my chest again.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-09 12:19:13 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-09 12:19:13 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=684 One time, after just getting out of a serious relationship that lasted years, I dated a girl, and didnt realize how bad the date was going, and I thought I would be prince charming or something. So I held her hand while I drove her home, and I actually asked her if I could kiss her before I left. Worst date ever.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-09 12:17:53 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-09 12:17:53 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=683 You cheated on me and we'd been dating six days! I'm not sure if you've done it again, how can I trust someone like you Well you've got what you deserved, now I've done the same, I'm talking to other boys, and the second I get over you, I'm going to leave you. I promise, it might not be untill the end of this year, but I refuse to let you walk all over me
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Uploaded on 2011-09-07 14:24:51 ]]> Anger/Hate/Revenge http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-07 14:24:51 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=682 I am a Dracophile. I have a fetish for dragons. Yeah, the big scaly firebreathing winged lizards. I can't help it. When I see a truly gorgeous picture or statue of a dragon, I can't help but get hot over their majestic symmetry. I know it's kinda wrong, but it's not my fault.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-07 14:24:02 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-07 14:24:02 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=681 Ever since I made you stop what we were doing Saturday night, I've wanted you so damn bad. The way you sucked my tits felt amazing, and I know you loved what I did with your cock. It would piss off so many people we both know, but I think you and I should be fuck buddies.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-07 14:23:15 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-07 14:23:15 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=680 Saw an advertisement in my local craigslist by an Asian message therapist, which appeared to be very legit, and the pic of the girl looked nice. So made an appointment, and was surprised to see a busty Vietnamese chick offering massage in a private room inside nail salon.

The massage started off nice, and on the flip, I made the move, had her shorts pulled down and started fingering her. She didn't mind, and she finished me off with a good tug job. While leaving she whispered that she will be prepared next time, and to come with more cash.

The 2nd trip was interesting, she stripped naked and started massaging me. Soon I had her bent over the massage table, and pounding her doggy style, while the old ladies outside were having their nails done. The next few trips were just good solid fucking and no massage what so ever.

During the 4th visit, while I was doing her side ways, I gently parted her butt cheeks, and did some mild anal probing with my stiff cock. She didn't complain, so I made the move, and slowly glided my cock up her tight butt hole. She winced in pain, as my head entered, but didn't stop, so I kept going and had my cock buried deep in her ass, and shot a good load of jizz.

Since that trip, she has been allowing me to regularly end my fuck session with a nice anal ending. Boy I am loving fucking this Vietnamese ass so regularly. It's amazing how this so called massage therapist has become a full blown whore of mine.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-07 14:22:39 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-07 14:22:39 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=679 I just love the early morning bj by my horny wife. She comes out of the shower loosely wrapped in her towel, sits next to me, pulls my boxers down, and starts sucking my cock. That's the way the horny bitch signals that she needs a good lick and a fuck before going to work. Let her work on my cock till it was rock hard. Next she assumed her usual doggie position, I went behind her, and started sniffing her wet pussy and puckered butt hole, like a dog does it to a real bitch, and then started licking her vigorously. She started moaning in pleasure, and starts begging for my cock. I mount her doggie style, and within just a
few minutes of pounding, she bucks he ass back, and shuddered in pleasure.

I was not done yet. Had her bent over the bed, went behind, parted her ass cheeks and started licking her butt hole, and she knew what was coming next. Soon had my index finger up her ass, lubing her nicely with vaseline. Stood behind, and eased my cock into her tight butt hole, and she yelped like a bitch,
when the head of my cock eased into her sphincter. Increased my rhythm, and in no time, shot a good load of hot jizz into her ass. Just stood there with my cock buried in her ass, and waiting till it started going limp.

What a way to start the day!!
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Uploaded on 2011-09-07 14:21:50 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-07 14:21:50 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=678 I forgive the man that killed my boyfriend, but I can't say it aloud in fear that people will think I don't love or miss him as much as they do because I still do.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-06 11:14:20 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-06 11:14:20 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=677 Why is someone erasing love confessions

Ehh, they were well done.

Whatever.

You should tell her. She probably feels the same way.

You never know until you try.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-06 11:12:52 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-06 11:12:52 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=676 as smart as you claim to be, you'd be using your time more wisely, instead of making dumb a s s comments on the confession board.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-06 11:11:41 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-06 11:11:41 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=675 My husband used to be an unruly, uncontrollable man until the day I caught him pleasuring himself while he was wearing a pair of my panties. That’s right; my tough husband was wearing my pink floral panties and doing it. I saw this as my chance to take control and get him in line. No more bar nights with his buddies. He now wears pretty panties every day to work, the store, and the doctor’s office. Often when I come home from work, if he has beaten me home he is required to have dinner ready. He has to serve dinner while he is wearing a pink skirt, floral print garter belt, matching bra, panty set, and his pretty high heels I bought for him. He has gotten so good at it now and is so enthusiastic to please me. I also spank him on a regular basis. My best friends know and have seen him in his outfit. He no longer talks back to me; he only asks to please me. Sometimes when he is on his way to work, I make him put pantyhose on instead of panties. He sleeps in nighties and has more pretty bras than I do. My girlfriends love to tease him. I make him wear pretty girl jeans in public; I make sure they are nice and tight and show his panty lines. I take him shopping and make him admit to the sales girls that the things we are buying are for him. One time, my friends and I were all swimming in our pool and my husband came outside. My sexy female friend stopped him in his tracks and pushed him back inside. Five minutes later, they came back out the door and my husband was wearing a bright floral one piece swim suit. All the girls cheered and it was evident he liked wearing it. So, little panty sissies, be careful; if you’re caught wearing, this may happen to you.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-06 11:08:50 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-06 11:08:50 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=674 I was raped when I was 12 years old. I was going to kill myself, when a neighbor stopped me and became my friend. We were best friends for the longest until he moved away A year after missing him, he came back to visit. Then "HE" raped me, I'm only 15 and already my life is in a downward spiral.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-05 11:01:40 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-05 11:01:40 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=673 I think I love you. I didn't want this to happen, but you led me on. We were friends for 10 years then you started to show feelings towards me, But all of a sudden you stopped. Now a year later you are all I think about, and this was not what I wanted. I cant tell you how I feel becuase your my best friend's brother and it would ruin everything.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-05 11:01:03 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-05 11:01:03 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=672 A few days ago, I accidentally walked in on my brother taking a piss. He went apeshit on me for opening the door without knocking, but I really think he was mad because he doesn't want anyone to know what a tiny dick he has! I neearly died laughing every time I saw him for days afterward.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-05 11:00:24 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-05 11:00:24 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=671 When i was in elementary school i had huge eyebrows and a uni brow. my family used to make fun of me for it. so did people at school. so one day after my shower i decided to use my moms razor to shape my eyebrows.

As im in the middle of carefully trimming my eye brows with a razor my sister came and banged on the door for me to hurry up. I was startled and the razor slipped. I shaved off my entire left eye brow.

I was so scared. I tried using a band-aid to cover it up, but it didnt work. Finally i used some scissors to cut my hair into bangs to cover it.I found out i have a cow-lick. If i have bangs in the front of my hair for some reason the hair in the back of my head sticks up. It was not a fun monday.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-05 10:59:47 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-05 10:59:47 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=670 Yesterday a buddy of mine that is getting a divorce asked if he could use my washer and dryer. I'm 22 he's mid 30s, I told him where the key was and to help himself. Later we were driving around talking about his split up, and he asked who's panties were in the dryer. He knows I don't date, so I just told him they were mine, and he said I didn't know you wore them, then with a laugh said, those two black pair with the white trim were kind of cute. Nothing more was said, but I was embarrassed that he found them, and now knows that I wear panties.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-05 10:58:51 ]]> Embarrassed http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-05 10:58:51 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=669 Um well im 18, and I feel like I am completley worthless. My life is so bad right now, basically because I dont have one. I just feel like I am never going to accomplish anything. But the thing is, is that I cant think of one thing that I want to do with my life. I feel like people dont like me, and im starting not to like people, and I really dont want to get like that. I feel absolutley nothing, like I have no feelings, and all I want to do is to kill myself. But I dont have the guts to do it, because I know I will go to Hell. I am just so confused and I dont know what to do with my life.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-04 10:23:22 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-04 10:23:22 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=668 If you post anything online, you do so with the knowledge that other people might read or respond to it. If you disable comments, that still doesn't negate their right to use the information you post and discuss it in their own confession. Thats not abuse of the system. That is you misunderstanding the system. People are free to say whatever they want. I'm not trying to be rude here, but if you don't want to hear people's opinion you should probably get a diary.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-04 10:22:17 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-04 10:22:17 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=667 I cheat on my boyfriend all the time and dont know why. I have no doubt that i love him and want to be with him forever but i cant help what i do. When he is away i talk to ppl online and meet up for sex, when i go out i get with ppl and then come home to our bed and sleep beside him. I have a friend in our circle that i regularly get off with and despite feeling horrible i keep doing it. I wish i didnt and hate myself everytime but still do these horrible things. I know he loves me and would do anything for me. I sometimes wish i could just disappear so that he could be with someone he deserves but i just cant.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-04 10:21:28 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-04 10:21:28 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=666 FML Im so screwed. Went to an innocent party, no intention of drinking and was only going to stay an hour, but of course I got drunk, stayed over and had unprotected sex. Now Im freaking cause I cant afford the morning after pill and my free clinic isnt open for 4 days from now!!! HELP urgently, Im stupid and I do not want to bring a child into my life like this, I would if this guy was a steady boyfriend but hes just a mate, I would screw up a child so bad, no child deserves me as a mother, so can someone please help before its too late Is there ANYTHING I can do IM DESPERATE!!
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Uploaded on 2011-09-04 10:20:57 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-04 10:20:57 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=665 i miss you... the person i have become has more admirers than when i was next to you but they only remind me of what i missed out on with you. i miss your beautiful smile, i always waited to see you smile like it was the event of the year! why though... it reminded me of the things we take for granted, you reminded me of the burn we feel when the crazy world disregards us. its weird how people treat me now that i look different but ill remember you from when i was a mess. i've been working on achieving goals that i had set before i met you. i never had a chance to try until you gave me enough strength to believe i was something. i had forgotten my own worth and i was never good enough but you came and changed that and i am grateful that i had you there, right there, over there. i cant trust many people anymore and its nauseating when they crowd around me and get in my face with their sly ways and bulls.h.i.t. it makes me feel unsafe, i'm wishing you were there and all i want to do is cling to the thought of you. i know if you saw what they try to do to me, you would give them s.h.i.t and take me away, you're brave like that and you just don't give a f.u.c.k i know you would protect me, cause you love me aye... i don't want these ugly freaky womanizing scabs, i need a real g a brother like you player....just wait for me to get things right and make room for you to stay by me for a week or two... it wont take that much longer, about another year or two when i'm about 30 i've set the deadline and i know i can do this... will you wait for me or will you leave me to the lions
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Uploaded on 2011-09-04 10:20:26 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-04 10:20:26 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=664 I wake up every single day wishing you weren't so far away. Wanting to see you face to face. Longing to feel your warm hug. Needing to see your beautiful smile. Wishing to kiss your lips for a while. I want to hold you in my arms as I protect you from all harm. I long to look into your eyes as I realize how much I love you. I want to see the way you blush when you feel our lips touch. I wish I could make the miles between us disappear so there would be no distance, so we could be together at last. This is the only thing of God I ask. I will wait until the day when my contract ends. Then the distance will disappear and on the glorious day I will move to you. But until that day finally arrives, I will hold onto you for dear life as I continue to fall more in love with you. I will survive on your Facebook messages and texts. I will wait until the wonderful day when I can see you face to face. I love you.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-04 10:18:27 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-04 10:18:27 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=663 We had a perfect friendship, now it's a mess. i know you would never knowingly or deliberately hurt me, and i wish i was strong enough to not take things too personally.

but when i'm around you now, i feel so rejected. i know i'm pushing you away. you said you didn't know how to fix this, honestly, neither do i.

sometimes i fear the reason i felt so hurt, and still feel so miserable despite your apologies is because i'm secretly in love with you. which complicates everything... which would also make this my fault.

you're the one i'd go to to talk about stuff like this. i've got no one else, and i want no one else.... but i can't even bear to look at your face anymore.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-03 13:40:18 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-03 13:40:18 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=662 A friend of mine was charged with raping 3 ladies in a house one weekend. He held them the whole weekend and took turns raping them repeatedly and finally cleaning up the whole crime scene.

In court, he was found not guilty. They didn't believe the girls at all. I was shocked, not at the verdict, but at him on the stand. He was dressed as a female and did all these female mannerism's. He was pretending to be a homosexual and claims he has been gay since he was a young child. The jury believed him.

The reason I was not shocked at the verdict is because if you saw him, you would believe he was truly gay....he is not and was acting.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-03 13:37:46 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-03 13:37:46 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=661 When i was in elementary school i had huge eyebrows and a uni brow. my family used to make fun of me for it. so did people at school. so one day after my shower i decided to use my moms razor to shape my eyebrows.

As im in the middle of carefully trimming my eye brows with a razor my sister came and banged on the door for me to hurry up. I was startled and the razor slipped. I shaved off my entire left eye brow.

I was so scared. I tried using a band-aid to cover it up, but it didnt work. Finally i used some scissors to cut my hair into bangs to cover it.I found out i have a cow-lick. If i have bangs in the front of my hair for some reason the hair in the back of my head sticks up. It was not a fun monday.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-03 13:37:04 ]]> Funny http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-03 13:37:04 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=660 I want to have sex with other girls than my girlfriend but i dont want to break up with her. i dnt have the heart to cheat on her but a couple girls near where i live are definatly trying to get in my pants. i keep letting the girls down the street think they can get me but they wont even though i want to soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bad. i love my girl to much. my girl told me shed be open to share one of her friends so im trying to get her to be friends with the girls down the street.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-03 13:35:51 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-03 13:35:51 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=659 I could never admit it to anyone ever but I would fuck this chick till my balls imploded in on themselves. I would lick her clit till my tongue was sore, rim her, fuck her in every hole and jizz all over her tits that are fake but I don't care.

She's rough as fuck but I think she's cute and doesn't care about having a little bit of meat on her bones.

Stop going out with all these parasite arseholes, come and sit on my face and grind away till your hearts content.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-03 13:34:33 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-03 13:34:33 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=658 Staring at you, day after day, my heart begs you to feel the same way. Though as your friend, you just don't see that together you and I is the way it should be. My heart belongs to you.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-02 16:40:02 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-02 16:40:02 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=657 I ran across a few stories about grown men and women that were diapers all day and pee and poop in them. Not because they have a medical problem or anything . They just love their own pee and poop. Now it got me thinking. where are all these people I mean what if the guy behind me at the grocery store is a pooper What if the guy at the post office is. I'm getting paranoid.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-02 16:38:51 ]]> Sex http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-02 16:38:51 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=656 My first impression of this man was, forgettable. But as the days passed, I see in him things that makes my heart flutter. His gentleness, his humour, his patience and his sweet demeanor. I am in love, and this is the first time I’ve felt so strongly for someone. Every night before I sleep, I; foolishly replayed in my mind, all the things he did in my memory, our conversations, and little things like how he smiled and laughed, how his ears would turn red when he’s shy, or how he held out the door….. I am hopelessly in love…for the first time.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-02 16:35:16 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= sweetpea 60 2011-09-02 16:35:16 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=655 I know she hates this and it embarrasses her, but she is a very special woman. Even though she has more downs than ups, she still manages to laugh and offer a smile, hug, or "Good Morning" to her friends. Not many people in her situation are capable of or willing to take the time to make sure those they care about are aware of it. With all the love and compassion she exhibits even when at her lowest, she has proven time and again just how special she really is.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-02 16:34:24 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-02 16:34:24 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=654 I am afraid to fall in love again, after all you've put me through. My heart is in unfamiliar territory and I don't know what to do. I suffer from extreme loneliness, with no one that I can trust. All I have now are broken memories, of sadness, heartache, and us. I'll never be the same without you yet, I honestly don't want you back. Too much friction still lingers between us. It will only throw both of our lives off track.

Wherever you are today I want you to know, how much you've damaged me deep inside. You promised me a whole new world and instead took me on a torturous ride. I'll never be able to love again, because of all that you put me through. What's worse is that from the beginning I always trusted and forgave you. I am shattered to pieces, and I don't know what to do. All I can think about each minute are the times that I spent with you. I don't want to see you again, but your face is so clear in my mind. Sometimes I wonder if you feel the same, or if you were able to leave it all behind.

Whenever you come and talk to me, I always tell you that I don't care. But I still carry you within my heart, even though I don't want you there. You were always good at lingering, even when people forced you to go away. You were stubborn and hard headed, always having something else to say. I need to let you go somehow, and find a way for me to move on. I know that this isn't very healthy. I need to find someone to help me along. This road is so long and unpredictable, now that I have no one to turn to anymore. All I need is someone to love me, who'll help me pick my heart up off of the floor. Someone that will ease my heartache and make me whole once again. That I can fall in love and trust from here on, who'll be a wonderful and caring friend.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-02 16:33:45 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-02 16:33:45 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=653 One day we will be together. We will have a home of our own all of our dreams will come true. One day I will take you in my arms and make sweet love to you until you beg for me to stop. One day we will travel see all there is to see together, visit all the places we want to go. One day we will snuggle by the fire, swim in the ocean and gather wild flowers. Such a shame you can only hold thin air because one day came too late.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-01 10:04:41 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-01 10:04:41 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=652 You are the song that my heart sings

You are the beauty that my eyes seek

You are the joy that my soul longs for

You are the peace that my spirit adores

You are the spark that ignites my fire

You are the one that I love and desire

You are the inspiration of my passion

You are the kindness of my compassion

Your eyes are the stars in my night sky

Your smile is the sun that ends my night

Your laughter is the music my ears love to hear

Your voice is the sweet sound that calm my fears

You are the blood that flows through my veins

You are my one and only,you are my everything

You are everything I want and nothing I deserve

For you alone my heart and soul desperately yearn

I know that with you I must belong

You are my joy, my love, my heartsong
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Uploaded on 2011-09-01 10:03:56 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-01 10:03:56 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=651 I have wanted to quit for a long time now. I really really don't like it.
I like the people in it, except for the new Bishop, but I really don't like the fact that I feel like I stick out like a sore thumb.
I'm a single mother of 3 children, and every time I walk into the church alone with my kids I feel out of place.
My parents are Mormon, and I think it would kill them if I wasn't. So, I go to church, hang out with them, and do what I'm supposed to do, but I am miserable.
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Uploaded on 2011-09-01 10:03:15 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-09-01 10:03:15 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=650 I want to break up with you. I hate you ever since that night. You've done it a few times now and I now feel nothing for you. Nothing but concern. I know that you'll fall into self harming and suicidal thoughts again if I break up with you. I'm scared for you but I can't keep lying.
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Uploaded on 2011-08-31 17:03:44 ]]> Love http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-08-31 17:03:44 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=649 I hope this hurricane whip up some strange pussy and drop it off in my front yard or front door. I need some hurricane relief. I don't need the tree branches, the torn paper or the trash cans.....I just need some pussy!
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Uploaded on 2011-08-31 17:03:13 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-08-31 17:03:13 http://mrpopat.com/con_detail.php?id=648 I carved the Spanish past verb "eras" in to the lower right side of my abdomen. Gods blessings come from his right hand. I carved it with my left hand (cuz I'm left handed, too). Its a reminder of how by my own hand, my blessings were and never will be again.
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Uploaded on 2011-08-31 17:02:49 ]]> Others http://mrpopat.com/confession.php?pid= Anonymous 60 2011-08-31 17:02:49